I still love you

Meng Hao remembered that the first time he met Xu Mu was just a few days after school started.

At that time, he was playing basketball with his classmates on the basketball court as usual. At dusk that day, the students all walked to the dormitory one after another. On the way to the dormitory, Xu Mu was in a crowd.

At that time, Xu Mu was young and immature, with a straight head, and stood out in the crowd. Meng Hao patted his basketball and walked towards Xu Mu. When he was about to approach, Meng Hao saw the school badge on Xu Mu's chest. Xu Mu's department and name.

In autumn, the roadside next to the playground is full of maple trees, and the golden maple leaves are falling with the wind. Xu Mu's handsome figure is particularly attractive in the evening light.

In the evening of the next day, Meng Hao still saw Xu Mu returning to the dormitory on the edge of the basketball court. On this day, Xu Mu was wearing a beige sweater and walking among the crowd. Walking steadily on the road beside the school playground.

At this time, Xu Mu was patted by a girl behind him. Xu Mu turned his head, and saw the girl glanced at Xu Mu, and pointed to a test paper on the ground behind Xu Mu with a smile. Xu Mu turned around and picked up the paper on the ground. The test paper, nodding to the girl to thank.

In this way, Meng Hao stayed at the same place for several consecutive days, and met Xu Mu who was returning to the dormitory.

Meng Hao didn't play basketball on Friday afternoon. He took a shower, changed into clean and tidy clothes, stood at the door of the boys' dormitory, and saw Xu Mu approaching from a distance. Mu, in the end he stopped Xu Mu, hesitatingly said, "You are Xu Ru's younger brother, you really look alike," God knows how Meng Hao made up this sentence in his brain at that time.

Xu Mu, who was standing opposite him, was taken aback for a moment and said, "I'm sorry, you misidentified the person."

At that time, Meng Hao was a little embarrassed, scratched his head, and said for a while, "Hello, I am Meng Hao from the Department of Animal Husbandry and Veterinary Medicine."

Seeing Meng Hao like this, Xu Mu suddenly understood that this man was clearly here to strike up a conversation with him. Looking at the handsome young man in front of him, Xu Mu politely replied, "I'm a freshman, Xu Mu." Walking side by side on the road to the dormitory together, their fate was out of control.

Meng Hao still remembers that the first time he confessed his love to Xu Mu was on a weekend after February. He asked Xu Mu to climb the mountain. Pressing Xu Mu's shoulders with both hands, he looked at Xu Mu firmly and seriously and said, "Xu Mu, I like you."

At that time Xu Mu suddenly laughed, he patted Meng Hao on the shoulder and said, "Comrade Meng Hao, metoo"

Hearing Xu Mu's words, it took Meng Hao a long time to react. He stepped forward and hugged Xu Mu tightly, speaking incoherently with excitement. This year, Xu Mu was a freshman and Meng Hao was a sophomore.

Meng Hao really loves Xu Mu. In order not to let Xu Mu think that he is boring, and to keep Xu Mu, he keeps learning new talents. Whenever he is free, he takes Xu Mu to hang out on the basketball court. He taught Xu Mu to play basketball hand in hand, and when he was bored on weekends, he would sit on the lawn in the park near the school with his guitar on his back, and play his newly learned songs for Xu Mu to listen to.

In this way, their figures walking together went back and forth in the university for three years until Meng Hao graduated in the third year.

After graduation, Meng Hao rented an apartment in City A, and lived together with Xu Mu.

Their happy and simple life continued until Xu Mu was about to graduate from college.

Meng Hao's family is a well-known real estate developer in City A. When Meng Hao was in high school, his father was hospitalized because of a bad stomach, and he fell ill. In high school, Meng Hao's mother supported the company by herself.

One year after Meng Hao graduated, the Meng family’s company developed a new real estate business, and suddenly ran out of funds, and the financing and loans could not keep up. As long as the Meng family is willing to marry the Zhong family, the Zhong family is willing to contribute funds to help the Meng family.

At that time, Meng Hao's mother thought over and over again and finally agreed to marry the Zhong family. However, unexpectedly, Zhong Lili, the daughter of the Zhong family, was unwilling to marry Meng Hao's brother Meng Sijie.

In the end, the Zhong family found the Meng family and asked for a marriage marriage. The marriage partner changed from Meng Sijie to Meng Hao. As soon as the news came out, Meng Hao seemed to be pushed into a dark world. He never thought it would be like this. Zhong Lili, the daughter of the Zhong family, is fully 5 years older than him, and the age for marrying his brother is perfect, so why did she suddenly change to him.

Meng Hao couldn't figure it out, and finally he asked Zhong Lili out without telling Xu Mu.

In the high-end restaurant, Zhong Lili was sitting opposite Xu Mu in a strapless dress.

Before Meng Hao could say anything, Zhong Lili brushed her wavy hair and said, "I know why you asked me out, and I'll tell you very clearly that I don't like your brother. The Zhong family must marry, so I can only choose to marry you."

Meng Hao, who was only 24 years old at the time, looked at the woman who was about 30 years old in front of him and said, "Is there any difference between me and my brother?"

