I heard you're a sister-in-law

It was in high school that Fang Zhi discovered that his sexuality was slightly different from others.

The school doesn't allow playing during the lunch break, so he and a few buddies in the class took advantage of the time when everyone was rushing to eat lunch just after class to play for more than ten minutes, and went to eat when there were fewer people.

After playing the game that day, the weather was very hot, so the brothers went to the canteen to buy soft drinks first.

A group of people are fighting and fighting, you push me, I hit you, and when they are stuck at the door in line to check out, one person pushes Fang Zhi, Fang Zhi can't stand still, and staggered into the person in front who was about to leave after paying the bill people.

The man shook his hand, and the glass bottle of Coke fell to the ground with a "slap".

Fang Zhi couldn't remember what the owner of Coke looked like, but he only remembered that he wore a pair of glasses and was about the same height as him.

The man frowned and pursed his lips tightly, very displeased.

"Um, sorry." Fang Zhi was in a daze, and didn't even notice that the ball in his hand dropped.In the past, I knocked off other people's things when I was playing around, most of them were not fragile, so I just apologized after picking them up for others.

The cola was bubbling on the floor, and the sugar water flowed along the lines of the tiles, and soon reached some people's feet.Some people who were planning to jump in line paused when they saw the coke and debris on the ground, and went in line obediently.

The shop owner shouted: "Oh, you students, be careful! The ground is covered with sugar water, which will attract ants! This hygiene is also difficult!"

The man frowned and stared at Fang Zhi for a while, apologized to the shopkeeper and left, without bothering to buy another bottle.

Fang Zhi was a little embarrassed by this sudden incident, and he didn't react until the man walked in the scorching sun with bright white short sleeves.He took a glass bottle of Coke from the refrigerator, and quickly paid the bill with the things he bought, and caught up with the man stuffing the Coke into his arms.

The man froze for a moment, he missed the hand holding the Coke, and was about to fall again. This time, Fang Zhi quickly caught it and put it firmly in his hand.

"Brother, I'm sorry!"

Fang Zhi couldn't remember what that man looked like, but he only remembered that he seemed quite surprised at the time, and the displeasure on his face added another surprise, which looked quite funny.

Fang Zhi turned around and ran back, picked up the ball that he had rolled away, and signaled to his buddies that it was okay, and went to eat with his shoulders hooked.

I vaguely remember my buddy Rhubarb saying: "Oh my god, when the top student in class one glared at me, I thought he was going to punch Lao Fang."

Fang Zhi didn't pay much attention at that time.A key class, and the parallel class of their eleventh class, have a distinct gully like the Chu River and the Han Dynasty. Usually, the well water does not interfere with the river water, and there is no interaction, so naturally there is no need to care.

A few weeks later, he went to hand in his homework, and happened to meet a student in Class 985 in the office. His teacher was asking him which universities he planned to take. After listening to a few words, Fang Zhi thought, what else can he take?Isn't it 211, [-], a good university where ordinary students want to squeeze their heads out?

He was the representative of the chemistry class at that time, and the chemistry teacher was a little bald old man who was very funny and nicknamed "Papa Mo".

It was the big class break, and because it was raining, he didn't do exercises. Dad Mo chatted with him and asked him how he was doing. He should go to bed early, and going to bed late is not good for his health. He must take care of his body for the college entrance examination .Fang Zhi nodded in agreement.

Mo's father changed the topic, and then turned to Fang Zhi's words.

Fang Zhi's handwriting is ugly. There are many people with ugly handwriting in the class. Fang Zhi's handwriting is especially ugly. It's not that he hasn't practiced copybooks before, but he is still ugly after practice. He himself said that his handwriting was even uglier before he practiced.So there is another nickname called "Fang Zichou".Zichou is a homonym for the word Chou, and it sounds more elegant when you say Zichou.

Fang Zhi wanted to hit someone after hearing this.

Dad Mo also said that if the words are good and the composition is good, points will be added.

After a few replies, Fang Zhi sincerely said that he would write well in the future.

