I'm sick for Mr. Lu

Maybe it wasn't at the right time, but Lu Zelin suddenly recalled the first time he and Su Xingyu met.

He couldn't remember exactly what scene he was in, who was around him at that time - he couldn't even recall the details of Su Xingyu's appearance at that time.He only remembered the general idea, and the impression left in his mind was that Su Xingyu was very eye-catching, especially in the crowd.

For one thing, Su Xingyu's eyes lacked some light.

But Lu Zelin couldn't tell what kind of light that was.

He just felt that there should be a light in Su Xingyu's eyes.

He wanted to be the light in Su Xingyu's eyes.

Lu Zelin sat in front of Su Xingyu's ward all night, so sleepy that he couldn't open his eyelids, his thoughts were in a daze and he couldn't tell whether he was awake or asleep, when he suddenly saw a light falling down.

Suddenly opened his eyes.

Su Xingyu's appearance many years ago came to his mind.

He stood up and walked to the door of the ward, looking at Su Xingyu who was still in a coma, his heart was as blank as his brain.

It was already four o'clock in the morning, ten hours had passed since Su Xingyu came out of the operating room, and it was also five hours since Lu Zelin knew the truth.

Chen Zhihao had already closed the door to him, and later Lu Zelin couldn't find where he was either.The person who told him the truth was Ye Weimian.

They were sitting outside Su Xingyu's ward, Lu Zelin had forgotten what kind of mood he was listening to Ye Weimian talking about these things.

Ye Weimian said: "He came to Hong Kong to find me just to transform himself into a container that can conceive. There are more than 50 needles before and after, and the needles can make him pass out from the pain, but he just endured it. Two days ago he He couldn’t move at all, not to mention his already fragile skin would be injured, in fact, he was in so much pain that he couldn’t move, but he persisted like this, I really admire him.”

Ye Weimian also said: "His physical condition does not allow him to conceive at this stage. To be honest, when the pregnancy was first found out, Xingyu's own health was a big problem. But the child can't abort, why, because in order to be able to conceive, His body structure has become special. However, the desire for life in his stomach is extremely strong, and he would rather exhaust Su Xingyu than give up the opportunity to come to this world... Maybe I should be responsible for this part of the situation, after all, I will Yu's body has become like this... But I didn't expect that another life would need to be poisoned with a large dose of medicine before it can be shed... If Xingyu's body can withstand these medicines, it would be better for him to lose it, but Xingyu's condition just stopped at a level where he couldn't let it go, and he couldn't do it if he didn't. There's no way, it took us a long time for Xingyu's situation to gradually improve... When you saw him, he acted as if nothing had happened, but can you Imagine a few months ago, he'd been semi-conscious in bed?"

Ye Weimian continued: "During this period of time, Xingyu has never been tortured by this child. Even if he is only slightly emotional, the child can make him uncomfortable for a few days. I looked at him, expecting that I would devote myself to it. The experiment with a lot of money and time can be realized, but it also bears the self-blame of using the living body for such an experiment. When Xingyu was in better health, I hesitated whether to suggest to him or just abort the child. Just looking at his eyes full of anticipation, I can't say this. Now that the child is gone, maybe I should feel sorry for my loss, but I don't know why, but I feel relieved for Xingyu. At least for now, He won't have to suffer any more from this kid."

Ye Weimian finally said: "These are things that Xingyu doesn't want to tell you. I can't help but talk too much. I don't want to point fingers or comment on the things between the two of you, but I want to tell you as Xingyu's friend." Suggestion, at least for this period of time, please treat him well. Otherwise, as long as Xingyu asks me, I will do my best to help him."

After knowing these things, Lu Zelin's first reaction was actually to get angry.He was angry that Su Xingyu had done these things to his body behind his back, and he refused to reveal it in the slightest.He remembered that when Su Xingyu came back from Hong Kong, he rested at home for a long time, and lied to him... Su Xingyu would rather lie to him than tell him the truth...

But the second reaction was joy.No matter what, Lu Zelin never imagined that one day he and Su Xingyu would have children, and the two of them could have children.Both of them are men, how absurd and unbelievable it is that two men can give birth to a child.

