I'm sick for Mr. Lu

Su Xingyu opened his eyes at [-] o'clock in the morning and woke up unnaturally. It was only because Lu Zelin moved that he woke up.

Before that, he was mostly the one who woke up earlier.After all, he has always been strict with himself, sleeping only five hours a day, regardless of season.

But this time, his body no longer allowed him to do this.

Although Su Xingyu didn't tell Lu Zelin, and even pretended that he was fine, he could still feel that his body was sending out signals that he needed more rest.

Lu Zelin saw that Su Xingyu still hadn't woken up: "Go on and sleep."

However, Su Xingyu tried his best to get up with Lu Zelin: "...It's okay, I'm awake too, let's get up..."

They brushed their teeth and washed their faces together, and picked out and changed their clothes together.

Lu Zelin was always worried when he saw Su Xingyu put on his go-to clothes: "Don't go to work sneakily while I'm out..."

Su Xingyu didn't know whether to laugh or cry, he hoped that he still had the energy to go to work, but he couldn't even concentrate on the simplest things these two days: "I'll take your car to the gate of the community, and then you go to work, and I'll have breakfast. "

"Well, you should have a good rest when you come back, and go out for afternoon tea if you're bored..." Lu Zelin suddenly thought of something, "By the way, why don't we raise a dog? Don't you like golden retrievers? How about we raise a golden retriever?"

Su Xingyu smiled faintly: "Where do we have time to take care of it? Dog walking training takes time. Where did we get the time?"

"Squeeze, are you afraid that you won't be able to squeeze out even this little time?"

"That's not supported either."

"why?"

"Tiring." Su Xingyu still said slowly, "I'm already tired enough from work."

"……All right."

After going out by car with Lu Zelin, Su Xingyu got off at the gate of the community: "Be careful on the road, I'm going to have breakfast."

"Ah."

"Remember to eat when you come to the company."

"Well, I asked my assistant to buy it for me."

"See you tonight."

"See you tonight."

Watching Lu Zelin's car go away, Su Xingyu's vigorous face was soon covered with fatigue.Where can he eat, he has no appetite at all.Looking for such an excuse is nothing more than wanting to confirm with his own eyes that Lu Zelin really left.

When Su Xingyu got home, he took off all his clothes and changed into a loose cotton short-sleeved one.Recently, even his skin has become particularly sensitive. Clothes made of a little harder material will make his skin feel uncomfortable.

He also temporarily confiscated the clothes that were casually thrown on the sofa, but piled them together and lay down on the sofa to sleep again.This time he fell into a deep sleep and did not wake up until after 12 noon.

He slept under a thin soft blanket, but when he got up, he found that the light-colored blanket was stained with several bloodstains... Su Xingyu sighed helplessly, and dragged his body with rusty joints to throw the blanket into the washing machine for cleaning.

How many days will this state last?How long can he hold on without being spotted by Lu Zelin?

The phone rang, it was a video invitation from my friend Ye Weimian.

Su Xingyu pressed accept, and Ye Weimian's voice sounded immediately: "Xingyu, how are you today?"

Su Xingyu turned the video camera to himself: "How do you look? I feel much better these two days."

Ye Weimian is Su Xingyu's friend in Hong Kong.He is many years older than Su Xingyu, has outstanding professional ability, and is very prestigious in both places.Just one thing, eccentric personality, too difficult to get along with.Moreover, most of his research direction and the process of the experiment itself are too extreme, so there are very few people who support him.

While Su Xingyu looked restrained and quiet, in fact, he also had a lot of crazy thoughts in his heart, but he would not express them on weekdays.He often goes to Hong Kong for work reasons, and later met Ye Weimian through his colleagues.

Ye Weimian likes people who dare to be crazy and dare to do things. When he found out that Su Xingyu actually dared to try something that others would not believe, he took the initiative to express his appreciation for Su Xingyu, and the two of them got acquainted like this.

"Actually, I can't really see it through the video, but listening to your voice, I feel much better than before." Ye Weimian asked, "How is your physical condition?"

"The skin seems to be very sensitive to the touch of the outside world, and there are cases of skin bleeding." Su Xingyu told him, "But fortunately, the internal organs are no longer painful, just my joints, as if suffering from old rheumatism, very sad no."

"Are there dark spots on the skin?"

"No."

"Does the joint hurt? Or do you have other sensations besides the pain? For example, itching, soreness, etc.?"

"It's just plain pain."

"Did you sleep well the past two days?"

"The only good thing is to sleep. I have never slept so long every day like this time."

"This is good news, Xingyu." Ye Weimian said, "Your body is slowly recovering. Thinking about the first two days in the laboratory, are you still afraid that you will not be able to get through the pain now?"

"Don't make me think about those two days again." Su Xingyu smiled wryly, "If I had known it would be such a pain, I would have chosen to give up."

