I'm sick for Mr. Lu

Su Xingyu asked for a good leave of absence, and wanted to seriously take the child to the police |, but only after he left the house, the child found a place to go, so Su Xingyu went to work again after being dazed for a while.

But he was more or less concerned, Su Xingyu got off work much earlier than usual that day.When driving back, he saw that the security guard at the guard box at the entrance of the underground parking lot turned out to be the little security guard in the daytime. Su Xingyu parked the car and walked a long way to find this little security guard.

He knocked on the window, and the little security guard opened the window. Su Xingyu said, "Hi, I have something to ask."

"okay."

Su Xingyu was also afraid that the security guard would not recognize him, so he said first, "I live here too, the one who led the children this morning."

The little security guard smiled and said, "I know you, don't you come here often, do you? Recently, I see you often!"

Su Xingyu said: "Yes, I just want to ask, in the morning you said that the child often comes here... In fact, when I came back in the early morning, I saw him in the community, and it was raining, so I took him home ... Are his parents also on the night shift at the property here?"

"Ah? Here in the early hours of the morning? Then he must have sneaked in from nowhere..." Xiao Baoan's tone seemed a little helpless, "His parents, oh... his mother used to be here to teach The nanny of a family had an accident on the road some time ago and was not rescued...Because he was still young, and the elders in the family were unwilling to tell him the truth. They only told him that his mother was working here and it was very hard recently, so That's why I can't go home... He heard this, and he came here often, saying that he can go home with his mother after she gets off work..."

"........."

"But children are actually smart, how can they not feel that something has changed... What's more, his father, for some reason, seems to have had an accident. Last time I heard from his grandparents that his father was also hospitalized... When he came here recently, he also asked if his mother is no longer here, and if he can no longer go home with him..."

Such a story was enough to make Su Xingyu feel distressed and sympathetic.

Not only for the child who suffered misfortune at a young age, but also because he saw the former self, and the former self was the same.

I always thought that the mother who had left would return to me one day.

"...Then when did he go back?"

"I went back in a while. His grandparents came to pick him up soon after they knew he was coming here again." The little security guard said, "But the two old people probably didn't notice that the child disappeared in the early morning. They probably thought the child was dawn again. I just ran out."

"... We should remind them more, let the children run out alone... It is easy to meet bad people on the road..."

"Why didn't you remind me, alas, it's just that the two old people are so old, their reactions are slow, and their legs and feet are inconvenient. They can't be asked to lock the children at home..." The little security guard also sighed when he said it, "Actually I have lost a lot of money, but it is useless for the two old people to hold the money, and the child is too young to know that the money is useful. The only father who can rely on is also hospitalized. The most pitiful thing in this family is this The child..."

A child who is no more than five or six years old may not even know what is poverty and what is wealth.All he knew was that his mother hadn't come back, and maybe forever, she would never come back.

Su Xingyu felt hurt and remembered the saddest thing in his life.

Some people can be very strong, not afraid of difficulties and pains, stick to themselves, and carry out their beliefs to the end.But it is also possible that these people are actually very fragile, and there are always some scars that cannot be taken away by time.There are always people in their 20s, 30s, and 40s who are still living in the shadow of their teens or even their teens and cannot get out.In the end, they all wondered, is it the fault of themselves being too useless?Or is it the fault of the shadows being too deep?

When Su Xingyu lost his mother, he was older than this child, and he already had a concept of life and death, and knew that his mother jumped to her death.When everyone was blaming his mother for being an "irresponsible" and "very selfish" person for him, only he was clearly willing to let her go.It's not that he doesn't blame his mother for abandoning him, it's just that he prefers to feel sorry for her instead of complaining.When I was young, I didn't know why my mother committed suicide. It was only because she was disappointed with her husband who deserved to die, and she was disappointed with the family.I didn't realize until I was older that my mother was probably sick at the time.More than once, he saw his mother shut herself in the house in the middle of the night, self-mutilate, take medicine, bury her head in her knees, cry, and smile in the mirror.

She was sick, but no one cared.His bloody biological father couldn't see this happening.The grandpa and grandma, who were supposed to love her the most, just forced her to back down and endure.Su Xingyu was afraid of these when he didn't know it, but after he knew it, he thought it would be great if he knew it earlier.Maybe he comforts his mother a little more, maybe he goes in and wipes her tears when her mother hides and cries again, maybe everything will turn around...Because even in such an extreme face, every time you face His mother was still gentle and patient.

