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Xia Chen's sleep during pregnancy was very light, and the slightest noise could wake him up.

At night, with the patter of rain outside the window, Xia Chen panted heavily, and half sat up on the bed with one hand.With a dry mouth, a few shadows flashed through my mind in a trance, but I couldn't see clearly.He didn't turn on the light, got out of bed in the dark, and didn't even wear slippers.He walked to the window silently with bare feet, the street lights outside were dimmed by the rain.

Xia Chen folded his arms and felt cold, so he turned off the air conditioner.

The desk lamp that had been turned on after a long time was turned to the darkest setting. He picked up the water glass on the bedside table and realized that it had bottomed out after a few sips.Outside the door was Lu Xingshu's deep voice: "Xia Chen, open the door."

Although he didn't know why Lu Xingshu stayed outside his room most of the night, Xia Chen didn't refuse, and he just happened to go downstairs to drink water.After opening the door, Lu Xingshu was holding a dinner plate with a cup of hot water and a sandwich on it.Xia Chen touched his stomach, he was really hungry.

His gaze inadvertently caught sight of the blanket twisted into a ball on the floor outside the door, and he couldn't help being startled, could it be that Lu Xingshu has been sleeping at the door of his room for the past few nights.

Lu Xingshu also noticed his expression, and said embarrassedly: "The sound insulation effect of this room is very good, I'm afraid you will feel uncomfortable at night, and I won't be able to hear you. By the way, are you thirsty?" He saw Xia Chen's hand Looking at the empty water glass, he said with a smile, "I also prepared sandwiches, if you are hungry, eat some."

As he spoke, he asked, "Why is your forehead covered in sweat?"

In fact, Lu Xingshu was also worried and asked casually, he never thought that Xia Chen could talk to him.Unexpectedly, Xia Chen turned sideways and let Lu Xingshu enter the room, his voice was still hoarse: "I'm having nightmares."

Lu Xingshu didn't react for a moment, put down the dinner plate and wiped Xia Chen's forehead with a tissue, and didn't ask what nightmare he had.He said softly, "I'll just fall asleep outside, don't be afraid."

After hearing this, Xia Chen suddenly felt a little sad.He shook his head and didn't want to drink water anymore.The room started to be stuffy because the air conditioner was turned off, but Xia Chen's hands and feet were cold.His spirit has been in a tense state, only when he saw Lu Xingshu, he relaxed a little.

It was the same 14 years ago. On a cold night, he shivered in a corner.

And Lu Xingshu, whose nose was bruised and swollen from the beating, leaned close to him, covering his cold ankles with straw all over his body, and then hugged him tightly.That time, Xia Chen felt very warm for no reason, and his fear and anxiety were all driven away by Lu Xingshu.He hid pitifully in Lu Xingshu's arms like a puppy, the needle holes on his arms were no longer obvious.

Because the person who ordered him to be kidnapped disappeared, the kidnappers couldn't get the money, and they didn't want to do business at a loss.He directly injected him with the medicine obtained from the underground channel. This medicine is the original solution of PCI-1, but it is just a diluted version.They want to sell Xia Chen, but he is too young, who knows what kind of physical fitness an Omega who has not yet reached the estrus period will die halfway, so that they can't get any money back.

So the kidnappers tried to bring forward his estrus, and once the estrus broke out, they immediately sent him to the nearest underground trading market and started the auction.It's just that they didn't understand PCI-1, and they weren't sure if it would succeed.Instead of taking him down the mountain at the risk, it is better to do the experiment first in the wooden house.

Anyway, as long as it succeeds, only the Omega in heat will suffer.The longer the torment, the stronger the aroma, and the stronger the Omega's desire for others.At that time, even if several people go up together, Omega will not desperately refuse.

These are knowledge that Xia Chen won't learn from books, he doesn't understand why they injected him with this medicine at all.At first, he just felt cold and scared.Is this a chronic poison?Or what... He didn't dare to think, tears fell drop by drop.

He buried his face on Lu Xingshu's chest, and asked with a crying sound, "Will I die?"

"What silly words?" Lu Xingshu patted his head, "I won't die."

Little Xiachen pursed her mouth: "I'm afraid."

Lu Xingshu frowned, he didn't smile at all due to the pain of the wound, but his voice was very soft, like the breeze blowing on the cotton.He was also domineering, and hugged him even tighter: "I'm here, don't be afraid." He also said, "I'm holding you, who dares to touch you, what are you afraid of?"

Xia Chen thought to himself: You have been hurt like this, and you are still so confident...

But Xia Chen likes his hug, as if as long as Lu Xingshu hugs him, his heart will be warm and he will stop shaking.

