guilt

Take only what belongs to you.

Take the ring out of the drawer.

The two rings lay quietly in Song Zixi's palms, shining slightly under the light. Song Zixi stared at them in a daze, not knowing what he was thinking, then pursed his lips and put them together. Throw it in the trash.

There was a crisp sound in the empty room as the ring fell, accompanied by a faint sigh...

Aran...I really see you this time...I...don't love you anymore...

Resolutely picked up very little luggage... perhaps even surprised himself.We have been together with Mo Yuran for so many years, but his belongings are so few, maybe he has already foreseen the day when he will leave.Ha, he almost laughed out loud at his self-knowledge.Perhaps today is a day worth celebrating for Aran.He could finally free himself.

The door was gently closed, which seemed to separate Song Zixi and Mo Yuran forever.

Aran...you are finally free...

Song Zixi went out and looked at the night sky in a daze, then smiled in relief...

He's going home...to his real home...

He just walked like this... The night gave him the best protection.

It also allows him to think about more things.

The bits and pieces of Mo Yuran played in his mind in a loop.It was like a bet, he had covered everything from the bet, but he was doomed to fail from the very beginning.

In the past, he looked at Mo Yuran, his eyes were full of love, but he was afraid of the coming night, afraid of those dreams, his life seemed to be divided, his day and night were fighting.

He is just like Tereza in Milan Kundera's works. Teresa loves Thomas passionately, but she is also afraid of Thomas's love affairs, but Tereza seems to be luckier than him. After all, Thomas still loves him, doesn't she?And he is alone, always alone, his love for Aran is as inexplicable as his original sin.Later, it got out of hand.

Song Zixi's eyes were full of sadness, or it was an unspeakable pain. The person he loved so much ended up like this... He changed from everything to nothing...

He was in so much pain that he couldn't cry...he could only smile...continuing to walk against the night...

The Song couple was a little surprised to see Song Zixi coming back with his luggage.After all, Song Zixi had already told them about Mo Yuran.

The surprise, grief, and anger at the beginning couldn't match the love for the child in the end.

Although Song Zixi would come back, but basically by himself, Mo Yuran almost never came.Even if you come here for the first time, there are only a handful of things you can say.But Song Zixi actually brought luggage this time.It really scared the Song couple.

"Dad, Mom, I'm back...this time...I'm really back."

"Okay, just come back, just come back." Mother Song said with a sob.He didn't ask much, just took Song Zixi's hand.

Father Song didn't speak, but looked at Song Zixi deeply.

"Dad." Song Zixi said.

Father Song just sighed and patted Song Zixi on the shoulder. "Just come back. Your room...is clean."

Song Zixi only felt a warm current in his heart.

Looking at his father's back, he felt that his father seemed really old...

In the past, he only focused on that person, but now he wants to throw away everything about that person.

start over...