I'm sick for Mr. Lu

Since he promised to see Su Xingyu, Ji Yinuo went there when he had time.

At first, she thought about avoiding Lu Zelin, after all, every time Lu Zelin saw her getting closer to Su Xingyu, his expression would be ugly as hell.But later, it was discovered that only when she was present would Su Xingyu become more approachable and less wary of his surroundings, so Ji Yinuo and Lu Zelin had no choice but to endure it.

Ji Yinuo didn't know what Su Xingyu went through to become like this, and Chen Zhihao didn't and couldn't tell her the truth, Ji Yinuo understood this in his heart - for Lu Zelin, she didn't need to know the truth of.So Ji Yinuo didn't ask any questions, just thought that Su Xingyu just had some accidents and was stimulated to do so, and after a long time, he would recover slowly.

Ji Yinuo was full of empathy for Su Xingyu who became only close to himself.It was hard for her to describe how she felt when Su Xingyu only got close to her.Obviously they are not familiar with each other—Ji Yinuo knows nothing about Su Xingyu except his name, occupation and some ups and downs in his love life.But at this moment, Su Xingyu regarded her as a very close person.This kind of intimacy is not the relationship between a man and a woman of the opposite sex, but more like some kind of innate dependence.Ji Yinuo didn't think that she would be a person with a lot of maternal love. She usually looked at cats and dogs like that, and she didn't have any special love for small animals.But after being clinged to by Su Xingyu a few times, she almost treated Su Xingyu like a younger brother.

But even so, Su Xingyu still rarely spoke.

He spoke, but he didn't feel any difference.His logic is clear, and he has answers to all questions. He can discuss with the other party what the weather is like today, and he can also explain his favorite books to the other party.

But it can also be clearly felt that his memory is somewhat vacant.Although his intelligence is not degraded, his way of speaking and behavior are much more childish than before.

Chen Zhihao called a professional doctor to come over to see it. Although Su Xingyu's lack of cooperation made the diagnosis not so smooth, the doctor said that this situation is nothing more than a body's self-protection mechanism—maybe this level of memory has nothing to do with it. Wisdom is what makes him feel most secure.But as for when it will be restored, it is hard to say. Some cases are restored within a few months, and some cases are restored only after more than ten years.

Lu Zelin tried to communicate with Su Xingyu, as the doctor said, communicate slowly and with heart.But Su Xingyu didn't want to talk to him, unless Ji Yinuo was present, and he would answer Lu Zelin's question through Ji Yinuo.Once Ji Yinuo is not around, Su Xingyu is silent.

This situation lasted for almost half a month, and after Lu Zelin persisted in appearing wherever Su Xingyu could see, Su Xingyu began to let go of his guard against him.At that time, Lu Zelin had already accepted the assumption that Su Xingyu might be like this for a long time—he could only accept it.After accepting that he and Su Xingyu's children were killed because of his ignorance, nothing was so difficult for him to accept.At least seeing Su Xingyu like this, he knew that what he should do was not to be filled with annoyance and guilt, but to think hard about how to make Su Xingyu recover as soon as possible.

And when Su Xingyu was finally willing to talk to him when the two of them were alone, Lu Zelin felt that everything was worth it—whether it was a sacrifice that he was not qualified to ask for in return, or as an atonement, as long as Su Xingyu would be fine, it would be fine. .

At that time, Ji Yinuo had the most contact with Su Xingyu recently, and she could clearly feel that when Su Xingyu was outside, even in the corridor of the hospital, he was much more relaxed than in the ward.

So when it was just him and Su Xingyu, Lu Zelin asked tentatively, "Shall we go home? Can we not stay in the hospital?"

Su Xingyu refused to say a word to him for more than half a month, but he responded to his proposal: "Really?" Just like his clear eyes now, his voice when he asked this also revealed sincere joy and look forward to.

Lu Zelin hadn't even asked the doctor's opinion yet, because he couldn't refuse Su Xingyu, he agreed empty-handedly: "Of course it's true."

Unexpectedly, Su Xingyu said next: "Then I want to go back to my own place. I haven't gone back for a long time."

Lu Zelin was very surprised, he didn't expect that Su Xingyu would remember these things.So he asked without thinking: "Do you know who I am?"

Su Xingyu shrank a little, his moist eyes seemed to be staring at Lu Zelin, and he said, "You are Lu Zelin, you are a bad guy."

Lu Zelin felt that he was abnormal, and he felt that Su Xingyu even scolded him nicely, and his heart was full of joy.He pushed forward and asked again: "Then do you remember our relationship?"

Regarding this, Su Xingyu refused to answer any more.He stared at Lu Zelin and blinked, then hid in his quilt, no matter how good Lu Zelin said, he would not come out.

