Shen wheel

Cheng Yu went back to the hotel and went out with his roller skates on. Jin Jie asked him where he was going. Cheng Yu left without saying a word, and then Jin Jie called Qiu Yang directly.

Qiu Yang was still outside and didn't go back. Hearing that Cheng Yu had gone out with his shoes in the middle of the night, Qiu Yang ran away again.

Cheng Yu must be practicing somewhere. Qingdao is so big. Where can he find someone? At dawn, Qiu Yang appeared at the place where Cheng Yu lived. Cheng Yu came back with his shoes after three o'clock last night. Sleeping and still not waking up, Jin Jie and Fang Gan don't know what's wrong with him, they tacitly didn't ask him anything and didn't bother him.

Cheng Yu was still awake when Qiu Yang knocked on the door and entered. Jin Jie opened the door for him, and upon seeing him, he asked, "You two walked together last night, what's the matter?"

Qiu Yang smiled: "Brother Yang accidentally said something that shouldn't be said, and we got into a fight."

Fang Gan heheed twice, it's great that he can still fight.

"It's so ruthless, did he recruit you?" Fang Gan asked, anyway, he and Cheng Yu had been training in the same team and club for three years, so of course Fang Gan couldn't just sit idly by when he was beaten.

"He said he would quit school." Qiu Yang said in a low voice.

Fang Gan and Jin Jie were stunned at the same time, "Drop out?"

"I'll talk to him when he wakes up." Qiu Yang said seriously.

Fang Gan was relieved, then he would not be able to control the fight if it was justified.

When Cheng Yu woke up, he found Qiu Yang sitting beside his bed. The bruises on his face were more conspicuous than yesterday. When he opened his mouth, his cheeks hurt, and he frowned in pain.

Qiu Yang threw a pack of medicine on his bed and said, "Get some medicine."

Cheng Yu lifted the quilt and sat up. He didn't even take off his clothes, his face was blue and purple, and he felt a headache even if he raised his eyes a little.

"I'm going to wash my face."

Cheng Yu went to the bathroom in his slippers.

Qiu Yang took out the medicine and cotton swabs from the bag and placed them on the table. When Cheng Yu came out wiping his hair, Qiu Yang had already arranged the cotton swabs.

Looking at Qiu Yang's appearance, Cheng Yu obviously stayed up all night. The idea of ​​dropping out of school didn't just happen in a day or two. The daily expenses of the family, the medical expenses for Grandpa Cheng's frequent visits to the hospital, tuition fees, living expenses, water and electricity expenses, competition registration fees, accommodation expenses and meals when going out The cost of insurance, the energy, time and money invested in roller skating made him a little overwhelmed.

"I have my own difficulties." Cheng Yu said, without looking at Qiu Yang, "You're right, I'm really selfish, and the idea of ​​quitting school doesn't just happen every day or two. I told my grandfather before that he Beat me up for it, and the broom is in bloom."

Qiu Yang kept moving his hands, trying to keep his strength as light as possible, but Cheng Yu still grinned unavoidably in pain.

"Sometimes I feel that my life is too fucking fucked up, and something bad will rush me to meet it, but my grandpa said that I can do whatever I like and do whatever I want, if I want to play roller skating, I can do it. He is famous, no matter how you communicate with others, you must have a degree. He used to be a teacher. He has taught countless people and taught countless students. He actually understands everything, and I understand it myself, just like I stayed in the orphanage back then. One year after he found out, he immediately went to adopt me."

Hearing this, Qiu Yang was startled. His hands paused for a moment, but he didn't speak. He looked at Cheng Yu quietly. He only heard Cheng Yu say that Grandpa Cheng was not his own grandfather, and he didn't know there was an orphanage at all. This stubble.

The light in the hotel was not very good, from Qiu Yang's perspective, he could only see Cheng Yu's hair, because he couldn't even see his expression clearly due to the backlight.