"Of course there is a difference. I'm not interested in your brother, but I'm still very interested in you." Zhong Lili picked up her bag and stood up, "Meng Hao, you can't escape, just wait obediently." Marry me," he said, turned and left.

Coming out of the hotel, looking at the clear sky, Meng Hao knew that he really couldn't escape. If he escaped, what would his mother do?What should his company do?He can't be so selfish.

At this moment, Meng Hao seemed to have fallen into a maze, and he couldn't find his way out. Could it be that he was destined to marry this woman, so what should Xu Mu do?What about their love?

At this moment, Meng Hao missed Xu Mu very much. He drove to their apartment, and when he entered the door, he saw Xu Mu lying in front of the computer.

Xu Mu who heard the sound of the door opening turned around and saw Meng Hao standing at the door staring at him. He stood up with a smile, "You're back so early?"

Meng Hao didn't speak, he strode forward, hugged Xu Mu, and kissed passionately. After a long time, Meng Hao picked up Xu Mu and walked towards the bedroom.

He never told Xu Mu that Meng Hao was going to get married. He kept this matter a secret until the day Xu Mu graduated from university and received his diploma. He met Xiao Si at school, and only then did he know that Meng Hao was going to get married. This news meant to Xu Mu Like a bolt from the blue, he couldn't stop and almost fell to the ground.

Returning to the apartment in a daze, Meng Hao was not there. Xu Mu called Meng Hao, but Meng Hao didn't answer and only replied a text message, "I'm in a meeting."

Xu Mu picked up the phone and sent a message back to Meng Hao tremblingly, "Are you getting married?"

After 30 seconds, Meng Hao's call came back, and Xu Mu connected, only to hear Meng Hao eagerly say on the phone, "Where are you?"

"I'm at home," Xu Mu said, "Can you tell me, are you really going to get married?"

Meng Hao gave a difficult "En," and continued, "Xu Mu, you wait for me at home, and I'll go back now."

Xu Mu hung up the phone, tears streaming down his eyes.

When Meng Hao came back, Xu Mu had already calmed down. He sat on the sofa. Meng Hao returned to the apartment eagerly. He sat down beside Xu Mu and wanted to hug Xu Mu. He punched Meng Hao.

Meng Hao froze for a moment, as if the place where he was beaten didn't hurt at all. It has been 4 years, he and Xu Mu have been in love for 4 years, and they have never blushed or quarreled, let alone fought.

"You are getting married, why didn't you tell me, are you playing with me?" Xu Mu said excitedly.

"I'm sorry," Meng Hao held Xu Mu's hand tightly without saying anything else.

Looking at Meng Hao in front of him, Xu Mu didn't seem to know him. The man who said he would love him forever didn't even have an explanation, and he was extremely disappointed.

"Let's break up." Xu Mu said these words with difficulty, feeling as if his heart was being torn apart.

Meng Hao looked up at Xu Mu in surprise, his eyes gradually turned red, and tears flowed down his cheeks. He was exhausted physically and mentally, but he was helpless. No one could understand his situation and mood at this time.

He held Xu Mu's hand tightly and said, "If there is a next life, I will definitely grow old with you." After speaking, he turned and strode away.Xu Mu was left alone to sit on the sofa blankly.

In the end Xu Mu left City A silently.

On the days when Xu Mu left, Meng Hao seemed to have no desire to live anymore. He spent his days like years, drinking away his sorrows. Every day, it seemed as if he wanted to drain all the emotions and perceptions in his body.

The wedding day is getting closer, and the day before the wedding, Meng Hao was so drunk that he drove the car crazily in the suburbs, as if the faster the car, the more free he was, and finally he crashed into a stone pillar by the side of the road, The whole person lost consciousness.

It was 7 days after Meng Hao woke up again. In the intensive care unit, he opened his eyes and saw his brother standing beside him. Seeing him waking up, his brother smiled at him and said, "Haohao, don't be afraid, you are fine."

Meng Hao said weakly, "Brother, I don't want to get married."

The elder brother held his hand and said, "Elder brother knows, I have arranged everything."

Only then did Meng Hao close his eyes and rest in peace.

In the end, the older brother Meng Sijie announced the death of his younger brother Meng Hao, but actually arranged for Meng Hao to go abroad after his health gradually improved.

Before Meng Hao went abroad, he came to look for Xiaosi and tried to contact Xu Mu. He wanted to take Xu Mu with him, but everything was in vain. Xu Mu left without leaving any information they were looking for.

In desperation, Meng Hao had no choice but to leave alone. Before leaving, he told Xiaosi that if there was any news about Xu Mu someday, he must be notified.

However, Meng Hao did not expect that he had been waiting for 6 years. On that day, he received a call from Xiao Si and hurried back from abroad. That morning he stood not far away and looked at Xu Mu, whom he hadn't seen in 6 years. Sitting in the park, the loneliness around him seemed to swallow him whole. He felt extremely distressed. It turned out that he had been suffering just like himself in the past 6 years.

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