guilt

"Ding ding ding" the phone interrupted Mo Yuran's thoughts.

"Yu Ran...you..." It was Yan Kai.

"Xiao Kai...I'm sorry..." Mo Yuran suddenly apologized.

"Yuran...you...you have always loved Song Zixi, right?" Yan Kai's words surprised Mo Yuran.

He...has always loved Song Zixi?Yan Kai's words made him lose his ability to speak.

"Yu Ran... No matter how much you hypnotize, no matter how much you tell yourself that you don't love Song Zixi, you can't deceive your heart. Maybe you don't know, at that time... At that time, you kept revealing I used to look for the shadow of Song Zixi, you always say that he is not good, but never let him leave you half a step, if you only regard him as a friend, then why do you always say it again and again in front of me Song Zixi, why do you, as a friend, not bless you when someone confesses to him, but get angry again and again, especially when you know that Gu Xichen confessed to him, but you suddenly tell him that you want to be with him? Friendship, from the beginning you are not friendship with him, from the beginning, you love him...Maybe you don't even know that the way you look at him is different from the way you look at me. So...don't lie to yourself I...I also hope you are happy...I can be with you...Song Zixi also helped me a lot...he...he said...as long as you are happy...he can do anything..."

He seemed unable to hear what Yan Kai was saying.

He loves Song Zixi?From the beginning?Why is he the only one who doesn't know?In other words, he had realized from the very beginning that he loved Song Zixi, but he was deliberately ignored by him.

Yes, he has been looking for the shadow of Song Zixi in Yan Kai.From the time Song Zixi noticed him in the library, he had already seen Song Zixi, no, maybe even earlier, when Song Zixi was sitting quietly on the small rooftop of the school that no one knew about, he had seen Song Zixi. Looking at him quietly reading the book, Song Zixi was so dazzling in the sun, he just looked at Song Zixi quietly.Then he saw Song Zixi closed the book and put it beside him, while Song Zixi stood up, and saw him stand up and stretch his waist, with his hands upward as if trying to touch the sky, at that moment he felt Song Zixi really wanted to fly into the sky, and then he saw a bright smile on the man's face.

That smile... that smile is Song Zixi's smile when we first met.

It melted his frozen heart and moved his dusty love.

But... since when, I haven't seen that smile again.It seems that ever since Song Zixi met him, that smile has gradually decreased... until later...he has never seen such a beautiful smile...

Song Zixi...Song Zixi, I get it...I get it...