I'm sick for Mr. Lu

The fifth day after Su Xingyu left.

Lu Zelin didn't pay attention to what time it was in the morning. Anyway, after twelve o'clock, he received a call from a friend asking him to go drink with him.

It was his friend who grew up with him, named Zhou Weiyu.He has delicate features, red lips and white teeth, and a harmless face when he smiles, but he is actually a jerk at heart.If he said that he was just a scumbag when it came to relationships, then Lu Zelin would say that he was a lover—after all, he hadn't been separated from Su Xingyu for so many years.

Zhou Weiyu looked at Lu Zelin's fierce face: "What's wrong? Are you in a bad mood?"

Lu Zelin drank sullenly, he was really unhappy these two days.

"Tell me about it? Did you quarrel with your Sumerian?"

"Arguing, the two of us don't quarrel."

Zhou Weiyu deliberately said: "Oh? You don't even quarrel? Are you going to cut it off?"

Lu Zelin glared at him fiercely: "Can't you say something good with your dog mouth?"

Zhou Weiyu smiled indifferently: "I want to say something nice, but you won't give me this chance to know what's wrong with you?"

"Can't I worry about work?" Lu Zelin snorted coldly.

"You can tell from your face that you haven't slept for two or three days." Zhou Weiyu didn't believe it at all, "With Su Xingyu around, would you be willing to stay up for two or three days?"

Lu Zelin put the bottle away: "He's on a business trip."

Zhou Weiyu's expression became even more playful: "Isn't it normal for him to be on a business trip?"

Lu Zelin knew that Zhou Weiyu was waiting to hear the story, but he still said: "The key is that I asked their leader two days ago, and the other party told me that he asked for leave."

Zhou Weiyu teased Lu Zelin out of baseness, but more importantly, he thought that there would be nothing wrong between Lu Zelin and Su Xingyu—although Lu Zelin had been a little outrageous in recent years, Su Xingyu didn't seem to care.Who would have thought that when he asked this time, something would come out.

"Then did he tell you where he went?"

"He said it was Hong Kong. I asked someone to check it. It is true that he flew to Hong Kong." The irritability between Lu Zelin's brows was frowned for three days, and he couldn't let it go. "He used to go to Hong Kong often on business trips, but this He didn’t tell me a word why he went there last time, and he didn’t tell me until the night before he was going to leave, and he was going to Hong Kong the next day.”

Taking advantage of Lu Zelin's lack of attention, Zhou Weiyu secretly beckoned two boys not far away to come over, and then continued to say to Lu Zelin, "Has he called you these two days?"

"What a fart phone call. After five days of walking, I sent a message to report that I got off the plane and said I was safe."

"Then did you call him?"

"........."

"Don't you even make a phone call?" Zhou Weiyu laughed at him, "Do you think he can't stand your violent temper? Why don't you just have a long-distance breakup without saying a word?"

"I fucking called. I don't know how many calls I made in the past two days, and none of them got through."

Zhou Weiyu, who was biased, still added fuel to his fire: "Then you have to be careful in case he runs away with others in Hong Kong, you think there are many rich people in Hong Kong."

Lu Zelin: "Oh, you fucking shut up, he didn't stay with me for money, even if we broke up, it's impossible to break up with me for money."

Two little boys came over, and Zhou Weiyu signaled them to sit beside Lu Zelin: "Come on, you two will accompany Mr. Lu well, and put the fire to Mr. Lu."

But before they sat down beside Lu Zelin, they were all pushed away by Lu Zelin: "Okay, I'm going back."

Seeing Lu Zelin's reaction like this, Zhou Weiyu knew that he was really annoyed this time.

Lu Zelin actually didn't drink much tonight, but he was in a bad mood, drank very fast and violently, and his steps were unsteady when he stood up.

Seeing his frivolous steps, Zhou Weiyu went up: "Okay, okay, then I'll find the driver to take you back."

Lu Zelin went back to where Su Xingyu lived, and lay down on the bed smelling of alcohol and cigarettes without taking a shower.

If Su Xingyu was here, he would definitely be angry and drag him up with a frown.

Lu Zelin sometimes felt that Su Xingyu was really a person with a strange temper.Don't get angry where you should be angry, but you are very persistent and persistent about some small things.

But Su Xingyu seemed to be like this when they met.

That seemed to be the time when I just entered university and the club was recruiting new students.

Amidst the hustle and bustle of the crowd, he saw Su Xingyu at a glance, because of Su Xingyu's overly conspicuous appearance.

It doesn't matter if it was a whim, or just because of sex, he just likes good-looking people, he just likes Su Xingyu's appearance, and then he approached Su Xingyu with this reason, pestered Su Xingyu shamelessly, and then pursued Su Xingyu.

At that time, Su Xingyu was colder than an iceberg to him, but his indifferent heart persisted until Su Xingyu nodded and said yes.

Thinking about coming to Lu Zelin now is just unbelievable, because the gentle and obedient Su Xingyu was once colder than ice, and because he can be sure that the current self will not do the stupid things he once did.

After being with Su Xingyu, Lu Zelin began to truly understand the heart hidden under this beautiful skin.

Su Xingyu's family environment is not perfect.His father is a violent man, but his mother is also strong.The two of them are always noisy and fighting, and don't care much about the child's feelings.In the end, the family ushered in the expected destruction, and the mother couldn't stand it and chose to commit suicide by jumping off the building.And his father was notorious after his mother left, he drank heavily all day long, and took out his anger on Su Xingyu when he was drunk.

Fortunately, Su Xingyu's grandparents were well-educated and reasonable people. When they realized that Su Xingyu would not have a good life with his father, they resolutely deprived him of his custody rights through legal means and brought Su Xingyu with them.

Since then, Su Xingyu has never seen his father again.

And in his heart, he still had resentment towards his grandparents who took care of him.

Because he knew that the price for the two old men's awakening was his mother's life.As early as when cracks began to appear in their family, his mother decided to divorce and would rather raise Su Xingyu alone.

But at that time, Su Xingyu's grandparents disagreed and put pressure on them one after another, saying that divorced women would be looked down upon by others, and they would lose face as well; Children are bullied and look down on; they also say that any couple does not quarrel, even if they fight, it is only a temporary anger, and it will not happen in the future, and it will be fine in the future.

But there is no future after getting better, only the future when Su Xingyu lost his mother.

So Su Xingyu could no longer get close to the two old people.He regards himself as a guest living in his grandma and grandpa's house. Since he can earn money, he will give them money every month as rent and daily expenses.

He was grateful to them for saving him from his father's claws, but he also hated them for not giving his mother this chance.

Su Xingyu, who grew up in such an environment, could only maintain the coldness of repelling others thousands of miles away to protect himself.

It's just that Lu Zelin couldn't fully empathize with all these things. After all, they were born in different families and their backgrounds and identities were very different.He felt sorry for Su Xingyu, and he really wanted to give Su Xingyu warmth and safety, and that's all he could do.

Lying on Su Xingyu's bed, Lu Zelin calculated that it had been seven years since the day they met.