handshake on sunset boulevard

When people are idle, their thoughts will wander. There is a saying that children love to say, "I read too little and think too much." That's what happened.

Zhu Zhengting has to keep himself busy. He has signed with the Shanghai Song and Dance Troupe, but he will not be able to join the troupe until next year. Delivering the baby with his mother himself, he remembered that he still called him "Lili, stand up" in the movie.

Zhu Zhengting didn't go home to live, but lived in his father's horse farm in the suburbs, feeding Jelly, walking with Jelly, playing with Jelly... He thought that next time he came back to Shanghai, he would raise a dog named Lili.

It was very windy and there were dark clouds that day. A thunderous sound came down. Jelly was startled. After knocking down Zhu Zhengting, he stepped on Zhu Zhengting's knee firmly. His hair was wet with sweat and rain, and he whimpered in pain. The sound was gone, and the frightened Jelly ran away, leaving him sitting alone in the grass, swallowing the rain, with a lot of mud splashed on his body, and his fat thin shirt was sticking transparently to his body.

The mother loves her son in every possible way. Seeing Zhu Zhengting sitting in the muddy water on a rainy day so painful that he burst into tears, she was terrified. She cried and asked Driver Li to send Zhu Zhengting to the hospital as quickly as possible. Zhu Zhengting couldn't bear to let his mother watch him cry. Only let the driver take himself to the hospital first.

Zhu Zhengting, who was sitting horizontally on the back seat, looked at the rain outside the window, the fur on the car seat was wet, and his body was covered in mud and water with the wind and sand smell of nature's ups and downs.

"Does it still hurt Tingting?" Uncle Li looked at him in the mirror.

"It's...it's okay..." It's okay not to mention it, but it really hurts to mention it.

"Don't worry...you'll be fine once you raise it. I'll ask the doctor later. It won't affect your dancing, and your fate won't be so bad."

"It's better..." Zhu Zhengting thought, 'I've seen the worst ones, whatever. '

Before driver Li went to park the car, his father contacted Dr. Pei to pick up Zhu Zhengting.

"Leave him to me, Uncle Li. I'll ask the nurse to take him upstairs." The 27-year-old Pei Han didn't have work today. Hearing that Zhu Zhengting's father was in need, he rushed to the hospital. Carrying a motorcycle helmet.

"Hi, I'm Zhu Zhengting, do you know my father?" Zhu Zhengting said while gritting his teeth and pressing down the car window.

When Pei Han saw this weak and beautiful boy, even though he was in a mess and smelled like mud, he was still like an angel living by a swamp lake in a forest, he was a little dazed for a while, "Well, Uncle Zhu knows me well Thank you, I will do my best, don't worry."

Zhu Zhengting was lying on the mobile hospital bed pushed by the nurse, and his heart was very peaceful. If it wasn't for his life goals, he would have wanted to live in the horse farm on the mountain and never come out again. A noisy sound, don't want to think about anything else.

When Pei Han came back, he had already changed out of his leather jacket, and he was wearing a white coat and gold-rimmed glasses. He looked very well-dressed.

"I'll tell your mother about the film when she comes. Let's go to the operating room first, and I'll do the surgery." Dr. Pei said to Zhu Zhengting, who was sick on the hospital bed, and Zhu Zhengting's lips were almost bloodless.

'It's the first time for me to see a patient who is afraid of his pain and can't bear to touch him. '

The operation for the comminuted fracture went smoothly. Zhu Zhengting had a target on his knee and fixed the screw.

Pei Han and Zhu Zhengting's parents explained the situation and told them that if they take good care of it, apart from arthritis, he will try his best to prevent other sequelae from happening.

Before Zhu Zhengting's anesthesia passed, Pei Han was watching "The Godfather" in his office, and he couldn't help but fold the corner of the book with a smile when he saw the free and easy points. He didn't think about why he had to wait for him to wake up and talk to him.

It's almost time.

"You're awake." Pei Han stood tall and straight beside Zhu Zhengting's hospital bed, with gold-rimmed glasses hanging around his neck.

"Well...thank you, Dr. Pei, can I... still dance?" He still couldn't help asking.

"Take a good rest, it's fine." Pei Han looked into Zhu Zhengting's thoughtful eyes, "Trust me." He said.

"Okay." Zhu Zhengting pulled out a smile, still sickly, like a lily that has been cut off, "It seems that I have already settled down for the next six months."

"I'm here to play with you when I'm bored." Pei Han said.

Whether it's slow or not in four months, Zhu Zhengting will be able to go home soon, but he still prefers to live in the hospital, he is happy to be quiet.

Pei Han is used to accompany Zhu Zhengting to build Lego in the ward, take a nap on Zhu Zhengting's hospital bed sofa, accompany Zhu Zhengting to watch the animal world, and help Zhu Zhengting pick up the newly bought clothes. Apart from Zhu Zhengting's father, he is the third person to recover the crumbling lily. Lively ecstatic man.

"It's almost ready, let's take you on a motorcycle ride." Pei Han put his hands in the pockets of his white coat, tilted his head and said to Zhu Zhengting, who was wearing a big sweater and building Lego.

"Okay, you have to ride faster!" Zhu Zhengting smiled at him.

"You are really brave." Pei Han took a brand new black helmet from the hanger and put it on Zhu Zhengting's head.

