[Comprehensive] Someone will always fall in love with me

I have never seen Jin Mu like this before, always hiding a proud face with only a hollow hole of despair, white hair hanging down between the eyes, reflecting the coldness in the eyes.

"Golden wood..." Yongjin was in a daze, he had never seen such a golden wood before, lifeless, there was no life in his eyes, as if he would die in the next moment.

This feeling made him panic. He really couldn't imagine what would happen to him if Jinmu left one day. His life has long been inseparable from Jinmu, and Jinmu is his most important friend.

"Jin Mu, Auntie..." Yongjin approached Jin Mu, but Jin Mu just glanced at him indifferently, acquiescing to his approach.

Through the glass window, Yongyuan saw the patient lying in the ward, lying in the middle of the white bed, with an oxygen mask covering his mouth and nose, his pale face was like a zombie, glowing with lifelessness.

That familiar face was clearly Kaneki's mother.

Although he has been mentally prepared for a long time, Yongjin still feels anxious. No one knows the importance of auntie to Jinmu better than him. When he said he was Oedipus, he would still proudly agree, with a look of pride in my Oedipus, the light in his eyes was so beautiful that it made people intoxicated.

You know, Kaneki has always been gentle on the surface but indifferent to others. His love for his mother almost burns all his life, it is a kind of attachment, with a sickness.

But now, attachment has turned into despair, and Yong Jin can almost feel the hatred overflowing from Jin Mu's heart.

"Britain."

The silent space was broken by the white-haired boy, with his fingers still on the glass window, tracing the vague outline of his mother.

"Kaneki, I, I'm sorry, I'm late..." Yongjin approached Jinmu, close enough to see Kaneki's slender eyelashes, trembling, like the last trembling of a butterfly's life, desperate beauty.

"..." Jin Mu didn't say anything, and didn't look at Yong Jin again.

After a long time, the boy's voice was hoarse: "Ying, what are you talking about? Why is it so late? Mom just overslept. You came too early. I'm waiting for mom to wake up. What a lazy mom." , hee hee~"

"!" Yongjin opened his eyes wide and parted his lips, but didn't say anything.

The boy turned his head, looked at Yongjin's worried and shocked face, and laughed out loud.

"Why, such an expression, so stupid! Sit next to me, let's wait for mom to wake up!" On the young man's pale face was a bright smile, set off by the empty black eyes It's getting weirder.

Clenched and loosened his fists, and forever sat beside the young man in silence, watching the young man continue to draw on the glass window.

The surrounding area is very quiet, this is the intensive care unit area, there are very few people, even if there are, they all quietly accompany the patients, so it is quiet.

Yongjin felt that his throat was a little dry, and the bitterness gradually dissipated in his heart made him at a loss what to do. Jinmu was so sad that he was almost crazy. It was very distressing for him like this.

"Jin Mu, don't draw any more, you should wake up!" Yong Jin stood up unbearably, and held down the boy's hand that kept drawing outlines.

The tentacles are cold, the temperature is not much worse than ice, it is like the temperature of a dead person.

The young man stopped his movements and glanced at his eyes, revealing those slack pupils.

"What, sober or something, I'm very sober, what are you kidding, Ying, are you stupid?" He spit out the words like a joke without emotion, and the boy's expressionless pale face was extremely fragile.

"Jin Mu, I know you are very sad, but if you look like this, Auntie will be sad!"

The young man's eyes became sharper, he pulled his friend up and put him against the wall, his fingers kept shrinking on the friend's neck.

"Shut up, shut up, shut up!!! What are you talking about! Mom, she's just asleep, don't worry about me!"

"Cough! Jin, Jin Mu! Wake up! Look, look at Auntie! She is very worried about you, do you want to make Auntie hurt! This way, Auntie won't be able to wake up at all!!!" Yongjin felt The feeling of suffocation came from the neck, but the eyes were full of anger that hated iron and steel, and he roared loudly, and then it became more and more difficult to breathe.

