[US Entertainment] Crossover superstar
Chapter 118 7 Years of Secret Love
From the moment I saw Jeffrey Craig in person, I knew that the man named Ryan Harrison wasn't lying to us, he was really the manager of a big star.
Later, I don't know what Ryan went to talk to Jeffrey, anyway, my mother and I stayed at Jeffrey's home in the end.
At the beginning, living in that luxurious villa, I still felt a little inferior and shy, and couldn't let go.
However, they did not look down on me and my mother because of poverty, and that beautiful aunt, Jeffrey’s mother, Aunt Elena, also made me a lot of delicious things and bought me many beautiful and handsome clothes.
After learning that I like music very much and can play many instruments, Jeffrey took me to the music room on the second floor of the villa, and we played the piano and sang together.
Jeffrey seemed surprised at my self-teaching on musical instruments. After learning that I had not received any professional music training, Jeffrey decided to introduce me to a professional music teacher, that is him Own Music Instructor Usher!
I have to say, I was really very lucky to meet such wonderful people as Ryan, Jeffrey and Usher, they changed my life.
Maybe it was the prayers of my mother and me that were heard by God, and I was favored by God. After I was ten years old, my life began to change dramatically!
Signed by Ryan and accepted by Usher, Jeffrey and I shared the same manager and learned music from the same teacher. We became real brothers.
Because of this relationship, and because I have a great affection for Jeffrey, the relationship between me and Jeffrey quickly sublimated, and it didn't take long for us to become friends who talked about everything. good friend.
Originally, I only regarded Jeffrey as a big brother, but after staying with him for a long time, my mind gradually changed.
At the age of ten, I am no longer a brat who doesn’t understand anything. I know what sex is and what love is. I know what I think about Jeffrey in my heart, and I also know what I think about him. My mind is no longer pure...
…………
Love doesn't know where to start, it goes deep!
I don’t know when my thoughts on Jeffrey began to change, maybe it was when he taught me music knowledge and guided my singing training; maybe it was when he took me to play around in Los Angeles; Maybe it was when I didn't want to go to school and was afraid of being ridiculed and bullied by my classmates again. He said Justin, don't be afraid, from now on, I will protect you; maybe it was when...
I know my thoughts are dirty, and I know it's wrong, but there are some things that I can't control if I don't want to, especially feelings!
I secretly hid my thoughts in my heart, not daring to reveal a single bit, not daring to let anyone know.
Because I was very worried. I was afraid that my mother who believed in Christianity would take me back to Canada desperately after she found out; I was afraid that Aunt Elena, Ryan and Usher would think I was disgusting; I was even more afraid that Jeffrey would be killed. I was terrified, since then our friendship has broken down, and in the end we can't even be friends...
Sometimes, we choose to hide the truth, which is good for ourselves and others, as long as we bear all the pain alone.
After I determined my mind and decided to temporarily hide my feelings, I became more and more clingy to Jeffrey, more and more greedy for his embrace and touch; I began to secretly collect photos about Jeffrey , posters and photobooks; I hate those girls who are always around Jeffrey...
However, human desires are always endless. Originally, I thought it would be good to just stay by Jeffrey's side, but as time went by, I wanted more and more.
…………
While I was working hard on music knowledge and singing training, Jeffrey became more and more famous, he appeared in several hit movies and TV shows, and then released his own successful single album.
All of a sudden, Jeffrey was in the limelight and became a super star in the all-round development of film and television songs.
However, as Jeffrey became more and more popular, more and more actresses were rumored to have sex with him.
Every time I read those scandal reports, I feel jealous and mad, but there is nothing I can do about it, because the distance between me and Jeffrey is too far. silly boy.
I waited and waited patiently, and finally when I was 13 years old, I officially debuted.
The response to the debut single was very good. I can say that it was an instant hit and successfully squeezed into the European and American music circles. After the release of the first solo studio album, the sales of the album were also extremely hot.
I slowly became popular, but money, popularity, and fame... are still not what I want most. What I hope most in my heart is to be able to stand side by side with Jeffrey and stand at the same height as him, so that I can have Qualified to pursue him!
The sky paid off. With the quality and commercial success of my first solo studio album, I won the highest award in the American recording industry and the world music industry - the Grammy Award for Best Newcomer!
…………
That night, I rushed to the Grammy Awards ceremony with great excitement;
That night, Jeffrey personally presented the award to me;
That night, at the end of the awards ceremony and on the way home, I couldn't resist the temptation and secretly kissed Jeffrey who was resting with his eyes closed and seemed to be asleep. Unfortunately, I was caught by Jeffrey was caught;
That night, after I was caught stealing a kiss, I boldly confessed to Jeffrey.
