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On this day, Yu Ruining started talking to him, telling him about his childhood, about his mother's life, and occasionally mentioning his so-called "father" and "grandparents".

He also mentioned that in his last year of high school, He Jin gave a lecture at their school.Tang Lixing knew that he met He Jin for the first time at that time, and he might have discovered his sexual orientation during high school. The appearance of He Jin not only shocked him at first glance, but also relieved his worries about his parents and his sexual orientation. The pressure, confusion and despair.

Looking back now, all the dust has settled, and I feel more like watching a story.If there is any difficulty, I am afraid that it is only his mother.

Tang Lixing still guided him, wanting him to see his soon-to-be-deceased father whom he had not met for a long time.

"I heard that I may not be able to last for a few days, and I have been waiting for you." Tang Lixing asked tentatively.

Yu Ruining gnawed on a half-face-sized mango, and said "oh".

Tang Lixing went further: "I'll accompany you."

Yu Ruining wiped his hands with a paper towel, and did not speak for a long time. Tang Lixing just waited like this, and in the end, in this silence, he still said "um", which was regarded as his agreement.

From the moment Yu Ruining walked into the hospital gate, he was a little scared. He held Tang Lixing's hand, and the joints were almost white. He always remembered when he was 14 years old, when he came back from school, his mother was lying flat on the bed, He couldn't be woken up, and then the ambulance came and took him away. He was in the hospital, and the doctor handed him a death notice, and he didn't even have the right to sign it.He seemed to have returned to the cold corridor of the hospital more than ten years ago.

He almost didn't recognize the person lying on the hospital bed. Meng Xi gently woke up the person. The person opened his eyes, and the moment he saw him, his eyes seemed to light up, his lips moved, and he spit out two words. The word "really like".

The man closed his eyes, tears streaming from the corners of his eyes, "Wanqing..."

Tang Lixing could tell it was the name on the tombstone.

Yu Ruining stood at the door, unable to move his feet, Tang Lixing took his hand and walked a few steps forward to the bedside.

Meng Xi pulled a chair over and said, "Talk to him." Yu Ruining looked at the man in front of him with mixed emotions, but he couldn't say a word.

But the person on the hospital bed said word by word: "I am sorry for you. If you are willing to come and see me, I will be satisfied."

Yu Ruining shook his head.

The man reached out to hold his hand and smiled: "You are as good as your mother."

Sitting like this, within an hour, the man fell asleep again.

Meng Xi: "He's running out of time to be sober. Thank you for coming."

Meng Xi looked at him holding Tang Lixing's hand, hesitant to speak.He remembered the boy who lived with him for a while.Grandma said at the time that this was his cousin from afar.

At that time, he was almost five years older than Yu Ruining, and he only felt that this boy hardly spoke every day, and he had a kind of hostility towards everyone in the family.He approached him, bought him toys and books, but it was useless.

It was several years later that he realized the absurd things about his father when he was young. It's not that he didn't hate his father or Yu Ruining, it's just that he gradually saw him on the screen, when they were so far away and beautiful. Want to find this half-brother who was abandoned.But still failed to do so.

For the sake of his father's reputation, his grandma didn't want to admit it, and Yu Ruining also made up his mind to leave them clean, even unwilling to use the Meng family's surname.He looked at him from a distance, and he took out his wild life in another style, just like his mother.

The Meng family is not good enough for him.I am not worthy of him... Meng Xi hid these thoughts to the deepest and deepest.

At the funeral, Yu Ruining looked at the old man who was crying and almost passed out, but he was still sad after all, it was the heartbreak of a white-haired man sending a black-haired man.

The next day, Meng Xi asked the housekeeper to take them back to that city, but Tang Lixing refused, "You are just in need of manpower these days, so you don't have to take care of us."

Meng Xi nodded, and said to Tang Lixing: "Come back and visit grandparents when you have time. Let me meet him too, so that I know he is doing well."

Tang Lixing was silent for a few minutes, then nodded.

Meng Xi smiled and said, "Be nice to him, or I'll bring him back. I'm not my father."

