[US Entertainment] Crossover superstar

My name is Patty Marlett, and I went out in Stratford, Ontario, Canada in [-].

Before I went out, my parents' life was extremely poor, and my accidental going out added to their living burden, and the financial conditions at home became worse and worse.

Before, my whole life was notorious, and it can even be said that my family was notorious, and my parents were extremely disappointed in me because of this.

However, I know very well in my heart that my nature is not bad, and I was not born rebellious and unruly, nor do I want to be a bad girl who is disgusted by others and disliked by my parents. A childhood experience I will never bear to recall.

When I was three years old, with a childlike heart, I played the role of a patient in a game, but the older children who played the role of doctors at that time inserted the thermometer into my xia The "inappropriate position" of the body and this premature sexual experience made me feel very wrong at that time, but I didn't dare to mention it to my parents after returning home.

At first, I thought that this extremely disgusting experience would be gradually forgotten by me, but I never thought that this would be the beginning of my being raped and obscene.

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When I was a five-year-old girl, an acquaintance from my family social circle encountered a naughty xie. I was naked in my room, and the person walked in suddenly and asked me to pet|grope This unethical "touching" of his body lasted for five years.

Of course, my nightmare was not only like this, what broke my heart even more was that during the past five years, another person whom I had always trusted had also started sexually harassing me. When we were partying in the next room, that person would lick me from behind the door.

They are all good friends of my parents, they are very close to my parents, and they often come to my house, which also provides them with the best time to be lewd.

These things, because of their verbal threats, I never dared to tell my parents, I think even if I said it would not work, no one would question them because of a little girl's words, and I was more worried that It is that they will intensify their revenge afterward.

After all, in front of outsiders, they behave so beautifully, they look very dignified and serious, they have a gentle and beautiful wife, one or two smart and lovely children, and a stable job with a positive income... No one Because of a little girl's "jokes" and "pranks", they will doubt their long-term "good" character.

At that time, I kept calling and praying in my heart, hoping that someone could save me, but no one showed up.

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When I was ten years old, after being molested for a long time, I had no feeling about being touched.

Not only men, but even some girls in the school began to teach me how to "have fun", and I began to feel numb to this kind of sexual abuse|abuse.

At that time, my family's financial situation improved a lot. Because my parents were busy with work, it was not convenient for me to take care of me, so they hired a male nanny who was a few years older than me.

The male nanny looks like a very handsome and gentle little brother, but in fact he is also a pervert, he likes to ask me to model for him, but I was just a little girl at the time, and I thought modeling was just for Let me dress up in cute outfits, put on lip gloss, and go on a catwalk, and who knows he just wants to watch me undress.

Although this makes me feel extremely upset, in fact, I don't feel much about this kind of thing in my heart anymore. Naked bodies and being |touched are simply too common.

As I'm getting older, after years of being sexually abused, I'm completely broken, and I'm starting to feel ashamed and remorseful, and I feel like it might be my own fault, that's why they will pick on me...

Under the huge psychological pressure, I couldn't bear it and started to indulge myself. When I was fourteen years old, I started taking drugs, and then I came into contact with alcohol.

However, under the manipulation of alcohol and drugs, I lost my true self at the age of fifteen.

However, at that time, I felt that the most beautiful things in the world were drugs and alcohol, because taking drugs and alcohol could make me forget everything for a short time, and calm my heart for a short time...

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Desperate and collapsed, I chose to use drugs and alcohol to numb myself, but indulging in drugs and alcohol made me even more desperate and collapsed.

Finally, at the age of 16, I couldn't bear it anymore, I chose to commit suicide, wanting to end my life, and go to the grave with those unbearable past events.

However, I did not die in the end, because my parents found me who committed suicide in time when I got home, and sent me to the hospital.

The reason why I survived fortunately and did not choose to commit suicide again is because in the mental ward of the hospital, I met a messenger sent by Christ. He gave me the awakening of my soul, and he saved the dirty Dirty me, and that's when I started believing in God.

After being discharged from the hospital, I quit school and left school. With the help of my friends, I found a residence with a garden. I lived with my old friends in this "Utopia" for more than half a year. For a while, I met a boy named Jeremy Bieber who made my heart flutter.

After dating Jeremy Bieber for a few months, I got pregnant unexpectedly. When the doctor told me that I was pregnant, I couldn't believe it because I had just turned seventeen.

Everyone around me, including my parents and even my boyfriend Jeremy Bieber, started to persuade me to go to the hospital for an abortion, but I always felt that I couldn't abort the baby, and my beliefs were more important. I was not allowed to do this, and in the end I succeeded in keeping the child.