His friend's worried face was reflected in the black pupils, and he wanted to comfort his friend even though it was hard to breathe.

"..." Kaneki lowered his eyes, put Eternal Kin down, and returned to the glass window, but the fingers touching the glass surface were so hard that the joints turned white, and cracks like spider webs appeared on the glass .

"The doctor said that mom didn't want to wake up by herself. She said that mom had been mentally weak for a long time, and this injury made it worse." The boy's tone remained unchanged.

Yongjin took a deep breath of air, staring at the white-haired pale boy with helpless and distressed eyes.

"So, does it mean that my mother has hated me since before, but she just didn't show it, so she was tortured and mentally weak, and wanted to take this opportunity to escape from me forever? It must be like this, it must be Like this! But, I am so sad, I love my mother so much, mother, why don’t you love me, why do you leave me, didn’t you say that I am your pillar, and you will never leave me Liar! Liar!!!"

Jin Mu's eyes became fierce, staring closely at the glass in front of him, as if he was going to destroy everything in front of him in the next moment.

Yongjin tried his best to stand up, overcame the sense of powerlessness coming from his body, and walked towards Jinmu step by step.

"Obviously I love you so much, don't leave me, I already have nothing..."

There are two hands behind him hugging him, the warmth is completely different from Jinmu's cold temperature, and the melodious voice unique to teenagers comes from his ears, with a sense of comfort.

"That's not the case. Some bad guys must have hurt Auntie. Auntie is very scared, so she doesn't want to wake up. As long as the murderer is found and brought to justice, Auntie can be happy."

"Find the murderer and make mom happy..." Kaneki's pupils dilated, his expression dazed.

"That's right, so, take a good rest before you can take care of yourself and find the murderer."

Fingers gradually slid down the glass surface, behind the glass, the woman's face remained pale.

The hot air in the void is dense, ethereal like clouds.

Yongjin brought a cup of coffee from the counter and put it in the hands of Kaneki who was sitting blankly on the seat.

"Hurry up and drink, warm up your body first, the hamburger will be served soon." Yongjin sighed, looking at Kaneki's haggard face under the white hair, his heart ached.

"..." Clenching the handle of the teacup in his hand, Kaneki smelled an aroma, which made him feel the aroma of hunger coming from the coffee.

After taking a few sips, Kaneki's eyes flashed, and then he poured the whole cup into his mouth suddenly without feeling too hot, causing Yongjin's worried sound of making a fuss.

"Kaneki! Don't drink it all at once, won't it be too hot! And it's time to eat, it's not good to drink too much coffee!" Yongjin nervously took the cup away from Kaneki's hand, shook it, and sure enough , not a drop left.

"I'm sorry, I'm, very hungry..." The white hair on the boy's forehead covered his eyes, and his voice was hoarse.

"..." Yongjin looked helplessly at the innocent rabbit-like boy in front of him, and shook his head.

"Why do I apologize, I was just worried about you. I must have been hungry for a few meals. It is also my fault. I know that drinking coffee is not good for the stomach, so I let you drink it." Softened his eyes, and rubbed the boy Bai Hairy head.

Seeing Yongjin's doting and helpless smile under the light from the gap between his bangs, Kaneki slightly bent his lips.

It does not matter, I do not mind.

Thank you for pulling me out of that hopeless world, you're right, mom is still waiting for me to find the killer.

I have always been so cowardly, looking forward to living an ordinary life, but never thought of resisting, until I lost all the pillars, and the happy family was like a bubble, fleeting.

I don’t want to repeat it anymore, since the world doesn’t want to let me go, why should I escape, destroy this world, let this world surrender under my feet, only then will I get real happiness!This is the real life!

As I said, I won’t let you succeed, the world wants to destroy me, I can only resist, the fault is not me, but the world.

"Hey, eat quickly!" Pushing the food presented by the waiter to Kaneki, Yongjin looked at the boy tenderly.

