Black bottle black you can see it, I can hear it

ACT.16 leave

[A deceit that black blind men cannot tolerate. 】

The black blind man is gone.

Zhang Qiling thought that on the day of Hei Xiazi's birthday, he would most likely be woken up by a kiss, and no matter how bad he was, he would find Hei Xiazi in the kitchen and kiss him well, but in fact, Zhang Qiling was awakened by the biological clock, his house was empty, and there was no Hei Xiazi anywhere. traces.

His lover always likes to be surprised, and it seems that there is nothing surprising in wanting to play a missing game on his birthday. Zhang Qiling got up and washed, thinking about where the black blind man would go, while looking for clues to this "game".

In fact, Zhang Qiling's mood is still difficult to calm down.

Last night, Heixiazi's sudden confession caught him off guard, and he almost couldn't hide the old things in his heart. He always thought that Heixiazi would not tell him this past, or at least he would have to wait for a while.

Heixiazi's childhood experience is a scar that has not yet healed. Being able to make him confess these things is equivalent to uncovering that scar by himself.

Could this be the answer that the blind man gave him?

Touching and pity repeatedly washed Zhang Qiling's mind. When the black blind man laughed at himself and said the phrase "I am a person who has been abandoned by others", his heart was in a mess, and he could only swallow the rebuttal by clenching his teeth. , followed him under strong pressure and exchanged all the urges to confess with promises and kisses.

Later they slept very late, kissing passionately and stroking eagerly, Zhang Qiling seemed to prove his words, every caress was active and firm.He took off his sunglasses and pressed the blind man on the sofa. He accepted his service in silence, and then raised his hand to respond to him. His amber eyes were still wet at first, but then he was pressed heavily by desire. His pupils were dark and almost Turned black, they shot out from each other's hands, and the blind man held him and refused to let go until he fell into a peaceful sleep.

Unexpectedly, when Zhang Qiling fell asleep, the blind man quietly left.

When Zhang Qiling finished recalling, he had already circled the house. There were no notes, no graffiti, and no instructions about the game. He was slightly confused, guessing that he was distracted and didn't notice it. He was about to look around again. With a glance, he saw a key on the shoe cabinet at the door.

That was the key to the door of his house. It was once taken away by the black blind man and put into a key chain, but now it was removed and placed on the shoe cabinet alone.

In an instant, a basin of ice water was poured down his head, making Zhang Qiling's restless blood start to feel cold.

Zhang Qiling walked quickly, grasping the key with too much force, the palm was hurt by the irregular edges, and his thoughts sank, he finally realized that perhaps from the very beginning, he wanted to wrong.

What happened last night was not a sweet confession, but a bloody temptation.

Complete Yan.

Wan Yankong, the "father" of the blind man, reached out to the blind man when he was most helpless when he was a child, the man who raised him and redeemed him.

But he was also the one who disappeared cleanly into the life of the black blind man and smashed the boy's expectations with his own hands.

Perhaps the most important existence in his life.

Zhang Qiling thought that he had finally waited for the day when Hei Xiazi was willing to tell him about his past, open his heart to him, accept him and love him, but since hearing Wanyan's name, he should have been more vigilant.

——"Little mute."

That man's pleasant voice seemed to be still echoing in my ears, as long as I closed my eyes, my mind would be filled with memories of the past.

——"The little blind man is actually a very determined person."

—— "Do you want to see him? I want to see him too, very much."

——"Little blind man, he is very paranoid about voices, don't let him find out that you are deceiving him with your voice."

—— "Ah, then I have to teach you some ways to disguise emotions. If you see him, don't tell him you know me, okay?"

——"Little blind man, very smart, sensitive and insecure, he is somewhat like you, but only a little bit."

——"You... fell in love with him, didn't you?"

——"I might kill you one day, you know?"

——"Please..."

--"please."

——"Little dumb, you, and the little blind man, you all need to be well. I'm sorry, I'm sorry..."

--"sorry."

……

He got it.

Before yesterday, the blind man knew about it.

Zhang Qiling suddenly opened his eyes, walked quickly to the room, and found the key to the drawer, only to realize that his fingers were trembling, and he couldn't align the keyhole several times.

In fact, there is no need to prove it.

The drawer was pulled open abruptly, Zhang Qiling lowered his eyes, the CD he brought back was placed on the lower shelf, and the photo frame was turned to the front, in the photo, Wanyan put his arms around his shoulders, smiling at the camera together.

He didn't need to think about it to know how the blind man felt when he saw this picture.

Concealed, lied to, played on, unbelievably angry and disappointed.

But Zhang Qiling's love is so real, enough to give Hei Xiazi the strength to calm down, so he put down the photo frame and the darkness in his heart, and turned to tear open the scab by himself in Zhang Qiling's warm embrace like a normal person , to give him the most suitable opportunity to confess.

