The whole world is waiting for us to break up

Fu Luoyin woke up very early the next day.

Lin Shuicheng was still sleeping when he woke up, but Fu Luoyin was uncharacteristically, and didn't get out of bed to make breakfast first, but kept this position without moving.

Lin Shuicheng turned his back to him before going to bed last night, and fell asleep somehow turned into a facing position, Fu Luoyin's hands also hugged his back, and put him in his arms.The bed was warm, with the scent of shower gel.

Fu Luoyin didn't dare to breathe, she only hoped that Lin Shuicheng would wake up later.

Such a peaceful scene inexplicably gave him a very strong sense of happiness.The flattered feeling that Lin Shuicheng suddenly got into his arms last night still hasn't subsided.

Lin Shuicheng is like a cat. When he is sleepy or cold, he just finds a warm place to curl up in. He doesn't know if and when he will come next time.

He could only be careful not to disturb him, greedily attached to the breath on his body, staring at his dark and curved eyelashes, his slightly sickly fair skin, soft broken hair, and rosy lips.

There is also a hidden fragrance in the breath.

He slept so deeply, if he secretly kissed... Lin Shuicheng wouldn't wake up, would he?

Fu Luoyin thought.

But he didn't move, he looked at the person in his arms seriously for a while, even breathing very lightly.

At this moment, Fu Luoyin felt movement above his head.

The chief who had slept all night and was constantly adjusting his sleeping position gracefully woke up.

Fu Luoyin raised his eyes and looked up, praying secretly "don't jump off, don't jump off", the chief jumped off with a "plop", landed perfectly beside the pillow, and fell into the pillow between Fu Luoyin and Lin Shuicheng in the crevice.

Fu Luoyin's eyes were about to burst, so he quickly checked to see if Lin Shuicheng woke up. The good news was that he didn't wake up, but the bad news was that the chief didn't seem to intend to leave immediately.

Fu Luoyin was lying on his side, with both hands used to hold Lin Shuicheng, and he had no time to drive away the cow cat.

He raised his head up and felt a warm breath sniffing his face.The chief took a closer look at him, and stared at him.

Afterwards, the chief turned his head away in disgust, and began to stretch the catwalk. After turning around a few times, he began to step on the quilt gracefully.Fortunately, the two quilts were thick, and Lin Shuicheng was not awakened by the chief's movement.

Fu Luoyin breathed a sigh of relief, and decided to add a chicken leg to the chief later.

Within ten seconds of letting go, Fu Luoyin felt movement at the end of the bed again.He tried his best to glance at the end of the bed—as if he sensed that the chief had gotten up, and the little gray cat hopped onto the bed.

The little gray cat was brought in by Lin Shuicheng yesterday, and it ran out again at some point, and only came back at this time.

The little gray cat sneaked in along the quilt curiously, stretched its neck and sniffed the head cat.

Fu Luoyin saw that the chief's tail, which was flicking happily, stopped moving, and knew something was wrong-this meant that the cow cat's patience was gradually being consumed.

The head stretched out his paws to scratch the little gray cat, but the little gray cat quickly counterattacked - he swung the head violently, and then licked the head's fur.

The chief was completely mad with anger, meowed loudly, and then started a big scuffle with the little gray cat.The two cats stepped back and forth, meowing and fighting, and almost rolled from the end of the bed to the head of the bed.

This movement is even the dead can wake up from the coffin.

Lin Shuicheng moved, opened his eyes, looked at Fu Luoyin first, then lifted the quilt a little, and looked at the two cats who were fighting.

Fu Luoyin: "..."

He felt like he had never hated cats more than he did now.He wished he could throw the two cats out of the window right now!

Especially the gray one!

Lin Shuicheng muttered, "They are fighting again."

Fu Luoyin said: "Well, it must have been a joke to wake you up?"

Lin Shuicheng didn't answer, he stretched under the quilt, and then burrowed deeper into his embrace.

Fu Luoyin felt that her heart was about to stop beating again.

After Lin Shuicheng buried his head in this way for a while, he turned over again, with a slightly hoarse voice: "Wake up. Are you going for a physical examination today?"

Fu Luoyin was stunned for a long time, and then woke up like a dream, remembering to make up a reason to trick Lin Shuicheng into going with him for the medical examination.

