I'm sick for Mr. Lu

Lu Zelin lost.

He made up his mind and endured a heartache that could pierce him, before he spoke these words.In this case, for Su Xingyu, it was a cruel truth stimulation, and for Lu Zelin, it was enough self-torture.

In fact, the extent of Lu Zelin's self-blame for this matter is immeasurable.He not only blamed himself for killing his and Su Xingyu's child, but also blamed himself for not caring enough for Su Xingyu.Several times I woke up suddenly in the middle of the night because I dreamed that Su Xingyu was covered in blood.And at this moment, even if he saw Su Xingyu sleeping peacefully, he would not feel the relief of breaking free from the nightmare.On the contrary, the more stable Su Xingyu's appearance was, the more cruel he felt.

He really hoped that Su Xingyu could beat him and scold him, even if he injected him with some medicine.When he was physically or mentally blamed by Su Xingyu, at least he could feel a little redemption.But now, Su Xingyu has forgotten everything.Lu Zelin secretly took a breath during this little peace, but the calmer the surface, the greater the torment in the deepest part.

When he said all these words, his eyes actually became hot.

He was very clear about what he had done. During this moment, not only was Su Xingyu escaping, but he was also taking advantage of Su Xingyu's pure tranquility to evade.

He was ready for Su Xingyu to remember everything, to accept punishment, and to make atonement.

But in the end, Su Xingyu just looked at him quietly, and then said - you can lie to me, or scare me, can you return the egg roll to me.

He thought that the brightness and purity in Su Xingyu's eyes would disappear, but he still saw the truth and purity that he didn't want to believe under the sadness and despair in those eyes.

Lu Zelin was prepared to face Su Xingyu who was furious, but he really couldn't continue to hurt Su Xingyu like this.

Su Xingyu suppressed his choked sobs, and looked directly at Lu Zelin with red eyes: "...Where did you hide the egg roll, you should bring it back quickly..."

No matter how much Lu Zelin said, it seemed useless to Su Xingyu.But Su Xingyu's words seemed to have the power and sharpness of tens of thousands of swords, and they knocked him down completely.

Even if Su Xingyu was actually on the verge of collapse, Lu Zelin couldn't give him a final blow, because Lu Zelin had surrendered first, and he couldn't go on being ruthless.

Su Xingyu asked again: "...where are the egg rolls? Where did the egg rolls go?"

Lu Zelin hugged him: "...I'm sorry, I'm sorry...the egg roll is fine, I just put it outside, I'm going to take it back now..."

Su Xingyu was held by Lu Zelin without struggling, and soon turned from sadness to joy, and his tone was much more relaxed: "...I knew you were scaring me, why did you do anything to the egg roll, go and put it Take it back..."

Lu Zelin agreed.

If there is another absolutely feasible way to protect the bank in the future, he is willing to try again.But right now, he vowed not to do anything to hurt Su Xingyu again.If Su Xingyu really can't remember those things for the rest of his life, that's fine.

Su Xingyu didn't need Lu Zelin to comfort him too much. After holding the egg roll into his arms, Su Xingyu immediately recovered an expression as if nothing had happened.

Lu Zelin was very afraid that what he said just now would make Su Xingyu nervous, and he was also afraid that Su Xingyu would hide it and dare not tell him.But looking at the light in Su Xingyu's eyes, Lu Zelin didn't feel that these seemed fake.

This method failed, so Lu Zelin naturally wanted to tell Chen Zhihao.

But Chen Zhihao didn't seem to accept this result very well: "... Su Xingyu really didn't think of anything?"

Thinking back on the scene at that time, Lu Zelin just felt distressed: "Yes, I said so much, he only cried when he heard that I killed the cat and the cat didn't come back... otherwise, don't Asking if he can remember, he always looks like he doesn't believe it..."

"It shouldn't be..." Chen Zhihao squeezed his chin, "...Even if he didn't remember everything, it shouldn't be such a reaction..."

"Otherwise, what do you think it should be?"

"Su Xingyu is not a troublemaker, but his reaction a few days ago was definitely not small. You know him better than I do, and you should be able to know that there must be more and deeper things in his heart than he shows...You I've told him so much, even if he can't remember all of them, it's impossible for him to have no reaction at all... Unless he is really stupid, but do you think Su Xingyu is really stupid?"

Lu Zelin didn't like to hear Chen Zhihao comment on Su Xingyu like this: "He just became like a child, how could he be really stupid. It's not that you haven't talked to him, you think his logical and verbal performance is like a Fool?"

"I'm just asking, what are you doing with such a big reaction?" Chen Zhihao looked very disdainful of Lu Zelin's expression, "Since you also know that his thinking logic is clear, how could he have no reaction at all? Probably not ..."

