I heard they all love me

After such a long time, Chu Li doesn't really remember what Wu Lili looks like.In my memory is a very beautiful girl who likes to act like a baby and has a soft voice.That relationship didn't last long, it was just a youthful throbbing, and it didn't hurt Chu Li deeply.At that time, he was able to laugh it off, and it was fine after beating Raymond. After such a long time, he shouldn't be angry again.But the premise of all this is that he doesn't know the inside story behind this incident-his lovelorn when he was young came from the design of several "friends".The focus is not on "broken love", but on "friend's design".

Jiang Xingzhe once regarded Ning Weidong and the others as his best friends, and felt very sad for their estrangement, and even found the reason in himself time and time again.Thinking about it now, Chu Li wished he could go back to his miserable high school days, and scolded Jiang Xingzhe at that time: "Wake up, those are a bunch of bastards, let them go as far as they can!"

Wei Sixuan's overtly obvious emotions were a bit inconceivable.A few pieces of tea leaves were placed on the other party's head with a blank expression on his face: "I said, brother, do you have a deep sense of substitution?"

Feeling ashamed, Chu Li wanted to reveal his identity immediately - I am Jiang Xingzhe, I can't scare you bastards to death!

He lost his appetite to eat, and he didn't want to see Wei Sixuan, so he turned around and wanted to wait for Jiang Xingjian to come back to find an excuse to leave here.Unexpectedly, as soon as he turned around, he saw Jiang Xingjian standing at the corner, quietly watching the scene in front of him, and he didn't know how long he watched and heard.

The two looked at each other, and Jiang Xingjian's eyes were a little deep, like a deep pool in the dark night, and the emotions inside could not be seen clearly.Chu Li instantly had the illusion that his soul had been seen through. He knew that he had acted too impulsively, and he should really control his temper.Jiang Xingzhe is dead, he is Chu Li, the past is the past.But there are some things he is willing to get over, and some things he is not.If he didn't do anything today, he would feel that Jiang Xingzhe was a complete idiot from birth to death.

When people are in a broken state, there will always be some abnormal outbreaks.Chu Li probably is now.He simply didn't bother to figure out Jiang Xingjian's attitude, and even gave up making excuses for his behavior, just waited at the dining table and watched Jiang Xingjian walk back as if nothing had happened.

He was prepared for what Jiang Xingjian would ask, but Jiang Xingjian didn't say anything, didn't even look at Wei Sixuan, just picked up the coat that was on the back of the chair, and asked him: "Do you still eat?" ?”

Chu Li shook his head, no matter how good the food was, he lost his appetite.

"Then let's go." Jiang Xingjian was unexpectedly straightforward, "Let's eat somewhere else."

Chu Li was a little surprised, but he had no time or thought to delve into the other party's attitude. He obediently followed Jiang Xingjian and left the Matsumoto Building, leaving Wei Sixuan too lazy to talk to him.

It took only ten minutes since the two of them came and left, but the sky outside was already a little dark.Chu Li followed Jiang Xingjian to the parking lot. Looking at Jiang Xingjian from the side, his expression melted into the twilight, and he couldn't see how he was feeling now.Chu Li sometimes wondered how Jiang Xingjian managed to hide his emotions and anger, and would he be as happy or unhappy as ordinary people?Thinking about the fight with Ning Weidong last time, and the conflict with Wei Sixuan this time, Jiang Xingjian remained calm.Chu Li originally had the dark thought of "replacing Jiang Xingzhe and causing trouble for his brother", just like a plant with a bad congenital condition that is planted in a land lacking in nutrients, it is difficult to thrive.

Perhaps Chu Li had been staring at him for a long time, but Jiang Xingjian suddenly said, "Thank you for speaking for Xing Zhe."

Chu Li was taken aback for a moment, then breathed a sigh of relief, and muttered in a low voice, "You're welcome."

When the two got into the car, Chu Li thought that Jiang Xingjian would choose another restaurant for dinner.Who knew that Jiang Xingjian suddenly changed his mind: "It's still early, why not go home and eat."