Fu Luoyin got out of bed together: "Yes, yes, it's today. What would you like to eat?"

Lin Shuicheng said, "Let me do it."

When Fu Luoyin was about to continue recommending himself, Lin Shuicheng glanced at him: "The chicken stewed a bit old yesterday."

Fu Luoyin: "..."

Lin Shuicheng still made chicken noodle soup, half boiled noodles and half boiled udon noodles. By the way, he made Fu Luoyin fried udon with beef fillet with pepper.

Fu Luoyin's plot about udon noodles also started in the eighth district. Their base has half a day off every month, and when they have time, they go to the town to buy some instant food and stock up.The eighth district was originally in the suburbs, and there were only a handful of convenience stores within a radius of [-] kilometers.After tasting and trying with his comrades, he found that a kind of instant udon noodles was the best, and he has been particularly fond of this kind of home-cooked food ever since.

Fu Luoyin saw that Lin Shuicheng made his favorite food, if he had a tail, he would definitely fly up to the sky at this moment.

Keeping his composure, he went to watch Lin Shuicheng cook the noodles. After coughing, he pretended to be casual and asked, "You make so many udon."

Lin Shuicheng: "Yes."

Fu Luoyin asked again: "Do you like udon?"

Lin Shuicheng glanced at him: "It's okay."

Fu Luoyin persevered: "Did you cook a little too much? Look, you even fried a udon noodle."

Lin Shuicheng turned down the fire, cracked four poached eggs into it, and his voice was transpiring in the steaming heat, calm and gentle: "You like to eat, it seems that you didn't eat enough yesterday."

Fu Luoyin was a little surprised: "You know all this?"

He ate noodles yesterday, but he didn't know how much to eat. He grabbed a handful of noodles and put them in. After cooking, he realized that the portion was a bit small.He and Lin Shuicheng were half full, and after eating up, they still felt only sixty percent full, so they silently drank up all the chicken soup in the pot.

Lin Shuicheng stopped answering and concentrated on cooking the noodles.

After Lin Shuicheng finished cooking the noodles, he saw Fu Luoyin squatting at the dining table with his back to him, teasing the chief with a chopstick, humming an out-of-tune tune: "He knows what I like to eat~ What else can I eat?" I know I’m not full~ He cooks for me, both boiled and fried~The chief doesn’t have udon noodles~The chief only has cat food~”

The chief stared at him in horror with his green eyes, and was blocked by him in the corner, baring his teeth fiercely at him.

Fu Luoyin was in a good mood and forcibly patted the chief's head, and then patted the little gray cat passing by as a reward, only to see Lin Shuicheng standing behind him when he turned around.

Lin Shuicheng glanced at him, and there was a little fluctuation on his expressionless face for several days. He hooked the corners of his lips: "It's time to eat."

Fu Luoyin coughed, and immediately went to the dining table maturely and steadily like a normal person.

After eating, Fu Luoyin consciously went to wash the pots and dishes, Lin Shuicheng saw that he was full of detergents, he hesitated to speak, after thinking about it, he still didn't say anything, and let him go.

After eating, Lin Shuicheng and Fu Luoyin changed their clothes.

The driver drove to their door on time.

Fu Luoyin contacted Su Yu early in the morning, and their physical examination was done in the Third Hospital.Lin Shuicheng followed him very quietly, and Fu Luoyin did whatever inspections he did, and he obediently went to do blood tests and CT scans.

After the examinations in several departments, the Department of Psychology and Psychiatry is next.

Fu Luoyin was about to find an excuse to say: "You don't sleep well every day, why don't you take a look?" Lin Shuicheng already said: "No need here."

Fu Luoyin was stunned for a moment, then nodded subconsciously: "Yes, no need, we definitely don't have any problems in this area. There is no need to check this."

While following Lin Shuicheng's intention, he communicated with Su Yu about the strategy: "What should I do?"

The psychiatric examination was a mental state questionnaire, and Fu Luoyin was a little anxious to persuade Lin Shuicheng to go in and fill it out.

Su Yu thought for a while: "Actually, it doesn't matter whether you go or not. The pathological changes can be seen from sister-in-law's examination. The table is for investigation and is used to assist in diagnosis. Because according to sister-in-law's personality, if he doesn't want to Because this disease delays things, it is very likely that they will not fill in the form honestly, such as the onset of the disease, filling in nothing, etc. Many patients who avoid medical treatment will do this. But psychology and psychiatry do not actually rely on that form for diagnosis. Patients come in From the moment the patient is diagnosed, the doctor is observing the patient, such as whether the reaction and logical ability are affected."

