Do nothing

Yan Ke helped Xiao Lu to the guest room, then went to his room to get a change of clothes.

"Just let it go, wear my clothes." Yan Ke took the pajamas and compared him, "The size should be about the same."

Ling Lu sat down on the edge of the bed, letting him make gestures.

Seeing that he was listless, Yan Ke said worriedly, "Are you okay? If not, go to the emergency room for some water."

"It's nothing... just dizzy."

Yan Ke sighed: "You can't take a bath like this, why don't you go to bed first, and get up and wash in the morning."

"I don't want to sleep... I feel dizzy when I close my eyes..."

Xiao Lu rubbed his eyes as he said that, Yan Ke held his hand quickly, and said helplessly, "Seeing how you drank so heartily, I thought you were a good drinker. If I had known earlier, I wouldn't let them give you a toast."

Xiao Lu smiled, raised his head to look at him, his eyes sparkled: "They are happy, and I am also very happy..."

"Are you still happy now? You can't even vomit, isn't it so uncomfortable?" Yan Ke saw that his face was flushed, so he went to the bathroom, squeezed a cold towel, and came over to wipe his face.Xiao Lu obediently raised her face to wipe it for him, her long eyelashes flickering.

Yan Ke couldn't help laughing, and scratched his nose: "Look at you, don't you look like a kindergarten kid?"

Ling Lu pouted dissatisfiedly: "You always treat me like a child..."

"It was. Would you like some water?"

Ling Lu took the towel: "Mr. Yan, go and rest, I'm fine."

"It's okay, I'll sit with you for a while, it's still early anyway." Yan Ke poured the water back and found Xiao Lu staring blankly at the door.Can't help but ask in surprise, "What are you looking at?"

Xiaolu pointed to the opposite room, Yan Ke said: "That's my room, what's wrong?"

"The one on the table..." Fawn blinked slowly, "Is it the violin?"

"You discovered it all. Want to see it?"

The deer nodded.

Yan Ke went to the bedroom and brought the piano case.As soon as the case is opened, the beautiful violin is presented in front of you.Ling Lu let out a wow, lightly touched the water-smooth piano board, and looked at Yan Ke expectantly and embarrassedly.

Yan Ke laughed and said: "Take it out to play." Then he untied the belt, took the piano out and handed it to Xiaolu.Ling Lu held the piano carefully, not daring to move.

"It's so light, the violin is so light, it's different from what I imagined..." He touched the body of the violin lightly and lightly like touching a fragile product.Just a simple touch made him smile, Yan Ke took out the bow again and asked:

"Do you want to take a look?"

Ling Lu was overwhelmed with surprise, smiled shyly, and whispered: "...I think so."

Yan Ke thought it was really cute for him to honestly admit what he wanted, so he smiled and taught him to hold the piano: "Come on, stand up straight...yes, put the piano on your shoulders, come over a little, yes... use it The chin and shoulder clamp the piano." Yan Ke holds the piano with one hand, and the other hand goes around his shoulder to help him adjust the position of the piano support. "The best state is to only use the chin and shoulder to fix the piano. It won’t fall off, so it’s the smoothest and the most labor-saving to play.”

Ling Lu tried several times, but his shoulders and jaw were sore, but Qin still slid down.

"Forget it!" He happily gave up, turned his head and said, "Mr. Yan, I want to hear you play the piano!"

"I haven't touched the violin for many years, so I can only play "Little Star" for you." Yan Ke took the violin with a smile, casually picked it up, and the body of the violin was firmly stuck between his chin and shoulders.Ling Lu was amazed, and Yan Ke clapped his hands before he started playing.

Yan Ke couldn't help laughing, tried a few notes, then stood up, pulling up dodososolalaso.

Although he had heard the big tunes since he was a child, it was the first time Ling Lu listened to a live performance in such a close place, and he was still amazed by Yan Ke.It turns out that the real timbre of the violin is like this, slender but steady, each note is so smoothly connected, it's just... as smooth as silk?

Ling Lu suddenly thought of Dove's advertisement, and couldn't help laughing.

After Yan Ke finished the original song, he played several variations.This is probably an introductory etude, and each variation uses a different technique, which dazzled Ling Lu.Yan Ke also gradually became better, even closed his eyes, and smiled slightly at the corner of his mouth.

great.

The way he plays the violin is so beautiful.

Ling Lu looked up at him infatuatedly, feeling his heart beating wildly, hitting his chest with pain.Something hot and indescribable was burning his chest, was it alcohol, or...

Just when he was in a daze, without warning, a dissonance jumped out of the melody.Immediately afterwards, the melody stopped abruptly, and Yan Ke's right hand holding the bow also dropped down.

