handshake on sunset boulevard

Zhu Zhengting and Bi Wenjun have been together for nearly a week. Except that Zhu Zhengting is asleep and Bi Wenjun needs to deal with housework and make up for missed homework, they all sleep in Zhu Zhengting's bedroom tiptoe to toe and fingers clasped together.

There were two days when the air conditioner was broken. When Bi Wenjun lifted the quilt and got into the bed, she saw Zhu Zhengting curled up in the quilt naked and wearing only a pair of underwear. The spine was protruding and sinuous like a mermaid. Bi Wenjun would cover him with a quilt lovingly, and would go to the guest room to rest in fear of his heat. Every time Zhu Zhengting's thin and arrogant curves came to mind, Bi Wenjun would react and solve the problem alone in the guest room.The days passed slowly and hastily. In fact, Zhu Zhengting almost forgot that there was still someone who loved him in a "different and measured" way.

Life has changed in a different way. Zhu Zhengting, who used to get up to buy breakfast for his younger brothers, is spoiled by Bi Wenjun every morning like a child who can't take care of himself. It turns out that Zhu Zhengting likes to stay in bed, and the living alarm clock Bi Wenjun changes every three days Ways to wake him up, kiss him good morning, buy new toys to tease him, take off his clothes, scratch his feet... He has become a kindergarten teacher Bi Wenjun.Zhu Zhengting's cooking skills are getting better and better, and he also bought a fish tank under the spotlight to raise a group of chubby parrot fish. Everything in the house has become a double portion, and the rocking chair has been replaced with a big one. Zhu Zhengting is too attached to Bi Wenjun's arms , often nestled in Bi Wenjun's arms and fell asleep, and Bi Wenjun carried him to the bedroom again, Bi Wenjun was very pleased, this sunny, kind and gentle beautiful child seemed to be back, he no longer often watched horror movies, Watching La Traviata, watching some documentaries at the end of the world, listening to some dark and confusing Trap, holding a doll and talking alone, sometimes Bi Wenjun can't help laughing when she sees Zhu Zhengting with her feet up and down, and he says, "I'm a baby boy." Cheng's lovers have finally changed from roses to sunflowers.", "From next month, I will pay the rent." Bi Wenjun agreed.

Zhu Zhengting was cooking at home as usual, waiting for Bi Wenjun to come back from get out of class when he received a call.

Zhu Zhengting showed up in the business district more than 30 minutes away by taxi as scheduled. When he walked into the coffee shop, he saw a middle-aged woman waving to him.

"Here." The woman was gentle and graceful, just like Bi Wenjun.

"Auntie, hello, I'm Zhu Zhengting." He stood by the table.

"I know you." The woman looked at her, and after a while she said, "Sit down and talk." Pushing another cup of coffee to him.

Don't give Zhu Zhengting a chance to speak, "The thing is like this, don't care who told me about Bi Wenjun and you, I already understand." She nodded, "You are indeed beautiful."

"You..." Zhu Zhengting had nothing to say.

"I'm not a conservative mother. As long as Bi Wenjun's love affair doesn't affect her communication, I shouldn't care about it." The woman took a sip of tea. you know?"

"I know..." Zhu Zhengting paused, "What can I do for him?"

The woman smiled, "Bi Wenjun's father's affair, that woman, will take away a lot of what Wenjun deserves, and directly affect the burden of her future life."

Zhu Zhengting knew it well, and could only smile wryly.

"If Wenjun's father finds out about your affairs, do you think this woman's hands and feet in dividing the property can be obtained without even doing anything? Do you want to decide Bi Wenjun's life?"

Zhu Zhengting was under the table, clutching his trembling right hand with his left hand, "I understand, I have no right to deprive him of his happiness and become his burden..."

"Are you calm?" The woman admired the boy, just a little.

"Auntie, I knew this day would come sooner or later. You didn't come to see me, and I can't believe that we can grow old together... I just didn't expect it to come so soon." He picked up the cup of coffee and said drank it down.