Chu Li jumped in his heart, and the word "go home" was like a sudden tornado, which instantly disturbed his heart and made him restless.So much so that he ignored the other meaning of eating at home——Jiang Xingjian made it for him himself.He was a little dazed and had some indescribable emotions. No matter how unwilling he was to be Jiang Xingzhe, the Jiang family was also where he grew up.He thought he would never be able to step into Jiang's house in this life, but he didn't expect... Chu Li's emotion was a little too early, Jiang Xingjian said to go home, but the direction of driving was not the same.

As the outside environment became more and more familiar, Chu Li's expression inevitably became weird, and an outrageous guess arose in his heart.

"Are you familiar with this neighborhood?" Jiang Xingjian's voice seemed to come from outside the sky, and Chu Li's sanity was pulled back immediately.

Chu Li reflexively stated: "...not familiar."

Jiang Xingjian said "Well" and didn't say anything else, but Chu Li's guess was getting closer and closer.Soon the guess was confirmed, and Jiang Xingjian parked the car downstairs in the apartment where Chu Li had lived for two years. "Here we are." His tone was so confident, it seemed that this was really the home he had been back to countless times.

The corner of Chu Li's mouth twitched. If he remembered correctly, this place was under Jiang Xingzhe's name a few months ago. When did it become Jiang Xingjian's "home".But he couldn't say anything, he could only pretend to be here for the first time, but he couldn't put on that strange look no matter what.

——It's so familiar, this is the place where he lived after he graduated from university. He lived here for two full years, and he even knew how many stray dogs there were downstairs in the community.

Seeing him staring at the convenience store in the distance, Jiang Xingjian asked intimately, "Is there anything I want to buy?"

Chu Li remembered that the fried meatballs sold in this convenience store were delicious, but he shook his head when he heard Jiang Xingjian's words.Jiang Xingjian said casually: "His fried meatballs are very good, do you want to try it?"

Chu Li's eyes lit up, and he said politely: "...then try it?"

His subtle expression fell into Jiang Xingjian's eyes. Jiang Xingjian's hand trembled imperceptibly, then he lowered his eyes and said nonchalantly, "You wait here for me, and I'll go buy it." He didn't wait for Chu Li after he finished speaking. In response, he strode away, as if there was something behind that he couldn't face.After walking a few steps and taking advantage of the cover of the green trees, he took out a cigarette with shaking hands, lit it and took a long puff, before he calmed down.

Jiang Xingjian felt that he must be crazy.He clearly knew that Jiang Xingzhe was dead, but he still couldn't help but look forward to Chu Li.Trials and disappointments again and again, he should have given up, but absurd hopes arose after every tiny anomaly.

He asked himself, what exactly did he want?

Could all the "evidence" be an illusion created by his paranoia?In fact, everything is his wishful thinking, Chu Li is Chu Li, Xing Zhe is Xing Zhe—but he can't forget that "Qin Mu", the original source of his demons.In his midnight dreams these days, he always dreamed that Jiang Xingzhe shouted at him again and again: "Qin Mu!"

In the dream, he couldn't tell whether it was Chu Li or Xing Zhe, he only remembered the sound of "Qin Mu", like a sweet bait, hooking him and unable to give up.It reminds him at any time that as long as he swallows this bait, he will get what he wants most in return.

"Huh!" Jiang Xingjian stubbed out the cigarette butt, picked up the phone and gave some instructions.It was his wrong thinking. If Chu Li is Xing Zhe, since he is unwilling to come back and admit his identity, then he must be vigilant when facing the past.He didn't forget the last time he gave Chu Li medicine, and the other party showed stiffness and rejection when his body approached.It seemed that Chu Li was more relaxed when he was not around.

This realization made Jiang Xingjian smile wryly.

A few minutes later, he returned to Chu Li with a bag of fried meatballs, and asked casually, "What's for dinner?"

"Whatever." Chu Li was polite, but he prayed in his heart not to eat seafood.