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On March [-], [-], my precious son, Justin Bieber, was born. His first cry was as beautiful as a song, which dispelled the haze in my heart and brought me new Hope.

Even if I kept the child, I still failed to give my child a sound family. When Justin was two years old, I broke up with his father Jeremy Bieber peacefully.

In order to give Justin a better life, I put aside all the unbearable pasts and started working hard.

However, despite my hard work, I, who have neither education nor skills, still earn very little, and as Justin grows up day by day, I still fail to make him live a good life.

Justin has been an extremely obedient and good boy since he was a child. He is obedient and makes me feel bad. Even if he wears a lot of patched clothes to school, he will not dislike him in his heart. Even if he is bullied in school, he is afraid of me. Worried and worried, and will not take the initiative to tell me...

Justin's well-behaved and considerate stimulated me, and I started to work harder, working three jobs in a day. At that time, I just wanted to make more money, let Justin live a better life, and wanted to give him more Well protected, trying to get him out of Stratford.

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Finally, things took a turn for the better in [-]. A man named Ryan Harrison found me and Justin. He claimed to be an agent of UTA United Elite Brokerage Company in the United States. He wants to sign Justin as a singer and take Justin to Hollywood for development.

I don't know who Ryan Harrison is, or where he got the news about me and Justin, but I really want to take this opportunity.

Because I know very well in my heart that once what Ryan Harrison said is true, Justin's life will undergo earth-shaking changes in the future. He will become an extremely beautiful star, and he will no longer have to continue to suffer with me.

Moreover, I think Justin really has the talent to be a singer. I will never forget his singing-like crying when he was just born.

In addition, in recent years, with my strong support, Justin has learned to play guitar, piano, and drums through self-study. In order to increase family income, Justin even sometimes goes to Sri Lanka Street singing in Tratford.

The more I thought about it, the more I felt that Justin had the talent and potential to be a singer, and the more excited I became.

Considering various factors, I finally chose to believe Ryan Harrison's words despite my parents' strong opposition. I quit several jobs and decided to accompany Justin to Los Angeles.

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I am very fortunate that I chose to believe Ryan Harrison's words, because everything Ryan Harrison said is true.

After arriving in Los Angeles, although Justin did not make his debut soon, but with the help of Ryan Harrison, I lived in Ryan Harrison's spacious apartment in downtown Los Angeles, while Justin lived in Bier In the luxurious villas of Foley Hills, we lived a better life than we could have imagined before.

After two years of study and preparation, on March 12, [-], just after his [-]th birthday, Justin released his debut single "oime", making his official debut.

After Justin released a single and made his debut, I really realized Ryan Harrison's foresight, and finally understood why he ran from Los Angeles to Stratford, Canada, to sign Justin himself, because Justin is absolutely worthy of him do that.

I have always thought that my baby son is great, but I never thought that Justin would be so good. When he debuted at a young age, he shocked the entire American entertainment circle and quickly became famous. At the age of 12, Became one of the hottest singers in Hollywood.

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Since Justin debuted, my life has also greatly improved. Not long after, Justin bought a small villa in Beverly Hills and let me live in it with him.

During this period, except for some media reporters catching rumors and reporting many false reports about Justin, there is basically nothing that worries me.

However, in [-], ten years after Justin's debut, something happened that I couldn't accept. Came out|to me, he admitted to me that he is actually a homosexual, he confessed that he only likes men...

At that time, I finally understood why Justin suddenly gave up his belief in God a few years ago. It turned out to be because of his sexual orientation.

According to Justin, the one with him now is Jeffrey Craig, the eldest son of my best friend and best friend Elena Thomas, an extremely tall, tall, handsome and charming boy.

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Maybe, as a mother, I should have found out about this a long time ago.

Over the years, the relationship between Justin and Jeff has been too close. I used to simply think that the two of them had a good relationship, and I was happy that Justin had such a close friend, but I never thought it would be so……

For Jeffrey, that sunny and handsome boy, I really can’t hate him in my heart. I have watched him grow up. I have liked that child since I was a child, and sometimes even surpassed Justin in my love for him.

If Justin is really gay, I wouldn't be surprised that he likes Jeff, after all, Jeff's kid is so beautiful, so beautiful that you can't fault it.

However, what I believe in is God, but it happens to be Christianity...

There are many clear verses in the bible against homosexuality and homosexuality, from my belief, Justin and Jeff's relationship is a sin and they need redemption.

During this period of time, my heart was very conflicted and entangled. On the one hand, there were two children I loved very much, and on the other hand, my belief and the spiritual pillar that supported me to survive. I didn’t know what I should do?

As a mother, I sincerely hope that my children can live happily and happily, but as a devout Christian, my faith will never allow me to do so.

I really want to bless them in my heart, but I can't...

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