Dad Mo glanced at him, the little old man smiled and said, I'm afraid you think my little old man cheated on you!

Fang Zhi shook his head, no, no, Dad Mo, you are doing it for my own good.

After repeated assurances, Mo's father let him go back. When he passed the threshold, the boys from the first class followed him and squeezed out from behind him.

"Last time, thank you."

Fang Zhi was stunned, who are you?

Seeing that the man was tall and thin, with eyes and legs hanging from his ears, he suddenly remembered that this was the unlucky guy who knocked off the Coke!

With a fever in his head, he quickly caught up with him and patted his shoulder: "Hello, what's your name?"

The man turned his head, opened and closed his lips, and said three words.

Fang Zhi patted him: "My name is Fang Zhi. Square and square, Zhi on Arbor Day. I was born on Arbor Day, and my parents gave me such a name."

The man nodded, as if he recognized him.

Later, when he met unlucky people on the road, he would also say hello. For a while, he had a good time, and that person even gave him tutoring, although it was turned into a dinner party in disguise by his buddies.He was not used to it at first, and he couldn't play together, and Fang Zhi's buddies also felt a little boring. Who would like to suddenly say something about studying when the game is very high?Fang Zhi felt that he was very nice, but it was a pity that he gradually alienated him in the third year of high school.

The strange thing is that other people still mention him occasionally and then stop talking about it, but Fang Zhi never forgets it, but he dare not mention it to anyone, it may be "abnormal" to others .

Carrying a secret with no one to confide in, this feeling is about to drive Fang Zhi crazy. He focuses all his attention on his studies and stops playing ball. He races against time every day, as if he is competing with death for time.His buddies were amazed by his changes, and seemed to be driven, and gradually understood the importance of time.

Fang Zhi got a moment of respite during the temporary break. He didn't understand why he was obsessed with a estranged homosexual. He didn't dare to think about it, for fear that once he figured it out, he would make an irreparable mistake.

Later, Fang Zhi performed exceptionally well and was admitted to a good university.The whole family burned incense and worshiped Buddha, and hurriedly went around to fulfill their vows. He didn't even have the chance to meet that person, and he cut off contact from then on.

Later, one day during the summer vacation, he accidentally saw the comics that his sister had kept privately, and he was enlightened.

Ah, so it is.he thinks.

But it was all too late.

He closed the book and snuffed out that cautious feeling in the cradle.While giving up, he became addicted to the rotten circle, and transformed that unrequited love into a love for this type of books.Among the people I met after that, I admired a lot, but I didn't have the kind of liking that I had in mind.He told himself that there had to be a return to "normal," and extinguished that feeling.

Then, I met Chen Yi, who had his shadow on his body, he knew it was wrong to use someone as a substitute, but he still couldn't restrain himself.

That buried feeling burns up again.

12580 picked up the melon seeds that he had dropped on the ground, blew on the ashes, bit open the shell and ate the melon seeds: "You actually remember his name, don't you?"

Fang Zhi was silent.

12580: "Do you remember?"

Fang Zhi poked his neck: "I don't remember!"

12580: "Do you remember?"

Fang Zhi lowered his head a little: "I won't tell you if I remember!"

12580: "I really remember."

Fang Zhi: "..."

【small theater】

Chen Yi: Speaking of which...

Fang Zhi: Huh?

Chen Yi: You have a younger sister named Fang Tong, right?

Fang Zhi: Yes.What's wrong?

Chen Yi: She was born on Children's Day, right?

Fang Zhi: (applause) How hot and witty are you!

The author has something to say: Fang Zhi's attitude towards feelings is evasive, so he dare not speak out.What's more, I always thought that I was a straight man, but after being straight for more than ten years, I suddenly found that I was curvy. It must have been quite a blow.Some people dare to speak out, while others choose to hide.After all, the pressure they face is much greater than the "normal love" in the eyes of others. They obviously fall in love with someone, but that person is of the same sex. What's wrong?

And, there are many things in the world that will not follow the established route, such as love _(:з」∠)_

The thing that is more stupid than a secret love may be a two-way crush.