Diary of a male god

Chapter 180 Eight

When Tang Lingsu saw Su Xiaoxiao again, it was at ea. Su Xiaoxiao had just handed in his resignation and walked out of Cao Rui's office.

Tang Lingsu's gaze stayed on the gauze wrapped around Su Xiaoxiao's head and neck for a moment, and suppressed anger flashed in his eyes.

"I'm sorry." He said dryly, "Is the wound better?"

"It's okay," Su Xiaoxiao nodded and said, "The medicine is very effective, thank you."

With the improvement of the wound, the pain of each time the medicine is applied is gradually reduced. Now the pain is so slight that it will not affect her speech at all.

"That medicine is what I used to use before, and it won't leave scars after the injury is healed."

"Thank you so much."

After not seeing each other for a few days, there seemed to be a deep gap between the two of them, and even their speech became rusty and polite, which made people feel depressed and suffocated.

Su Xiaoxiao focused on Tang Lingsu's handsome face, inexplicably thinking of how they looked when they first met.At that time, Tang Lingsu was cold and lifeless, but now he is a man of flesh and blood.

This is the person she likes...

She smiled and looked up into his eyes: "shall we talk?"

"it is good."

Although it is already the middle of winter, the flower garden in the EA courtyard is still lush and full of vitality.Su Xiaoxiao sat down on the stone bench in the corridor, narrowed her eyes slightly, and felt the fragrance of vegetation in the air. The warm sunshine shone on her face, causing her eyebrows to stretch involuntarily.

Tang Lingsu was lost in thought when he saw such a small boy.In his memory, Su Xiaoxiao has never shown such a comfortable and relaxed expression.

Whether it was at the Mengmiao Cafe, or making micro-movies later, until she followed her to EA as an assistant, Xiaoxiao was always busy, getting busier and exhausted.She seems to be fighting all the time, no matter whether there are difficulties and obstacles ahead or treacherous people.It seems that only at this moment, Su Xiaoxiao really let go of everything and breathed a sigh of relief.

"I'm going abroad."

Su Xiaoxiao maintained this relaxed posture, and suddenly opened her mouth, breaking this delicate calm.

"Really?" For some reason, Tang Lingsu was not surprised.He wanted to ask her to stay, but found that he had no position to speak.

"You know what? I actually don't want to leave."

"But no."

Su Xiaoxiao didn't give Tang Lingsu a chance to speak, she seemed to be asking and answering herself, and it seemed to be just a rambling in a daze.

"Actually, I haven't made any progress since I was a child."

"Before I met you, my life was always attached to Ruan Yifan. But when I finally got out of that quagmire... I met you..."

"I only now understand that my self-righteous efforts have only been transferred from one quagmire to another."

"It's really exhausting for a man...whether it's worth it or not..."

"A Su, I'm tired, really tired..."

"Those rice cakes said that I am not good enough for you, but they are actually right... I am already tired of being so helpless..."

"Do you know? I once thought about forgetting everything, forgetting your existence, and living in another city. In this way, I can start a new life without any burden, or even a brand new relationship..."

"But after all... I can't be reconciled..."

"Obviously I picked you up...Obviously I fished you out of the river with my own hands...Obviously I introduced you to this world bit by bit...Why...Why should you let it go to someone else? Why?"

"Just because you are a star, can't I stand by your side openly?"

"Just because you are a star, am I going to be humiliated like this?"

"Just because you're a star...I can't..."

——Can't I... love you?

"A Su, tell me...why?"

"Little... I..."

"You don't have to feel guilty, A Su, it's not your fault." Su Xiaoxiao controlled her emotions, shook her head, and let herself be more sober.She stared at the man she loved with a pair of black and white eyes.

"A Su, I like you. I want to stand by your side in an open and aboveboard manner. I don't want to be your vassal, a dispensable accessory."

"I know you've never thought of it that way, but it's true."

"So I have to leave...but I don't know how long it will take to come back..."

"Asu, are you willing to wait for me?"