"Thank you, son."

"You're welcome...Auntie, this is what Bi Wenjun deserves."

The woman picked up the bag and left, leaving Zhu Zhengting with a back view. Zhu Zhengting didn't look at her, and didn't want to cry. He suspected that he was immune to people coming and going. He just couldn't stand up, his hands were still shaking, and his legs lost strength.

"Zhengting, where did you go if you weren't at home?" Zhu Zhengting leaned back in his chair and glanced at Bi Wenjun's WeChat message.

'I finished the food, it was delicious, why didn't you eat it?Where did you go? Zhu Zhengting sneered ugly looking at WeChat.

'Is your phone dead?If you see it, please reply to WeChat, I will wait for you at home. '

'It's 8 o'clock, Zhu Zhengting? Zhu Zhengting reached out his hand and turned off the phone.

Back in the dormitory, I lay on Justin's bed, leaning on Justin's shoulders, no matter what my brother asked, he was as silent as a piece of wood, and this time he didn't even have the mood to cry.

"Speaking of a word, brother, it's not easy to solve any problems like this?" Justin shook his arm.

"It's not a big deal." Zhu Zhengting said without a tone.

"Because of Brother Xu Kun?"

Zhu Zhengting didn't speak.

"Because of someone else?" Justin sat cross-legged in front of him.

"It doesn't matter anymore." Zhu Zhengting said coldly.

"What's the matter?" Justin was a little anxious.

"I'm bent." Zhu Zhengting raised his eyelids and stared at Justin. Justin didn't know what expression to show, so he could only stare blankly at him.

Zhu Zhengting sneered, "It doesn't matter. Someone came to provoke me, and I caused right and wrong. Everyone has their own difficulties, and you can't force others. They are not wrong to treat you badly or love you." Zhu Zhengting said to himself Say to yourself, "My fault, it's all my fault."

"Who are you angry with, brother?" Justin has never seen Zhu Zhengting like this.

"Bi Wenjun." Zhu Zhengting said casually, "Did you see that? Incompetent people can only solve their problems by hating themselves."

"Brother, you can't say that about yourself."

Zhu Zhengting got out of bed, "What can I do? Find someone else? Ruin someone else's life?" Zhu Zhengting didn't give Justin a chance to speak, "With Cai Xukun? Ignore who he is and just fill the void?"

Justin came to grab his hand, he took a step back and picked up Justin's drawing pencil on the table, "Don't touch me, aren't you afraid of me? I'll ruin each of your lives hahahaha.. ...." He pointed the nib at the air.

"Brother, although I still don't know what the situation is, there will still be good people... You are so good..."

"But I only love him!" Zhu Zhengting couldn't help but smile wryly, "Who am I looking for? What do I want them for? Is it? Will they come to me? Am I a cesspit?" Zhu Zhengting raised his hand The pencil was broken, and the sawdust stuck in the palm of the hand, bleeding mottled.

He let go, took two deep breaths, hooked the corners of his mouth, "Pull it down." Suddenly he walked out of the dormitory as if nothing had happened.

Evening was deep, and Bi Wenjun still couldn't find Zhu Zhengting, so he could only go back to school to find Zhu Zhengting's so-called "friend" through his classmates.

"He's not with me. It can be said that it is impossible for him to come to me." Cai Xukun said after a pause, "This matter... about the three of us, we will talk about it later, let's find someone first." The school gate said to Bi Wenjun in the driver's seat of the car.

Bi Wenjun drove Zhu Zhengting to the downstairs of Zhu Zhengting's dormitory, just in time to see Zhu Zhengting coming out of the dormitory, the two of them ran out of the car at the same time, one didn't close the car door, and the other didn't pull out the car key.

While running, the two looked at Zhu Zhengting's indifferent face looking at them, and when they ran in front of Zhu Zhengting, they were silent.

