Bear Diary

Wednesday, August 2010, 3

Chatting with one of my few friends above AUO in the morning.He is a monkey with a cute smile and a cute personality. I have always liked him, but he already has a BF.Originally, he wanted to chat about the current situation and teased him by the way, but in the end he told an amazing news-he had a girlfriend.

I pretended to be calm and asked him if the girl was pretty?He said he wasn't pretty, but he was a nice person, mainly because he liked himself very much.I asked do you want to get married?he said yes.

Their family is considered rural, and their parents are relatively traditional.When we discussed this issue at the beginning, as an only child, he said that he couldn't imagine his parents' reaction after knowing that he was gay.In fact, I should have foreseen today's result from that time, so I didn't ask why, I just asked him if BF knew?He said that BF knew about it and supported him, but he knew that BF must be very sad, but there was no way to do it.

After a while of silence, I said, can you find a lesbian to marry?Because you are gay, marrying an ordinary woman is not only bad for that woman, but also for yourself and even your future children.He smiled and said, don't be so troublesome, now I feel like I don't need to think about being gay.He said that he hadn't thought about men for a long time, and it was good to be with that girl, even thinking of her in bed at night felt warm.

What can I say?I said what about your BF?He said that we can still contact and be friends, but it is impossible to be together.

I said, if this is the case, then I bless you, as long as you feel happy, go for it.All I consider is based on your happiness.

In fact, I have heard this kind of thing a few times before, some family forced marriage, just find a woman to marry, or I am tired of the gay life and want to straighten myself.I just listened to it as a joke, and I don't know if there are any successful cases, but I didn't expect this to happen to my friends.

Although I supported him, I couldn't apply his approach to myself.I've always been a rebel, I'm not going to push myself for my parents or anything, that's something I've figured out since I was a person.Life is only a few decades, and I want to live as much as I can.Is this capricious?Maybe.

I didn't tell Serena about this, but asked him lightly if he ever thought about not being gay and finding a woman to marry.He froze for a moment, and said that being gay is good, brothers are lovers, there will never be conflicts, and women are so troublesome.I couldn't help laughing, maybe it was Serena's innocence that made me more self-willed?