handshake on sunset boulevard

The movie that I didn't watch with Qiao Qiao that day, after all, I have to make up for it.

On the way to pick her up at Qiao Qiao's house, Bi Wenjun thought a lot about whether it was suitable for them to be together, what kind of happiness he could bring the girl now, would the girl feel love from this relationship, and how she felt in her whole body. Are you committed?The answer is no, which makes Bi Wenjun, who has a strong sense of responsibility, doubt the meaning of this relationship.

Of course, dating should start well and end well, Bi Wenjun will not raise this question today.

The love movie is very pessimistic, and the audience can't help but be moved. Qiao Qiao poked Bi Wenjun's right arm with her finger, and when Bi Wenjun turned her head, she held Bi Wenjun's face with both hands and kissed it. go up...

Even though the movie is very sad, the love in the movie is really epic, but Bi Wenjun really can't get into this kiss, and his instinct tells him that he doesn't want to touch this girl because he doesn't love him, or even like her... In this The girl chased him earnestly, and the moment he was moved and agreed to the girl, he regretted it, but he didn't want to make people sad, he had been a good boyfriend for more than a month, he was polite and comprehensive, and he didn't take advantage of the girl, but At this moment, he deeply felt the repulsion from his body.

During the gap between the kisses, Bi Wenjun let out a deep and long sigh. He never stretched out his hand to touch Jojo. When the girl put her hand on his chest and stuck her tongue on his teeth In an instant, Bi Wenjun controlled her strength and gently pushed her away, "There are too many people, it's inappropriate." He pulled the corner of the girl's mouth and forced a smile...

The movie is over, and the song is over, Bi Wenjun thought, can the be plot of this movie pave the way for him to propose a breakup in the next day, and pave the way for Qiao Qiao's heart?If that's the case, she can at least buffer herself...

After all, Bi Wenjun can't bear to make people sad, but he understands the truth that long-term pain is worse than short-term pain. He is a boy with a relatively mature mental age. He knows that if he can't be perfect, then his harm to the girl will be □ □, it was even more sad.

After spending a happy May Day holiday with the girl, Bi Wenjun finally spoke, and he dialed the phone, "Qiao Qiao, come out and have a coffee, I have something to tell you, the downstairs of your house Home."

Qiao Qiao came as scheduled, without traces of her usual well-groomed clothes. Bi Wenjun observed this and breathed a sigh of relief.He brought her a cup of coffee,

"You drink first, and listen to me while you drink."

"Let me talk first." The girl said first, her eyes fixed on Bi Wenjun's.

"Well, tell me." Bi Wenjun respected her.

"Let's break up." The girl tilted her head and looked into his eyes tentatively.

Bi Wenjun didn't speak, but nodded seriously... He couldn't say a word that hurt the girl.

"You want to talk about this today, right? Wenjun." The girl picked up the cup, trying to cover the moisture in her eyes with the mist of coffee.

Bi Wenjun could hear her choking.

"I feel that you are going to say this... Wenjun, thank you for your kindness."

"It was I who broke up first, so I dumped you, Wenjun."

"I have a question for you, Wenjun."

"Please tell me." Bi Wenjun looked into the girl's eyes with gentle apology.

"We broke up, are we still friends?" The girl's face was blocked by the cup.

"Qiao Qiao... There is no gray area in feelings for me. When you didn't completely treat me as an ordinary friend, I'm sorry, I can't be your friend. It's not fair to you, and it's also very embarrassing to me." Bi Wenjun Seriously.

"Okay... I look forward to our being friends... until that day... I... I will find you..." The girl took the bag and left decisively, but the trembling hand she picked up the bag exposed her Bi Wenjun could see how difficult it was.

Bi Wenjun was very depressed that day. He felt guilty that he had hurt someone more or less after all. As a man, after breaking up, he couldn't give proper comfort. He was afraid that being too ambiguous would hurt others even more.

It was late at night, and he never liked to listen to music in the car. He felt that people’s emotions for the day would be influenced by the music in the car. After leaving Qiao Qiao’s place, he drove the car to the school gate, and stopped in front of the overpass. After getting out of the car, he lit a cigarette on the steps beside the road.

At this time, he did not expect that the next relationship that would follow would come so quickly...

The author has something to say: This chapter can basically be skipped.