"..." Tang Lingsu was silent for a long time, and finally said, "After five years, if you don't come back, I will look for you... By that time..."

- You never want to leave again...

"Five years is five years..." Su Xiaoxiao smiled, her eyes shining brightly, "We've made a deal."

"It's a word."

For young couples who have just confirmed their relationship, every minute they spend together is precious.Especially when parting is imminent, these two can't wait to get tired of being together all day long.Tang Lingsu took a day off on purpose, and went to the amusement park last time with Su Xiaoxiao, and had a good time playing for a whole day.They had a good time playing all the projects that they had played but hadn't played before.Su Xiaoxiao didn't think about Tang Lingsu's fanatical fans, and Tang Lingsu also forgot about Xiaoxiao's going abroad.They ride that massive roller coaster and leave all their worries behind.On this day, what remains in memory is only sweetness and happiness.

As night falls and the lights come on, the amusement park at night is more joyful than in the daytime. Those brilliant lights and shadows are changing, and everything becomes dreamy, like an overly romantic dream, but it makes people willing Indulge in it.

Su Xiaoxiao took Tang Lingsu's hand and boarded the huge Ferris wheel again.The aunt who sold the tickets seemed to remember them, and looked at their handshake with an ambiguous smile.Su Xiaoxiao lowered her head with blushing cheeks, but she refused to let go of her hands until they got into the pod.

Tang Lingsu felt the soft hand in his palm. It was not delicate, and even had a few rough calluses, but it somehow made his heart beat faster, as if... as if he was holding Qianji for the first time back then. box.

For a while, the pod was extremely quiet, and the two quietly watched the brightly lit night scene, each thinking about their own concerns.

"You... When is the plane?" Tang Lingsu started, his dry voice startled him.

Su Xiaoxiao smiled: "Tomorrow night, it seems that I won't be able to attend your concert."

"In such a hurry?"

"Yes..." Su Xiaoxiao sighed softly, "Because I'm afraid that after watching your concert, I won't have the courage to leave..."

"Did I ever tell you that you are actually a cruel woman?"

"Is there?" Su Xiaoxiao touched her nose embarrassingly, feeling inexplicably guilty of being accused.

"When you are abroad, you must take good care of yourself, pay attention to your body, pay attention to safety... Pay attention to keep a distance from those foreigners who have no limit and no morals... Men are all playful creatures, there is no good thing at all." Tang Nan's expression did not change. smearing the same kind.

"Hey, hey..." Su Xiaoxiao looked at him amusedly, "You're a man too!"

"I'm different. I'm a rare species from another plane. I'm the only one in the world. You have to cherish it, you know?" Tang Lingsu's eyes widened and he spoke nonsense seriously.The grim face in the past was now innocent and cute.

"Pfft..." Su Xiaoxiao blushed, fanning the wind with her hands, her eyes wandered a little dodgingly, "Why did you suddenly become so nasty today, the love talk skill is at the full level!"

Tang Lingsu looked at this little girl, and smiled softly, as if Pei Luo had possessed him in an instant.

"You are going to go abroad, so why don't I decide on my status..."

"You annoying little fairy..." Su Xiaoxiao only felt that she was bewitched by this smile, she put her hands on Tang Lingsu's shoulders suddenly, stood on tiptoe, and bit the soft red lips hard , gnawed repeatedly with those two rows of fine white teeth, quite a bit like a dog grinding his teeth.

After a long time, the pod began to descend slowly, before Su Xiaoxiao realized what she had done.She let go of her mouth and turned her head away, and said rather fiercely: "I'll give you a stamp first, and when I'm not around, don't try to flirt with women!"

Tang Lingsu couldn't see her expression, only a red ear dripping with blood.His heart was soft, and those feelings of parting seemed to dissipate in an instant, and a strange, sweet and soft emotion rose from the bottom of his heart.

"Well, don't worry."

He stretched out his arms and embraced the girl he loved.

"Little..."

"Ok?"

"I like you……"

"Tch," she couldn't help making a weird sound, buried her head a little deeper in his arms, and said something muffled...

"I already knew..."