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Along the way, Xia Chen was silent.

While driving, Lu Xingshu gave Xia Chen an overview of Fu Yi's affairs, and Xia Chen showed a relieved expression after a long absence, and thanked Lu Xingshu.

Today's weather is gloomy, and the sky is already very dark near seven o'clock.The arrival of autumn is always silent.The surrounding leaves are falling, and everything turns from green to bleak.The season is full of gray and cold tones, which makes people feel unsuitable, but inexplicably calm.

"Tomorrow, I should be able to bring grandpa back. I have already had someone clean up the Fu family's villa, and the servants have also been sent there one after another. Grandpa can live anywhere he wants."

Xia Chen took a deep breath: "Then go back to Fu's villa."

"Well, I'll listen to you."

Afterwards, Xia Chen said something to make Lu Xingshu pull over immediately: "Since grandpa is fine and the Fu family's villa has been returned to us, then my father and I will move back tomorrow."

Lu Xingshu was puzzled, he twitched the corner of his mouth stiffly: "You want to move back too?"

Xia Chen sat upright, looking forward, not daring to look at Lu Xingshu: "I've figured it out, we're still getting a divorce."

Obviously he was fine last night, but now he suddenly said that he wanted to divorce, Lu Xingshu didn't know what he did wrong, he rubbed his face, "What's the reason?" He didn't know what expression to make, so he could only listen dully Listen to Xia Chen's next words.

"I'm not worthy of you, and I don't know how to face you and your parents." Xia Chen turned his head and said with difficulty.

"Is it because of the mark? I don't care at all, you were so young, you were just a victim. Why did you take all the pain on yourself? My mother has accepted us, and my father is stubborn, but I will persuade He, you really don’t have to worry about this.” Lu Xingshu couldn’t help but hold Xia Chen’s hand, and found that his hand was cold, so he squeezed it harder, “It’s those who hurt you who should suffer, not those who hurt you. It's you. In my opinion, you are the most worthy of love!"

Xia Chen shook his head, didn't take out his hand, and even put his other hand on the back of Lu Xingshu's.He could feel Lu Xingshu's trembling emotion, and he could also understand the burning emotion in his palm: "Lu Xingshu, calm down."

But he himself could not calm down, he could only suppress his emotions: "Kidnapping and marking are like a huge nightmare in my life. I am afraid all the time, but it doesn't mean that I am unclean after being marked. I am Victims, the dirty ones are those who hurt me, I know this better than anyone else. But I am afraid, Lu Xingshu..."

His voice became softer, and his eyelashes trembled slightly, like a fan: "I always dream about the three years when I guarded this villa by myself, and I always dream about when I was young. The persecution. My dreams are endless darkness, my grandfather is getting old, my father is crazy, and my father betrayed us. I can't sleep well every night..."

"Xia Chen..." Before he could say anything, Lu Xingshu was interrupted.

"This is not empty talk. My mental body test data clearly shows that my mental body may become abnormal one day. Unless there is an amnesiac operation in this world, the shadow in my heart will hardly dissipate. This means What do you know?"

Xia Chen's scruples are not unreasonable, he has been plagued by nightmares every night, and his spirit was once tense.Sometimes, he would have hallucinations, as if he was still in the scene 14 years ago, breathing heavily, like a butterfly whose wings were crushed and could no longer fly.

He unfolded the crumpled paper in his pocket and handed it to Lu Xingshu, but Lu Xingshu didn't accept it, and he didn't want to read it either.Xia Chen was helpless, and lowered his hand: "Omega's mental body is very fragile, although I never thought I was like that, but..." Xia Chen smiled bitterly, "You saw my father, he is completely crazy, It will never get better for the rest of my life. As for me, ever since I remembered those things, I have also started to have this kind of situation a little bit, and sometimes I can’t distinguish between reality and dreams at night.”

Suddenly it began to rain outside the car window, pattering on the car window.

Gradually, it became a heavy rain again, splashing, the world was silent only the sound of rain.

"It's not fair to you." Xia Chen closed his eyes and said in despair, "If I really have a mental breakdown one day... my child, I will send it back to Lu's house."

"I don't want it." Lu Xingshu flatly refused.

"If you don't want it, you have to. No one in the Fu family has the ability to raise them." Xia Chen returned quickly, and he came to negotiate after making up his mind, "Maybe this will cause trouble for your remarriage, but you are Love them, don’t you? Of course, if I’m in a good mental state, I’ll stick to my job and never let the children disturb you.” He assured again, his eyes wide open, eager for Lu Xingshu’s answer.