If the wound is torn open, the festering pus inside will flow out, and if it is treated properly, the wound will heal and grow new flesh soon, but what if the necrotic cells cannot be drained even if the wound is torn open, and the wound will be deepened instead?

That must have hurt.

It must be very painful, that's why when he kissed her, those amber eyes filled with shallow tears, silently responding to Zhang Qiling's sweet and gentle love words.

This was indeed the answer Hei Xiazi gave him.

Although he is not ready yet, he is willing to tell Zhang Qiling about his past, to tell him how much he misses Wanyan, to believe in him, to accept him, and to love him.

But this answer was too heavy, so Zhang Qiling couldn't take it.

... finally lied to him.

From the first time he spoke in YY, Zhang Qiling suppressed the trembling, leaving only alienation and strangeness in his voice, until Heixiazi gave him another chance, but he still chose to conceal the end, no matter what the reason, in Heixiazi Seems like a total deception.

Zhang Qiling felt cold all over his body, as if he had fallen into an ice cave, but his heart was beating violently, and the sounds became louder and louder. He stared at the photo frame in his hand for a long time, in the photo, the slightly aged Wanyan and his young self looked back with a smile, as if conveying a silent message. words.

blind.

—Little blind man.

But the blind man loves him, so how could he let go.

Most of Heixiazi’s belongings are still at home. Zhang Qiling rummaged carefully and deduced that he probably only took a backpack and a few simple changes of clothes when he left. He took all his documents and cards, but not much cash. Come, most likely to go not too far away.

Social software such as QQ is naturally offline, and the mobile phone cannot be contacted. It is not that the answer is rejected, but that the phone has been turned off. Zhang Qiling listened to the notification tone on the mobile phone from Chinese to English, and suddenly realized that many years ago, that young man how the child feels.

If you really want to leave, how easy it is.

They are not the protagonists in the novel who call the wind and rain, and they don't have the ability to check other people's ID records casually. Once the communication tools fail, no matter how deep the connection they thought they had with each other, they can be easily cut off.

The fear of being late is invading a little bit at this moment, Wanyan was able to walk away back then, so why can't he be a blind man now?

Zhang Qiling didn't dare to think about it.

Will the blind man be willing to leave completely?Does the returned key represent disappointment or despair?Zhang Qiling always thought that he knew Hei Xiazi well enough, but in fact it was far from enough. No matter how much Wanyan told him, this man always showed him more soul time and time again.

A man strong enough and tough enough.

He thought, maybe his decision yesterday was wrong.

Even though he was reluctant, Zhang Qiling contacted Yuchen immediately.

The black blind man's childhood sweetheart was online all year round like a mystery. When Zhang Qiling asked "Is the blind man with you?", Xie Yuchen approached the truth with amazing intuition.

Hua Jieyu: The blind man left?

Even if it's just a sentence, Zhang Qiling can feel the gloomy black air lingering on it.

Speechless: Yes.

The "typing" prompt on Xie Yuchen's side appeared and disappeared, most likely because he typed and deleted a sentence, deleted and typed again, and there was no new reply in the end. Zhang Qiling guessed that Xie Yuchen probably had a lot of questions, but he was also a smart person. Probably the answer can be guessed without actually asking, but in the end, there is nothing to say.

Mostly very angry.

How protective Hua Jieyu is, Zhang Qiling has heard about it on the Internet, not only the black blind man, but anyone in "The Flowers Are Not Blooming" cannot be bullied. The easy-going Wu Xie, which one is not a role to protect weaknesses?Faced with Xie Yuchen's indifference, Zhang Qiling could only take the initiative to send another message.

Wu Yan: Where will he go?

Hua Jieyu: I can go anywhere.

The blind man is not short of money. His biological father, Qi Xuan, has never treated his illegitimate son badly in material terms. He is a photographer. If he really wants to leave, let alone go abroad, he can even run directly out of Asia to chase the camera. next miracle.

Taking a step back, even if Xie Yuchen knew, at this moment, he has no obligation to tell Zhang Qiling.

The handsome black-haired young man concealed his anger, and was about to close the dialog box when another sentence popped out.

Wuyan: It's about Wanyan.

Wu Yan: I always knew where Wanyan was.

The long and narrow phoenix eyes widened in surprise, and then were filled with anger. Xie Yuchen slammed his fist on the table. In fact, he wanted to punch Zhang Qiling's face more.

Others don't know, but he came with Hei Xiazi. He knew better than anyone else the Hei Xiazi's collapse and madness after Wanyan left.

Xie Yuchen turned off the computer directly, turned around to pack his luggage, worry gradually crept up his face.

It happened to be Wanyan, and it happened to be Zhang Qiling.

——It happened to be a black and blind man with bruises all over his body.