The person I like is still alive

That night Lu Qingming had a fever repeatedly, and he didn't even know if he had texted Chi Jiang or not.He didn't want Chi Jiang to wait, the feeling of waiting for someone was too uncomfortable, especially the feeling of waiting for someone who would never come, and he didn't want Chi Jiang to try it all his life.

Someone gently rubbed his face repeatedly, Lu Qingming slowly opened his eyes, Chi Jiang sat beside him, his face was haggard but his eyes were warm.

Lu Qingming rubbed his face against Chi Jiang's hand, calling his name repeatedly, "Chi Jiang, Chi Jiang."

Chi Jiang touched Lu Qingming's forehead that was no longer feverish, "It's gone, Auntie is cooking porridge, I'll call Auntie, you've had a fever in the middle of the night."

"It doesn't mean that the snow has melted." Lu Qingming said in a low voice.

Chi Jiang really wanted to know what Lu Qingming's brain circuit was thinking, but she could only sigh helplessly, "Lie down first, I'll call auntie."

When Mother Lu came in, she was carrying a bowl of hot porridge, and the room was very warm with the heater on.

"Is it difficult?"

Lu Qingming looked at Chi Jiang who was standing beside him, then at his mother who was sitting beside the bed, and shook his head, "I don't feel bad anymore."

Lu's mother stroked Lu Qingming's hair, "Your father has already bought a ticket, and when I get home tonight, I still have to thank Chi Jiang for coming in and out."

Lu Qingming didn't speak, but just looked at Chi Jiang.

"Auntie, I'm going home first, you should rest well." Chi Jiang was about to leave.

Mother Lu nodded, "You should take a day off. You stayed up all night last night, and your body couldn't take it anymore. Don't worry about Xiao Ming, you fell down again."

Chi Jiang nodded politely, "I'll go home first." After speaking, he glanced at Chi Jiang, "You have a good rest."

Lu Qingming wanted to call Chi Jiang to stop, but Lu's mother was beside her, so Lu Qingming couldn't say anything, so Chi Jiang smiled reassuringly and walked out.

"You see, thanks to Chi Jiang, I was not scared to death by you last night, and the doctor just sent me away. Xiao Ming, are you under too much pressure?"

Mother Lu sat beside the bed very worriedly.

"It's not a lot of pressure, it's just an ordinary illness, maybe it's because I haven't exercised."

Lu's mother didn't bother Lu Qingming too much, and told him to rest after watching him finish the porridge and clean up the dishes.Lu Qingming couldn't bear it anymore and went to take a bath. While taking a bath, he found himself a little dizzy, and the bruise on his knee was still a little painful.After taking a shower, Lu Qingming lay on the bed. After thinking about it for a long time, he didn't feel sleepy. He went to the bathroom and lay down again.

I probably slept all night, but I couldn't fall asleep during the day.Lu Qingming took out his mobile phone from his jacket pocket, then curled up under the quilt to send a message to Chi Jiang.

—Have you gone to class yet?

--Um.

— May I call you?

--Can.

Chi Jiang answered the phone very quickly, and Lu Qingming lowered his voice.

"Didn't you sleep last night? If you take a day off, your grades won't fall back. How tiring it is to go to class without sleep."

Chi Jiang didn't want to say it was because if she rested at home, her mother would definitely have an idea, "It's okay."

"Does Auntie think I'm troublesome?" Lu Qingming's voice sounded uneasy through the phone, so he must be even more uneasy in reality.

"It's snowing outside." Chi Jiang's voice was so gentle through the phone, Lu Qingming unconsciously pressed the phone tightly to his ear, listening to Chi Jiang's words, "So let's go play in the snow when you get better."

"Chi Jiang, Chi Jiang." Every time Lu Qingming called Chi Jiang, it was as if he was acting like a baby.

"Well, I'm listening."

"Will you kiss me when we meet alone?"

Chi Jiang gave a small "hmm".

After the phone call with Chi Jiang, Lu Qingming's phone was hot. He flipped through the text messages on the phone to the one that Chi Jiang said he liked, looked at it, and fell asleep happily.

After a day off, Lu Qingming went to school with Chi Jiang early in the morning.

Seeing Lu Qingming becoming more energetic, Chi Jiang's mood also improved unconsciously.

It's not like the anxious mood when Lu Qingming didn't come over or send a message after the self-study that night, when he went to his classroom to find him and said that he was picked up by his mother because of illness.

The weather is already very cold, and there is heavy snow outside.

Lu Qingming was wearing a thick padded jacket, a thick scarf, and a hat that tightly wrapped his face, leaving only a pair of eyes.Chi Jiang was wearing a heavy cotton coat, white sneakers on her feet, and only a scarf, her ears were red from the cold.

Lu Qingming took off his gloves, and used his warm hands to warm Chijiang's cold ears.

"Is it cold, Chi Jiang?" Lu Qingming wore waterproof boots on his feet, which were well protected from head to toe, "Let me help you put on your hat."

Chi Jiang knelt down and asked Lu Qingming to help him put on the hat of the black coat.

"Obviously he was very handsome before, but after wearing it, he was a bit dull." Lu Qingming commented on Chi Jiang's current appearance, "Then let's go."

After Chi Jiang put on a pair of hats that came with her, although she looked very uncoordinated, she was still full of the cold temperament of a schoolmaster.

Lu Qingming and Chi Jiang opened their umbrellas and were about to leave when they saw Father Lu come out.

"Xiao Ming, and Chi Jiang, I'll send the two of you to school, it's not easy to get a ride today, you wait for me outside the community."

