love you very special

The way he lowered his head and closed his eyes is really cute. Lin Yi filled his mouth with vegetables and said with a smile: "Say what you want, and don't if you don't want to. Anyway, you have never liked to tell me what's on your mind. talk."

Just after washing his face, his hair was still slightly wet. Yi Chu raised his head slightly, swallowed the food, and stared at the person opposite. Lin Yi didn't care to look at him casually. When he had seen enough, he said, "Lin Yi, we—we won't Let's separate."

Lin nodded without any hesitation: "Okay, are you going to live in Shanghai permanently in the future?"

Yi Chu said: "Well, you can come to Shanghai in the future."

Lin Yixiao: "When the price of my house rises to [-], I will sell it immediately and go to Shanghai to buy a house." While talking, where do I want to buy it, "Your community must not be able to afford it. The suburban islands are not as convenient. How about Buy it directly at the high-speed rail station, and it will be convenient for you to find me and I to find you."

Yi Chu didn't know that he was joking, so he really thought so. He knew that men love face, and it would be rude and rude to let him come directly to live with him. He said mildly: "The suburbs are good, the air is fresh, and you can travel on weekends." .”

As soon as Lin heard what he said, he seemed to be able to imagine such a situation, the sun was shining, he was driving on the tree-lined path, enjoying the relaxation of the weekend, enjoying the rare holiday, going fishing, swimming and having a picnic , sleeping tent at night.

Isn't this his life before college?

It's a long way off.

Lin Yi came back to his senses and said: "In high school and junior high school, I used to go to the lake with those two people for a picnic. At that time, I wanted to invite you, and I thought you would like it. The stars in the sky can be seen very clearly at night in summer. You can dig ice for fishing, alas, but unfortunately there will be no chance in the future, really Yi Chu, you should check it out.”

Yi Chu was able to think of that kind of beauty, because he went there alone during the Spring Festival in his freshman year.

"We can go home anytime."

Lin Yi shook his head: "No, I don't want to go back."

Yi Chu said: "Aren't you going back in the future?"

Lin Yi: "Yes."

Apart from sadness and grief, I can't think of anything else to miss. He is familiar with every part of the city, and he may have been in every part of the city, because familiarity is even more sad.

At this time, Yi Chu could feel Lin Yi's heart-piercing feelings.

But that city has changed drastically in just ten years, the economy is booming, the roads and subways have been rebuilt, the school gate has changed, and they often ride bicycles together after school. Half of the French sycamore trees have been cut down on the path, and suburbs have begun to be built on the wild hills that I have always wanted. Villa resort.

Yi Chu didn't know that he had never been back, and said: "It's fine if you don't go back. Every Spring Festival, I go home alone."

Lin Yi put down his chopsticks and poured Yi Chu a cup of tea.

"Your home is here. How can you post Spring Festival couplets if you don't go back? It's always good to be popular. I don't have a home anymore, so I don't need to go back."

"Where's your dad? Does he care about you?" Originally, it was very abrupt to ask such a question, but Yi Chu still couldn't help it. Even after the divorce, the relationship between father and son has not changed.

Lin Yi ate deliciously, without any change in his mental activity: "I haven't seen him for more than ten years, who knows. When my mother just passed away, I dreamed of going to the park with him when I was a child every day. What happened later? I can’t even remember, he is such a person, he might have married and had children with Xiao San and Xiao Si long ago, how can he think of me? But I don’t miss him either, I don’t have any feelings for him anymore.”

Being able to speak his mind, Yi Chu felt that he also regarded himself as his own family, "Some people don't need to care, don't take it to heart."

Lin Yi: "Yeah, I don't care about anyone now, I have to work hard in this life anyway, I have no other ideas."

In the end, Yi Chu didn't open his mouth to ask about other things. When people are in the sad period, if they take the opportunity to say something, they will be moved or even make wrong judgments.

After eating and resting for a while, Yi Chu went downstairs and went back.

I don't know why, every time I feel more and more inseparable, I feel that parting is as painful as cutting a piece of flesh.

Seeing him frowning worriedly, Lin Yi felt as if he was going to the execution ground, and they went down the stairs side by side, Lin Yi said: "Yi Chu, I don't mean to be nasty, I really am not, I am seeking truth from facts, you are much gentler than before, I feel that being with you is a little bit awkward except for a small part, but most of it is very comfortable, not like when I was a child."

