I'm sick for Mr. Lu

When Su Xingyu seriously wanted to disappear, Lu Zelin couldn't find him even if he dug three feet into the ground.This time it was like this, Su Xingyu applied for a special project, spent a one-month secret period, and didn't use his mobile phone at all.When he came out, he felt like he had been isolated from the outside world for a century.

Everyone has different ways of healing. For Su Xingyu, it means serious work, just like in the past, he deliberately ignored the holes in his heart and just immersed himself in his studies.After so many years, he has changed a lot, but after so many years, he still has some things that haven't changed.

After the phone was turned off for a month and turned on again, it was full of Lu Zelin's missed calls and unread messages.Su Xingyu didn't read any of them, and just clicked Clear.

In the past month, there was not a single day when Su Xingyu did not think about this matter.

He has always been a person with clear pros and cons. If he wants to do something, he is always shrewd and clear about the advantages and disadvantages—but only in terms of feelings, he seems to have changed his mind, and It is still a brain whose reason always follows the sensibility.

He will also become impulsive, irritable, cranky, and worry about gains and losses.

These days are his own time and space, he should think very clearly.But in fact, he didn't know anything about it. He had to think about too many problems over and over again, drawing a conclusion over and over again, and denying the previous conclusion over and over again.

The word "feeling" seems to be hard to tell whether it is right or wrong, and it is difficult to distinguish between true and false.Su Xingyu didn't understand, really didn't understand.Lu Zelin used to be someone who would nervously restrain himself and apologize because he looked at him too much, but he became like this unconsciously.

Forcibly shutting himself down to work for a month, Su Xingyu had four or five days of rest.He was tired, and everything he was feeling was making him more and more tired.

Go back to where you live first.But as soon as he entered, Su Xingyu could feel that Lu Zelin had been here before, came here often, and even the air was filled with the smell of Lu Zelin.But he doesn't want to see Lu Zelin now, he wanted to take a shower and sleep before leaving, but then he got dressed and left.

He didn't go to stay in a hotel because it was easy for Lu Zelin to find him.He didn't plan to find friends to stay overnight, because he didn't have many friends, and Lu Zelin basically knew them all.He wanted to change the city altogether, but that was unnecessary, after all he had to go to work.In the end, he went to find Ye Weimian, the only friend Lu Zelin didn't know well, and couldn't find his address.

Ye Weimian agreed without saying a word, without asking Su Xingyu what happened, and directly told Su Xingyu his address and door lock code: "The bed in the room I slept in was messy, you should be able to tell, the other rooms are empty. There are two or three rooms, choose one yourself."

"Thank you." Su Xingyu sincerely thanked him, and also thanked Ye Weimian for not asking a single word to avoid the embarrassment of his answer.

"You're welcome, anyway, it's really too empty for me to live alone, so you can accompany me." Ye Weimian said, "So, we should have dinner together tonight as a celebration, but I haven't been in space for two days, in two days How about it?"

"Of course, I invite you."

"Then it's settled."

Su Xingyu didn't drive by himself, but took a taxi to the place where Ye Weimian lived.

As Ye Weimian said, the place where he lives is indeed a bit too spacious.Su Xingyu's first reaction when he came in was that the place was very clean, but after looking carefully, he found that it was so clean simply because there were few things here.But he won't check around, he knows that this is just where Ye Weimian stayed during this time, just like a relatively fixed long-term hotel.

Su Xingyu chose a room where solar energy came in, took a shower and took a nap first.He hardly had a good rest this month, and whenever he closed his eyes, he would always think of the scene of Lu Zelin walking into the room with other people.Now in a completely unfamiliar environment, he felt a kind of numbness that he could finally relax, and slept peacefully for more than four hours.

Hunger forced Su Xingyu to wake up, but unfortunately, Ye Weimian's refrigerator was empty and contained nothing.The only food turned out to be half a pack of biscuits on the coffee table that hadn't been sealed in time.Su Xingyu ate two yuan and drank some water, feeling even worse in his stomach, so he went out to eat.

It was only around eight o'clock in the evening, Su Xingyu felt that the time was hard to pass, so after thinking about it, he went to Ji Yinuo's bar again.

It seems that after coming here in a bad mood once, and coming here again, it is always when the mood is heavy and confused.

There were a few more people in the bar tonight, but they were sitting loosely in twos and threes.

When Ji Yinuo saw Su Xingyu, he was pleasantly surprised at first, and then said, "Are you sick? Are you looking bad?"

Su Xingyu himself didn't notice it, he touched his face: "Could it be because of the lights?"

Ji Yinuo moved closer: "No, I feel the light here every day, and I can see what is affected by the light and what is real... Your complexion is really bad?"