It's just that no matter how much I confessed and cried, Jeffrey didn't accept me in the end. He said that I was too young, and now I don't even know what love is!
In the end, seeing that I was crying very hard, maybe to comfort me, Jeffrey gave a five-year time limit, saying that if I still love him after five years, he will try to accept me!
Five years, hehe, five years!
As everyone knows, the most beautiful thing in the world is time, and the cruelest thing is also time!
…………
After being rejected by Jeffrey, I stayed at home and was sad for a long time, and finally had to force myself to go to work.
In order to make myself feel better, I will always alienate Jeffrey intentionally or unintentionally, and I don't want to feel sad because of seeing him.
Time passed little by little, and four years passed in the blink of an eye. During this period of alienation from Jeffrey, I grew up a lot and changed a lot at the same time.
I have more music works in my hands, more friends around me, more fans behind me, more tattoos on my body, and more rumors and scandals about me!
I went from a good boy to a veritable bad boy in the eyes of the people of the world, throwing eggs at the neighbors, spitting at the fans of the fans, getting stuck with my friends, smoking marijuana, changing girlfriends frequently... I It seems that all kinds of evil are committed, and the American people even want to expel me.
I admit that I have done a lot of wrong things in order to stimulate Jeffrey and win Jeffrey's attention and concern; I admit that in order to test my own sexual orientation and recognize my feelings for Jeffrey, I am Tried to have many girlfriends; I admit it too...
I am indeed bad, but I am not bad to the extent that the media reports, I am not a jerk in my bones!
…………
In the past four years, I have been deliberately alienating Jeffrey, but I have not secretly paid attention to him. In fact, I know all about his messages and everything that happened to him!
To my surprise, the more I distanced myself from Jeffrey in the recent period, the more Jeffrey showed his affection to me frequently.
Jeffrey seems to be interested in getting back together with me, but I don't know if he wants to restore our former friendship, or if he wants to...
There are some things that you can't ask for, so it's better to let them go for a while, and when you no longer have any hope, there will often be surprises!
In my entire life, I never thought that one day Jeffrey would take the initiative to kiss me, nor did I think that Jeffrey would confess his love to me...
However, these things, these things that I dare not even dare to think about, happened to really happen!
After being in love for nearly seven years, when I was about to despair, Jeffrey took the initiative to confess to me!
Life is really like a play, with twists and turns and surprises everywhere!
…………
Later, I don't know what Ryan went to talk to Jeffrey, anyway, my mother and I stayed at Jeffrey's home in the end.
At the beginning, living in that luxurious villa, I still felt a little inferior and shy, and couldn't let go.
However, they did not look down on me and my mother because of poverty, and that beautiful aunt, Jeffrey’s mother, Aunt Elena, also made me a lot of delicious things and bought me many beautiful and handsome clothes.
After learning that I like music very much and can play many instruments, Jeffrey took me to the music room on the second floor of the villa, and we played the piano and sang together.
Jeffrey seemed surprised at my self-teaching on musical instruments. After learning that I had not received any professional music training, Jeffrey decided to introduce me to a professional music teacher, that is him Own Music Instructor Usher!
I have to say, I was really very lucky to meet such wonderful people as Ryan, Jeffrey and Usher, they changed my life.
Maybe it was the prayers of my mother and me that were heard by God, and I was favored by God. After I was ten years old, my life began to change dramatically!
Signed by Ryan and accepted by Usher, Jeffrey and I shared the same manager and learned music from the same teacher. We became real brothers.
Because of this relationship, and because I have a great affection for Jeffrey, the relationship between me and Jeffrey quickly sublimated, and it didn't take long for us to become friends who talked about everything. good friend.
Originally, I only regarded Jeffrey as a big brother, but after staying with him for a long time, my mind gradually changed.
At the age of ten, I am no longer a brat who doesn’t understand anything. I know what sex is and what love is. I know what I think about Jeffrey in my heart, and I also know what I think about him. My mind is no longer pure...
…………
Love doesn't know where to start, it goes deep!
I don’t know when my thoughts on Jeffrey began to change, maybe it was when he taught me music knowledge and guided my singing training; maybe it was when he took me to play around in Los Angeles; Maybe it was when I didn't want to go to school and was afraid of being ridiculed and bullied by my classmates again. He said Justin, don't be afraid, from now on, I will protect you; maybe it was when...
I know my thoughts are dirty, and I know it's wrong, but there are some things that I can't control if I don't want to, especially feelings!
I secretly hid my thoughts in my heart, not daring to reveal a single bit, not daring to let anyone know.
