love you very special

The next morning, Lin Yi felt that he was already early enough, it was only six o'clock.I found Yi Chu earlier, and when I went out, I happened to meet him running back.

Lin saw that he was wearing a very casual sportswear, his eyes swept over and over again, and he came here one day to bring special clothes for running?

Principled.

But just two steps away, Lin Yi turned around and said in a sentence: "You, today, are you not going back?"

Yi Chu said: "I won't go back, I'll leave on Monday morning."

Lin Yi was puzzled: "Why are you staying here? What can I do for you?"

Yi Chu: "I can't be here if I have nothing to do, don't you welcome me?"

Lin Yi: "It's not that I don't welcome you. I'm really busy. You're so boring here by yourself. It's so stylish to go to a big city to watch movies, eat and have dinner with friends to chat about the world situation."

Yi Chusisi felt that he had the intention of chasing people away, and her complicated and anxious heart suddenly came up.

No matter how old he is, he will pretend to be unhappy, and his unhappiness will appear on his face in an instant, very obvious and obvious unhappiness!

Lin Yi immediately said: "Okay, if you don't want to leave, you can stay as long as you want! There is no place to take you here. Even if you are placed at the gate of our factory, you are still a factory grass."

Yi Chu didn't listen to his nonsense, but felt his heart was extremely cold, and he almost said angrily: "I'll go back in a while."

In the morning, Lin didn't have the energy to coax him to look at his face, and just said: "You can do whatever you like, whatever you like."

When Yi Chu left, Lin Yi was hugging a man's shoulders, the two of them were joking and chatting, they were very close, you say they are jealous, they really have nothing to do with each other, in what way are they jealous?Not even qualified.

Then it's okay to be unhappy. After all these years, he actually has better friends.

Yi Chu's temper is like this, he is still not good at expressing his emotions, so he was unhappy and drove away silently by himself.

After 10 minutes, Lin Yi called, and he said casually, "The company has something to do, so I'm leaving first."

Lin Yi said very politely: "I don't entertain well, don't mind, I will treat you to dinner next time I have time."

Yi Chu didn't speak.

Lin Yi didn't intend to continue: "That's how it is, I won't bother you if you drive."

Before he hung up, Yi Chu's faint voice came from the phone.

"I really miss you."

This sentence is between hanging up and shutting down. Yi Chu didn't expect him to hang up. This week, every moment he wanted to tell him what he missed for so many years, he mustered up the courage to say it in this way.

I don't know if he can really hear this sentence, or what it feels like to hear this sentence.

At noon, Lin Yi finished his work, and when he was having dinner with Xiao Zhou, he thought of Yi Chu, and sent him a WeChat message. Xiao Zhou knew him very well, so there was no need to avoid it, and he sent a voice message directly.

"are you home yet?"

Yi Chu replied in a timely manner: "Yes."

Lin Yi said, "Then you should eat early."

Yi Chu: "Okay."

It's so fast, I don't even know this person.

"Actually, I have missed you a lot these years. I will visit your house when I have time." Lin Yi said it very naturally, without any impurities.

Yi Chu typed for a long time: "I don't believe it."

Lin Yi held the phone and laughed.

Xiao Zhou hit his hand with chopsticks: "What are you laughing at? Who are you talking about?"

Lin Yidao: "You don't know, when I was in high school, a classmate was very good at studying. He was as smart as Einstein, but he was not easy to get along with. If you don’t deal with it, you always wear small shoes for me. But after high school, I still easily won it.”

Quite proud after speaking.

Xiao Zhou felt that what he said was so wrong, so he interrupted and asked, "Woman?"

Lin said while eating: "Of course he is a man. At first I really felt that he was not good-natured, and he was very hypocritical. Later, he was tricked and tricked into my subordinates, and he was willing to give me extra lessons every day. Later, I found out that he was actually a man. He is a very good person, with noble moral character and high level of consciousness. No.1 in the exam went to Beijing to go to university. Now that I think about it, I really can’t compare with ordinary people.”