He thought that Lu Xingshu should agree.After all, the child is his blood, and I... who would want to form a partner with an Omega who is mentally unstable, it is unknown whether he will be a big trouble in the future.Taking the initiative to propose a divorce may be good for Lu Xingshu and himself.

"Xia Chen, it's really hard to talk to you."

"Feel sorry……"

"You never listen to me well, anyway, I'm your boss."

"..."

"Also your Alpha."

Inside the car, the strong alpha pheromone filled Xia Chen's every cell.He involuntarily clenched his clothes tightly, showing a look of panic.Lu Xingshu was angry, Xia Chen felt this kind of pheromone for the first time.He had never seen Lu Xingshu like this before, his face was as cold as ice, and his facial features revealed a sense of majesty.

It was completely different from the gentle way he was treated in normal times, and it was a hundred times more strange.

Xia Chen only felt that his hands were trembling a little. He closed his eyes, and after a while, Lu Xingshu pinched his chin and bit his upper lip fiercely.Lu Xingshu's pheromones broke through Xia Chen's defense, unscrupulously in his mouth, already scurrying in his breath.Omega during pregnancy is inherently weak and cannot stand this strong pheromone at all.

Xia Chen's legs were weak, his whole body was trembling uncontrollably, and he pleaded bitterly between the kisses: "Don't..."

Lu Xingshu immediately stopped kissing him, stroked his cheek with his hand, seeing his pale appearance, couldn't help feeling distressed.

"Xia Chen, you heard clearly."

"..." Xia Chen bit his lip and shook his head.

Lu Xingshu held his cheeks, forcibly fixed them, and said clearly: "Whether you are crazy or not, I love you. I will not accept other Omega except you. If you want to throw Leave me, leave me, well, I will not accept children, whoever loves them will take them away."

"Lu Xingshu!" Xia Chen couldn't believe it, his eyes turned red.

"But I will take you back when you are insane, and guard you for the rest of your life."

"You're crazy..."

Lu Xingshu did not refute: "Yes."

Xia Chen wanted to push his hand away, but failed. Lu Xingshu kissed his cheek, exhaled deeply, and said a sentence: "You can be crazy, so why can't I?"

Their conversation didn't last long, Lu Xingshu's pheromone exerted great pressure on Xia Chen, making him breathless and almost fainted.Lu Xingshu drove back to the research center closest to them, and Lin Wei hadn't left work yet.Seeing this situation, Lin Wei was terrified, and quickly checked Xia Chen.

Ordinary betas like Lin Wei could feel the pheromones on Lu Xingshu, let alone in that closed car just now.Lin Wei burst into anger and reprimanded Lu Xingshu a few words.Knowing that Omega is sensitive during pregnancy, but still emitting such terrifying pheromones to intimidate the other party, is Lu Xingshu brainless?

If this pheromone is at rest, Xia Chen might still find Lu Xingshu attractive, but at this moment, he is in a sensitive period and his mental state is not good.Fortunately, because Xia Chen didn't have enough rest at night, and his nerves were tense today, he just fainted briefly after being stimulated, and it wasn't dangerous.

Lin Wei wiped the cold sweat from her forehead, and found that she almost couldn't stand still.

"Xia Chen is your Omega, and the pheromones from your emotions will affect him, especially during pregnancy. General Lu, I hope you can pay attention." Lin Wei said coldly, and covered Xia Chen with a thin Blanket, "Let him sleep in the inner room for a while, let's go outside and have a chat."

Lin Wei just wanted to talk to Lu Xingshu about Xia Chen's mental state, and it seemed that Lu Xingshu already knew about it.

"Xia Chen confessed to you?" Lin Wei could probably guess the reason for Lu Xingshu's anger, "What are you going to do?"

"He is my Omega, even if he is crazy, I will not divorce him." Lu Xingshu did not hesitate, his handsome brows were a little tired, but this did not hinder his conversation with Lin Wei.

Lin Wei is a very professional doctor and a very agile researcher.He briefly described all the information about Xia Chen to Lu Xingshu in just a few minutes, and told Lu Xingshu that his pheromone could guide Xia Chen.Although it is not 100% safe, Lin Wei hopes that Lu Xingshu can try his best.

The intimidation that happened today must never happen again next time.

Lu Xingshu nodded, apologized, "I understand."

"There is a saying that the person who untied the bell had to tie it. Xia Chen's memory is not complete. Perhaps, if we can know everything he experienced back then, we can guide him better. Everyone thinks that this memory is not good. , but maybe while Xia Chen is afraid of him, he can also find a way to overcome him."

