Xu Yiqing goes to the rest of the year

When Su Cha was 14 years old, because of "heroes saving the beauty", he got into trouble with a bunch of gangsters, who picked on Gu Yu Nian when he was not around, but Su Cha refused to talk about it to save face.

Later, when he was blocked and beaten badly, when Gu Yunian ran into him, he forgot to call for rescue, and just rushed in by himself, entangled with those who beat Su Cha.

Of the dozen or so people, Gu Yunian was the only one who resisted so stubbornly. Later, the golden-haired bastard boss who was the leader was moved by him, or maybe he was frightened by Gu Yunian's ability to beat him so much, so he called to stop, and the matter passed.

Su Cha still has not forgotten the helpless and shocked expression on the face of the gangster who was the leader at that time.

It's just that at that time, Su Cha was beaten terribly, and when the gangsters dispersed, Gu Yunian didn't intend to help him up. Su Cha squinted at Gu Yunian who was standing in front of him with a swollen face. Finding that Gu Yunian also had half of his face swollen and no better than himself, he burst out laughing.

But Gu Yunian still had a cold face and kicked Su Cha who was sitting on the ground. Seeing Su Cha grinning in pain, he pulled him up and walked towards his car with him on his back.

Su Cha lay on Gu Yunian's back, bouncing his head, pretending not to hear Gu Yunian's cold words, "Su Cha, if you become disabled, I don't want you."

Su Cha didn't speak, she closed her eyes and pretended to be asleep, but her eyelashes were trembling, so Gu Yunian couldn't see it.

Su Cha didn't know what Gu Yunian meant by "want", but no matter what it meant, he didn't want Gu Yunian not to want him. He wrapped his arms around Gu Yunian's neck tightly like a shackle, wanting to hold him tight. Lock this person down.

"Xiao Nian, don't want me."

Su Cha tightly grasped the hand of the person beside him, and tears finally flowed from his closed eyes as he clenched his teeth. He was still in a coma, but he muttered indistinctly, and unconsciously grasped the hand stained with blood. tight.

He was not afraid of what Lin Huayi did to him, but when she said she was going to abolish Su Cha, Su Cha really panicked, not because she was afraid that she would be permanently disabled, but because Gu Yunian would not want such a self.

Xiang Yuri let him hold him silently, looking at Gu Yunian who was wearing an oxygen mask on the other side, his eyes were deep and complicated, he lowered his head and brushed the broken hair on Su Cha's forehead, his heart was pulled tight.

Unfortunately, Su Cha, Gu Yunian can't hear him now.

When he woke up the next day, Su Cha still felt that his body was falling apart. He moved his legs, and then looked at Xiang Yuri beside him with a stiff back.

"my leg……"

Why can't my legs move?

He was dazed and at a loss, beating his leg hard with his hand, biting his lip and not daring to continue speaking.

"Su Cha, calm down."

Xiang Yuri stopped him, circling Su Cha's hand with his fingers to comfort him, and said slowly, "This is only temporary, the doctor said you will recover in a few days."

"Really?"

Su Cha stared at him stupidly.

"Well," Xiang Yuri patted his head, "I won't lie to you, you trust me."

As if all the senses had become dull, Su Cha nodded a little stiffly, and then stopped talking.

"If you're tired, go to sleep again, and I'll buy you some breakfast."

"Oh."

Su Cha replied with one word, and immediately shrank into the quilt.

Xiang Yuri stared at his exposed fluffy head, moved his lips, wanted to say something, but gave up again.

Su Cha fell asleep again, not a deep sleep, but he didn't want to wake up. He could hear the soft footsteps of the people around him, and could vaguely hear their conversations, but he just didn't want to talk to anyone. people talk.

It wasn't until the afternoon that he woke up in a daze and moved his legs, but he was still unconscious.

Reaching out for his mobile phone, he saw what happened the day he was kidnapped.

It's not a big deal, it's just Shenghua CEO Gu Yunian announcing that his fiancée is Zhao Yun.

Su Cha stared at Gu Yunian holding Zhao Yun in his arms, and stroked his fingers on the cold phone screen, with an ugly smile on the corner of his mouth. He had an ugly smile, but Gu Yunian in the photo had a nice smile, it was true happy?Slowly rubbing his fingers against the photo, after looking at it for a while, he suddenly pulled the quilt over his head, hugged his phone and started crying.The voice is neither loud nor small, forbearing and sad, like a child who has lost candy.

Sure enough, after going round and round, you still like her.

Gu Yunian, is it because I'm disabled that you don't want me anymore?

Su Cha is still the same as before. When she cries, she always likes to bite her fingers. After crying, not only the eye circles are red and swollen, but also there are teeth marks on her fingers, so Gu Yunian doesn't like him crying. He always says Su Cha cried wrinkled, ugly like a little old man, no one knew it was because he was distressed.

But now, no one stopped Su Cha from crying. He could finally cry to his heart's content, but he still suppressed his crying unconsciously.

Xiang Yuri stopped outside the door, then turned around, walked out, and closed the door.