This stupid person, who yelled and yelled when he was a child, didn't understand feelings, didn't understand what it was like to like, made people restless and uneasy, and even talked badly about each other.Now that he grows up and understands everything, he can't wait to show his heart and give him the best.

Yi Chu said: "Don't see me off, I will drive back by myself."

Maybe because of the soft atmosphere, Lin Yi said, "Yi Chu, are you coming next week?"

"of course."

Lin Yi asked quietly: "Are you really not going to have a girlfriend recently?"

Yi Chu stopped and looked at him: "Are you concerned about this issue?"

Lin Yi scratched his head: "No, no, if I have a girlfriend, it's not convenient for me to go to your house and be a light bulb."

Yi Chu: "I want you, not anyone else."

I don't know if his words were ambiguous or intentional, but Lin Yi blushed suddenly, and then laughed: "Okay, I'm the most handsome guy in the world, everyone likes me."

Yi Chu couldn't laugh.

After driving home, Yi Chu called Dr. Chen.

Having not been to his place for almost two months, Dr. Chen took it for granted that Yi Chu had no time to take care of him while he was in love.

Unexpectedly, when I came here, I was not very happy to see this person.

He started smoking as soon as he sat in the chair, one after the other.

Dr. Chen said, "Mr. Yi, are you overly happy, or are you so happy that you got your wish?"

Yi Chushui grimaced, "He doesn't have an urgent need for me, he doesn't seem to be sure to consider it in his future life, he is polite and friendly to me, but he has never treated me as unscrupulously as before. Physical intimacy, I'm afraid because I have other thoughts in my head, I feel like my thoughts are dirty, you tell me, should I tell him?"

Only then did Dr. Chen understand what was going on. It turned out that the two of them hadn't been together. They hadn't been together before and they weren't now. They were still in a state of crush until now.

Dr. Chen said humorously: "I'm not an emotional expert, Mr. Yi, should you consider giving up?"

"What did you say?" Yi Chu looked at him almost in shock, as if saying something that would never happen.

Dr. Chen still said relaxedly: "Give up, there is no grass anywhere in the world, you have been immersed in the past, in the wall of self-cultivation for more than ten years, have you ever thought about jumping out to take a look, the world you jump out of is colorful .”

Yi Chu has never considered the issue of this person. He is obsessed with waiting. Apart from the inextricable knot in his heart, he also deeply integrates everything about this person into his blood. He never thought of giving up.

Yi Chu said: "Impossible."

Dr. Chen: "Why is it impossible? Mr. Yi, you are good enough. You are a top talent in this society. Why should you pour your emotions into others? It's all useless work. If you really like you, why did you wait until now?"

It's the same rhetoric every time.

Yi Chudao: "You don't have to say this every time, I am a human being, I need to spend my life alone, that person is him, only him."

Dr. Chen: "What's the matter? He doesn't like you, doesn't love you, and never expected to be with you. He has never had you in his life. You have never appeared in his life for so many years. Even if there was, There is no doubt with others that you are committing yourself to depravity."

Yi Chu always knew that he was a human being, with flesh and blood, so what he said would goug out his heart, hurt his body, and he had shortness of breath, which was unbearable.

He got up immediately: "Our employment relationship is over."

Dr. Chen went over and chased after him and said, "Mr. Yi knows that everything you are doing now is useless. He has never thought of you. What are you thinking?"

Yi Chu took the coat and pushed the door out.

When I was driving in the basement, Lin Yi sent me a WeChat message, saying two words: Thank you.

Yi Chu was very impulsive, his mind was in a mess, and he typed: Lin Yi, have you been looking for me for so many years?Have you ever wanted to be with me?

Send it directly after typing.

Waiting for a reply for 1 minute is like ten thousand years.

In the end, he still withdrew it, but Yi Chu never thought he could do so.

It took a few minutes for Lin Yi to see him withdraw the message and call.

Yi Chu didn't answer.

I didn't call until I got home by car.

Lin Yi's voice was very noisy, as if he was drinking, Yi Chu didn't turn on the room light, it was quiet and deserted.

Yi Chu didn't know what he was talking about, so he hung up the phone.

When Yi Chu got home, he called, and Lin picked it up in no time, and asked three times.

"Aren't you supposed to be home by now?"

"Did you have something to say to me?"

"What information did you withdraw?"

After hearing his question, Yi Chu paused: "I have something to tell you, but I'm afraid you won't be happy."

"How could it be?" Lin Yidao said, "I won't be unhappy no matter what you say, are you begging me for help or what?"

Maybe it is really what Xiao Zhou said, he wants his own factory?

