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This meal took a long time, but there was a time to finish it.The waiter removed all the cutlery from the table, closed the box door tightly for them according to Chen Chen's request, and returned a quiet and isolated space to the two of them. Fang Nian realized that this was the signal to start talking.

He hesitated for a moment, before he opened his mouth, he heard Chen Chen say, "Where should I start..." Chen Chen's tone was slow, as if he was really troubled how to start, Fang Nian bit his lip, forcing himself to break There was silence.

"It's been a long time..."

Just as he raised his head, Chen Chen raised his hand to stop him.

"It's okay, just listen to me," his Mr. Chen smiled at him, his deep eyebrows and eyes looked gentle because of the smile and the warm yellow dim light, "I feel distressed when I see your embarrassed face Yes, so I say."

The word "distressed" coaxed Fang Nian's whole heart to feel sore and soft, and when he raised his eyes, he was full of admiration, so much that he couldn't hold it in his eyes.

Chen Chen met his gaze and started with this sentence, "So, the conclusion is that the person you have liked for many, many years is me?"

Fang Nian was taken aback, he didn't expect that the first topic would be this, for a moment he seemed to miss his feet, he was in a trance for a while, then his face quickly turned red, and he avoided Chen Chen's eyes in embarrassment .

"Shy?" Chen Chen stared at him, "Is liking me so shameful? Why are you still blushing?"

Fang Nian couldn't help being chased away by his words, hesitated for a while, and said in a low voice: "No, there is no shame. I..." What am I?He couldn't tell, but the embarrassing thing was the shameful confession when he thought Chen Chen would never remember it?Maybe Chen Chen has forgotten, but he can't forget it himself!

"'He is very nice and gentle, but he is someone I have never been able to catch up with or touch... I have liked him for a long time, I like him now, and I will always like him in the future.' It turned out that I was in Is this how you see it?" Chen Chen looked at his expression and said narrowly, "Think I forgot? Sorry, besides the advantages you mentioned, I still have a good memory."

Fang Nian finally couldn't help covering his face with his hands. The atmosphere of the conversation turned in a direction that he hadn't thought of. tease.

Chen Chen was not soft on his hands, he stretched out his hand across the table, he insisted on holding his face into his own hands, rubbing Fang Nian's lower lip with his thumb, and said with deep eyes: "I don't know whether to scold you or not?" Wish you a good day."

Fang Nian was rubbed by him, without any resistance, and even his head became hot, he opened his mouth and put Chen Chen's fingers between his teeth. Sit down properly and pretend to have a good conversation.It's just this disturbance, Fang Nian's nervous mood for two days, after all, he relaxed a little.

Chen Chen cleared his throat, and tried his best to bring the topic back.

"About amnesia, if no one mentioned it, I would never think about it in this direction, but once it was mentioned, I have also combed my memory in the past two days, and I can indeed find many clues. For example, my one day The memory of the summer vacation last year was indeed very vague, with many details incoherent and illogical; for example, I gradually stopped seeing a psychologist until I was about to graduate and work. Before that, I had consultation appointments every week at the most frequent time The reason my family gave me before was psychological counseling for Alpha's immature stage, but now that I think about it, it seems that there is more than that, right?"

The fingers of Fang Nian's two hands were intertwined and placed on the table like a strange Chinese knot. He was still sorting out where to start telling this story, but obviously Chen Chen would not make things difficult for him.

"When did we first meet?" The introductory question was soft like a love language between lovers. Fang Nian thought it should be a question, but in fact Chen Chen seemed very excited and happy. It seems that the deeper bond and the earlier relationship make him care more than the deception.

"When I was 14 years old, I was in Bieyao Mountain. At that time, the Pei family also had a small villa there."

Chen Chen said: "It's about the same as I guessed. It should be during summer vacation?"

Fang Nian nodded, "At that time, I had just had that operation... It was not convenient to live back at Pei's house, so Ms. Pei asked me to recuperate there."

Hearing Fang Nian mentioning Pei Yu, Chen Chen's face darkened obviously, and his anger was very exposed.

"Recuperate? Is it right to ignore it?"

Fang Nian smiled wryly when he heard this, "You said the exact same thing before."

That year, Chen Chen, who was still between a boy and an adult, was already faintly imposing. Hearing what happened to "Pei Jiakang", he said the same words, and even the tone was similar.

Chen Chen didn't look surprised, and even praised himself saying: "It seems that whether there is a fault in memory does not affect my normal judgment. Even if I am only 17 years old, my brain is quite normal."

The smile on the corner of Fang Nian's mouth deepened, and he couldn't help saying: "You have always been fine."

"But it's still not good enough for you to feel free to share everything with me, is it?" Unexpectedly, Chen Chen said this.

Fang Nian was obviously taken aback, but Chen Chen quickly moved on to the next question.

"Then why did I meet you? Walking by chance?"

The answer to this question seemed much bitterer. Fang Nian didn't know what Chen Chen's reaction would be, so he hesitated and didn't speak.However, he obviously couldn't hide things from the prepared Chen Chen. Seeing his expression, Chen Chen said, "Stop hiding it, tell me the truth. Don't fool your poor lover who lost his memory."

Fang Nian smiled, but the smile was somewhat bitter.

"Because of Ms. Pei's indifference, the people who took care of me in Bieyao Mountain didn't care too much. They would disappear for a few days from time to time. That time I was starving for 2 days. I had no choice but to come out by myself. Accidentally ran to your side..."

When Fang Nian said a word, Chen Chen's face darkened, and within a few words, it could be said that the clouds were overcast.Fang Nian raised his eyes and glanced at his face, and suddenly he dared not speak.Chen Chen said, "Go ahead."

"I..." He licked his lips, obviously nervous, "I wanted to sneak in through the back door of the kitchen to steal food... but I didn't dare. I stood outside the window and peeked, and was spotted..."

"And then?" Chen Chen asked him.

"I was very scared. I wanted to run but couldn't. In the end, you asked someone to serve me a bowl of sweet soup..."

While speaking, the tip of Fang Nian's tongue seemed to reveal that taste again, it was the most alluring taste he had ever tasted in his life.

"So, I coaxed you to be devoted to me for so many years with a bowl of sweet soup?" Chen Chen frowned, his face full of confusion.

Fang Nian said, "No, what you gave me is the most precious thing in this world."