Lu Xingshu hesitated for a moment, but did not answer.

"General Lu?"

"Sorry." Lu Xingshu covered his face and replied, "Forget all the memories, it's not the root of the matter."

Lin Wei raised her eyebrows, expressing her incomprehension.

"The root of the matter is that Xia Chen doesn't trust me anymore." He sat on the stool with his arms pressed on his legs, slightly bent over, and his fingers pressed against each other to form a huge triangle.These hands are full of cocoons from holding the gun and the scars that have become indifferent. These are his great military exploits, but now he can't hold Xia Chen's hand.

Lu Xingshu was a little frustrated, his air suddenly disappeared, but his tone was firm: "I hope he trusts me and relies on me, no matter what the outcome is. I love him and will never leave him."

Lin Wei shrugged in satisfaction, and said little about other people's love: "I'm off work first, you can take him back when he wakes up, don't worry too much about the time."

"Thank you."

Lu Xingshu may not know that Xia Chen actually woke up soon, and Lin Wei knew he was awake.Perhaps Lin Wei also wanted him to know that when it was time to rely on her Alpha, she should not rely on it politely.In the future, who cares so much.

Tears fell from the corner of Xia Chen's eyes, soaking a small piece of the pillow.He turned sideways, covering his mouth and weeping silently.He was terrified, afraid that Lu Xingshu would leave him if he knew about it, so he pretended to be strong and negotiated with Lu Xingshu, taking the first step to wrap his heart, and treating every tenderness as the last.

But he has never understood Lu Xingshu thoroughly. This person's love needs to be accepted by him for the rest of his life.

In recent days, Xia Chen has worked hard to eat and got up early to walk and exercise.He no longer refused Lu Xingshu to enter the master bedroom at night, but if Lu Xingshu did not come in for a long time, he would quietly sit on the sofa in the study and wait for Lu Xingshu to finish reviewing the documents.For this reason, Lu Xingshu could only work overtime during the day, trying to bring as little work home as possible.

Because the little Omega at home likes to stick to himself.

Fu Yi has a stubborn temper, and he must like living in his own villa. Mama Zhang took Fu Yanzhe back together.Except for occasionally visiting Fu Yi, Xia Chen never mentioned the matter of moving away.Every time he accompanied Xia Chen to Fu Yi's place, Lu Xingshu was left in the living room to drink tea alone, and Fu Yi didn't talk to him or make things difficult for him.

It's just that everything seems to be in place, and Fu Yi's mood is still a bit complicated.Looking at his grandson Xia Chen, he already has the flesh and blood of the Lu family in his belly, and Fu Yi's heart has gradually softened, and he no longer takes it seriously.However, his relationship with the Lu family may have to be slowed down.

Xia Chen's sleep is still very light, and he often wakes up suddenly in the middle of the night.Sometimes leg cramps, sometimes woken up by nightmares.Lu Xingshu beside him would immediately get up, rub his legs, or coax him to sleep.Lu Xingshu is a soldier Alpha after all, his coaxing tone is very stiff, but Xia Chen can feel that he is working hard.

Over time, before going to sleep at night, Xia Chen would automatically get into Lu Xingshu's arms and whisper, "Can you hug me to sleep?"

Lu Xingshu would hug him tightly and kiss the top of his head, very tenderly.

Regarding the negotiation on that day, none of them mentioned it again, as if it had never happened.

But on the first night when Lu Xingshu took the initiative to hug Xia Chen to sleep, Xia Chen lay on his arm.Listening to the steady breathing of Lu Xingshu in his sleep, the footsteps of reality approach and stop in vain, and the world is peaceful here.That is what he has always wanted, the life with Lu Xingshu.He sat up in a daze, and then Lu Xingshu's caring voice: "What's wrong?"

Xia Chen listened, and suddenly figured it out.The accumulated warmth and trust broke through the lid of the box and overflowed his heart, allowing him to accept everything.

Right at this moment.

The child is getting more and more fussy in the stomach, Lu Xingshu and Xia Chen will occasionally go to the mall to buy some small clothes and toys for the child in advance.It has been determined that there are two boys, an Alpha and an Omega.Xia Chen frowned, pointed to the left, and said speechlessly: "This must be Alpha, it's very noisy, and it's not good at all."

"If he makes you angry in the future, I'll spank his ass." Lu Xingshu held several shopping bags in one hand, and wrapped the other around Xia Chen's waist, "Omega must be like you, smart and good-looking. "

Xia Chen pursed his lips and smiled, his eyes were full of light: "But I hope they can all be a little like you."