As soon as Lin thought of this question, he didn't even feel angry at all. It stands to reason that this factory is his painstaking effort. It has been used to make money for survival and even escape for so many years. If Yi Chu really wants to leave, he doesn't seem to be very angry. If possible, you can cry and beg in front of him, give some money every year, and then get rent for nothing.

Suddenly feel a little shameful.

Therefore, Yi Chu didn't hear clearly what Yi Chu said in the tens of seconds in his head.

Yi Chu is asking if NO.15 has time and wants him to come over and have a talk.

Lin Yi blurted out: "No, I don't have time for a month."

There was silence on the phone, and no one spoke anymore.

Interrupt blind tone.

According to Yi Chu's personality in the past, he would never hang up the phone in advance, thinking that he accidentally pressed the hang up button, and immediately called back.

Called twice, but no one answered.

Lin Yi threw the phone: "I'll go, I'm still hypocritical after so many years. How can I play house like a child."

I was really sad at first, drinking with Xiao Zhou at night, he must routinely persuade Lin Yishao to get in touch with Yi Chu, and by the way, Yi Chu is used to pretending, very familiar, and said that the former gentleman has all the tricks behind his back, let Lin Yi be careful not to addicted to it.

I didn't care about it before, but now I hear it clearly and makes sense, and the use of "indulging in it" is especially good.

It's not that Xiao Zhou has been viciously attacking Yi Chu because he is not a villain, but Lin Yi feels that he has been too close to Yi Chu recently, so close that it will confuse his mind and create fantasies of surpassing his friends.

For example, they will enjoy his care and love as they should.

When I wake up now, I will naturally continue to treat it as a normal friend relationship with ordinary old classmates. Anything beyond this kind of relationship is abnormal, and friends must not be able to do it. Repeated brainwashing that I am not the same as him will naturally change a lot of thinking.

As long as Yi Chu doesn't take the initiative to call, Lin Yi won't take the initiative to harass her.

If he didn't send a message, Lin Yi would ignore it.

In this way, you can live in peace and stability for so many days.

Yi Chu had called NO.15 to go to Shanghai for a date before, and Lin had planned to go there early in the morning.

But when I arrived in Shanghai, I couldn't get through to him on the phone, and I felt that it was inappropriate to go to his house rashly, so I ate something and came back by myself.

Once two people give up, they immediately lose the line and won't say a word.

After a few more days, for some reason, Lin Yi was a little flustered. What was he afraid of? Probably because he was afraid that this friend might not be able to make it to the end, and the result would be strangers, and he felt a little sad.

A week later, Lin Yi couldn't help calling and took the initiative to contact her.

Because it was only past nine o'clock in the evening, I thought Yi Chu must be resting at home.

Dial it and it rang for a while before answering.

The voice of the phone is faint, unless you just woke up, there must be something wrong.

Lin Yi asked directly, "What's wrong with you?"

Yi Chu's voice was extremely soft but clear: "It will rain tomorrow, and the temperature will drop ten degrees faster. Pay attention to your clothes."

Lin Yi smiled and said, "You still read the weather forecast."

Yi Chu said: "I'll look for you tomorrow, you are waiting for me at home."

Lin Yi said: "You just said it's raining, what are you doing here, take a good rest and enjoy the holidays."

After a while of silence, Yi Chu asked: "These days, have you thought about me?"

Lin Yi thought, here it is again, asking such a nasty question, it used to be difficult to get him to say a nice word, but now this soft and weak appearance makes people worry, Lin Yi really asked with good intentions : "Yi Chu, what's the matter with you? Don't scare me, why do you think you are so strange these days."

Yi Chu's voice was very calm, and he said anxiously: "I'll look for you tomorrow, you must wait for me not to go away."

Lin Yi didn't know what to reject, but he actually wanted to refuse, "Well...well, I might really have something to do tomorrow, and I said that a typhoon is coming, why don't you come back in a few days."

Yi Chu's breathing seemed to tremble slightly, but he still said one word: "Okay."

After hanging up the phone, he lay in bed for a while, drank the medicine, and soon fell asleep.

Recently, I have been suffering from a cold, so I couldn't bear it anymore and had to go to the hospital to get some medicine.

He said that three days must be three days, Yi Chu waited and waited, waited for two days and couldn't wait any longer, and drove to find him on Saturday when it was raining.

I bought a large bouquet of roses, wore a suit, and my hair was designed by a hair stylist. It was enough to wear it casually, but I wanted to make it formal.

