Pride and tenderness

He Yue started to have that dream again.

In the dream, it was the magnified distorted face of my uncle, who roughly and brutally opened his legs, and then put his hands in shameful places.He could only resist desperately, and the man with a ferocious face was getting closer and closer. He kept retreating in extreme fear and fear, and hit his waist on the balcony railing. Before he could react, he rolled over.When I fell, I could vaguely hear the screams of the crowd, suddenly approaching and then far away.He only remembered the almost shattered pain in his leg bones and lower back after his body fell to the ground. Such sharp pain was so clear even in his dream.

In the dream, it seemed that someone shook his shoulders and called his name:

"He Yue, He Yue."

The man reached out to caress his cold and wet face, and then there was a slight noise, the bed sank, the man hugged him from the front, and patted his back lightly.

That wasn't very gentle, even clumsy consolation, but it made the pain in his leg gradually drift away along with the drowsiness.

After an unknown amount of time, He Yue woke up from the dream again. The plot in the dream was illusory, only the remaining tears on her face were real.

The coarse cloth curtains in front of the hotel's floor-to-ceiling windows were blown up and down by the early morning night wind, and the sky had begun to turn white.

Realizing that it was a dream, I felt a little relieved and tired, and lay down in a daze and fell asleep again.When I woke up again, it was already broad daylight, and the alarm clock was at nine o'clock.

Overslept, He Yue secretly complained.

The phone's alarm had obviously rang, but he didn't know who turned it off. He didn't have the impression that he had ever turned off the alarm.

He washed up in a hurry, grabbed the things he needed for work and ran to the set.Gu Ran has arrived and is sitting with the director discussing the script.

It stands to reason that he should wake up earlier than Gu Ran. The morning work is the busiest, and he should organize the schedule and clothes for the whole day. Who knows that he slept right away, so he knew it without thinking about it. Gu Ran was about to throw a tantrum at him again.

Gu Ran also saw He Yue, turned around and said something to the director, then stood up and walked over.

He Yue shrank her shoulders, ready to be scolded.

Who knows that Gu Ran didn't get angry, his expression didn't look natural, but his tone was still good, "Do you want to have breakfast?"

He Yue was not scolded, but was made even more nervous by the uncharacteristic atmosphere, "I'll just go and eat by myself in a while."

"Oh."

"Well, sorry, I got up late."

"fine."

The young man seemed to be a little surprised "Huh", his face was puzzled and a little bit at a loss.

Gu Ran looked at him for a while, then said stiffly, "Did you not sleep well?"

He Yue was slightly taken aback by the question, "It's pretty good..."

"Last night you..." Gu Ran hesitated to speak.

He thought of last night, the way the boy choked up in his sleep, the way he couldn't wake up from his nightmare, the way he curled up as if he was being touched by something, the way he unconsciously trembled and wept in his arms.

He suddenly didn't know how to speak.

"Did I disturb you last night?" He Yue said apologetically, "I sometimes talk in my sleep, I'm sorry." The assistant's room and the master bedroom arranged by the hotel have only one floor of partition. Gu Ran is also possible.

"No." Gu Ran interrupted him a little irritably, gradually there were some veins on his head, and he finally said:

"You don't have to get up so early every day."

"Eh?"

"If you don't feel well, you can sleep a little longer."

"..."

"You don't have to clean the bathtub every night, you're an idiot."

"..."

"My clothes can also be washed in the hotel's washing machine."

"..."

"Stop acting like I abuse you every day."

Gu Ran talked for a while, and then returned to his arrogant and arrogant look, as if the person with exposed veins, red face and thick neck just now was not him.

"..." He Yue could hear some concern in the other party's fierce tone, so she smiled lightly, "Okay."

The corner of the young man's mouth has a gentle curvature, his lips are light in color, and his smile is vivid and beautiful.

Gu Ran felt his heart was being grabbed by something, and it was pounding.

I want... I want to press the boy's beautiful lips hard, I want to savagely stir in his mouth, I want to touch his smooth and white skin hard.

Want...want to have him.

That kind of longing is different from the pure physical desire before, and it seems to be mixed with some emotions that people don't understand.

Thinking about it, Gu Ran's heart was about to tighten, and his whole body was about to burn like crazy, but he still had a look of disgust on his face.

A few days later, Gu Ran's scene will finally wrap up. He thinks that he can go home and sleep after filming today, and he can't help feeling better, and his expression is much more relaxed than usual.The big star is in a good mood, and the atmosphere of the whole set is also relaxed.

A young Xiaochang Ji even joked with Gu Ran:

"Brother Ran, recently someone hacked you online."

"Oh." Gu Ran didn't care too much, there are many people who are famous and right and wrong, so many people who follow him, naturally there are many sunspots.

"The scandal between you and Assistant Xiao He, don't you think it's funny?" Xiao Chang Ji shook his head repeatedly while scrolling through Weibo to read the news, "How is it possible, Assistant Xiao He is a boy! These gangsters are all spreading rumors." won't make it."

Gu Ran was drinking water and choked.

"Is there someone else who wrote your fanfic? What does 'fanfiction' mean?" The straight man Xiao Changji was amazed, "This person still claims to be your fan? How can there be such a black idol as a fan?"

"..."

Xiao Changji looked at it for a while, and gradually blushed, "Oh, this novel is written, how did you and Assistant Xiao He be written like this! I can't see it!"

"Show me."

"Ah? Don't, don't, don't read it." The scale of this novel is too large, and the plot is full of rumors. If Gu Ran reads it, he will be so angry that he will blow off the roof of the studio.

Gu Ran said flatly, "It's okay, let me take a look." His expression was not bad.

Xiao Chang Ji had no choice but to hand the phone to Gu Ran, still nagging a little worriedly, "I guess he is a fan of elementary school students, who is ignorant, and has never considered that writing such a rumor novel by himself will affect the idol? Sigh , really..."

Gu Ran looked down at the fan fiction written by "elementary school student fans" on his phone.After watching for a while, he didn't speak, and his expression was indifferent, showing no joy or anger.

In the novel, Gu Ran and the "assistant brother" are written as a gay couple, the writing is immature, the plot is Mary Su, bloody, and a nonsense.

After a while, Gu Ran returned the phone to the reporter, "It's well written."

"???"

Xiao Changji was a little confused, not sure if it was his own illusion, but Gu Ran seemed to smile a little bit, and it was kind of satisfied.

The director shouted over there, "The filming has started, the filming has started."

Gu Ran got up and left, leaving Xiao Changji alone, blankly reminiscing about the big star's seemingly absent smile.