Xia Chen didn't understand why this memory suddenly flooded up, was it because of Lu Xingshu's words, or because those intermittent memories had begun to slowly wake up.He was tired and didn't want to think about it.

Looking up, it was Lu Xingshu who was holding a water cup and slowly blowing air: "Wait, it's too hot now."

Something in Xia Chen's heart became active, occupying his mind bit by bit.The rain and humidity in summer are completely different from the winter of that year. It is like wishing in the opposite direction, wanting to meet but afraid of meeting, looking forward to love and hesitant to accept it.Xia Chen is dull, with the domineering and gentleness of the young Lu Xingshu in his eyes, and the care and care of the mature Lu Xingshu in front of his eyes.

He finally couldn't help but shed two tears, the beans were as big as raindrops outside the window.

"Can you hug me?" Xia Chen choked with sobs and stretched out his hand to grab the corner of Lu Xingshu's clothes, "I'm afraid."

Once the taut string is loosened in the heart, it will show weakness irresistibly.Xia Chen has been stubborn since he was a child, except for the marshal, he never shows weakness in front of anyone.He can't be weak, and he doesn't want to be Fu Yanzhe, he has never even understood Fu Yanzhe.But the kidnapping case made him cry for the first time in the arms of a strange Alpha, and fell in love with an unrelated person.

For a time, he felt sad and happy because of this person, and from then on, his happiness, anger, sorrow and joy no longer belonged to him.

He longs for Lu Xingshu and longs to be loved by him.

This strong feeling made him seem to begin to understand Fu Yanzhe, his collapse and despair.Loving someone is an invisible gamble.You bet on your happiness, happiness, and a long-term relationship; but you don't want reality to make you sensitive, collapse, and reach the abyss.Xia Chen loves Lu Xingshu, and also hates himself like this.

That night, he fell asleep in Lu Xingshu's arms, a rare night without dreams.

Considering Xia Chen's special physical condition, he could not participate in many experiments and could only check the final data.In a few cases, he can also enter the laboratory to ensure safety.Xia Chen has a high talent for medicine. Although he doesn't have much practical experience, he is not so far behind that he can't help at all.On the one hand, he chose the path of medicine because of his excellent grades, and on the other hand, he also chose it out of love.Compared to working in a supermarket before, Xia Chen is very attentive and hardworking to this new job.

The Betas in the research center are very friendly, unlike the hospitals outside, which extremely reject Omega.The researchers here only look at talents, no matter what gender group you are.

"It's just one step away. I don't know why, but I can't find that way." In the laboratory, Bai Xi inserted his fingers into his hair and tightened his eyes, with deep bags under his eyes. "I need to do experiments on living bodies."

Lin Wei happened to come in: "I've told you a hundred times, it's impossible."

"Then what if I ensure that this experiment won't harm the living body?" Bai Xi refused to give up.

Xia Chen made up the knife: "You can't guarantee it."

"Why did you dismantle my platform as soon as you came here?" Bai Xi didn't want to reprimand Xia Chen in the face, but he still gave in to him a little bit in his heart.What's more, Xia Chen is now pregnant, and Bai Xi muttered and scolded Lu Xingshu, how could a pregnant Omega work so hard to come to the research center.However, since he also missed Xia Chen a lot, he couldn't get angry with Lu Xingshu again.

Bai Xi muttered: "Didn't there be a kid who volunteered to be a test subject before?"

This is about Lin Qi, Bai Xi has been thinking about it.Lin Wei didn't agree after hearing this, and tapped the table with two fingers, almost turning her face.Bai Xi shut up knowingly and avoided this topic.In vivo experiments were impossible, but he was confident in the potion he tested, and while Lin Wei wasn't paying attention, he secretly hid one in his pocket.

Xia Chen found a chair and sat down, his eyes remained on the data report. His slender fingertips slid across the pure white paper and slowly moved along the data. After finding the answer he wanted, he hesitated. He said, "Baixi, do you know Wen Zhe?"

"I know, I only saw it once." Bai Xi tried hard to recall, "He is a kind person who treats the experimental subjects fairly, and he is also the founder of PCI-1."

Lin Wei clicked her tongue: "Then has he ever developed a potion to dissolve this original solution?"

Bai Xi said he didn't know, or maybe Wen Zhe didn't intend to resolve PCI-1 at all.The development of each thing has its own purpose, Bai Xi thought, the purpose of Wenzhe is probably to create more Omega?Speaking of which, Wen Zhe is an Alpha, or an aging Alpha, why did he create so many Omega?Baixi didn't understand.

"Gentleness?" Xia Chen grabbed a point and asked back.

