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In a daze, Ye Shun heard many people calling him.They called his name, shook his body, their voices were choked and hoarse, as if they contained endless sadness.He wanted to move, to open his eyes to see who they were, and to wipe away their sadness, but his eyelids seemed to be stuck with super glue, no matter how hard he tried, he couldn't open them.His body seemed to be filled with lead, and he couldn't move a single finger.

Ye Shun was very irritable, he wanted to wake up quickly, those cries and the feeling of clenched hands were so real and obvious, but he couldn't even open his eyes and smile to comfort him.

I don't know how long it took, the surroundings gradually quieted down, and those crying people disappeared.Ye Shun felt a little cold, he curled up instinctively, but he still couldn't resist the coldness that was getting colder and colder.He didn't care about why he could move now, he just wanted to find a thick quilt to wrap himself up, the thicker the better.

The chill invaded from all directions, devouring his body, Ye Shun even gradually lost consciousness of his own existence, he didn't know where his hands were, where his feet were, then his body, and finally his brain almost disappeared.Fear and panic overwhelmed the cold, Ye Shun just wanted to get out of it quickly, open his eyes, and it was another warm and beautiful day.

I don't know how long it took, when Ye Shun finally got rid of the bone-piercing chill and excruciating panic and gained a trace of calm, he woke up.

The bedside music kept ringing, it was an alarm clock that I forgot to turn off while on vacation.Ye Shun slowly sat up from the bed, feeling dizzy, as if he hadn't recovered from the desperate situation just now.The sky outside the window was cloudy, the visibility was very low, and it felt like it was going to rain.Ye Shun opened the curtains that were blown by the wind, closed the windows, and the room became warmer in an instant.

No wonder it was so cold last night.

He casually found something to eat to cope with the matter, Ye Shun wore a thin long coat and sat on the sofa watching a movie.Finding out the "Baby Project" that I had seen with Gu Sizhi, Ye Shun was amused by Jackie Chan and Gu Tianle's cooperation, and seeing the baby in it still felt so cute.

When the two of them watched this movie before, they even thought about whether to adopt a child to raise them, but in the end they still gave up.How can they take care of a child if they can't even take care of themselves?What's more, at that time, all kinds of bad things came out of them, as if they didn't give up until they were tortured to death, and they didn't have the energy to take care of other things.Even though the baby in the movie fell from a high altitude, he was safely received in his hands without crying in fear, but found it funny and smiling, which slightly comforted two tired hearts.

Although life is not easy, always move forward with a smile.

Since returning home with Gu Sizhi on the National Day, the two have gradually become more in touch. Gu Sizhi came to look for Ye Shun every now and then.It was Ye Shun himself who was stupid, and he didn't find anything wrong after so long.It wasn't until one day that he asked Gu Sizhi whether his frequent visits would affect his studies, and the other party replied that it was okay, the school was relatively close, and Ye Shun reacted to check the address of Gu Sizhi's school.

Looking at the address, bus route and time displayed on the map, Ye Shun felt that he was really an idiot.

Although he was puzzled and regretful when he learned from Gu Sizhi that the other party went to University X instead of University B, Ye Shun had never been aware of the specifics of University X all this time. He only knew that it was a good university.Hearing Gu Sizhi's answer, Ye Shun checked the map and found out that X University and C University are in the same city, only half an hour's drive away.With a self-contemptuous expression on Ye Shun's face, he looked up from the phone to look at Gu Sizhi, which made Gu Sizhi very puzzled: "What's wrong?"

"No... I just feel that my IQ is worrying..."

Gu Sizhi had never mentioned the address of his school before. He thought Ye Shun knew it, so he didn't mention it specifically.Hearing what Ye Shun said, and seeing the other party's phone screen out of the corner of his eye, Gu Sizhi felt as if he understood something, a little surprised, raised his eyebrows, and looked at the other party's look of annoyance and contempt, and thought it was cute no matter how you looked at it .

After feeling no guilt, Ye Shun was even more happy to go out with Gu Sizhi.Sometimes Ye Shun would call his buddies in the dormitory, or bring Gu Sizhi's roommates, and we would climb mountains, have picnics, travel, visit museums, listen to songs, and play games together. It's like a school room but familiar.

One afternoon, Ye Shun stood on the balcony of the dormitory looking in the mirror to adjust his clothes. He and Gu Sizhi made an appointment to eat at the newly opened steak buffet in Xicheng.When Gu Sizhi passed by by chance, he was stuffed with two coupons. He felt that it was a waste, so he asked Ye Shun to eat together.After being invited, Ye Shun teased: "Although I am very happy, I have something to eat for free. This is steak. But do you really plan to invite a girl to eat together? It's so romantic, maybe it will be It's over."

Gu Sizhi said: "You make a lot of sense." Then he paused and continued: "If it's really possible, that's fine."

As soon as Ye Shun heard this, he immediately changed the subject, protected his hard-won opportunity to eat for free, and said to Gu Sizhi: "Although what I said is very reasonable, this time it's better to try it out. If you don't It's delicious, wouldn't it be embarrassing for you to bring a girl there? Isn't it?"

Gu Sizhi burst into laughter.

Since you're going to eat steak, you can't dress too casually, can you?It feels like it will be downgraded.Ye Shun dug out a set of decent clothes from the closet and put them on, looked at himself in the mirror, raised his eyebrows, and was about to boast that he was really handsome and handsome, when there was a "crash", the self in front of him Fragmented, after a few seconds, there was pain on the back of the foot, and it tended to become more and more severe.