"Mr. Gu, you can't delay your operation any longer, or the success rate will become smaller and smaller."

In a pure white and serious ward similar to Su Cha's, Gu Yunian was wearing a hospital gown, staring at the computer with a pale face, his hands were fast, as if he hadn't heard the doctor's words at all.

Seeing him like this, the doctor sighed, turned and left.

Gu Yunian coughed a few times, his hands didn't stop moving, and his mouth was also talking into the phone.

"Brother, you can rest for a while."

Seeing how desperate he was, Xiang Yuyue offered him a glass of water to persuade him. Gu Yunian waved his hand and said, "How is Su Cha?"

He knew that Xiang Yuyue must have visited Su Cha with Xiang Yuri. He was relatively weak now, so he couldn't sneak a peek at Su Cha, so he had to ask someone else.

"He has been very quiet recently and listens to others."

Xiang Yuyue thought hard, but swallowed the words "quiet like Su Cha".

But Gu Yunian knew that when Su Cha was unhappy, he would always keep quiet without saying a word. He sighed, rubbed his head, and said, "He must have seen that Zhao Yun and I got engaged. news."

"Brother, don't you explain to Brother Chacha?"

"Explain what? It was meant to be shown to him."

Xiang Yuyue was dumbfounded, and didn't know how to respond. It happened that "Hehuan" ran out from under the bed, wagging his tail at her and rubbing against her legs. Xiang Yuyue took the opportunity to hug "Hehuan", and changed the subject: " You really like the dog."

He actually secretly asked someone to bring him to the hospital.

Seeing "He Huan", Gu Yunian raised his mouth slightly, as if thinking of something, he said, "I actually don't like Su Cha raising a dog. The lifespan of a dog is shorter than that of a human. I'm afraid that it will develop feelings." When the dog dies, Su Cha will not be able to bear it."

Xiang Yuyue touched "Hehuan"'s hand and was startled, "That's why you treat Brother Chacha like this?"

"Well," Gu Yunian turned on the computer again, "It is very painful to see the things you love go away."

He might leave someday. Su Cha shouldn't have to suffer like this.

But, have you ever thought that pushing him away like this will make him suffer even more.Xiang Yuyue stared at Gu Yunian's pale side face, and her words changed again, "Brother, I don't know for sure, Brother Chacha will leave before you."

Gu Yunian frowned, "I don't want this."

You see, I don't like to die one step ahead of him, and I don't want to die one step behind him, that's why people live in such pain.

Xiang Yuyue let go of her hand and let the "Acacia" spin on the ground. Seeing Gu Yunian concentrating on her work, she turned around and was about to leave. Before she left, she grabbed the door frame with her hand and said, "Brother, you should do the surgery as soon as possible." do it."

When closing the door, she didn't see Gu Yunian's complicated eyes.

"When this is done, I'll go for surgery."

Gu Yunian stared at the computer system of the Lin Group on the screen, and murmured.

"Su Cha, get up and eat."

"Ah."

Xiang Yuri helped Su Cha put the mat on, and handed the rice to him.Su Cha ate his food obediently, taking every bite slowly, without rushing, and did not comment on the taste in his mouth.

In the past few days, Su Cha's legs have become aware, and he realizes that Xiang Yuri is not lying to him. His energy is much better, and he tries to walk every day, but he still can't walk independently and needs the support of others to barely move.

"Su Cha."

"Ok?"

Xiang Yuri stared at the stuffed Su Cha, and said hesitantly, "I have something to discuss with you."

"Ok?"

Su Cha raised his head. His bangs, which hadn't been cut for a long time, were a little long, slightly covering those beautiful peach blossom eyes. Xiang Yuri reached out to help him brush his hair aside, and said, "Shall we go abroad?"

Su Cha was obviously taken aback, "What?"

"Let's go abroad."

"why?"

"There are better medical systems abroad, which are more conducive to the recovery of your legs."

"..."

"Besides, Su Cha," Xiang Yuri said cautiously, "You have nothing to miss when you're here, isn't there?"

Su Cha lowered his head and put down the chopsticks in his hand.

"He is going to marry Zhao Yun soon."

What Xiang Yuri said was a bit difficult, as if he was forcing himself.

Su Cha said dully, "I know."

"Su Cha," Xiang Yuri raised his face, looked him squarely and said, "You should live for yourself, right? You've been circling around Gu Yunian before, but now he doesn't need you anymore. Let's change places and start over again." OK."

Xiang Yuri said with a smile: "When your legs get better, we can go to Provence to see lavender, or to see the windmill tulips in Holland. If you are tired, we can live in France, take a walk every day, and watch the sunset .”

Su Cha blinked and stared at Xiang Yuri's abnormal smile, a forced smile, full of prayer, uneasiness, and the fear of being rejected in the usual crescent eyes, as well as some complicated feelings. Yes, guilt.

He turned his head and stared at the leaves blown by the wind outside the window, his eyes were misty and empty.

The author has something to say: the next chapter will be over, hehe, I'm still a little bit reluctant