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Standing in front of the French window of his villa, Xi Yuan watched the private car that once belonged to him slowly leave and go further and further away, the only thought in his heart was that he was finished.

From the time of the accident to the present, the two months have not been long or short, it can be said that Xi Yuan has tasted the feeling of falling from the clouds to the abyss, and he has also changed from a person worth tens of millions to a "pauper".

In fact, Xi Yuan knew from the very beginning that in their business, whether it is real gay or fake gay, you can pretend, hype, keep silent, or be willful, but the only thing you can't do is to expose and admit that you are gay .

That feeling is not the same as CP speculation, like Xi Yuan, look at those male artists who were obsessed with him every day, wishing he was a gay CP fan, the first wave of explosions after the accident was that group of people .

They said that Xi Yuan betrayed "love" and made what they always thought was true love vanish into thin air, so their hearts turned cold, and they instantly turned black on Xi Yuan's fans.

Xi Yuan was almost speechless, who did he betray, obviously he should be the one who was betrayed?

But he still had to blame himself for this matter.

As the saying goes, one misstep will cause eternal hatred, Xi Yuan has an independent backup dance troupe, and one of its members is Xu Mingchuan.Xu Mingchuan is a young man who is very good at dancing. His appearance can definitely be described as beautiful. He has a flamboyant personality and has always been favored by Xi Yuan.

But Xi Yuan naturally doesn't have any unreasonable thoughts about others, let alone Xu Mingchuan, he has seen many excellent varieties in and out of the circle, but which one has he ever thought about.It's not that he's not lonely, it's just that he knows he can't, because he can't afford that risk, so he simply never thinks about it.

It's just that Xu Mingchuan was just the opposite.

When Xu Mingchuan struggled to get into the dance troupe, he came here for Xi Yuan. At a celebration banquet, when Xi Yuan was drinking too much, he volunteered to send him to the hotel, and he came to give Xi Yuan a hug on the spot.

Xi Yuan is also a man. It has been a long time since he has had enough food and clothing by himself, and it is inevitable that there will be a time when he can't suppress it. When his head gets hot, he comforts each other with others, which makes Xu Mingchuan finally confirm that Xi Yuan is not straight.

Then even if Xu Mingchuan got entangled with Xi Yuan, Xi Yuan couldn't get rid of him even if he wanted to.

In fact, sometimes Xi Yuan also thought that apart from tactfully threatening him every now and then, Xu Mingchuan was really good to him. If he gritted his teeth and endured it, it would not be impossible to have an underground affair.

But every time Xi Yuan feels pressure against Xu Mingchuan, it may be because the foundation was not laid well at the beginning, it feels like a nightmare, and it makes him feel a lot more relaxed because he has someone who understands his true self. But it made him want to commit suicide because he was caught by someone.

So the "relationship" for more than a year has not been smooth, he has no way of not being afraid of Xu Mingchuan, even in that kind of thing, he is always weak, he can't do it at the top, he can't do it at the bottom, he still can't find the right feeling.

After a long time, Xu Mingchuan really couldn't hold on anymore.He may also realize that it is impossible to really get Xi Yuan, so after another unsuccessful attempt, he and Xi Yuan came to a "death and death".

Xu Mingchuan told Xi Yuan later that it was because he loved him so much that he wanted the whole world to know that Xi Yuan belonged to Xu Mingchuan.That's why he invited Xi Yuan to a place where he often met, and then when Xi Yuan was disheveled, he opened the door of the presidential suite where reporters had already been waiting.

Xi Yuan thinks about it now, at that moment, it seems that the whole person suddenly fell into the water.

The huge current swallowed everything, and nothing could be heard except the humming.

The company did try its best to keep him, after all, it is not easy to support such a popular idol.But I don’t know if I responded to the phrase "the wall is overwhelmed and everyone pushes it", and today I spent money on marketing "You can't deny a person just because of their sexuality", and the next day immediately published an article "Why can't I accept that Xi Yuan is gay?" ", the whole article criticizes how Xi Yuan has fooled the public for so many years, manipulated the persona, concealed the truth and told lies, and the most extreme thing is that he deceived the hearts of all fans.

How did that say, "It's okay for Xi Yuan to be gay, he can admit it, he can come out, he has ten thousand chances to tell the truth, but he doesn't, so I can't accept a guy who keeps saying he's gay. People who like understanding girls are crooked."

Xi Yuan has nothing to say.

In fact, this is also retribution. In the past two years, Xi Yuan has been crazy in the circle a lot. He has offended many people by beating reporters, tearing up vegetables and opponents. Xi Yuan's performance is always poked in the circle. It is also a big mountain, and the higher it is, the harder it is to cross. What do you want the new generation to do in the future, so there are not one or two people who want to pull him off the horse.

When Xi Yuan was arranged to go back to rest, he still had fantasies. What did his manager Wang Jing, who was closer than his father, say, "The company has done its best to remedy it, but you also know that not all Everything can be settled with money, so go back and rest first, don’t you keep complaining that you don’t have time to sleep? It’s just right, go back and have a good rest, don’t surf the Internet, don’t make any noise, for the time being…don’t show up.”

Xi Yuan also felt that with his own strength and popularity, he might not end up in such a miserable situation. As long as he operated properly, he could continue.

So before leaving, when he was going to the TV station for a press conference, Jiang Kai, a competitor of the opposite company, walked up to him.

Jiang Kai and Xi Yuan are old rivals. They have been competing with each other since their debut. I remember one time when they competed for the same award at the same time. Jiang Kai didn't fight Xi Yuan, so he said sourly on wb, "There is no flower without a hundred days of red".

At that time, everyone advised Xi Yuan to keep a low profile and cultivate himself. Anyway, now that we have won, the poor should not chase after us.

