I'm sick for Mr. Lu

Su Xingyu looked at Ye Weimian puzzled: "Okay, why do you say this?"

"Huh?" Ye Weimian looked at him and said bluntly, "You said you didn't want a child because of your boyfriend, and you said that he might not agree to have a child... In this way, the chances of you separating in the future are not very high Is it big?"

Su Xingyu knew that Ye Weimian said this without any malice, but he still couldn't accept it: "...Wait, why did you say that? It's unlikely that we would easily choose to separate because of the child problem..."

"Xingyu, don't underestimate the physical or psychological harm that pregnancy may cause you." Ye Weimian told him, "I'm not cursing that you and your boyfriend will break up, but obviously, from what you said, Your values ​​are at odds on this matter...Maybe you can hide it from him, but if you do have children, he will always know, what will happen to him then? If he treats you at that time If your mental state and physical state are not very clear and understood, even unintentional words or deeds, or simple ignorance, are very likely to bring you harm."

"But I'm not that fragile..."

"Maybe you don't need to try whether you will become vulnerable at all. There are some things that might cause harm, so just throw them away." After Ye Weimian finished speaking, she felt that she had passed, "I'm sorry, forgive me I, a person who doesn't know much about feelings, said it casually, so don't take it seriously."

"It's okay... Maybe I should ask him what his opinion is first." Su Xingyu said, "I don't think we should be separated..."

Ye Weimian went down the steps: "I have done a lot of experiments, and no one likes it. Everything I see is cold. But I think people's feelings will change. Maybe you like it, and he will follow suit. If you want, this result is the best."

Because his physical condition is unexpectedly good, Su Xingyu doesn't need to stay with Ye Weimian for a few more days.But because of Ye Weimian's unintentional words, he began to seriously think about the matter between himself and Lu Zelin - will they really separate in the future?

To be honest, Su Xingyu never thought about it that way.

Before getting together with Lu Zelin, Su Xingyu was almost a person who could be described as "cold in mouth and cold in heart".At that time, the family relationship he received was weak, and he didn't have the idea of ​​wanting a child very much.Because he received ill-will from his classmates for losing his mother when he was young, he has since become taciturn, does not like to socialize with others, and has few friends.A person who has not been loved well does not know how to love others well, nor does he want to know what it feels like to love someone.The only thing Su Xingyu can do is study, study, study.Use learning to fill the long time, and use learning to cover up gaps in feelings.

May I ask if Su Xingyu really likes to study?His answer may be "don't like" or "don't know", but it is absolutely impossible to be "like".

He chose to study because he had no other options.

Especially at that time, studying hard could bring him scholarships, bonuses for various competitions, funds for various activities... It was for such a tacky reason that he chose a hobby that didn't look tacky at all.

However, Lu Zelin's appearance initially brought Su Xingyu only fear.

A complete stranger, in the name of liking, forcibly walked into Su Xingyu's private space where he didn't feel very safe.He didn't want to know what the so-called liking felt like, he just wanted to drive Lu Zelin out of the safe zone that should belong to him.

At that time, he really hated Lu Zelin, as soon as Lu Zelin approached him, he felt like a cat, his hair all exploded.At the most extreme moment of thinking, he also seriously considered whether to really poison Lu Zelin to death.

But he didn't understand, Lu Zelin refused to give up when he was obviously so difficult to get along with.The more fierce he was to Lu Zelin, the better Lu Zelin was to him.

In winter, Lu Zelin would wait for him under the teaching building.In fact, the upstairs corridor was much warmer, but he didn't go up.

Su Xingyu asked him, "What are you waiting for me again? Didn't I tell you not to come to me again?"

"It's raining, it's raining in such a cold weather, are you planning to go back in the rain?" Lu Zelin hissed as he spoke.In order to look handsome, he refuses to wear too much in winter, and he must feel cold at night.

Su Xingyu couldn't bear it at that time: "Then what are you doing here stupidly? Why don't you go upstairs? The corridor is also warmer than here."

"Don't you dislike me going up to find you?" Lu Zelin said confidently, "It's the same here, anyway, it's just giving you an umbrella, so don't care about the process."

No matter how cold people are, they will be warmed bit by bit.In particular, Su Xingyu's coldness is not coldness with a heart of stone.It's just that he hasn't been treated well by others for too long, so he has to shut down his coldness.