Because I was very worried. I was afraid that my mother who believed in Christianity would take me back to Canada desperately after she found out; I was afraid that Aunt Elena, Ryan and Usher would think I was disgusting; I was even more afraid that Jeffrey would be killed. I was terrified, since then our friendship has broken down, and in the end we can't even be friends...
Sometimes, we choose to hide the truth, which is good for ourselves and others, as long as we bear all the pain alone.
After I determined my mind and decided to temporarily hide my feelings, I became more and more clingy to Jeffrey, more and more greedy for his embrace and touch; I began to secretly collect photos about Jeffrey , posters and photobooks; I hate those girls who are always around Jeffrey...
However, human desires are always endless. Originally, I thought it would be good to just stay by Jeffrey's side, but as time went by, I wanted more and more.
…………
While I was working hard on music knowledge and singing training, Jeffrey became more and more famous, he appeared in several hit movies and TV shows, and then released his own successful single album.
All of a sudden, Jeffrey was in the limelight and became a super star in the all-round development of film and television songs.
However, as Jeffrey became more and more popular, more and more actresses were rumored to have sex with him.
Every time I read those scandal reports, I feel jealous and mad, but there is nothing I can do about it, because the distance between me and Jeffrey is too far. silly boy.
I waited and waited patiently, and finally when I was 13 years old, I officially debuted.
The response to the debut single was very good. I can say that it was an instant hit and successfully squeezed into the European and American music circles. After the release of the first solo studio album, the sales of the album were also extremely hot.
I slowly became popular, but money, popularity, and fame... are still not what I want most. What I hope most in my heart is to be able to stand side by side with Jeffrey and stand at the same height as him, so that I can have Qualified to pursue him!
The sky paid off. With the quality and commercial success of my first solo studio album, I won the highest award in the American recording industry and the world music industry - the Grammy Award for Best Newcomer!
…………
That night, I rushed to the Grammy Awards ceremony with great excitement;
That night, Jeffrey personally presented the award to me;
That night, at the end of the awards ceremony and on the way home, I couldn't resist the temptation and secretly kissed Jeffrey who was resting with his eyes closed and seemed to be asleep. Unfortunately, I was caught by Jeffrey was caught;
That night, after I was caught stealing a kiss, I boldly confessed to Jeffrey.
It's just that no matter how much I confessed and cried, Jeffrey didn't accept me in the end. He said that I was too young, and now I don't even know what love is!
In the end, seeing that I was crying very hard, maybe to comfort me, Jeffrey gave a five-year time limit, saying that if I still love him after five years, he will try to accept me!
Five years, hehe, five years!
As everyone knows, the most beautiful thing in the world is time, and the cruelest thing is also time!
…………
After being rejected by Jeffrey, I stayed at home and was sad for a long time, and finally had to force myself to go to work.
In order to make myself feel better, I will always alienate Jeffrey intentionally or unintentionally, and I don't want to feel sad because of seeing him.
Time passed little by little, and four years passed in the blink of an eye. During this period of alienation from Jeffrey, I grew up a lot and changed a lot at the same time.
I have more music works in my hands, more friends around me, more fans behind me, more tattoos on my body, and more rumors and scandals about me!
I went from a good boy to a veritable bad boy in the eyes of the people of the world, throwing eggs at the neighbors, spitting at the fans of the fans, getting stuck with my friends, smoking marijuana, changing girlfriends frequently... I It seems that all kinds of evil are committed, and the American people even want to expel me.
I admit that I have done a lot of wrong things in order to stimulate Jeffrey and win Jeffrey's attention and concern; I admit that in order to test my own sexual orientation and recognize my feelings for Jeffrey, I am Tried to have many girlfriends; I admit it too...
I am indeed bad, but I am not bad to the extent that the media reports, I am not a jerk in my bones!
…………
In the past four years, I have been deliberately alienating Jeffrey, but I have not secretly paid attention to him. In fact, I know all about his messages and everything that happened to him!
To my surprise, the more I distanced myself from Jeffrey in the recent period, the more Jeffrey showed his affection to me frequently.
Jeffrey seems to be interested in getting back together with me, but I don't know if he wants to restore our former friendship, or if he wants to...
There are some things that you can't ask for, so it's better to let them go for a while, and when you no longer have any hope, there will often be surprises!
In my entire life, I never thought that one day Jeffrey would take the initiative to kiss me, nor did I think that Jeffrey would confess his love to me...
However, these things, these things that I dare not even dare to think about, happened to really happen!
After being in love for nearly seven years, when I was about to despair, Jeffrey took the initiative to confess to me!
Life is really like a play, with twists and turns and surprises everywhere!
…………
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