But Xi Yuan didn't have such a good temper, and then he posted "Humans are different from dogs" on WB. It is said that he got angry with Jiang Kai later, and his mouth was full of rage for a week.

When Xi Yuan was crazy, he was really crazy.

But it's fine now.

After the accident, Jiang Kai was the first to come and walk around in front of Xi Yuan.

He was going to record a variety show where Xi Yuan was replaced, and when he passed by Xi Yuan, he said lightly, "Humans are indeed different from dogs."

But Xi Yuan was so angry that he quit at that time. Originally, his mood was unstable at that time, and he didn't care about the crowds, so he directly responded to Jiang Kai very fiercely: "Yes, people and dogs are just different. , so don’t worry, I will earn back what I lost today sooner or later! Let’s wait and see!”

Then he earned himself back home, and never came back.

In the first month after returning to S City, he told himself, it's okay, just wait, hold on, take your time, everything will get better.

By the beginning of the second month, he received the first penalty for breach of contract.

Xi Yuan didn't think it was wrong at the time, after all, it was all expected.

It was only when a series of merciless fines came one after another that Xi Yuan slowly realized that he had been given up.

In the distant city J, the company's top executives discussed Xi Yuan's matter with a relaxed expression.If it should be placed, it should be placed, everything is based on the interests, right?The above also let go of the words, of course homosexuality is not wrong, now that the society is open, there is no law that stipulates that homosexuals cannot be entertainers.It's just that Xi Yuan is an idol and a top idol, so it's not good. After all, he is a trend-setting person and has too much influence on all aspects of society. If he is gay...not good, not good.

So what are you waiting for?

It doesn't matter, one Xi Yuan falls down, thousands of Xi Yuan stand up.

This is the entertainment industry. It is cruel to replace it. Everyone has this awareness when they come out to play.

Now, Xi Yuan looks at his only house that has not yet been purchased, and suddenly realizes that this is the grave of his untimely death.

He took out his mobile phone and computer in a panic, and checked the news about himself online for the first time.

Overwhelming negative remarks, countless abuse and slander.As long as he swipe those webpages casually, he can easily see everything about him, from the initial "suspicious sexual orientation" and "forced to come out of the closet" to the "misbehavior" and "improper style" that were picked out later. ", and in the end, words such as "submerged", "promiscuity", "drug use", and "drug addiction" can be seen emerging one after another.

No, no, he didn't, he didn't do it, he didn't.

Xi Yuan is going crazy.

"The company has been messed up by you, how much did you pay for it? You don't want to do anything anymore, just stay at home and rest, I will let you know if there is anything else, I still have something to do, so I won't talk to you for now Having said that, you should be quiet and remember not to make trouble."

Xi Yuan threw the phone away, feeling a bit dark in front of his eyes.

For a moment, he really thought about death.

But that's not all.

Xu Mingchuan came, and when Xi Yuan was most anxious and helpless, he knocked on the door of his house.

Xi Yuan drank a lot of wine at that time, when he opened the door and saw the culprit who made him become, his first thought was to go to the kitchen to find a knife.

He didn't understand why Xu Mingchuan dared to appear in front of him, so he stood at the door and looked at him with murderous eyes.

But Xu Mingchuan seemed to be unable to see anything, so he cared about him all the time, "I called you a lot, but I couldn't find you...Did you drink alcohol? Why did you drink so much? It will hurt your body."

Xi Yuan felt nauseous and wanted to vomit, he just wanted this person to disappear before his eyes.

However, the moment he closed the door, Xu Mingchuan stepped forward and blocked the door.

"Calm down, okay? I didn't expect it to be so bad. I already told you that I knew I was wrong and I regretted it. Can't you forgive me?"

Xu Mingchuan was a little excited, "Xi Yuan, this is the end of the matter, everyone knows about us, you don't have to be afraid of anything, we just happen to be together, okay?"

Xi Yuan originally didn't want to talk nonsense with this person, but now he became sober after hearing this, so he looked at Xu Mingchuan with contempt and said calmly: "I have grown up so much, the only thing is that I misunderstood You. Look at you, look at you, the house you live in, your car, including the skin on your body, which one is not paid for by me, eh? No?! Not enough?! It can’t be blocked Your mouth?"

Xi Yuan almost laughed, "You're right, I'm done, and I don't have to be afraid of anything, so you can't threaten me now, so get out!"

Xu Mingchuan's eyes darkened, and he suddenly felt desperate, "If I hadn't taken the initiative, would you never have looked at me more?"

"if not?"

Xi Yuan looked at him with certainty, but Xu Mingchuan didn't believe it.

"You like me, you're just angry."

"I hate you."

Xi Yuan repeated again, "I haven't watched you from the beginning to the end. If it wasn't for the fear that you would tell me about me, I would have sent you out of the group a long time ago!"

Xu Mingchuan took a deep breath, his face became frighteningly stiff.

He looked around, then suddenly stretched out his hand to push Xi Yuan, "Let's go in and talk, it's not convenient here."

Although Xi Yuan had drunk, but still had the strength, he swung his arm away, "Don't touch me, get out of here!"

"Stop making trouble, Xi Yuan, let's go in first."

"You let me go!"

The two of them tugged like this, and they didn't know where they failed to stand firmly. Xi Yuan tripped and fell directly to the ground.

Xu Mingchuan ignored Xi Yuan's pained expression, stepped into the door, grabbed Xi Yuan's collar and dragged him into the entrance.

Xi Yuan was in a hurry, feeling that his hair was being pulled and hurting, "You fucking let me go!"

But Xu Mingchuan didn't hesitate at all, and his strikes became even more ruthless.

Just when Xi Yuan felt that something was wrong, a strange but familiar voice suddenly came from a distance:

"Is there anything I can do to help?"