The roommate nestled in the dormitory heard the sound and ran out to take a look, and found that the full-length mirror on the wall was broken, and the ground was full of fragments. Ye Shun stood there with a dazed expression, and his feet were covered in blood.The three of them hurriedly took the water, the paper, and helped Ye Shun to sit down, roughly cleaned the wound and stopped the bleeding, and then hugged people and went out to the hospital.

It was only when Ye Shun was helped out that he realized what had happened.I didn't touch the mirror, and it was inexplicably broken when it was fine.And I still stand relatively far away, so it can also be affected, how bad I am.Sure enough, shouldn't he snatch Gu Sizhi's chance to pick up a girl?

Registration, disinfection, wound cleaning, hemostasis, bandaging, tetanus... One second, I was proudly showing off to my roommates that I was going to eat steak, but they had to go to class hard, and the next second, I became myself A person slumped on a chair with his gauze-wrapped feet propped up in misery, and his roommates left in a hurry after sending him back to the dormitory because he was going to class, Ye Shun had to lament the impermanence of the world.

I didn't expect that being cut by broken glass would hurt so much. I haven't been injured for many years. Ye Shun felt that he couldn't stand it all of a sudden.He was complaining to Han Ye about how unlucky he was when the phone rang suddenly. After checking the caller ID, Ye Shun remembered that he forgot to tell Gu Sizhi.More than half an hour has passed since the agreed time, and he probably called because he didn't wait for him for so long.

Before Gu Sizhi could speak, Ye Shun apologized first.

"I'm sorry, sorry, I kept you waiting for so long. Something happened and I couldn't come. I just forgot to tell you. You can find someone to eat with you. We will make an appointment next time, and we will make an appointment next time. "As if remembering something, Ye Shun's tone became joking: "Hey, just right, you can find a girl to accompany you, I am optimistic about you, try to win in one fell swoop, find me a younger brother and sister."

After speaking, Ye Shun heard the sound of the other party's breathing coming from the receiver. After breathing in and out, Gu Sizhi said, "Are you all right?"

Ye Shun smiled lightly, as if he was talking about other people's affairs: "It's okay, it's just a small matter, and it's been resolved. Don't be a mother-in-law, it's the right way to find someone to eat quickly, and tell me later, okay?" Eat, if it tastes good, I'll eat it too. Okay, okay, I'll hang up first."

Before Gu Sizhi could speak, Ye Shun hung up the phone.

Ye Shun felt a little strange.

When I teased Gu Sizhi before, I just thought it was funny, but just now I pushed the opportunity to have dinner with Gu Sizhi to someone else and I still don’t know which girl, and I can only stay in the dormitory pitifully and my feet hurt, I don’t know why I felt empty, astringent, and a little bit wronged in my heart.

Ye Shun didn't understand himself more and more.

At the beginning, I felt that when Gu Sizhi was already quite tense in high school, he not only worked part-time, but also took care of his studies very well. The other party was still in the same grade as him. Gu Sizhi, who is mature, steady, well-planned and well-arranged, is like a luminous body that attracts his eyes, making his young self unable to help admiring him.Afterwards, we interacted more and more, knowing that the other party also had a little confusion and imperfections, and felt that he was just an ordinary person, but he was better than most people, so I felt a little closer.The other party greets each other during the holidays, and there are gifts on birthdays. Even my good brother Han Ye sometimes can’t remember his own birthday.Although these are not very important to the boys, knowing that they are cared about by someone will always make people feel warm and moved as a human being.After entering college, Gu Sizhi often invited himself out, and sometimes he even called his roommates. Everyone had a good time, and his dorm relationship became good.I don't know if Gu Sizhi did it intentionally or unintentionally, but in general Ye Shun feels that he has benefited a lot.

On the trip to the back mountain before the National Day of the freshman year, standing on the top of the mountain, Gu Sizhi stood beside him, and the warm touch of his hand touching his cheek could not dissipate even after a long time.Whenever recalling that scene, Ye Shun couldn't help but his heart beat faster.At that time, he saw that Gu Sizhi's eyes were full of himself, and his expression was so serious and gentle that he felt that the next second the other party might say something that might surprise people but also make them feel happy.Although in the end Gu Sizhi was only doing it to help him get off the stuff on his face, but it is undeniable that at that time he seemed to be looking forward to something.

What are you looking forward to?

For more than a year, Ye Shun thought about this question repeatedly, and vaguely had an answer in his heart, but he couldn't believe it.Until just now, receiving a call from Gu Sizhi was obviously a trivial matter, but Ye Shun felt very aggrieved in an instant. He just wanted to have a meal with Gu Sizhi, so why was he so unlucky?I want to tell the other party about this, I want to be comforted by the other party, I want the other party to see me, I don’t want the other party to eat with other girls... But these things, as ordinary friends, I can’t say it out, one is very hypocritical, and the other is that there is no reason .So I can only smile and say it's okay, and take the initiative to push the other party out.

On Q, Han Ye sent a series of emoticons to ask why people disappeared suddenly, but Ye Shun didn't care about it, he replied "sleep" and exited the interface, and then threw the phone aside.

No matter what, Ye Shun could not forgive himself for having such dirty thoughts towards a friend who trusted and cared about him.She made up her mind that it would be better if she rarely saw Gu Sizhi in the future.

No, maybe it's better not to see.

Climbing up on the bed with a limp on his toes, Ye Shun pulled the crumpled sheet at the end of the bed to wrap himself up, so as not to let himself think about it.

The author has something to say: emmmmm, the long-lost chapter, I plan to finish it this month, after all, it was originally a short story.