After getting into Lu's father's car, it was very warm inside. Lu Qingming took off his gloves, scarf and hat. Seeing that Chi Jiang was still wearing a hat, he stretched out his hand to take it off for Chi Jiang.

"You two have such a good relationship." Lu's father saw their actions and teased him.

Lu Qingming was a little guilty, and Chi Jiang seemed a little embarrassed.

Because of the snow, I drove very slowly.After finally arriving at the school, Lu Qingming was about to get off the car, but Chi Jiang held him back.

"Wear a scarf and a hat and gloves."

Lu Qingming put on his hat obediently, Chi Jiang came over and put on the scarf for Lu Qingming, then put on the gloves and it was done.Lu Qingming did not forget to help Chi Jiang put on her hat.

"Dad, we're leaving, please drive carefully."

Father Lu watched the car door close, and suddenly felt that the two children were a little too close.

"Are you cured?" Seeing Lu Qingming coming to class, Mei Yu was very concerned.

Lu Qingming nodded: "Of course I'm fine."

When the classmates saw Lu Qingming, they never forgot to ask if Lu Qingming recovered from his illness. Even the teacher was very concerned about it, and from time to time they had to say something about combining work and rest.

When eating in the cafeteria, Chi Jiang patiently picked out the peppers for Lu Qingming, and Lu Qingming ate with a spoon.

"Chi Jiang, look, there is meat." Lu Qingming looked at the shredded pork in his bowl in surprise. What happened to the canteen master today? Put it in Chi Jiang's bowl, "Eat Chi Jiang quickly, it won't taste good when it's cold."

After eating, they walked to the teaching building on the snow. The road was a little slippery, so Lu Qingming and Chi Jiang were not conspicuous as they supported each other and looked at each other.

Lu Qingming stepped on a large piece of white snow that no one else had stepped on, and then laughed while holding Chi Jiang's arm tightly. Chi Jiang patted the snowflakes off Lu Qingming's hat.

It was too cold, and the snow was falling heavily. The school stopped the evening self-study for this day, and you can go home after the afternoon class.

Lu Qingming walked to Chi Jiang's classroom after school, not daring to run because he would slip and fall.Waiting behind Chi Jiang's classroom, a boy from behind their class called Chi Jiang, "The porcelain doll is here."

Lu Qingming glared at the boy who called Porcelain Doll, and then waited for Chi Jiang to come over.

"Why are you listless? Are you still sick?" Cheng Ziheng's voice suddenly sounded behind him. .

Lu Qingming was startled, and turned around to see Cheng Ziheng.

"I was sick the day before yesterday, but I'm fine now, thank you for your concern." Lu Qingming showed a smile, and there was light in his smiling eyes.

"Waiting for Chi Jiang again?" Cheng Ziheng looked at Chi Jiang who was about to come out of the classroom, and when they looked at each other, their expressions were ugly.

Lu Qingming nodded, "Well, see you then." He half-raised his hand and waved.

"Still raising your hands like a primary school student." After Cheng Ziheng said this, he walked straight forward.

As soon as Cheng Ziheng left, Chi Jiang came out of the classroom, "Going home."

"Ah."

Snowflakes were still falling on the road, Lu Qingming and Chi Jiang walked to the station together holding an umbrella.Fortunately, the car came quickly, and the two of them got on the bus and arrived in the community soon.

Lu Qingming watched the number of the elevator change little by little, without looking at Chi Jiang, and asked, "Can you come to my house after dinner?"

Chi Jiang nodded, "Then I'll find you later."

The floor where Lu Qingming is located has arrived, "I'm leaving."

Lu Qingming had just recovered from a serious illness, and Lu's father came back from another place, so Lu's mother prepared a rich dinner.

"I told you to ask your father to pick you up, but you didn't want to." Mother Lu complained to Lu Qingming as she arranged the bowls and chopsticks.

Lu Qingming looked at the stewed fish head with radish on the table, the soup was stewed in an attractive milky white color, coupled with the fragrant rice, Lu Qingming felt that he could eat several bowls.

After eating a delicious meal, the next thing is to face Chi Jiang.Lu Qingming likes Chi Jiang, and is willing to be with Chi Jiang even if he doesn't do anything, so he doesn't want to hide anything about Chi Jiang about him.

When Chi Jiang came, Lu Qingming was staring at his mobile phone in a daze, the screen of the mobile phone was still black.As soon as Chi Jiang came in, she bent down and cleaned up Lu Qingming's mess, and didn't forget to lock the door.

Lu Qingming plucked up his courage and stood up, "Let's go out and play in the snow."

"Now?"

"Well, right now."

Chi Jiang pulled Lu Qingming to sit down, "Sit down quickly, it's very cold outside, don't catch a cold again."

"But I want to tell you something very important."

Chi Jiang saw Lu Qingming's serious expression, and her expression became serious, "As long as it's not about breaking up, you can say anything."

Lu Qingming slapped Chi Jiang, "I'm serious."

"I'm also very serious. What is it worth my boyfriend to walk on thin ice like this?" Chi Jiang's tone was very gentle, but Lu Qingming knew that he was a little unhappy.

"I was at your funeral."

No matter what time, no matter what scene, no matter how he thought of it, Lu Qingming would always feel his heart throbbing, tears would roll in his eyes, his internal organs were cold, as if the heart that was constricted into a ball could not be healed.

"You were dead once." Lu Qingming stretched out his hand to caress Chi Jiang's face. "For many years, I went to the grave alone for you. Every time the weather was bad, the mud would stick to the clean shoes and trouser legs. Sometimes I I was wondering if I was dreaming, because it was a dream, so you stood in front of me alive."