Ling Lu smiled and said, "Is it wrong?"

Yan Ke didn't answer, but just stared blankly at his left hand, as if wondering why he pressed the wrong string.

"Mr. Yan, after all, you haven't touched the piano for many years. It's normal to make a wrong note, so don't be embarrassed." Ling Lu tugged at his sleeve, trying to make him recover from his mistake.Unexpectedly, his hand shook, and the bow fell to the ground with a clatter.

"...Mr. Yan?" Ling Lu didn't think too much, and quickly went to pick up the bow, and apologized, "I'm sorry, I'm..."

When Ling Lu turned around, Yan Ke crouched down slowly holding Qin, and then covered his face with his hands.

What's up with him?

Ling Lu was confused at first, but quickly realized.

He's sick?

Yan Ke tried his best to curl up, shrinking into a small ball.He covered his face tightly to prevent others from seeing his expression and making no sound.

Just tremble.His hands, his shoulders, his whole body trembled.

Ling Lu wanted to help him up, but felt dizzy for a while.Just now he was in a hurry to pick up the bow, and he moved too much. Now that the wine is getting stronger, he is not only dizzy, but also wants to vomit.Ling Lu didn't dare to leave him alone to vomit, and was afraid of vomiting on him, so he covered his mouth with all his strength and grabbed his shoulder with one hand.

Yan Ke didn't respond to this, as if he couldn't feel anything.

Ling Lu was anxious and distressed, he knelt down beside Yan Ke, resisting the discomfort and said: "Mr. Yan, cry if you want to cry."

Yan Ke still refused to make a sound, but tightly covered his face.From his slightly white fingers, it could be seen how hard he was trying, as if he wanted to push his face into his head.

Ling Lu completely panicked now.Yan Ke blocked his own airway, so that although he would not suffocate himself to death, emotional agitation and lack of oxygen might induce fainting.Ling Lu wanted to break his hand away, but he was afraid that this would irritate him even more.

How to do it?

After thinking about it, Ling Lusi took a deep breath, then exerted all his strength and pulled his hands away.Sure enough, Yan Ke struggled desperately, and the violin slid aside.Ling Lu immediately pushed him into his arms.Yan Ke continued to struggle in his arms, trying to push him away.

"Yan..." Ling Lu hugged him tightly, "...Bebe. Cry out."

Hearing his nickname, Yan Ke froze.

Ling Lu took the opportunity to adjust his posture, resting his head on his shoulder, allowing him to breathe air: "I'm here to accompany you. Cry if you want, it's okay."

Yan Ke didn't speak, but trembled.Ling Lu couldn't see his expression, so he didn't know his reaction now.

In silence, Ling Lu waited anxiously.I don't know how long it took, Yan Ke finally sobbed, and then sobbed out.

Well, it's good to be able to cry, it's good to vent out.

Ling Lu breathed a sigh of relief, suddenly felt a heat in his throat, he quickly covered his mouth, and forced down the vomit.

...Fortunately, he can't see me, otherwise, if he finds me throwing up while hugging him, he will definitely not let me hug him in the future...

While Ling Lu felt thankful, at the same time his heart ached terribly.But he can't do anything now, he can only hug Yan Ke quietly like this, waiting for him to come out of depression.

Yan Ke gradually turned from suppressed sobbing to howling, and finally became choked up again.After crying for an unknown amount of time, his emotions finally calmed down, and he began to choke once and for all.

Ling Lu couldn't help but pat his head.

"Xiaolu, I remembered." Yan Ke said suddenly, his voice hoarse, "Why did you commit suicide last time?"

"Ok?"

"Because my hands were shaking, I dropped the piano and hurt my mother."

Ling Lu gently stroked his hair like smoothing the fur of a small animal: "It's okay, it's over."

"Well, I know. I also regret it. I shouldn't be impulsive and make everyone worry. But I can't control myself, just like just now... I suddenly feel hopeless. I feel that I am worthless. I am obviously a garbage and I am still wasting other people's money." Time and money, waste of emotion..."

Ling Lu's heart ached, and he couldn't help hugging him tightly: "It's not like this."

"I understand. When I'm not sick, I can comfort myself that it's not that bad, but sometimes I just can't control it." Yan Ke leaned on his shoulder and said softly, "Xiaolu, can I hug you for a while?"

"it is good."

"Thank you." Yan Ke closed his eyes reassuringly.

Ling Lu finally felt relieved.Kneeling a little numb, he adjusted his posture a little, and suddenly saw Yan's mother who had just walked up the stairs.

Mother Yan looked at the two sitting on the ground with a natural look of surprise.Ling Lu quickly made a "shush" movement, and then continued to pat Yan Ke's back like a mother pats a baby, helping him to relax.