"Should it be?"

Chen Zhihao boldly speculated: "Could it be that he actually remembers everything?"

"If he remembers everything, why did he become like this?"

"Maybe it's out of self-preservation instinct, maybe it's just pretending..."

"Why don't you just admit that you made a mistake this time?" Lu Zelin completely disagreed with Chen Zhihao's words. How could Su Xingyu's eyes be faked?He has been with Su Xingyu for so many years and has never seen Su Xingyu like this, how could this be pretended suddenly, "It is impossible for Xingyu to pretend like this... If there is any other reliable way in the future, we will make plans , before that, it doesn't matter even if Xingyu has been like this all the time. After thinking about it carefully, I still feel that I can take care of him for the rest of my life."

Lu Zelin left after saying this.

Chen Zhihao didn't keep him. To be honest, after hearing that Lu Zelin didn't want to believe it, he also felt that there was no need to say anything more to Lu Zelin.After all, this is just his speculation without evidence, and it's normal for Lu Zelin not to believe it.

Chen Zhihao was going to read the article again to find out if there were any cases like Su Xingyu's, maybe it could provide him with some references.

But Ye Weimian would contact him at this time, which surprised Chen Zhihao.After all, after Su Xingyu had a miscarriage, he flew back to Hong Kong without waiting here until Su Xingyu woke up.During this period of time, Ye Weimian did not take the initiative to contact him, and Chen Zhihao himself had many things to do, so he really never thought about contacting Ye Weimian. Although he remembered that he should tell Ye Weimian about Su Xingyu's situation, he was always busy. I forgot again.So now, Ye Weimian doesn't even know that Su Xingyu committed suicide.

Seeing Ye Weimian's caller ID, Chen Zhihao thought in his heart that he must tell Ye Weimian about these things, maybe Ye Weimian would do something about it.

Ye Weimian waited for Chen Zhihao to answer the phone. He should have said the business directly, but thinking that he hadn't contacted him for a long time, he first said a polite word: "How are you doing recently?"

"Not too good. I have wanted to find you for a long time, but I always forget when I get busy."

"I'll talk about your business later. Let me tell you something more important first."

So Chen Zhihao said, "Okay, you go first."

"It's about Xingyu."

"Huh?" In fact, Chen Zhihao also guessed that it should be related to Su Xingyu, so he was not too surprised, "What is it?"

"Didn't I tell you earlier that one of Xingyu's medicines has a depressive effect on the spirit, causing people to have negative emotions for no reason, and if it is serious, they may even have suicidal tendencies?"

"Yes, I remember."

"But I found out that I actually stayed in Hong Kong and didn't take these medicines with me... I only found out during the inspection yesterday. When Xingyu happened, I thought I took the medicine myself, so I didn't confirm it again. Unexpectedly, it turned out that I was stupid. What I left you is another kind of medicine, which may be very difficult for Xingyu to absorb, so Xingyu took it, it would not have any effect, but it would not What's the harm..." This medicine is still not absorbed well after improvement, and this is what should have stayed in Hong Kong, but Ye Weimian was confused about such a trivial matter, and he felt ashamed when he said it, "So Star Is Yu okay these days? I hope he’s okay, and I guess he’s okay, otherwise you should have come to me long ago.”

Chen Zhihao was startled.

When Ye Weimian said that the medicine Su Xingyu took had no effect, how could he not be surprised—under such a premise, how should Su Xingyu's suicide behavior be explained?How should Su Xingyu's current situation be explained?

It's so weird.

So did Su Xingyu commit suicide because he really wanted to commit suicide...or could it be that Su Xingyu heard himself tell Lu Zelin that the drug might make him suicidal?But no matter what the possibility is, losing under the influence of drugs makes this behavior very scary.

Seeing that Chen Zhihao didn't respond for a long time, Ye Weimian asked again: "...Hello? Did you hear that? Could something really happen to Xingyu?"

"It's all right..." Chen Zhihao subconsciously denied it, "But there is one thing that is very strange, I think..."

But the timing was not coincidental, Ye Weimian didn't listen to him.From his side came the noisy sound of many people talking, Cantonese intermingled with English, Ye Weimian may not have heard clearly what Chen Zhihao was saying to him.After a while, when it became quieter, Ye Weimian said: "...I'm sorry, I have something to hang up right now. I'll call you when I'm free... Anyway, since Xingyu is fine, you can do it for me Say hello to him..."

"Hello? Hello? Hello?" Without waiting for Chen Zhihao to say anything, Ye Weimian hastily hung up the phone first.Hearing only the beeping busy tone, Chen Zhihao called back, but no one answered.

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