A hollow piece of ice, when one corner melted into water, the whole piece melted.Lu Zelin persisted for too long, and finally persisted until the day when the ice turned into water.

Su Xingyu's character is a bit stubborn, when Lu Zelin is not wanted, he can't see what Lu Zelin does.But when he wanted Lu Zelin, there was only one Lu Zelin in his eyes.

After they started dating, Lu Zelin couldn't hide some of his shortcomings, especially his bad temper, and he began to openly hide it from Su Xingyu.Su Xingyu had sensed that Lu Zelin had a bad temper before, but he still restrained himself when facing him.Unexpectedly, after dating, they would be rude instead. Because of this, they quarreled a lot in the beginning.

But no matter how they quarreled, they quarreled for three days and quarreled at both ends, and they never separated again.

Su Xingyu also had to admit that Lu Zelin changed him.He was always reluctant to socialize with people before, but with the help of Lu Zelin, he started to go out.Maybe not all the people he meets are good, but after going out to meet others, he realizes that there are many kind and gentle people in this world.

And it was only after he had few friends that he realized that in the eyes of others, he and Lu Zelin were not a perfect couple.

Later, Su Xingyu had a good friend, but now he has gone abroad to study, he said to Su Xingyu at that time: "I feel that Lu Zelin is too much in charge, meddling in this and that, don't you feel uncomfortable? "

But Su Xingyu just likes this feeling: "Is there?"

"Of course there is. If you are imprisoned by him one day, no one can see you except him, and I will believe it!"

"So exaggerated?"

"No exaggeration, this is a real evaluation based on his usual performance." The friend had a look of hatred, "You can't indulge him like this anymore, can you? If you continue like this, you will really be locked up by him !"

"...No, no, no..."

In fact, even if he was really locked up, as long as he could see Lu Zelin, he probably wouldn't mind... At that time, Su Xingyu thought in his heart, if the two of them were both sick, then it would be fine.

Now that so many years have passed, Su Xingyu naturally thought that they would live like this for the rest of their lives... Until today, Ye Weimian's words made him belatedly realize that the two of them may actually be separated...

He wanted a child so much, but what if Lu Zelin really didn't want it?

Then he will have to choose between the child and Lu Zelin?

He didn't want to give up on Lu Zelin, but he really wanted a child...

Maybe it's time to tell Lu Zelin the truth?But with Lu Zelin's character, if he knew what he did to his body, he would definitely be angry, right?Su Xingyu could still think of Lu Zelin getting angry, and even what Lu Zelin would say-won't it be all right if you want a child|a surrogate?How could two men really have a child?Are you experimenting with such unrealistic things?Still tricked me into going to Hong Kong to help a friend?Even if you don't want to kill me, I won't kill you. In short, don't even think about having children by yourself!Don't make me tear down your friend's lab!

Even if he told him that the experiment was successful and that he could conceive a child in his current physical condition, Lu Zelin would say again—what if something unexpected happened in the middle?What if you have something wrong with me?Don't tell me any more bullshit about benefiting mankind. If you want to do such a thing again, you can poison me to death first. You will be clean after I die!

Yes, Lu Zelin is a person who can say such things, Su Xingyu can think of it.

Su Xingyu felt upset, so he went out for a walk at night and walked to the bar he had been to last time before he knew it.

Thinking of Ji Yinuo who looked very similar to his mother inside, Su Xingyu hesitated for a while, but went in anyway.

However, the bar was extremely deserted tonight. After Su Xingyu walked in, he realized that he was the only guest tonight.

Ji Yinuo saw him: "Huh? Long time no see?"

This face made Su Xingyu feel at ease. He recalled that when his mother was still around, he was also happy.

He sat in front of Ji Enuo: "Long time no see."

"I don't know if it's a coincidence or a coincidence that you came, because no one will come tonight, and I was just about to close."

"Then I didn't come just right?"

Ji Yinuo shook his head: "The bartender just left, if you want to drink, I'm the only one who will serve you."

"It's ok."

"Then what would you like to drink?"

Su Xingyu ordered a drink casually, and then talked to her: "Will I show up when you are about to close, will it ruin your next plan?"

Ji Yinuo smiled: "It's better to say that your appearance comforted me a lot, otherwise, I would not have a business for three consecutive days."

"Ok?"

Ji Yinuo said: "Yes, you heard that right, you are my first guest in these three days."

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Cool data, it is estimated that this week's list will be a bye again_(:з」∠)_