Yan's mother suddenly realized, made an "OK" gesture, and tiptoed away.

At the same time, Zhang's villa, the master bedroom.

"...One night I couldn't sleep, and I was blowing the wind by the window, and suddenly saw Linlin walking out of the dormitory. I was curious, so I followed."

Yu Cheng, who had just taken a bath, lazily leaned against Zhang Xingduan's arms, and narrated the past with his eyes closed.Zhang Xingduan put his arms around his waist, and smelled the same fragrance of shower gel on his shoulders, and couldn't help showing a happy smile: "You don't have a housekeeper? Can you go out so easily?"

"Of course. But I told the housekeeper that I was with the girl in front. The housekeeper took a look at me and let me out."

"This supervisor is also big-hearted. You are clearly not even the right gender, so he is so irresponsible?"

Yu Cheng smiled: "Those people play with everything, even pregnant women with big bellies. It's not the first time they have touched boys."

"continue."

"I followed Linlin to a warehouse. She went in, and I peeked outside the door. I saw the dean, the physical trainer, and a few men I didn't know, sitting and drinking together. Linlin came Now, they were all very happy, and pretended to let Linlin sit down and eat."

"You know that our food is very poor. There are only two or three white steamed buns a day, which is not enough. Linlin is also hungry, so she gorges herself as soon as she sits down. Those men still make her drink, but Linlin refuses. The teaching director I got angry and called her a patriarch, I don’t know how many people have been C’d and pretended to be innocent here. Then they didn’t allow her to eat and asked her to take off her clothes.”

"I immediately understood what Linlin was doing here, to trade her body for food. I felt worthless for her. She was such a good girl before, but now she has fallen to this level. So I rushed in, thinking save her..."

Zhang Xingduan suddenly laughed: "You still sympathize with others? This paragraph is poorly edited, try again."

Yu Cheng said with a smile: "Well, I really didn't intend to save her, but I accidentally made a noise when I wanted to leave."

"Are you filming a TV series? Did you step on a branch or kick a wine bottle?" Zhang Xingduan kissed his shoulder and said softly, "You're not that stupid. Tell the truth, be good."

"Sure enough, I can't hide anything from you." The lie was exposed twice, and Yu Cheng not only showed no embarrassment, but was even a little euphoric, "Actually, I'm just hungry, and I thought since she can change something to eat, why can't I? "

Zhang Xingduan laughed out loud: "This is just like you. Go on."

【】

Yu Cheng smiled, and suddenly reached for the phone, looked at the time, "Come here first tonight, I want to make a call."

Zhang Xingduan didn't let go, so Yu Cheng had no choice but to lie in his arms and dial the phone.

On the other end of the phone, the Yan family.

Yan Ke fell asleep in Ling Lu's arms. As soon as Ling Lu carried him back to the bedroom, he heard the phone ringing in his pocket.Ling Lu wanted to hang up the phone, but when he saw that the caller ID was Yu Cheng, he picked it up and listened.

"Hey?"

Yu Cheng was silent for a moment: "...Why is his cell phone here with you?"

Ling Lu said: "He fell asleep."

Yu Cheng said, "I'm asking, why is his mobile phone here with you?"

Ling Lu said: "Because I'm with him. What's the matter with you?"

"It's all right. Take care of him."

"I will."

Yu Cheng hung up the phone, and Zhang Xingduan, who was behind him, listened to the whole process, and couldn't help laughing at this moment: "Xiao Lu is really bad at learning, and will provoke you."

Yu Cheng didn't speak, but put the phone back on the table calmly.

Zhang Xingduan raised his eyebrows: "What are you not doing? Your baby will be taken away."

Yu Cheng said, "No rush." ​​He glanced at Zhang Xingduan who had already stood upright, "I want to get rid of you first."

Zhang Xingduan narrowed his eyes and showed a happy smile.

When Yu Cheng rode onto Zhang Xingduan, Ling Lu was bending over to cover Yan Ke with a quilt.

Looking at the remaining tears on Yan Ke's face, Ling Lu's heart moved, and he couldn't help but bent down, wanting to kiss him.However, when he was about to touch Yan Ke's cheek, Ling Lu suddenly remembered a very serious problem.

I didn't take a shower, and I almost threw up just now, and I must be reeking of alcohol now, so it's better not to touch him.

So Ling Lu ran into the bathroom to wash his face.He looked up, saw himself in the mirror, and suddenly realized a more serious problem.

Why... want to kiss him?

Ling Lu was stunned suddenly, the cold tap water slipped from his face and dripped into his neckline, making him tremble from the cold, forcing the answer out from the depths of his heart.

It's me--

Fall in love with him.