"Yeah." Kaneki responded, picked up the chopsticks, but couldn't put them down anyway.

The steaming delicacy was placed in front of him, which he had always loved, but now it was hard to swallow. The refreshing aroma before had changed to a fishy smell like dead fish.

The piece of meat that I barely swallowed with chopsticks was like rotten wood, dry and smelly.

Kaneki put down his chopsticks, his eyes under the white hair were full of panic.

Can't swallow.

unpalatable.

Nausea.

The white-haired boy fell silent, and Yongjin asked doubtfully, "What's wrong, Jinmu?"

Picking up a piece of hamburger meat, the boy stuffed it into Yong Jin's mouth.

Yongjin choked for a moment, covered his throat and lamented that he had a lot of troubles today.

"Oh, what's the matter, Jinmu, why did you feed me all of a sudden? I've eaten it before. If I'm hungry, I'll order one myself." Yongjin swallowed the fat and juicy hamburger meat in his mouth, bitterly Zhang Li rubbed his neck with red marks on his face.

"How is it?" Kaneki stared straight at Yongjin's mouth, watching Yongjin swallow that disgusting piece of hamburger meat.

"Ah? How about it? It's delicious. Eat it quickly. Auntie needs quiet treatment. Didn't the doctor tell you that you don't need to visit patients too often! Your body is also very important, you need to take care of it. You need to be in good health!" Yong Jin said, and put a piece of meat into the golden wooden bowl, mother-in-law chattered like a housekeeper.

"..." Standing up from his seat, Kaneki ran out of the restaurant sullenly, ignoring Yongjin's shout behind him.

Not knowing where this place is, Kaneki ran aimlessly, and stood on an unfamiliar street with his fists clenched.

Impossible, impossible!

The large display screen on the building began to play a recently famous interview program. The mysterious professor stuck out his tongue, and the hostess exclaimed beside him: "Ah, it's so scary, sometimes I wonder if you are a ghoul!"

"Hehe, I'm not a ghoul, but I know ghouls better than ghouls..."

What are the people on TV talking about, ghouls?

"The taste of ghouls is different from that of ordinary people..."

"For normal people's food, they will only feel disgusting, with a fishy smell..."

What are you talking about?

What are you talking about?

Nonsense, nonsense! ! !

I'm not that disgusting ghoul!

I'm so hungry, I'm so hungry, I'm looking for something to eat, actually, I lied to Ying, I haven't eaten for two weeks, Ying, it's late.

So, it's only natural to be hungry. I haven't eaten for a long time, so it's normal to eat!

The young man staggered into the alley, and a man with sly eyebrows followed him with a gun, ah, I haven't met such a good guy for a long time, this time I can have a good time.

The man walked into the dark alley, searching for the figure of the boy.

There was no one around, and with the help of the slanting light from outside, the man found a shadow beside him, hehe, it turned out to be hidden here, it's quite clever, but it's useless!

Jumping to the shadow, the man's smile froze on his face. There was no one there, the shadow was just a cardboard box, and a black wild cat was leaning on the cardboard box, and the glass-like emerald eyes seemed to be mocking.

"Are you looking for me? Mr. Food."

Turning his head, the boy's beautiful face became the last image remaining in his pupils.

Cleanly took out the still beating heart in his hand, the blood stained the young man.

He dilated his pupils and looked at the heart in his hand for a while.

Then he took a bite of the heart in his hand, the soft and smooth taste instantly conquered the taste buds, and he ate the heart in his hand three times, five times and two times, and the young man looked at the man's still warm body with unsatisfied desire.

The light sprinkled on the young man's fair cheeks, and the blood-stained face was extremely glamorous.

The black cat jumped out of the cardboard box and licked the blood that spread on the ground.

The young man smiled: "Hey, do you want to eat too? Give you half of it~"

wrong.

wrong.

wrong.

I'm Fujie.

I am a ghoul.