"Of course, I'm... not afraid of anything..." Zhu Zhengting hesitated thoughtfully after speaking.

"Is there still something to be afraid of?" Pei Han heard his thoughtfulness.

"There is one thing, but it has already happened." Zhu Zhengting was still building Lego with his head down, "That is the departure of his lover. 'This scar has not been uncovered for a long time.

"Let's not talk about this, what happened is irreversible, just be good in the future." Pei Han was a little apologetic.

"Hmm... wait a minute, I'm going to the bathroom." Zhu Zhengting didn't want to continue talking.

"I'll go back and change my clothes. Wait for me downstairs after you use the bathroom."

On the newspaper in the hospital lobby, Bi Wenjun's big photo was printed on it, and Zhu Zhengting picked up the newspaper to check if he was dazzled, "So he is going to be a singer." Zhu Zhengting came back to his senses and checked the calendar on his phone. In just five months, he was really proud of him...

Then he deleted Bi Wenjun's WeChat with cold fingers, and felt his insignificance. At this moment, he would rather change his gender, at least he could get close to Bi Wenjun, but he couldn't.

'As long as you are happy. 'What a great sentence, no matter how unwilling I am, I can humble myself into the dust and cut off my longing with my own hands.

He actually felt the pleasure of letting go of his burden...

Zhu Zhengting ran to the ward and changed into the new purple-gray pajamas his mother bought for him. He thought this dress was too masculine.The pajamas are monstrously lace-trimmed, and the wide collar falls below the collarbone. He smooths out his hair, and the bangs themselves are cut into shreds. The childishness is full of ascetic beauty. He leaves the mirror in disgust and takes off his sneakers I put on slippers and brought a bottle of mineral water before going out.

Seeing Pei Han standing tall in a beige trench coat at the door from a distance, he secretly unbuttoned two pajamas and ran over.

"I'm sorry I'm late, it's so cold, I seem to wear less." Zhu Zhengting looked at Pei Han's staring eyes and said casually.

"Cough...do you want to go up and get some clothes?" Pei Han looked down at Zhu Zhengting.

"No, I'm so lazy..." Zhu Zhengting hugged Pei Han's arm, looked up into Pei Han's eyes, and waited for Pei Han's next sentence.

"Then you can wear mine." Pei Han tried not to look at him.

Zhu Zhengting was like this, wearing Pei Han's knee-length windbreaker petitely, with the corners of the windbreaker reaching his ankles, making him look more feminine.

Pei Han drove his family's sports truck with a matte black motorcycle on the back, and drove Zhu Zhengting to the foot of the Panshan Road.

"Pei Han, my knee was trampled by the pony at home."

"Yeah, your mother told me, did you leave a shadow? Be careful in the future." Pei Han glanced at him from the corner of his eye.

"I'm going to buy a whole set of My Little Pony to play in the future~" Zhu Zhengting answered irrelevantly, stretching out his hand playfully to catch the wind outside the window.

"I'll buy it for you when I go back."

"Okay, okay." It was such a cute tone, and Zhu Zhengting once again disgusted himself.

After more than an hour's journey, Zhu Zhengting pretended to sleep without wanting to talk.

The two were riding motorcycles. Zhu Zhengting sat behind Pei Han, wrapped his arms around Pei Han's waist, and put his hands on Pei Han's chest on purpose. Regardless of the momentary stiffness of Pei Han's muscles, his head with soft hair was also pressed against him.

"Hurry up, Pei Han, this speed is not fast enough." He leaned his head on Pei Han's back, and all the images of Bi Wenjun flashed in his mind, and he even fantasized about Bi Wenjun's concert , standing handsomely and affectionately on the stage singing love songs, dancing by himself...he smiled happily.

"Aren't you afraid?" Pei Han asked caringly.

"It's a little bit, but I want to be faster~" Zhu Zhengting grabbed the fabric on Pei Han's chest with his hands.

As expected, Pei Han accelerated his speed, holding the direction with one hand, while the other was put behind to protect Zhu Zhengting. This caring look was very similar to someone. At that time, Bi Wenjun was driving the car with one hand and held the other hand. Zhu Zhengting's left hand to prevent him from bumping his head.

"You like motorcycles too?"

"I have never ridden a motorcycle before, but now I really like the feeling of speed and life race." 'It's like I love him, so crazy that I can't think about my future. '

"Every operation is like this sport. I love motorcycles very much." Pei Han's voice was steady and dignified.

Zhu Zhengting thought about Bi Wenjun and didn't answer.

Zhu Zhengting secretly poured water on the lapel of his chest, and then pressed his chest against Pei Han's back. Pei Han thought he was sweating from nervousness, so he stopped the motorcycle to take a rest. Pei Han sat on the side of the road On the stone bench, long legs stretched innocently forward.

Sure enough, the soaked pajamas revealed two pink spots on his chest, which complemented the soft gray-purple fabric so softly and gracefully. Zhu Zhengting mustered up the courage to walk over and sit on Pei Han's lap.

"It's cold on the rock?" Pei Han tried his best to hide his flustered heartbeat with deep eyes, took a sip from the water bottle in Zhu Zhengting's hand, and tugged at the corner of his smooth clothes to prevent him from sitting still.

Zhu Zhengting turned his chest towards Pei Han, put his arms around Pei Han's neck, stroked his smooth brown hair back, and whispered in Pei Han's ear

ask:

"Do you like me?"