It was as if Jiang Xingjian had heard his heart, and the dinner prepared by the other party really didn't have any seafood.At that time, Chu Li was sitting on the sofa watching TV, and he was restrained like a bad student being stared at by the dean.He moved his body uncomfortably, supposedly the familiar environment should relax him.But as long as he thought of Jiang Xingjian living here, Pingbai would give him an invisible oppression.He faintly felt that something was wrong.If the Landing apartment can still be regarded as a coincidence, sitting here at this moment, it is difficult for Chu Li to convince himself to regard the coincidence as a reason.

Either Jiang Xingjian really liked these things, and when Jiang Xingzhe died, the dove occupied the magpie's nest.Either Jiang Xingjian missed Jiang Xingzhe too much and lived in a house full of Jiang Xingzhe's atmosphere.

Chu Li's expression twisted momentarily. If you think about it this way, the former is probably an absurd drama, while the latter is a horror drama.He was a little frightened by his guess, and felt that it was absurd, so he instinctively didn't want to think about it.His eyes swept over the game console next to the TV, and he desperately needed his favorite game to comfort himself.

Chu Li remembered that he had just received the limited edition "Abyss World" before he died, and it was given to him by someone as a birthday present.Even though he was restless in the struggle for power with Jiang Xingjian at that time, he was still ecstatic after receiving the game and played it all night.Of course, with the huge setting of "Abyss World", his all-night stay was just the beginning.

Later, he became Chu Li. It's not that he never thought about buying another set of "Abyss World".But having no money is one aspect, and on the other hand, "Abyss World" is released in limited quantities, and currently only [-] sets have been released worldwide.I don't know who is the person who gave him the gift, but he was able to snatch a set in the crazy competition.It's a pity that he never had the chance to know who this kind man was.

Probably the existence of the game brought back Chu Li's memories, and he ate the whole meal quite absent-mindedly.Jiang Xingjian's heart sank slowly, and he asked politely, "What? Doesn't suit your appetite?"

of course not!

I don't know if it's because the two have lived together for 20 years and have similar tastes, Jiang Xingjian's cooking happens to be what Chu Li likes to eat.He didn't care much about what Jiang Xingjian likes to eat in the past, but now it seems that the two are really a family.But this is not the point, Chu Li glanced at the living room, and finally couldn't help asking: "I just saw that you have a set of "Abyss World"?"

Jiang Xingjian's heart lifted a little bit, and he gave a low "um".

Chu Li asked cheekily, "Can I borrow it for a few days?"

Jiang Xingjian glanced at Chu Li, and asked without answering, "Have you played "Abyss World"?"

Chu Li shook his head: "I just heard the name."

Jiang Xingjian couldn't judge the authenticity of Chu Li's words, and said calmly: ""Abyss World" is my birthday present to Xing Zhe, and it is not convenient to borrow it."

Chu Li: "...cough cough!"

Because of this set of "Abyss World", Chu Li stayed here at night.Probably no one has the experience of Chu Li again, living in his own house as a guest, and being "surveilled" by others while playing his own games.Of course, Jiang Xingjian's original words were two people playing together, which happened to start the two-player cooperation mode.

Chu Li "surrendered" to Jiang Xingjian almost immediately, and the two-person cooperation model has always been his dream.It's a pity that Qin Mu didn't play games in the past, and Ning Weidong's technique was so bad that he was always left alone to play games.As he thought, Jiang Xingjian Ganti is a master of the field.The two cooperated all the way and pushed the progress to 23% overnight.

When it was almost dawn, Chu Li stretched his waist, looking at Jiang Xingjian for the first time, his eyes were defenseless, shining like stars twinkling.It could be seen that he was very happy, his body was no longer stiff when he approached Jiang Xingjian, and he obviously relaxed.

Jiang Xingjian had the illusion that the person in front of him was Xing Zhe.He has seen Jiang Xingzhe's pure happiness when playing games many times, just like now.As if uncontrollable, Jiang Xingjian raised his hand to the top of Chu Li's head, rubbed it randomly, and did what he had wanted to do for many years.

Chu Li: "..."