Xiao Zhou’s life experience is the same as Lin Yi’s. He went abroad to study and gave up halfway. He came back to open a courier company, and Lin Yi opened a factory. They encouraged each other in the past six years. The friendship is very good. Almost everyone knows the background of the past, but he didn’t mention this person at all. But, even for so many years, I haven't seen Lin Yi have such a youthful side, and he rarely talks about his mother before his death.

Xiao Zhou said with a little contempt: "What are you proud of for a man? If you can't compare, you can't compare. People with smart heads are tired of life, so we are fine."

Lin Yidao: "Come on, it's good for someone to drive a luxury car and live in the city center to work. There is a lot of money. If there is anything to worry about, don't comfort yourself."

Xiao Zhou agreed: "That's true. But you should treat people to dinner to express your gratitude. Anyway, Feihuang Tengda wanted to visit you specially to prove that you are in his heart. You said how happy it is to be remembered by others."

Lin nodded, a little lost, and said softly: "Yes, a child like me who has no mother and does not love, I really want to thank him. No one has looked for me and thought about me as a villain for so many years except him. It's a pity If you don't become friends, blame me for not studying hard, and the relationship with him is as far as it goes, and you can't be too serious."

Xiao Zhou can understand Lin Yi very well: "It's true, people with different realms and thoughts can't be friends, it's better to follow me."

Lin Yi vomited: "Seeing my face, can you stop here to disgust me."

Xiao Zhou's stinging face finally showed a little smile.

In the afternoon, Xiao Zhou drove the truck and took the technician Xiao Wang to buy goods on weekends. Xiao Zhou is an expert, not to say that he is really an expert. After a long time with Lin Yi, he understands most of the things. Basically, he is half of the employees in the factory. know each other.

Of course, Lin and Xiao Zhou's jurisdiction over the route of the courier delivery area is clear, and they know every household and unit when they deliver the courier many times with their eyes closed.

After finishing work at night, the three of them went out to eat together. As long as Xiao Zhou had dinner with Lin Yi, he must not let him drink a drop of wine.

So the three of them ate hot pot and left directly.

Xiao Zhou stayed in the factory for two consecutive days and refused to leave. He is not like Yi Chu here. He only admires the statues and does nothing. He is a real laborer who helps with maintenance and inspection.

Lin Yi would send him a few red envelopes at the end of each year to express his gratitude, and then Xiao Zhou would send him another red envelope to express his gratitude.

This kind of boring operation, just turning around the red envelopes like this, has no practical significance except to increase the amount of the annual bill.

A week later, the factory was on holiday on the weekend, and Lin Yi went to the urban area again to help Xiao Zhou deliver the courier. Once the two of his employees had something to do, they would be overwhelmed immediately.

It was already two o'clock in the afternoon when a truckload of goods was delivered.

Because I met Yi Chu here before, I felt that he must live nearby, so I specially sent a WeChat message to ask what delicious food here.

Yi Chu called immediately: "Come to my house, I'll cook for you."

Really enthusiastic, so enthusiastic that Lin Yi couldn't react.

Lin thought about it, and said honestly: "That's so inappropriate."

Yi Chu asked: "Did you drive?"

"It's open."

Yi Chu sent him an address: "Go and drive here, there is a parking space on the west side of the road, waiting for me at the door."

Lin Yi hadn't answered yet, Yi Chu cut off his words with a firm tone: "I'll be there in 10 minutes."

When Yi Chu came home and parked his car, he saw WeChat. That person suddenly had something to go back.

The lie can be seen through at a glance, but there is nothing to do.

Yi Chu just stood in the underground parking garage in such a daze, not knowing what to think, unable to discover the emotions in his heart, digesting and digesting again, and finally fell into a state of infinite pessimism.

He seemed to find that the person he was thinking of came back, and it seemed that he was no longer the person he imagined.

When that person is happy, he will hug himself intimately and refuse to let go, paying attention to himself all the time, as if everything has changed.