"The experimental subject who is too painful, he will be euthanized... Be gentle, right?" Bai Xi scratched the tip of his nose, not thinking that there was something wrong with his words.

Xia Chen and Lin Wei: "..."

One shouldn't have too many expectations for Wen Zhe, Xia Chen probably gave up on him, especially when seeing Fu Yanzhe still remembered his preferences after losing his mind for him, Xia Chen had mixed feelings.But Wen Zhe summed up Fu Yanzhe's infatuation with the phrase "failed marriage". Perhaps Fu Yanzhe was the one who made the mistake first, but he has been punished enough in these years.

What is Ke Wenzhe doing?Do so many outrageous things.Now, Xia Chen doesn't even want to call him father or Xia Yiming.

The discussion with Bai Xi stopped soon, Lin Wei couldn't stand Bai Xi's stubbornness, and complained to Xia Chen all the way.Xia Chen listened absent-mindedly, and when he reached the psychiatric department, Xia Chen slowed down a few steps.Lin Wei also thought of something, and hesitated to ask to talk to Xia Chen.

Lin Wei's office is very simple, except for work documents, they are still work documents, and there is no femininity at all.She made Xia Chen a cup of hot milk and made herself a cup of coffee.On the desk is the result report of the mental body test sent by the researcher in the morning, signed by Xia Chen.

"I'm so busy this morning..." Lin Wei found an opening line for herself.

Xia Chen nodded, and said the question as if it were a statement: "My mental health is very poor, isn't it?"

Lin Wei pursed her lips and turned a corner: "How's your sleep lately? You know, it's normal for an Omega to be emotionally unstable and mentally weak during pregnancy. I think it's normal to adjust your mentality and eat and drink well. It's the most important thing. To be honest, I don't quite understand why you come to work now, why don't you wait until the child is born?"

"I need to find something to distract me from." Xia Chen said straightforwardly, "Lin Wei, I'm also a doctor, and I understand my condition."

"Is it because of Lu Xingshu that you are under great mental pressure?" Lin Wei could only think of this, and lowered her voice, "He was really too much before. If you don't want to continue to be with him, Yang Yu and I can help you."

However, Xia Chen quickly denied Lin Wei's guess.He was silent for a while, and explained the situation to Lin Wei: "Because of the stimulation a while ago, the lost memory when I was kidnapped came back, and I can feel my mental body gradually weakening. Of course, there are also some painful injuries. ...It clearly appeared in my mind. There are too many things, so I won't explain them to you one by one."

The panic of not knowing who marked him, and the burning sensation when the kidnappers washed his marks.

Xia Chen turned his head to the window, and said quietly: "I just want to know if I will one day be like my father... insane." In the last four words, Xia Chen's tone was hurried, uneasy and fearful. Can no longer hide.But his eyes were still so cold, as if it wasn't him who spoke.

"It's 50% possible." Lin Wei couldn't hide it from Xia Chen, "And we found out that your condition may be genetic."

Xia Chen twitched the corner of his mouth, a little noncommittal: "Inherited?"

"Among the Omega population, there is a type of mental body that is very fragile and classified as Type C Omega. They are usually the same as ordinary people, but they cannot suffer too much stimulation. Some accumulate over time, and some are suddenly stimulated by an event. The possibility of inheritance is 60%, but if their Alphas take good care of them, most of these Omega's mental bodies won't collapse, and they won't go crazy." Lin Wei suggested, "I think I should talk to General Lu."

"Don't tell him yet." Xia Chen objected, and then asked, "You mean, my emotions can be channeled by my own Alpha?"

"Yes, although the back of your neck is not suitable for marking now, General Lu has formed knots in your body, and his Alpha pheromone can guide you out of restless emotions, which is better than any psychiatrist." Lin Wei started He thought that Xia Chen was mentally weakened because he was hurt too deeply by Lu Xingshu. Now that he knew that was not the case, he planned to persuade Xia Chen to accept Lu Xingshu. After all, Alpha's pheromone has a soothing effect on Omega.

Xia Chen is obviously also thinking about it.

"Then if I accept Lu Xingshu's guidance, I can be sure that I won't go crazy, right?" Xia Chen confirmed again.

Lin Wei paused for a moment: "Sorry, Xia Chen, it's not necessarily true." The trauma that occurred when Xia Chen was kidnapped directly caused his mental and physical weakness, which shows that those fears had a deep impact on Xia Chen.Lin Wei didn't dare to say that relying on Lu Xingshu's Alpha pheromone alone would be 100% effective.

Xia Chen didn't have much expression on his face, he nodded, and sighed softly: "I see, please keep this matter a secret for me first."

"But starting tomorrow, I will arrange a psychologist and a spiritual counselor for you." Lin Wei emphasized.