But this incident made Lu Zelin hopeful again.He thinks that Su Xingyu should still remember a lot of things, but he just doesn't want to talk to him...Maybe as long as he is given a chance to let Su Xingyu take care of him, he will be able to know the specific situation of Su Xingyu now, and he can also let Su Xingyu recall it. more things.

Su Xingyu was finally willing to talk to him, and Lu Zelin would never let go of such an opportunity.In his heart, he only wanted to make Su Xingyu willing to accept him again, and he even prepared his self-persuasion rhetoric - anyway, Su Xingyu's body has almost recovered now, even if he is discharged from the hospital, he can take good care of Su Xingyu.

Lu Zelin told Chen Zhihao about these things, and Chen Zhihao asked the opinions of professional doctors, and after summarizing his own observations of Su Xingyu these days, he first asked Lu Zelin: "Aren't you afraid that he will suddenly commit suicide after returning?"

"..." He was overwhelmed by the temporary joy and the previous fear.Thinking of the picture of Su Xingyu lying in a pool of blood, with a wound on his neck cut by broken glass, Lu Zelin's heart shuddered.

"Just kidding, if he still wants to commit suicide, no matter where he is, you can't stop him."

"..." Chen Zhihao's remarks did not make Lu Zelin feel better.

"However, based on my observations these days, it might be better for you to bring him back..."

"really?"

"Anyway, he wouldn't say a word to us in the hospital. If he can relax more outside, then let him stay in a more relaxed environment. In the past half a month, the inability to communicate normally has made all treatment difficult. It's difficult, only if he is willing to communicate with us first, can we know what happened to him..." At the end, I have to add another sentence, "Anyway, the worst result is suicide, you should pay more attention to it on weekdays... "

"........."

The next day, Lu Zelin took Su Xingyu back.Only then did he notice that usually he cared too much about whether Su Xingyu would like to talk to him, and he ignored the fact that as long as he could leave the ward, even if he took him by himself, Su Xingyu's expression would be joyful.

There was some inexplicable annoyance in his heart - he should have noticed these things, he should have been the first to notice, but if Ji Yinuo hadn't reminded him, he didn't know when he would know.

All the way, Lu Zelin was talking to Su Xingyu about big and small, useful and useless gossip, such as asking him if he still remembered the two big white geese they raised in their research institute. He passed by there a few days ago and saw these two geese. Patrolling the garden majestically.

The car drove so far that the hospital was no longer in sight.Su Xingyu asked him, "Will I come back here in the future?"

Lu Zelin felt as if his heart had been pricked by a needle, and he could bear the tingling pain: "You don't want to come back here again, do you?"

Su Xingyu said seriously: "This place is terrifying."

"……why?"

"Because someone will cut my body open with a knife..." Su Xingyu's eyes met Lu Zelin's, and there was nothing flawed in them, "Then I bled a lot, and it hurt a lot." Su Xingyu clutched his stomach, wondering if he remembered that It does have a scar on it.

Lu Zelin felt that his breathing became constricted, so in order to appease Su Xingyu, he had no choice but to say, "No, no one will cut you open with a knife..."

Su Xingyu hadn't gone back to his own house for too long, so Lu Zelin asked someone to clean it first.

When Su Xingyu stepped here, he smiled.Seeing how familiar Su Xingyu was with this house, Lu Zelin always felt that he should remember their time together.But judging from Su Xingyu's other performances, I really want to only have an impression of this aspect, and my other memories are vague.

Su Xingyu entered his bedroom without distraction, as if he was going to hunt for treasure, lying on the ground, he took out a small velvet box from the drawer beside the bed, and said to Lu Zelin mysteriously, "This is my treasure."

Lu Zelin asked him what it was, but Su Xingyu refused to answer, and put the box back in its original place with a loving face.

Lu Zelin was naturally curious about what was inside, so he took it out to see after Su Xingyu went to bed at night.

After opening it, I found that it was empty. I thought there would be something like a ring inside, but there was nothing.Lu Zelin thought for a long time before realizing that the so-called treasure probably refers to the empty box itself.

Looking at the sleeping Su Xingyu, Lu Zelin reached out to touch his face, but in the end he didn't.He had hoped that Su Xingyu would talk to him and talk to him, and it would be best to convey all the thoughts in his heart to him.But Su Xingyu was willing to talk to him, and Lu Zelin realized that he didn't know Su Xingyu as well as he thought.

Lu Zelin really wanted to know, what is Su Xingyu's current position in his memory?Why do you face the world with such a pure and flawless state?

And what happened to him, Su Xingyu said he was a bad thing... Even if he was a bad thing, what kind of bad thing was he?