He held the phone tightly with his fingers, his heart was turbulent, and all kinds of words and languages ​​flew through his mind. He wanted to say something, tell someone his thoughts and feelings at the moment, but he didn't know who to talk to.

For so many years, I didn't even have a single friend.

Family members, relatives and friends, it seems difficult to understand why such a person has troubles and sorrows.

But the secrets in my heart are unwilling to share with the second person, what to be afraid of, what to worry about, what to expect, as if I can't even think clearly about myself.

Can only be alone, sitting in the car, silently in a daze.

Lin Yi knew that Yi Chu must be very angry, so he called him when he got home, and apologized very nicely: "I'm sorry."

Yi Chu held the phone and listened to his explanation, to see if he could explain a flower, but he didn't say anything except being sorry, seeing that he didn't continue, he asked, "Then what?"

Lin Yidao: "Then what? What do you want me to say? Why don't you make me kneel and beg for an apology again? Hey, we are all adults now, stop making trouble."

Yi Chu said directly: "You know what I want you to say, why are you hiding from me?"

Lin Yi said innocently: "When will I hide from you? You have to stick me close to you to be considered enthusiastic. I'm not as idle as I was when I was a child."

He really didn't hide, but he felt very embarrassed and inconvenient and didn't dare to bother him. After all, he just met and went to someone's house not long ago. Although he struggled for more than ten minutes and wanted to go, after thinking about it, he still felt that it was very inappropriate.

Yi Chu was silent.

Lin Yixin was tired: "Okay, it's like this every time anyway, I have something to talk about later."

"Lin Yi."

His voice was very low, not at all like the high-spirited tone of the two meetings, and he could fully imagine his expression at the moment.

Lin Yi knew that he was going to resort to the old method, pitiful, weak, guilty, three steps to deal with him.

I think back in high school, because of Yi Chu's pitiful little expression, how many times did Lin Yixin feel soft, how many times did he take the initiative to apologize, and in addition, when he was an exceptionally handsome scholar in high school, his eyes always glowed when he looked pitiful. Rou Guang, she just pretended to be pitiful if she couldn't quarrel with others. This appearance made no one have the heart to continue cursing.

I still do this now, and I don’t even look at how awesome I am now. It’s a pity that this expression is very disobedient, okay?

Lin Yi said very bluntly: "Don't look at me like that, I don't like this! Today I helped someone to deliver the courier for a whole day and I was exhausted. I have to go tomorrow. No matter how pitiful I am, it's useless."

Yi Chu said in an unhappy tone: "You can't finish your own work, but you still promote your style and are willing to help others? Do you want to learn from Lei Feng and do good deeds?"

Lin Yi said: "He is my friend and I should help him. He also comes to help me every week. Friends help each other."

"You have so many friends."

As soon as Lin heard his tone of voice, he didn't like it very much. What did he do? It's inexplicable!

"I said Yi Chu, you don't seem to have a hobby of inquiring about people's secrets, you are really curious, just come over this week, see what kind of dog he is, and listen to the tone of his voice, who can stand you except me?"

Lin Yi didn't know where he got the strength to yell at him, he seemed unhappy if he didn't say a few words, and he wasn't happy if he said a few words.

Yi Chu was left speechless by what he said, and the suffocation in his chest was lingering and he couldn't vent it. For a person like Yi Chu, there is very little anger. If you are really angry, you just sit down and calm down to adjust yourself.

In this life, I can wrong myself to do anything but to him.

Yi Chu didn't want to do this either, but when Wanshui Qianshan met, the longing and hope in his heart were burning every day, and now he was almost burning himself into coke.

People are always timid and bold in the face of emotions. It’s too late for a meeting on Friday, so I can’t hold back the night. I get up early on Saturday morning, dressed up brightly, and I can’t wait to blow my hair back and forth [-] times to find the most suitable hairstyle. .

Even if you encounter a high-speed traffic accident and a traffic jam for two hours, you can wait patiently and be nervous.