Fu Luoyin was worried: "I'd better take it and fill it in for Lin Shuicheng. Help the doctor judge."

He got two forms.

While waiting for the test results of other items, Lin Shuicheng went to see Lin et al.

Fu Luoyin used the excuse of smoking to call Su Yu outside the smoking room: "How is it? Did the result come out?"

"I read it again and again, my sister-in-law's depression is gone, her body hormone levels have changed, and pathological lesions have also appeared in her brain, but they are not serious and can be cured by medication, and the others are a little anemic." Su Yu was in the analysis room and sighed, "Sister-in-law's physical fitness is pretty good, she's resistant, there's no major problem."

"That's fine, I'll hang up first." Fu Luoyin said, "Zhou Heng will come over to get the medicine later, remember my request."

"Wait, I haven't talked about you yet." Su Yu said, "Your problem! It's worse than sister-in-law! Your stomach problem is very serious. Do you know that you will have stomach bleeding if you continue to reproduce? You are not afraid of it at a young age. Cancer, you are negative two, and you still have irregular heartbeat! Regular work and rest! No staying up late! Don’t be a workaholic all day long! You are not the only one in the Seven Division..."

Su Yu babbled a lot, Fu Luoyin listened and said yes helplessly: "That's it, I'll go to Lin Shuicheng to fill out the form."

Lin Shuicheng sat outside the ICU door, looking down at his phone.

Fu Luoyin looked from a distance, and there were densely written documents on the screen of Lin Shuicheng's mobile phone. He was a little surprised at first, and then a little happy - Lin Shuicheng is willing to read some materials now, which is a good thing.

He had read Lin Shuicheng's information during this period, and knew that he hadn't cheered up for a long time.

He squeezed over and sat down next to Lin Shuicheng, and handed him the form: "Well... here is a community psychological survey, and a volunteer asked me just now, why don't we fill it out?"

Lin Shuicheng glanced at him, didn't say anything, took it over and looked at it.

It was a self-assessment form commonly used in hospitals under international standards, and the types of questions all had obvious diagnostic purposes, which Lin Shuicheng could tell at a glance.

He tilted his head and glanced at Fu Luoyin.

Fu Luoyin was filling out his form seriously, with a straight back and a solemn expression, as if he was signing some important document.

When Fu Luoyin persuaded him to come to the hospital for a physical examination yesterday, Lin Shuicheng felt something.

Fu Luoyin asked him to see a doctor, maybe he also noticed his condition.

It was the unwillingness, humiliation and anger that he had shredded and thrown in the trash can. He never imagined that one day he would become a person who would be influenced and tortured by this disease.

After depriving him of everything he held dear, fate finally began to deprive him of himself.

The questionnaire provides ABCD four options, increasing according to severity.

"I don't sleep well at night"

He thought to himself, he would circle: No.

"I feel hopeful for the future"

Yes.

"My life is meaningful"

Yes.

"I still love what I always love"

Yes.

……

This is the answer he should have circled, calm and indifferent, not letting anyone see the clues, carrying his rebellion since childhood.

"I've filled it out... well, you haven't started yet, don't worry, just fill it in slowly." Fu Luoyin put down his pen and moved over, and then said generously, "I don't want to read yours, I'll go and wait. .”

After he took a step, he remembered something again, turned around and told him seriously: "But you...you can look at mine."

As soon as these words were uttered, Fu Luoyin immediately regretted - what is this level of overtures?

Are you a primary school student?

He rubbed his temples, looked in through the ICU visitation door, turned his back to Lin Shuicheng and did not look at him, so as to cover up his uneasiness.

He didn't know what Lin Shuicheng would look like.

In the psychological self-test form, every word and every sentence asks about the most secret thoughts in the bottom of my heart.If Lin Shuicheng is unwilling to open that door, then who can approach his heart?

But he still wanted to know what Lin Shuicheng was thinking.

If he knows, can he make his sweetheart a little happier?

After a while, he heard Lin Shuicheng say: "I've filled it out."