"Grandpa is getting old. Since three years ago, he has to go to the hospital for check-ups every three to five years. A small cold will not get better in a while. Every time I take my shoes to the club, he will jokingly say to me, If roller skating also had live broadcasts of the Olympic Games and competitions, he would drag the old men in the community to watch my game on TV to win glory for the country, and let the aunts and uncles cheer for me." Cheng Yu suddenly looked forward to that scene, "The fucking thing is I’ve been roller skating for nearly 12 years, and now it’s a problem to even participate in a national competition, what the hell is the World Championships and National Games, and roller skating is not an Olympic event.”

Cheng Yu paused, and suddenly asked an extremely profound question. He asked Qiu Yang, "Why do you say people are alive?"

Qiu Yang went through all the books, sentences and various documents he had read in his mind, and the answer was no solution.

Why no solution?

People are different, have different paths, have different lives, have different ideas, have different bridges to cross, choose different life paths, experience different things, meet different people, read different books, and think different things. Didn’t Yu Hua say that People live for simplicity or, well, see, this is different.

He has a dream of being a hero, galloping on the field and being a warrior who is not afraid of the storm.

Grandpa Cheng's expectations of him, his expectations of himself, his life situation and his attitude towards life are all different.

There are so many people in this world who are busy with life and reborn for their dreams. Isn't it the same people who come and go?At least everyone has the same purpose.

Qiu Yang suddenly felt that Cheng Yu actually saw farther and farther than he did, and also lived more realistically than him. He knew what he wanted and what he should do. If someone slandered him, there would naturally be someone who supported him. He could do whatever he thought, This has never changed since the beginning.

In other words, how did Cheng Yu treat Qiu Yang?

Very good, among all the people who have appeared in Cheng Yu's life, Qiu Yang is a very special existence, where is the specialness?Cheng Yu couldn't help but want to beat him to death, but if he beat him to death, he would feel that he actually beat himself to death.

Everyone only saw how kind Qiu Yang was to Cheng Yu. On the other hand, Cheng Yu's taciturnity could not speak, he didn't know what it means to please and feel sorry for, or beat him up and scolded him. up.

But this is Cheng Yu, the genuine Cheng Yu, who is not pretentious or hypocritical, and is so careful on the surface.

He punched Qiu Yang one second ago, and the next second he was thinking about what he was going to do in the afternoon, what to buy him and help him make something, who would he fight with if he had a fight, it was hot Is there enough water to drink, will you be vengeful if you refuse someone else's confession, will you be beaten if you offend someone you shouldn't provoke, will you have hot food when you return to a home with no one around, will anyone chat with him and make jokes? .

Cheng Yu paid attention to the details, which were very practical and more realistic. He zoomed in on Qiu Yang to see some superficial things that one eye could not see, and sometimes both eyes were blind.

Until now, when Qiu Yang opened his eyes, he knew what he wanted to express with every expression. Qiu Yang is a person who is good at hiding, but Cheng Yu can see through him at a glance, so he will expose him mercilessly. in his face.

If you ask Cheng Yuxi if he likes Qiu Yang, you can't say for sure about feelings, not to mention that he is a person who has never thought about such a thing. In his only view of love, his father killed someone and was sentenced to death Then his mother couldn't bear the white eyes around her, slander and criticism, divorced his father and abandoned him.

"My parents' marriage is quite sad. Anyway, I don't remember it. I am very realistic. It doesn't matter if I am a man or a woman. You have to let me think about how this happened." Cheng Yu looked at Qiu Yang's face. said the eyes.

Qiu Yang laughed a few times, "What a fucking realist, both materialistic and realistic."

"I'm still an idealist, cultivated by my grandfather." Cheng Yu added.

"That's not schizophrenic, you must have misunderstood what Grandpa meant." Qiu Yang corrected.

Cheng Yu felt that it was pointless to dwell on these things, so he said, "I have to think about the matter of you fucking taking a fancy to me and wanting to be with me. My life here is too regular and the goals and plans are too full. I suddenly have to add a Old Dog feels a little flustered."

"Fuck me!" Qiu Yang threw the sterile cotton swab, "Who the hell are you talking about?"

Cheng Yu sat cross-legged but smiled silently.

Isn't it a dog?A combination of mangy pugs, pugs Qiu Yang.

The author has something to say: I want to float on Friday hahaha