But in the end, whether you are angry, happy, puzzled, or looking forward to it, they are all covered by a thicker layer of sadness.Their child was indirectly killed by him without his knowledge.

Because of jealousy, anger, and because he couldn't accept that Su Xingyu only wanted to leave him, he did such a thing to Su Xingyu.

When Su Xingyu slammed into the coffee table so painfully that he burst into tears, how vicious was he in order to continue to speak ill of Su Xingyu instead of choosing to care about him.

He has always felt that children are noisy and annoying, and because he is sure that he will be with him for the rest of his life, he will be of the same sex, so he has long planned to have no children for the rest of his life.

But when he heard that he and Su Xingyu would have a child, he and Su Xingyu had a child, he was still a little excited.Although it was almost imperceptible, Lu Zelin's mood suddenly became clear at that moment - it turned out that if it was his and Su Xingyu's child, he still liked it very much, and even looked forward to it.

It's just that it's gone.

The murderer is himself.

Until ten o'clock in the morning, Su Xingyu finally woke up once.After the nurse found out, she quickly called Chen Zhihao.But when Chen Zhihao arrived, Su Xingyu had already fallen asleep again.

Lu Zelin happened to go back to the company because of something, and missed the moment when Su Xingyu woke up.And Chen Zhihao held back and refused to tell Lu Zelin, and when Lu Zelin returned to the hospital, he didn't know that Su Xingyu had actually woken up.

Lu Zelin couldn't bear it, and sneaked into the ward to see Su Xingyu.

He sat down beside Su Xingyu's bed, couldn't hold back, and reached out to touch Su Xingyu's face.

So lovely.

Even in such a situation, even if Su Xingyu was lying down with a bloodless face, Lu Zelin still felt that no matter when or what situation he was in, Su Xingyu could always grab his full attention.

He gently held Su Xingyu's hand, his fingertips were icy cold, and when he reached the palm, he finally felt a little warm.

Then he saw a tear falling from the corner of Su Xingyu's eye.

After seeing Su Xingyu's tears, the nerves and emotions that had been tense seemed to be a little overwhelmed.Lu Zelin gritted his teeth in pain, and bent his face on the back of Su Xingyu's hand.

After a few minutes, maybe ten minutes later, Su Xingyu's fingers moved.

Lu Zelin raised his head immediately, and he saw Su Xingyu slowly opening his eyes.

He was shocked, but he didn't dare to make too much noise, because Su Xingyu looked too weak, as if he would close his eyes again in the next second.He only dared to lean in some Su Xingyu, and called out cautiously: "... Xingyu?"

Su Xingyu's eyes were only opened a crack, but his head was still confused.He knew that Lu Zelin was crying, although he couldn't see Lu Zelin's face clearly, but he felt the wetness on the back of his hands, and he said very softly: "...Okay, why are you crying...Is it possible? ...I am dead, and now, my soul is floating..."

Lu Zelin couldn't hear what he was saying at all, so he moved his head closer: "... Xingyu, what are you talking about?"

It turns out that Su Xingyu just woke up, but his thoughts are not clear. He probably doesn't know what he said, and he won't remember what he said: "...I went to live with Chen Zhihao, the first night, I dreamed A little white snake, he swam out of my room... I was chasing it, but it swam so fast that I couldn't catch it... I had to watch him swim out the gate, but I couldn't catch it..."

"...Xingyu? Huh?" Lu Zelin still didn't hear what Su Xingyu was saying, "...Do you have anything to say?"

Su Xingyu just said to himself: "The next day, I wondered if the child was going to leave me... I was very scared, so I forced myself to rest and eat a lot... But just now, I had a dream again, and I dreamed that the child The white snake bit me once, saying that it would never come back after it left..."

Su Xingyu shed tears again as he spoke, Lu Zelin saw him struggling to speak, the tears continued, and he didn't know what to do.

"...it won't come back, little white snake, it won't come back..."

Su Xingyu babbled indistinctly, tears kept coming, and finally closed his eyes again.

Lu Zelin called him a few more times before running out and shouting, "Doctor—doctor—"

The author has something to say:

Gouxuewen needs to have abusive plots to be sour!right!

Seeing that everyone said that I was abused, I was a little proud!

(run away in place