Su Xingyu didn't take it seriously. This month, his life was not going well, and he didn't sleep well. It would be strange if his complexion could get better: "...Maybe it's because I've been too tired recently, so I haven't had a rest..."

"So come here for a drink so that you can go home and sleep soundly?" Ji Yinuo joked with him.

"Yes..." Su Xingyu also smiled at her, "So is there any wine to help you sleep?"

"All excessive alcohol can help you sleep." Ji Enuo, "But you are not suitable for drinking alcohol with too much alcohol, I will ask the bartender to make you a different glass."

"Okay." Su Xingyu looked down at his hands for a while, then suddenly said, "...I broke up with my...girlfriend..."

Ji Yinuo was stunned, her eyes widened and she blinked: "...Can I ask why?"

"...he was with...someone else..." Su Xingyu didn't want to sigh and make himself too resentful, but what he showed was resentment, "...it's actually not my girlfriend, it's my boyfriend..."

Ji Yinuo was obviously even more surprised, but she seemed to understand why Su Xingyu concealed it: "...Actually, whether it's a man or a woman, the point of falling in love is either love or love, and it has nothing to do with gender..."

Su Xingyu smiled wryly: "...I just wanted to talk... sorry..."

Ji Yinuo shook his head: "... If you want to find someone to talk to, just say so, I don't bother you..."

But in the end, Su Xingyu wouldn't say too much: "... I saw it with my own eyes, but he said he didn't do anything... The funny thing is, I started to wonder if he really didn't do anything... "

Ji Yinuo really has no experience in comforting people in this area, let alone men and men, she only hopes that Su Xingyu can feel better: "Even if you don't do anything, it's not impossible... I heard that the boss of our company... ..."

"Huh?" Maybe Ji Yinuo didn't know, but Su Xingyu didn't forget that Ji Yinuo's boss is Lu Zelin.

Su Xingyu's reaction made Ji Yinuo think that he shouldn't have said, "...what's wrong?"

Su Xingyu said: "It's okay, you continue to talk, I also... want to hear gossip about entertainment companies, I've never heard gossip about this before..." He pretended to be very interested.

"How should I put it, it's actually something everyone knows in private... Although I haven't had much contact with our boss, this kind of news always spreads quickly..." Ji Yinuo said slowly, " ... It is said that he is the kind of person with strange sexual fetishes, right? In the past, there were some people in the company who wanted to rely on unspoken rules to get in the position, and then hugged his thigh, but it didn't end well..."

Su Xingyu felt strange when he heard that, after all, he never knew that Lu Zelin would be the kind of person with "strange sex | obsession" in the eyes of others: "...It didn't end well? Was it hidden by the company? Or was it pure What's wrong with your body?"

Although this can barely be considered a taboo topic, Ji Yinuo's attitude towards sex | love is very flat, which can be seen from her rebellious song: "There must be some injuries, and the previous one was pretty good." The angry little boy thought he was talking to the boss, so he went to the hospital..." Ji Yinuo's voice softened, "...he said later that the boss seems to be only interested in torturing people... He was hit by something of unknown material, and almost passed out..."

"..." Su Xingyu's mood was complicated.

"But what's funny is that such a person who was thinking of not going the right way, was made such a fuss, and he turned back to the right..."

Su Xingyu echoed a few words, but his heart became more and more sour.He didn't know whether Ji Yinuo's words made him feel better or made him feel more uncomfortable.All he knew was that he didn't dare to confirm whether the person Ji Yinuo said was the person he thought in his heart.

Staring at the wine glass in hand, Su Xingyu took a sip.

Under the dim red light, he didn't miss it. In the light blue liquid, there was a streak of red that couldn't be ignored—it was blood.

It was blood coming out of his own mouth.

Su Xingyu covered his mouth, but he didn't feel a trace of blood in his mouth.

"I'm going to the bathroom." He stood up.

"Yes." Ji Yinuo had no doubts about him.

Su Xingyu walked into the bathroom. There were incandescent lights here, so he could see more clearly.He put his fingers into his mouth, stroking back and forth at the root of the gums.

Take it out, and you can see that there is really blood on the fingers.

Bleeding gums, the most common reason may be that he is too tired from stress recently, and the worst case, he doesn't dare to think about it...

It seemed that this sudden fear made his heart feel tighter, and even the wine he had just drank a few sips turned into poisonous poison. Su Xingyu only felt his stomach keep falling down and down again. It affects the nerves that can feel pain all over the body.He was so painful that he couldn't stand up straight, and after squatting at the sink for a long, long time, he gradually recovered.