It is indeed eye-catching when driving with flowers in full makeup and clothes, but there is no excitement on that face.

He is afraid, he is worried, he wants to shrink back, and in turn judges himself, thinking about it day and night for so many days, and he can only think about it, but he can't think about it. If things go on like this, it will only be more painful and sad than it is now.

Now, when it is time to really make a choice, Yi Chu thinks that Lin Yi should have feelings in the short contact these days, and what he said is obvious enough and straightforward enough to express his thoughts very frankly.

It was sunny and sunny when we were driving, but when we were approaching, the clouds suddenly covered and it started to rain heavily.

Yi Chu couldn't get through on the phone, the wind was strong, and the summer rain was so crazy. As soon as he opened the car door, the rain came directly, and instantly wet the clean and tidy clothes, his hair was turned over, and his face was covered with water droplets.

After walking down, the umbrella in hand swings up and down.

I haven't seen such a heavy rain in more than a year.

Originally, I wanted to take out flowers from the trunk, but Lin Yi's tearing sound in the rain could reach my ears, it was a piercing sound.

Yi Chu could hear it clearly, and he ran over quickly, and the installed equipment fell down, Lin Yi's legs were crushed under it, and his arms were still trembling in the rain, holding the steel plate to be pressed down.

Yi Chu threw away the umbrella halfway, used his back to resist the two falling equipment, knelt on the ground with one knee, and supported some gaps so that Lin Yi could make a little gap to go out.

The rain almost blurred his eyes, Yi Chu asked anxiously: "Is there any injury? Is there?"

Lin Yi was too tired. Because of checking the equipment, he didn't expect the gust of wind to blow so hard that he fell straight down. Fortunately, he reacted in time and maintained a fairly strong way on the ground to support him for a while. Yelling is hard to be heard.

If the movement is too large, the things above will hang down, and the consequences will be disastrous.

Lin Yi had been lying in a lying position for four to ten minutes, and had already lost his strength in the wind and rain. He did not expect that Yi Chu would come over to help him support that moment, as if he had been reborn, and his whole body was paralyzed.

Yi Chu thought that something was wrong with Lin Yi who was lying still and smashed his painful leg, so he comforted him repeatedly while carrying the equipment: "Lin Yi, don't be sad, follow me if anything happens to you, I will never let you suffer , will take care of you for the rest of your life."

Such touching words fell into the rain, and I don't know how many of them reached that person's ears.

Lin rested for a minute before gaining strength, and slowly moved his body out.

Because of his general weakness, he could hardly stand up, and almost crawled beside Yi Chu's legs, trying to lift them up together so that Yi Chu could get out of the predicament, but the equipment on it tended to fall if he moved it.

Lin Yi was terrified, and directly grabbed Yi Chu's waist: "Go away, I'll support you, you go to the factory to call someone."

Yi Chu said sharply: "What kind of hero are you! Get out of here!"

Lin Yi didn't listen at all, just holding his hand to let him go.

This person, from the day we met, was clean, tidy, and even always aloof and domineering.

Now in this stormy weather, half kneeling, the suit is full of mud, the shirt inside is stones, the hair is wet and stuck to the face, and I am in a terrible state.

Yi Chu almost shouted: "Hurry up and get the fuck out of here and call someone, do you think I'm so comfortable!"

This sound immediately stopped Lin Yi, and Lin Yi stumbled and ran back with his body supported.

The typhoon itself is fierce. One can imagine what it’s like to be alone in the weather when the trees are broken and the iron buckets are flying. No fear is false. This kind of wind blows away anything and hits the top of the equipment and it will collapse instantly. People can’t die under pressure. seriously injured.

Because of the climate, there were no people in the factory during the holidays. Lin Yi went crazy and ran around a lot before finding a few people.

In the past, Yi Chu was still in the same posture as when Lin Yi left, without changing a single bit, like a sculpture, standing still.

When five or six people lifted up from Yi Chu's shoulders together, Lin Yi almost dragged him out.

Yi Chu kneeled weakly, and the two of them went to the factory to shelter from the rain with their arms.

Lin Yi pulled new sheets and towels from the temporary staff lounge to wipe off the dirt and rain on Yi Chu's body.

Especially that face is the most important, Lin Yi helped him rub it with a towel, pinching the branches from his hair one by one, completely forgetting that he was also in a mess.

Yi Chu was in severe pain, and when Lin Yi took off his suit, he saw that the blood and white shirt were soaked together, making it blurry.