It was almost noon when we arrived at Lin Yi Factory. Yi Chu came several times and knew all the workers in the factory.

When they saw him, they either smiled, or said that the factory manager was inside, or even called Mr. Yi, which made Yi Chu confused.

When Yi Chu walked over, Lin Yi just came out of the factory. He was probably very tired. He was sitting at the door to rest, with his head lying on Xiao Zhou's body. good.

Yi Chu stood in the distance and didn't dare to move. Everyone was afraid that what he thought was different from the reality. He instinctively wanted to escape, or pretended that he couldn't see anything.

So he went back and drove away, calling Lin Yi on the way.

Lin Yi: "You want to come? Right now? Why don't you say hello in advance every time you come, but you came just in time, we are going to have dinner later, I treat you."

Yi Chu said softly: "If you don't welcome me, I can leave."

Lin Yi smiled and said: "How is it possible, I'm too happy to be happy, don't pretend to be anything other than knowledge reserve in your mind."

Yi Chu searched for the address and walked over to the small restaurant, because there were a lot of young people near the university, and he was the main attraction when he came in. Even Xiao Zhou glanced at it accidentally, then looked at it a few more times, and then directly watched him. Come and sit down here.

Lin Yi said proudly: "Zhou Qing, how are you? You are handsome and stylish. I didn't lie to you this time. Back then, he was really a super heartthrob in our school, and he was much more popular than me."

Xiao Zhou smiled, and said eccentrically, "I don't think it's as good as you."

Lin Yidao: "That's because you are blind. I have long since lost my style in the past. I have rough skin and thick flesh, exposed to the wind and the sun. How can I compare to him."

Xiao Zhou said: "It's good if you know it. You earn money to buy a big house every day, and you see buying a broken car and a broken house. If you're exhausted, you're making a lot of money."

Lin Yidao: "Why don't you buy a house in Shanghai if you have the ability? Rent and pay the rent every day. I'll see which woman will follow you."

Xiao Zhou: "It must be found before you. You can't even see an aunt in the crowd of men."

Yi Chu sat upright from the beginning to the end, accepted their evaluation and comparison, and even ignored them. Seeing that there was no wine on the table, he got up and went to the counter to ask for a bottle, unscrewed it and poured it down.

Xiao Zhou blocked Lin Yi with his finger: "He can't drink, and his stomach hurts when he drinks."

Yi Chu let go of his hands and looked at Lin Yi.

Lin Yi smiled and said: "It's okay, it's okay, if you want to drink, I will definitely accompany you."

Xiao Zhou's face was ugly: "You've got it, which anesthesia is not dizziness and vomiting the next day, and you can't eat for a whole day? Don't be brave!"

They are familiar like close friends, and to be honest, it makes people very jealous.

Yi Chu put down the wine lightly, his face slowly turned pale: "Why do you..."

Why didn't you refuse to drink last time?

Lin Yi whispered softly: "I'm really fine, how could it be impossible to drink wine when I talk to people every day, don't listen to his nonsense."

Xiao Zhou didn't know his face and just said: "Student Lin Yi, you can figure it out. Anyway, I will drive you home every time you get drunk. This time, I don't care about you when you fall asleep on the side of the road."

Yi Chu stared at Lin without hesitation, refusing to move away.He stretched out his hand to pull up Lin Yi's sleeve, there were several wounds on his arm, not as thin and tender as before, but much firmer.Opening the palm, the slender fingers used to play the piano, play the guitar and sing, but they are still beautiful now, but they are no longer green.

Although they haven't seen each other for so many years and they have changed a lot from each other, Lin Yi can still be sure that this person is sad at the moment, and no matter what emotion he feels, he just keeps it in his heart and won't express it.

Sure enough, he silently covered his sleeves and stopped talking.

Lin Yi comforted him: "In this world, people have to work, to live, to themselves, to their parents and family, to do all kinds of things. Not everyone is as smart as you and can control the world by sitting in a company. You know me I don’t like studying the most. You taught me every day for so long that I can’t learn well, so I can only do this. But I still live better than most people, at least I can earn enough money for myself to pay others to live.”

