prince's concubine

Originally, he thought that the matter would be over like this, and he could go through five years safely, but who knew that he would miscarry his first child half a year later.

He didn't know how much pain he had in his heart. He only knew that he was lying on the bed clutching his stomach tightly that night. There was no one around him. He only knew that what he saw was a phantom of a child standing beside him. Beside the bed, a pair of big eyes looked at him, and suddenly tears filled the whole pair of eyes. He didn't know why he had the heart to not want his own child. Maybe it was because he really didn't have feelings, or maybe he was unwilling to do this for someone he didn't love. In his own life, he gave birth to a child who did not belong to the love between the two.

He cried for a long time that night, and even his eyes were swollen the next day.

Whimpering and getting up from the bed, without any strength on his body, he sighed helplessly, just ate a few mouthfuls of porridge casually, and then lay back on the bed, lying on the bed and staring blankly at the wall, he saw it several times. The man hasn't come back for a long time.

He closed his eyes and sighed slightly, and fell asleep unknowingly. When he woke up, it was already late at night, and he was woken up by his stomachache.

Holding his stomach and panting heavily, he stretched out his hand to pull his quilt, opened his mouth and panted heavily, and the sound of whimpering came out of his mouth.

"Hmm..." Tears rolled down his cheeks; loneliness and helplessness hit his heart one after another, and finally he couldn't help crying.

"Woooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooo..." trembling body, finally sleepless night.

Half a month later, Shen Feng carefully got out of bed, apparently he was in better health, but Chen Yiming returned home on this day, and when he entered the door, he saw Shen Feng's pale face.

"You..." He closed his mouth when he reached the point of his mouth, and when he saw the other party looking at him with blank eyes, he couldn't help feeling angry.

"Are you still here?" After speaking, he sat down on the chair, took a sip of tea and said, "Don't think that I touch you, you are the head of this family, you'd better be more sensible and leave earlier " "My lord, we still have four and a half years left." Shen Feng walked to Chen Yiming's side and said.

Chen Yiming glanced at the other party, seeing Shen Feng actively approaching him, he smiled helplessly and said, "And then? What do you want to remind?"

Shen Feng suddenly wanted to act like a child to the man in front of him. He also wanted to be pampered by the person he liked for the rest of his life. He also wanted to be like an ordinary wife, acquainted with her husband, but now this person seems to be really Have no feelings for him.

Suddenly he squatted down, stared at the other person closely, and rested his head on Chen Yiming's lap, just for a while, let him enjoy the warmth of being snuggled in someone else's arms, but he was pushed away mercilessly by the other person.

"If you want to be mean, you can do it yourself. Now take off your clothes and lie on the bed." Chen Yiming pointed to the bed and looked at the people around him, and suddenly smiled with contempt, "Aren't you the same kind of person? What? Do it?" Is other people's concubine very good? Leave quickly by yourself, won't she be my plaything in the end." After saying that he left towards the door, Shen Feng stood there blankly, looked at the person who left, and rubbed own eyes.

"Husband..." Shen Feng suddenly called out loudly, he didn't want to just give up like this, anyway, he also regarded him as a family member, he ran to the person standing outside the door with small steps, and suddenly grabbed Chen Yiming's hand .

"Husband... I... I... I also want to be doted on by you..." After finishing speaking, he lowered his head, panting heavily, suddenly laughed at himself, and put down the other party's hand with a smile.

"I'm sorry... the lord should just pretend that he didn't hear anything." Shen Feng smiled helplessly, suddenly felt that he had a childish temper, obviously he had grown up so much, and he still acted like a child and a girl Like home, I suddenly feel very sad.

Turning around and going back to the house by herself, but she couldn't cry, just because she said what she wanted to say the most, even though Yi Ming really didn't mean anything to him.

In front of the door, Chen Yiming was stunned in place, and suddenly came back to his senses, and walked out of the yard. At this moment, he was extremely entangled in his heart, being held by a stranger, and even spoiled by him, "Cut..." He His mind was disturbed, very disturbed, that person completely disturbed his mind.

He didn't go home for the next three months. He didn't know what he was thinking. After that day, he thought about a lot of things. He slept in his own courtyard every night, staring blankly at the sky.

On this day, Chen Yiming went to court early and was about to return home, but was stopped by his younger brother, "Second Brother." Chen Yifeng smiled and took Chen Yiming's hand and said with a smile: "Second Brother, I tell you, I want to be a father I’m so happy.” He stared blankly at his little brother, “En.” Suddenly he didn’t know what expression to use to face the person in front of him, he sighed helplessly, and thought about his family Chen Yiming, who was planning to go home as his concubine, was stopped by his eldest brother when he walked halfway.

"Brother Huang..." Chen Yiming looked helplessly at the man who was blooming with laughter. Brother Da Huang was quite similar to his father in that he loved to laugh.

"Second brother, let me tell you that your sister-in-law is pregnant, and I'm going to be the father, hahaha."

It was the same thing again, and he suddenly felt very helpless. It's not that he never thought about being a father, but he always wanted to spend his whole life with the person he liked, and with the person he didn't like. He couldn't live no matter what, let alone It's co-parenting.

"Okay, I get it, you and my younger brother are going to be fathers." Suddenly, I was stabbed in the heart, and my hands were clenched into fists. In less than a year, two people from the clan were pregnant , but the person in my family always looks like he wants to die, and he hates it when he sees it.

It never occurred to him that night that he would actually vent all his anger on Shen Feng. He didn't know what was wrong with him. When he woke up, everything changed, even Shen Feng seemed to have changed. a lot.

He knew that when Shen Feng looked at him, the look in his eyes was less bright, more like habit and appointment.

Chen Yiming sat on the edge of the bed blankly, looking at the people around him indifferently, the two of them didn't say a word, only the sound of heartbeat could be heard.

In the end he couldn't resist asking for it a few more times.

After the day was over, he stayed outside for another few months, and unknowingly, a whole year passed, he didn't know what to do with himself, and he started spending time outside all day, he began to numb himself, obviously he had a home to go back to I feel like I have been abandoned, and I don’t know what to do when I go back. It’s the same as if there is no one in the family.

"Oh, isn't this Prince Jing? Why are you here?" Chen Yiming raised his head and looked at his good friend. He smiled while holding the wine bottle and said, "You...you...hiccup...don't you...have you married yet? Why... did you come out again? Wife, don’t you dislike it?” He remembered very clearly that this person got married before him, and then he kept telling me about his family affairs, and then said that the person he married was requested by his parents Well, he also helped this man escape from marriage, but who knew that this man would smile and flatter him after seeing his wife, which really pissed him off. After that, the two of them basically had no relationship.

"Hey, Prince Jing, don't say that. Now that I have children, it's better not to mention this old story."

Children again, everyone has children, yes, anyway, he doesn't even have anyone he likes.

But Chen Yiming didn't know that Shen Feng's second miscarriage went directly to their second child during his absence.