Fu Luoyin turned around and saw Lin Shuicheng sorting out the two forms and stacking them on his lap.The signature pen is also put away on the paper.

He was sitting by the side of the escort bench, and the skylight penetrated through, making the edges of his hair slightly bright. This scene was indescribably beautiful.

Fu Luoyin said: "Then you wait for me, I will send it to that volunteer first? By the way, Su Yu said that you are vitamin deficient and anemic, and I will bring you some medicine and supplement trace elements in a while. Remember to take it according to the doctor's advice. "

Lin Shuicheng nodded and handed him the paper.

He said softly: "You can also read mine."

Fu Luoyin was taken aback.

Sunlight comes in from the windows, and the corridor in winter is cold and cold, and the words are white.

Lin Shuicheng stared at him, his dark eyes were clear and stable.

"I'll wait for you here."

Fu Luoyin's heart beat violently.

He took the paper, quickly walked around the corner, and walked to the elevator, he was going to find Su Yu.

Fu Luoyin looked down at Lin Shuicheng's report.

"I don't sleep well at night"

yes.serious. .

"I feel hopeful for the future"

no.serious.

"My life is meaningful"

no.serious.

"I still love what I always love

no.serious.

"I still eat as much as I usually do"

no.more serious.

……

Lin Shuicheng filled in every option truthfully.

He calmly accepted such interrogation and self-examination, and then handed it over to him.

"Sister-in-law actually filled out everything carefully!" Su Yu stared wide-eyed in the office, "Losing two, it's yours! Sister-in-law can recognize the problem and accept the problem, this is very good! It's really useful for you to move there! I thought he would be particularly resistant to treatment..."

Fu Luoyin smiled, but that smile was a bit ugly.

He was thinking about Lin Shuicheng.

He found himself thinking about Lin Shuicheng all the time.

Even if he is just one floor away from him, less than 200 meters away, even if they have just been separated for 5 minutes, he still misses him.

Thinking about what he went through before he was aware of it, how many sleepless nights he had... As long as he thought of these things, Fu Luoyin felt that his heart was suddenly grabbed by a hand.

He whispered, "Give him medicine."

"Get ready. According to what you said, all the medicines are packed in vitamin bottles, which look like normal vitamin tablets. My sister-in-law will not feel uncomfortable when she sees it herself. Don't forget the difference between these medicines—I will give You made a list and precautions for use. Remember to ask your sister-in-law to take it on time, and you must pay attention to adverse reactions. Antidepressants have serious side effects." Su Yu said.

Fu Luoyin nodded: "Okay."

When he went downstairs, Lin Shuicheng smoked a magazine in the escort area to read.

Fu Luoyin adjusted his smile, and showed him several medicines: "Your medicine, take it on time, I will supervise you."

Lin Shuicheng took it over and took a look—they were all packed with vitamin tablets, but there was nothing wrong with opening them.

He knew all four of the four medicines prescribed—even without the outer packaging, Lin Shuicheng could recognize what medicine it was just by looking at the pills.

Among them, the light blue one was developed by him personally, and the side effect is almost endless sleep.

Lin Shuicheng opened the blue medicine for Fu Luoyin to see, and then asked, "What is this?"

Fu Luoyin didn't change his face: "Vitamin A, it should be light yellow, but blue icing is added to look good."

Lin Shuicheng said: "I don't like vitamin A, can I not take this for now? I will feel sleepy after eating it."

Fu Luoyin froze for a moment: "I'll call Su Yu."

"Okay." Lin Shuicheng put away the other three medicines.

Su Yu answered the phone.

Fu Luoyin bit the bullet: "Umm...Lin Shuicheng said he doesn't like vitamin A, and he wants to sleep after eating it. It's the blue one. Does he have to eat this kind?"

Su Yu lowered her voice: "You don't have to take that kind of medicine. It's almost an equivalent substitute, and it's the second-stage medicine. You can come to my side and change it when the time comes. The other three medicines have no side effects of drowsiness. I will give it to my sister-in-law. Find one with less side effects."

"Okay. Thanks for your hard work, little fish."

Fu Luoyin put down the phone, and told Lin Shuicheng cautiously: "I asked, you don't have to eat, it's fine."

Lin Shuicheng lowered his eyes and said obediently, "Okay."

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Xiao Fu: I feel that the cohabitation life is getting better!

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Chief: don't hit me, don't sing to me