"But you are still very brave. You chose something that many people would give up just listening to it." After a pause, Ye Weimian added, "I hope your partner is worthy of your dedication."

Su Xingyu replied to him: "I said I didn't do this for my partner, I chose to do this for myself."

"No matter what, I will always admire you for this matter."

"To each other, I also admire the fact that you came from Hong Kong to test the poison for me."

"Haha, I'm relieved to know that everything is normal for you now." Ye Weimian smiled, "There is basically no problem at this stage. If you feel that the pain in any part is unbearable, you can take painkillers."

"really?"

"Well, but pay attention to the dosage and don't abuse it."

"understood."

"Then I'll hang up first. I'm going to a meeting. You should have a good rest these days."

"it is good."

Knowing that he was finally able to take painkillers, Su Xingyu felt nothing but emotion in his heart.You must know that he couldn't take any medicine for the first two days, and when the pain was so painful that he wanted to inject himself with morphine, he could only grit his teeth and rely on perseverance to survive.

After hanging up the video, Su Xingyu immediately found a painkiller and took it. The sedative and painkiller effect came quickly and steadily, and the pain in the joints disappeared after a short while, and even the skin felt much better.

Only then did Su Xingyu feel a little hungry.

I wanted to go out to eat something, but I was afraid of the pressure it would bring to the skin.After all, painkillers only have a sedative effect and cannot really reduce the damage that will be suffered.So in the end Su Xingyu didn't go out, just ordered a takeaway.

After eating, my hands and feet became a little hot.

It was almost two o'clock in the afternoon. After he took the washed blanket to dry, he fell asleep again and didn't wake up until five o'clock.

After waking up this time, Su Xingyu finally felt a little healthy.

But I also feel lonely, how boring it is when I am alone at home, except for eating, I don’t need to talk anymore.

While Su Xingyu was still in good spirits, he quickly recorded today's physical condition, and then read professional books for half an hour.

At six o'clock, Lu Zelin called and said that there was a dinner tonight and he would be back very late.

Su Xingyu had mixed feelings of sadness and joy.If Lu Zelin didn't come back, he wouldn't have to pay attention to pretending that everything was fine, and he wouldn't even show a sad expression.But if Lu Zelin didn't come, Su Xingyu felt that the nights alone would become very long.

This was also one of the reasons why he was unwilling to live with Lu Zelin for so many years.If they live together, there will be an order of who goes home first and who arrives later.To be honest, he was unwilling to wait. Although the result of waiting might be what he expected, the process of waiting was more empty.

Although he basically slept all day, at around ten o'clock in the evening, Su Xingyu's body still honestly sent out a signal of exhaustion, asking him to go to bed and rest.

But Su Xingyu really wanted to wait for Lu Zelin to come back.After all, they didn't say a few words that day. At least before going to bed, he wanted to say a few words to Lu Zelin—it didn't have to be something serious, he just wanted to talk to Lu Zelin, that's all. That's all.

Around eleven o'clock, probably the painkillers had worn off, and the joints began to experience pain that could not be ignored.Su Xingyu hesitated for a while, then took another painkiller.

It was almost twelve o'clock, and Su Xingyu really couldn't hold on any longer. He felt his body became heavy, and he just wanted to close his eyes and sleep.

Coincidentally, at this time, Lu Zelin finally came back.

He saw that Su Xingyu hadn't slept yet, but he already had an unconcealable exhaustion on his face: "I was afraid that you would wait for me and refuse to sleep, so I came back early."

Su Xingyu smiled at him: "You did come back just in time, because I was thinking about going to bed."

"Go to bed when you're sleepy, didn't I tell you not to wait for me?" Lu Zelin walked in and saw the trash can that hadn't been emptied today, "What is this? Takeaway box? You eat takeaway today? You eat it at noon and at night takeaway?"

"I do not want to go out."

"There's a place to eat right in front of our house. You can't walk after such a few steps?" Lu Zelin shook his head when he saw the greasy takeout box. You don’t need to listen back, I’ll find a nanny tomorrow, just for a few days, come here to cook for you, okay?”

Su Xingyu pretended not to hear, and stretched his waist: "Ah—I'm so sleepy——"

"Go to bed if you're sleepy. You go back to your room first, and I'll take a shower." Lu Zelin took off his coat and hung it on the sofa casually, then turned and went to the bathroom.

But Su Xingyu's eyes are so sharp, even in such a state of mental distress, he didn't miss every detail of Lu Zelin's body: "...wait a minute, stop first..."

Lu Zelin stopped, but didn't turn around, and asked him helplessly, "What's the matter? Do you want to hug first? I smell like alcohol, you won't like it."

Su Xingyu stood up and walked over slowly: "Turn around and let me see."