"Are you in a hurry?" Zhu Zhengting looked at Cai Xukun and glanced at Bi Wenjun. He couldn't bear to look at the person he loved like this. Already." He stared at Cai Xukun and said, "Did you hear that? I'm not with anyone, so don't trouble Bi Wenjun."

Bi Wenjun took his hand in a daze, and he hid for a while and walked to the side of the car, "Come home with me, pack your luggage, and return the house key to me after packing." After finishing the packing, he got into the car and closed the car. After entering the door, he pushed down the driver's window and said to Bi Wenjun who was standing there, "Get in the car, it's nothing to do with me if you won't be able to go back to the dormitory after a while." Then he closed the window again.

Abandoning Cai Xukun, Bi Wenjun started the car.

"What's wrong with you..." Zhu Zhengting's appearance is really scary, with his pretty face, he looks like an angel from hell.

"It's okay, I'm tired of you. I still like girls. I like mature Yujie and cute little girls. Why should I let you ride me?" Zhu Zhengting threw his head back on the seat, closed his eyes and restrained himself. Tears, his hand trembled when he was excited, and he quickly hid his right hand in the sleeve of the sweater.

Regardless of the fact that she was driving, Bi Wenjun turned her head to look at him, "What's wrong with you? I'll tell you to solve everything together?", her tone became higher, "I told you that you can't suffer by yourself! Count! Times! Already!" Bi Wenjun slammed the steering wheel with her left hand, making a shrill whistle.

"Shut up, you!" Zhu Zhengting weakly stopped him, "I'm too lazy to listen to you."

"Please don't care about me like this anymore... Please..." Zhu Zhengting prayed in his heart.

Bi Wenjun was swallowed up by a sense of powerlessness, like a trapped animal, with a thousand words to ask, he found all this unbelievable, he believed that this person had something to hide, but he couldn't do anything, didn't dare to force him, he could only hold the steering wheel He bangs the accelerator and breathes heavily.

"Wait, I'll take it down for you." After Zhu Zhengting said that, he went upstairs, Bi Wenjun didn't dare to follow, he was afraid of hearing some inexplicable words stuck in his heart again.

Zhu Zhengting hurriedly took down the suitcase and went upstairs again. He even threw Bi Wenjun's things down from the third floor, but Bi Wenjun didn't bother to pick them up.

Zhu Zhengting had finished throwing enough, and said to the window, "You go." Bi Wenjun looked for his eyes in the dark night, and said to him seriously, "Even if I leave, don't suffer yourself, I will I will become better to protect you, and if you need it, just..." Before he finished speaking, Zhu Zhengting couldn't listen anymore, and closed the window with all his strength.

This sound struck his heart like a thorn, a venomous thorn that he held in his own hands and pierced towards him, piercing his heart...

He was like this, just like last time, his whole body was cold, so cold that he could only squat by the window wrapped in a quilt, for an hour, two hours... When Bi Wenjun's figure disappeared in the community, he threw He got off the quilt, picked up the lighter, the plastic bag, and the iron bin for garbage, and went downstairs expressionlessly.

He stretched out his frighteningly white hands that were purple with cold, and put Bi Wenjun's things into bags one by one, and walked up to the rooftop with the iron bucket.

He lit one thing, threw it into the iron bucket, and threw in the second, third...

He didn't want to think of anything good about this tall, elegant, gentle and sexy boy, so he paradoxically put on Bi Wenjun's coat which he took out from a plastic bag...

While wrapping the clothes, he greedily smelled the smell on the clothes, and threw Bi Wenjun's things into the burning iron bucket...

When the last trace of flame was burnt out, he kicked the iron bucket fiercely, and the iron bucket flew from one side to the other, and then rolled for a long distance...

The sound of the iron bucket hitting the concrete floor was so harsh, he covered his ears with his long, white hands, and turned back home expressionlessly in that coat...

After opening the door and sitting on the rocking chair, he still covered his ears with his hands for a long time...