He would prepare his favorite meals, match him with nice clothes, take him by the hand to the street, take him to buy cartoon character models, and check his homework for mistakes... But later, seven In midsummer, he has never eaten the mung bean smoothie made by his mother; in the twelfth lunar month of winter, he can no longer act like a baby and want to sleep with his mother... His existence can't save her at all...

It's been a long time since I was sad about this matter, and Su Xingyu didn't know why he felt so sad when he thought about it today, and he couldn't come out of such emotions for a while.

Tonight, Lu Zelin had something to come home late, and Su Xingyu didn't want to stay at home alone and lament... It just so happened that a colleague gave him a bar membership card today. Su Xingyu is not a person who likes to go to bars, but at this time, I would like to have a drink or two.

Fortunately, the road was not far away, thinking that he would not be able to drive after drinking, so Su Xingyu took a taxi to go there.

Colleagues told him that the location of this bar is not easy to find, but there are very few people in it, but he is a person who likes to be lively, and this bar is so quiet that he really can't stand it.Because this membership card is really difficult to get, it's a pity to leave it alone, so he wanted to give it away.But none of the friends around me like this type of bar. After thinking about it, it is suitable for Su Xingyu who is usually quiet, so I gave it to him.

Su Xingyu found it and went in. There were indeed very few people inside, and he could count them on one finger.

He just sat down in front of the bar when a gentle female voice came: "Eh? I haven't seen this guest before."

Su Xingyu raised his head when he heard the sound, and was stunned for a moment. For a moment, he thought he was dazzled, but after a second, he was sure that he really saw it—the woman in front of him was very similar to his dead mother, but her face was more delicate than his mother's. Good looking, much younger.

Su Xingyu was stunned, and didn't hear the woman tell him clearly: "I'm sorry, my guest, the bartender is not here today... They are all old customers, and I don't mind my coming. You are a new face, and I am afraid of my skills... This guest?"

She stretched out her hand and shook it in front of Su Xingyu's eyes, and he suddenly came back to his senses: "...I'm sorry..."

She smiled: "If you don't mind, I can also adjust..."

Su Xingyu only heard the first half of the sentence, and quickly replied: "I don't mind, I don't mind."

The woman smiled, and she looked more like his mother when she smiled: "Then what do you need?"

Su Xingyu just casually ordered another glass, and said stupidly to the woman, "...I think you look familiar."

The woman smiled: "Really?"

I don't know when two men sat down beside me, and one of them said, "My friend, your way of striking up a conversation is really old-fashioned."

Su Xingyu quickly turned his head to look, but who knew that the person on the other side said again: "That is, nine out of ten people who came here to see Sister Enuo said so."

"You two, even if they really hit on me, what do you care?" The woman called Enoch said to them, "Finally a new guest came, and you two are here to play monsters again?"

"We're the newcomers here. We want to protect you, Sister Enuo."

Su Xingyu was confused when he heard it, and was a little embarrassed: "...I didn't mean to offend..."

The person sitting on the right seemed to have recognized Su Xingyu: "...I think you look familiar too..."

The other two laughed.

"Don't laugh, it's really familiar. I must have seen it somewhere." He frowned, trying to recall, "...I remembered, Su Xingyu! You are Su Xingyu, right?!"

"Eh?" Su Xingyu didn't know the young man in front of him at all, "...you are?"

"Fuck, you really are!" He was very surprised, "I'm from the Department of Biology of University A! I often read your articles in academic journals!"

"Eh?" Su Xingyu was even more surprised, it was the first time he met a college student who could recognize him, "Are you still a student?"

"No, I graduated in June this year. I originally wanted to take your graduate school, but it's too difficult, it's really too difficult..."

"Is that so?"

"Yes, but I didn't expect to meet you here. I really admire you, especially your research on poison|drugs. It's amazing! Really amazing!" He wiped his hands on his clothes , "Can I shake hands with you, maybe I can become smarter after shaking hands with you!"

Su Xingyu shook hands with him embarrassedly: "You're too much for the prize."

The other man laughed loudly: "Hahaha, with your dumb head, you still expect to become smarter by touching the master's hands?"

The woman named Enuo kept smiling faintly, and pushed the wine glass in front of Su Xingyu: "Come, the wine you want."