i don't want to have children

"Remember, I, like you, just want to be by the side of the person I like." Chu Lingdong confided in Yu He's ear.

Yu He's already wet body suddenly became extremely excited.

Chu Lingdong couldn't take it any longer, took a breath, took his hands back, picked up Yu He, put him on the bed, and eagerly took off his clothes.

"Wait a minute." Yu He suddenly made a sound like a mosquito.

"What's wrong?" Chu Lingdong was already on the verge of breaking out.

Yu He's lower lip was biting red, but her face was even redder, as if she was about to bleed.He rolled over, leaned forward, and knelt down on the bed. "This position is safe."

Yu He still said in a hum-like thin voice.

At the end of the pregnancy test, Yu Hongying still confessed in a soft voice: Pay attention to the method and safety.

Although Yu He's face was flushed at the time, he still did his homework when he came back.

Chu Lingdong was already at a critical point, and when Yu He said this, his whole body was about to explode.He separated Yu He's legs as far as possible, but restrainedly pressed them down.

Yu He was very dizzy, and the scattered lights suddenly became stronger.

And the sound of limbs colliding with each other seemed to be amplified several times, roaring in the ears.

His abdomen was even more distended, and only the medicine that Chu Lingdong pushed forward could relieve his symptoms.

When the sound and light expanded to the maximum, Yu He called out.

When Yu He's whole body softened, Chu Lingdong hugged him and stroked his back soothingly.

"Is there any safe posture to teach me?" Chu Lingdong said.

Yu He only cared about adjusting his breathing, not talking.

After resting for a while, Yu He removed Chu Lingdong's hand.He did countless ideological constructions to himself in his heart before he was willing to give up.

He just entered the house, and before taking a shower, he had this hair, his body was sticky, and he couldn't stand it.

"What are you going to do?" Chu Lingdong was a little reluctant to let him go.

"Take a shower." Yu He said, turning over and getting out of bed.

But before his feet hit the ground, he suddenly felt dizzy and his body went limp.

Chu Lingdong had already scooped him up.

"What's wrong?" Chu Lingdong asked.

Just now, Chu Lingdong's face turned pale.

"It's nothing, just a little dizzy." Yu He said.

Chu Lingdong was a little suspicious.

The frequency of doing it is not high, and he is very restrained, except that the time is longer and the intensity is not great.

Suddenly thought of something, Chu Lingdong asked, "Is there any problem with the experience?"

"No, everything is quite normal." Yu He said.

"Don't move yet." Chu Lingdong hugged Yu He and sat him down, then pulled the quilt on him, and then found the prenatal inspection report from the bedside table.

"It's just a little anemic." Yu He made a report first.

Chu Lingdong ignored him, but carefully read the obstetric inspection reports one by one.

Because he had taken Yuhe for multiple check-ups, he could basically understand some B-ultrasound amniotic fluid index, fetal heart rate, fetal position, and blood test values.

"Is it okay to be moderately anemic?" Chen Ling frowned.

"Pregnant women are prone to anemia due to increased blood volume and blood dilution. Especially in the second trimester, the incidence rate can reach 38%. It is very common."

It seems that besides his safe posture, Yu He has also done his homework in other aspects.

Looking at Chu Lingdong's expression, Yu He added, "Doctor Yu also prescribed medicine.

Chu Lingdong's expression softened.

But I was also thinking in my heart that some tonics might need to be changed.Li Ma's nutrition menu will also be revised.

Chu Lingdong put on his clothes, got out of bed, and brought Laba porridge over.

The temperature in the bedroom is very high, and the temperature in the hand is still hot.

Chu Lingdong took a sip.Startled, delicious.

The temperature was just right.

Chu Lingdong sat on the edge of the bed with a bowl in his hand, "Eat the porridge before washing."

"Bathing after a meal will affect digestion. I take a bath and eat. You eat this bowl first. There is a lot of porridge, and there is more below." Yu He said.

This porridge was originally brought back for Chu Lingdong, and he also likes it.

He wanted to share everything he liked and cared about with Chu Lingdong.

Including family affection.

"You really don't want to eat?" Chu Lingdong was also convinced.

Yu He had no intention of eating at all.

Chu Lingdong shook his head, knowing that Chinese medicine is very particular.No longer reluctant, I ate by myself.

He didn't eat dinner, and he didn't feel hungry, but he still felt warm after eating a bowl of porridge.

Moreover, the porridge was really sweet and delicious. He didn't like sweets, but he finished it too.

"Where is that Uncle Feng hospitalized?" Yu He asked suddenly.

Chu Lingdong glanced at Yu He, "Jishi Hospital."

Yu He didn't react too much.

After Yu He entered the bathroom, Chu Lingdong went downstairs to serve him porridge.

Early the next morning, Yu He made a detour to Ji Shi Hospital before going to Jie Yu Tang.

He has no communication or friendship with Feng Huairen, even if he sympathizes with him in his heart, he has not reached the point of visiting him.

But Yu He knew that Chu Lingdong felt guilty towards Feng Huairen.

Chu Lingdong was too busy to come over.As someone close to Chu Lingdong, it's okay for him to come here instead of him.

The neurology department is on the third floor of the inpatient department.The Department of Surgery is also on the same floor in the opposite direction.

The busy nurses who came and went, some Yu He knew, and some looked familiar but could not be named.

When they arrived at the nurse's station and said their name, the nurse on duty immediately told Feng Huairen his room number.

All the nurses knew about Feng Huairen's situation. There was no child in the family, and it seemed that it was arranged by the people in the nursing home.

When Yu He opened the door and entered according to the room number given by the nurse, he saw Wu Ruanruan explaining something to a woman in her 30s.