Yi Chu has heard countless truths and talked about them a lot, but his simple sighs can't evoke changes in all kinds of life.So I commented: "If I had known now, why should I have done it before."

Lin Yi was completely speechless.

"Yi Chu, you, forget it, don't talk about it, drink and drink."

Yi Chu held down the wine glass: "I won't drink anymore."

Lin Yi: "Drink, why don't you drink? This time the two of us will never stop getting drunk."

Xiao Zhou also grabbed the wine bottle and put it aside: "Don't be unable to hold back when you meet outsiders."

Lin Yidao: "He is not an outsider. We have a good relationship. Where are you? We are so good that we can sleep in the same bed."

Xiao Zhou said: "Okay, you are a person who wants to change."

The two of them were joking, unaware that Yi Chu was stiff just now, and drank the wine silently, then took the wine glass and bottle away and put them aside.

Lin Yi and Xiao Zhou would choose Su dishes when they came out for dinner. Yi Chu put down his chopsticks after a few mouthfuls. Seeing him worried, Lin Yi asked, "What's wrong? Are you not used to it?"

Yi Chu shook his head: "No."

Lin Yiyi: "Uncomfortable?"

Yi Chu smiled: "No, you can eat first, I will wait for you outside."

Speaking of getting up to leave, Lin Yi hurriedly grabbed his arm: "I am the most afraid of being urged. You said that you want to come to me every day, why do you want to leave when you meet?"

Xiao Zhou then said, "Mr. Yi, do you need help from Lin Yi?"

Yi Chu had a bad impression of this person and was unwilling to answer.

Seeing that he was silent, Xiao Zhou ignored him, ignored him and only spoke to Lin Yi: "Lin Yi, my friend's younger sister is about the same age as you, should I introduce you to her? , or graduated from a regular university.”

Lin glanced at Yi Chu, and said vaguely: "Let's talk about it, I'm still young, I don't want to fall in love."

Xiao Zhou slapped him on the back: "You are so small."

The sound was really loud, Yi Chu immediately stretched out his hand to stroke it slowly and rubbed it lightly, then withdrew his hand for only a few seconds.

Lin Yi felt a heat flow through the faintly visible palms and penetrated into the skin, calmed down and said: "Everyone is married after the age of 30, why am I so anxious, besides, you see, the heartthrob doesn't have a girlfriend yet, why should I be so anxious? That's right, Yi Chu."

Yi Chu cooperates: "Yes."

Lin Yi smiled and said: "That's right, a man doesn't have a career to marry a wife. People in Shanghai don't ask for a wife if they have a car, a house, or a job. Why am I in such a hurry?"

Xiao Zhou said: "People don't like it because you can get married at any time, and no one wants you to be a bachelor who has been hiding here for thousands of years."

Lin Yi deliberately asked: "Yi Chu, you are really likely to get married at any time?"

Yi Chu replied seriously: "I don't marry a wife."

For some reason, Lin Yi's heart skipped a beat, and various thoughts flooded into his mind, and he replied, "I don't want to marry a wife either."

Yi Chu's eyes lit up, "Really?"

Lin Yi joked: "Really, wait until you buy a big house in Shanghai before getting married."

Yi Chu said: "Let's go back and buy together."

The "going back" he said meant going back to his hometown. Lin Yi really wanted to go back, but he didn't even have his own home there. The house he lived in for nearly 20 years was finally sold for mortgage. Good etiquette, but still can't go back.

I don't want to go back either.

Lin Yi's eyes were slightly lonely, and he kept silent.

Xiao Zhou patted him on the shoulder: "If you don't go back, you won't go back. What are you doing when you go back? Not everyone can return home in good clothes."

Yi Chuqing was so excited that he took Xiao Zhou's arm away and said in a low voice, "Take it away."

After speaking, he pulled Lin Yi out, turned around and said to Xiao Zhou who had already stood up, "Don't follow."