Tang Lixing looked into his eyes: "Don't worry, you won't have such a chance."

Meng Xi laughed silently.

After Yu Ruining went back, two weeks later, the play began to be performed, and Tang Lixing sent a ticket to Meng Xi.After Meng Xi received it, he looked at the theme and stills and laughed: Can this show off be more obvious?

Meng Xi still flew to this city to watch the play.

On the stage, Prince Philip, played by Yu Ruining, wore women's clothing and took part in a court ball with a knight of Lorraine on his arm. At the ball, he beat a Marquis who spoke badly. The next scene was the rivalry between Louis XIV and Prince Philip.

Louis XIV: Are you mad?

Prince Philip: You decide who I marry, where I live and how much I spend, but you don't decide what I wear or who I sleep with.

Louis XIV: What you do is what I am.

Prince Philip: I have been dressed like this since I was three years old. My goal in life is to be inferior to you. It's not my choice, it's my duty so that I don't become a cloud that blocks the sun. You think it's hard to be a king ?Try being the king's younger brother for a day.

Louis XIV: I have always given you love and respect, brother.

Prince Philip: Did you say that to yourself, my brother? [Note]

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Seeing this passage, Meng Xi felt something sinking in his heart.

Meng Xi didn't dare to think carefully about how Yu Ruining, as an illegitimate child, faced his so-called relatives and his so-called elder brother when his grandma said "this is your cousin from afar".

When he harbored hatred for his father's betrayal, and even involved such hatred on Yu Ruining, he never thought about how this child who was younger than him walked alone in a foreign land with no one to rely on.

How wronged he was at that time, Yu Ruining was ten times wronged.

He didn't even have the courage to meet Yu Ruining after the curtain call.

He smoked a cigarette in the car and was about to leave when he saw Tang Lixing and Yu Ruining coming out of the elevator.

Yu Ruining smiled and said something to Tang Lixing, Tang Lixing turned his head and kissed him quickly on the face, and said something with a smile.

As early as more than ten years ago, God had given him a chance, but he didn't walk into his heart, and didn't even leave his footprints.Now even if he turns his heart into a spoon, he can only wander outside the door, and he doesn't even have the right to bother him.

Before Tang Lixing came to pick him up, he had cooked the soup.

When Yu Ruining was washing his hands, he stretched his head to look at the casserole: "You skim off the boiled oil."

Tang Lixing knew that he was afraid of getting fat, "Don't worry about the oil in the soup. If you eat green vegetables all the time, you'll turn into a rabbit, and your physical strength can't keep up with how to film. Besides, if you eat too light, you will get wrinkles. .”

Tang Lixing served him half a bowl of rice, a bowl of tea tree mushroom stewed ribs soup, and cut a few pieces of watermelon.Sit in front of him and watch him eat.

"You don't eat?"

"Ate."

"Eat some more, it's already past ten o'clock, so let's treat it as a midnight snack."

"Aren't you afraid of getting fat?"

"..."

Tang Lixing remembered the matter of delivering tickets to Meng Xi, and asked him tentatively: "Meng Xi should go to your play these days."

"Well, just watch it, actors can still choose the audience."

Tang Lixing said with a smile: "I gave the ticket and let him see it."

Yu Ruining felt strange: "He's not here, are you in a hurry?"

"You just can't see it."

Yu Ruining felt that what he said was thoughtless: "What?"

"He treats you...maybe...well..."

Yu Ruining stared at him, and after a while, he rolled his eyes: "I'm still rushing to deliver tickets."

Tang Lixing laughed a little frightened: "I just show off."

"Neuropathy."

"Being with you is like traveling at night in Jinyi. You are so good, of course I can't help being proud."

That night, Tang Lixing posted on Weibo, "Jinyi Night Walk", with a picture of Yu Ruining eating.

Yu Ruining: ...

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The author has something to say: [Note]: This line is from the third episode of the first season of the French drama "Versailles". (Probably the third episode, I don't remember clearly, sorry.)

This article is all over here, there is no extra, 14 bows to thank all the judges, the next pit "The Cultivation of the Demon King", I will also trouble the judges to give advice.