Judging from the content of the confession, women should be the nurses hired.

Although a nurse was arranged, Chu Lingdong still arranged for people from the company to come and take turns on duty.

Wu Ruanruan came here to check on Feng Huairen's condition as soon as she got to work, and then went back to report to Chu Lingdong.

Although Feng Huairen was rescued in time, the intracerebral hemorrhage has stopped.But because of his advanced age, there is a high possibility of continuous intracerebral hemorrhage.

Right now, Feng Huairen is plugged with oxygen and a monitor, and has water to lower the intracranial pressure on his wrist.

Feng Huairen was about sixty, but because of his living environment and living conditions, he looked much older.The hair is almost white.

Yu He didn't know this person well, but when he thought of his grandfather for a moment, he felt a little uncomfortable.

He was seriously ill in bed, but he didn't have a child by his side.

When Wu Ruanruan saw Yu He, he was very surprised, "Why are you here?"

"Just drop by and have a look." Yu He said.

Wu Ruanruan looked at Yu He's stomach, "Someone is taking care of it here. People will come from the company in a while. Don't stay here either. It smells like disinfectant."

Yu He is familiar with the smell of the hospital and feels kind.

"How is he?" Yu He asked.

"When I came, I woke up for a while and glanced at me, probably not conscious yet." Wu Ruanruan said.

Wu Ruanruan was in a hurry to go to work, "Xiao Xu, come with me, I'll take you back."

"You go first. I'll wait a little longer." Yu He just came and was not in a hurry to leave.

"Then I'll go first. Don't stay too long." Wu Ruanruan finished his confession and left the ward in a panic.

Yu He didn't sit down either, just stood and looked at Feng Huairen for a while.

Although Feng Huairen didn't wake up, he was muttering something, as if he was calling someone's name.

But because Feng Huairen had a strong foreign accent, Yu He couldn't hear it either.

Situations like Feng Huairen's are not uncommon.

In towns or villages, almost all the younger ones leave their hometowns while they still have the strength to go to big cities to work, do business, or do other kinds of jobs.

Some can't go back once a year, and some don't go back for many years, leaving only the old people in the house.

Some elderly people who live alone at home will not even be found after dying of illness for many days.

As the population aging problem becomes more and more serious, this phenomenon also has an increasing trend.

Yu He stood there for a while, another person came to Chu Lingdong's company.Nurses are also busy changing urine bags for patients.

The ward became a little crowded.

Yu He backed out quietly.

When going downstairs, a little nurse in the inpatient department passed him by, and suddenly stopped, staring at Yu He, "Why are you here again. Or do you want to find Dr. Yu?"

Yu He looked at the little nurse, her mouth was a little dry.

He heard himself asking, "Where's Dr. Yu?"

Although the little nurse was not well-known, her face was familiar, and she was on this floor.Very young, full of vitality all day long.

"You don't know about such a big thing?" The little nurse couldn't believe it.

After all, this person has been looking for Dr. Yu for some time.

Yu He didn't speak.The little nurse looked at Yu He.

The man is clean and doesn't look annoying at all.So after only two visits, she had already recorded the appearance of this man.

Sure enough, I am a beauty controler.The little nurse sighed.

The little nurse pretended to be casual and said, "Dr. Yu fainted during the operation, and now he is recuperating at home."

The little nurse is not willing to say that the young and excellent Doctor Yu is actually in a vegetative state.So, it's just a generalization.

"It's like this. I fell down a while ago, and I can't remember some things clearly. I remember I went to see Dr. Yu for a while, so I came here to have a look." Yu He paused, "You know why I used to look for Dr. Yu? Doctor Yu?"

The little nurse looked at Yu He with surprise and sympathy.

What's the matter.

But I saw a lot in the hospital, and the little nurse didn't think it was strange.

"Why did you get hurt? Doesn't it look fine? Since you are looking for Dr. Yu, you must be his patient. You will know when you go back and look through your medical records."

Xiaohu said in a crisp voice.

There is no medical record, not even a medical card.

"When did I come here before?" Yu He asked.

"More than half a year?" The little nurse was not sure.

This time is consistent with the time provided by Chen Lanzhi.

"How many times have I been here?" Yu He asked again.

The little nurse sighed again. This seemingly healthy person had a hard fall last time.

"I've seen you twice," said the little nurse.

Xu An has come here at least twice, in the name of finding himself.But before that, I didn't know the existence of this person at all.

Coming out of the hospital, Yu He went to get to know Yu Tang.Yu Qianli blamed him, didn't he say, don't come here?

Yu Qianli and even Chen Min were on vacation.

Yu He changed into a white coat, "It's fine. I'm bored even if I stay at home."

This is the truth.

Things remained unresolved and just bored him without a clue.

I went back at night and took a shower.Yu He faced the mirror, staring carefully at a face in the mirror.

This face is used to seeing it, and the strangeness has long since disappeared.

And now, as Xu An, he has re-established various social relationships with the people around him.

Although the face in the mirror was not as outstanding as Chu Lingdong's, it was still very distinctive.

If you have seen it, it is impossible to forget it.

And in the words of the little nurse, Xu An would not only find him once or twice.

Xu An just looked for him, but didn't make contact with him.

It seems that Xu An knew of his existence early on.

Yu He put himself down on the bed.

Can't figure it out, he doesn't want to think about it again.

Only one thing is certain: these seemingly unrelated people or things are inextricably linked behind the scenes.

Yu He blinked.

Among all the unresolved and chaotic, there is only one thing that he clearly confirms.

Among the social relationships he established as Xu An, Chu Lingdong was the last thing he wanted and could not give up.