What to do if you are allergic to your boyfriend

Homosexuals in this society, no matter how much effort and struggle they make, are always a marginalized group. No matter how hard they spend their whole lives and how they justify themselves, it is impossible to be accepted.

Not to mention, how much pressure two people need to endure when they are together, whether it is public opinion or others pointing fingers, these are not something two teenagers can bear, let alone two people still have such a long future To go, this feeling sinks like a huge useless rock, they can't bear it.

Chi Ma rubbed the center of her brows wearily, and said straight to the point: "When did it start?"

Yu Jian's voice was steady, without the slightest timidity: "Today we are together." He couldn't help adding, "But I fell in love with it a long time ago."

It's just that I was slow to react and didn't realize it.

Chi Ma's voice was cold: "Leave.

Her voice was like a knife, and there was no need to wait. There was panic in her voice that she didn't realize: "Tomorrow, tomorrow, I will call your Teacher Liu. Next semester, I will transfer to Chi Yanban."

Without the panic and crying pleading she imagined, Yu Jian, a teenager, sat calmly on the spot, without a trace of panic, only firmness in her eyes, and a trace of softness: "Auntie, please calm down first. Down."

"Don't be too impulsive. Transferring now may affect Chi Yan's grades. It's not the best choice. You just found out about the relationship between us. It's normal if you don't understand or accept it."

Yu Jian's tone didn't look like a teenager, but it seemed like two people had switched identities. Chi's mother looked like a flustered child at the moment, and the threat she spoke was like punching cotton.

Chi Ma was about to be laughed at by him, she sneered and said, "Calm down? Watching you guys together?" She rubbed her brows, realizing that she was indeed a little emotional, and persuaded softly,

"You are still too young, what is impulsive, what is liking and what is love, you can't tell the difference, separate, calm down, and when you mature, you can still be good friends."

What Chi Ma said was very euphemistic, but there was an undisguised perfunctory in the euphemism.

Yu Jian looked at Chi's mother with flickering eyes, her eyes were gentle: "Auntie, we are not children anymore, we are mature enough, we can be separated for two or three months, or two or three years, the result is the same, it is impossible to have Think clearly about being good friends, because we have already thought clearly enough, we just love each other, the kind of love that is indispensable and irreplaceable."

Chi Ma took a deep breath, closed her eyes, and said, "Okay, even if you like each other, it's not a momentary affection."

She slowly opened her eyes, and there was a trace of pity in her eyes: "Then never meet again, I will send him abroad, time will dilute everything, you are still young, if you don't understand now, you will understand later."

Chi's mother thought that this threat was enough, and she was really not talking about it for fun. Sending Chi Yan abroad, going to university abroad, or even working abroad would not be a problem.

Or before graduating from university, the part about Yu Jian in Chi Yan's memory has been washed away by time.

Chi's mother has experienced too much. She can't understand young people's impulsiveness and impulsiveness. She grasps these weaknesses firmly.

Unexpectedly, Yu Jian was not excited, and said calmly: "Auntie, you can't see through the essence. As I said, our relationship will not change just because we are separated for one month or two, one year or two years. , He changed schools, I can wait until I graduate from high school and go to a university with him, if he really goes abroad, I will follow him and fly abroad."

Chi's mother seemed to be listening to a joke: "Do you know what grades are required to be admitted to that university, how much money is required, and how many places are there? Have you ever learned the language of this country? Can you ensure unimpeded communication?"

Yu Jian raised her eyelids and glanced at Chi Ma: "I can't do it now," her eyes were fixed on the ground, and her voice was low, "I can do it later."

Yu Jian said this not to make Chi Ma believe in him now, but to make Chi Ma believe in him in the future.

Yu Jian's voice was very soft, but each word, like a bead, hit the floor with a crisp sound, and fell into Chi Ma's heart.

"You may think that I am young and frivolous, and what I say is trying to be brave," Yu Jian smiled wryly, with a kind of desperate determination, "Maybe it is true, but what if I succeed?"

Chi Ma looked at Yu Jian in a daze.

Yu Jian's eyes had the purity and clarity unique to teenagers, and it was only then that Chi Ma realized that she had misunderstood his eyes. She used to think that they were ignorant of the world and reckless, but now she realized that it was not ignorance of the world, but after seeing through the world. Rain or shine.

For some reason, Mama Chi slowly dropped the stone in her heart, and the part of her heart that was stubborn and refused to give in was suddenly shaken.

She suddenly remembered that Papa Chi seemed to be like this when he was young. The young man seemed to have the whole world in his eyes, and nothing could stop him.

The appearance of the person in front of him and that boy were superimposed, but there was no difference between them.

Chi Ma was silent for a while, and broke the silence and spoke, as if she was struggling in the end: "Have you ever thought about how difficult this road is? How much public opinion pressure, other people's advice, have you thought about it."

Yu Jian smiled lightly, as if two people were talking and laughing, and said briskly, "I don't care."

"Auntie, I don't care if I transfer from high school to high school or study abroad in university, or whether this road will not go far."

He only cares about late words and the present.

That's what it means to be 17 years old.

Just leave, don't ask about the way back.

Because the feeling of starting is already good enough, there is no need to ask where you are going, whether you will not go far, whether you will waste your time in vain, or whether you will actually go the wrong way.

What if the end of the road is a cliff?

Then jump off.

The young man spoke lightly, but his tone was unrelenting.

Chi Ma's brows and eyes loosened slightly, and she looked at Yu Jian again.

She has always been good at judging people, but for the first time in more than 40 years, she misjudged people.

She thought that Yu Jian was as gentle as jade on the surface, like a rabbit, with his ears compliant, but in his heart he was gentle, gentle, gentle, and would turn corners to find solutions when encountering difficulties.

But in fact, Yu Jian is more twisted than anyone else.

For a moment, Chi Ma was also speechless. She was blocked and didn't know what to say. She waved her hand and rubbed the center of her brows, "Forget it, you go up first."

Yu Jianen said, hesitated a bit, then softened his voice and said, "May I ask you something?"

Chi Ma raised her eyelids and waited quietly for Yu Jian to speak.

Yu Jian looked at Chi's mother and said, "Can you not tell Chi Yan for the time being, even if you want to transfer to another school, don't let him know so soon."

Chi Ma asked in confusion, "Why?"

Yu Jian lowered her eyes: "I'm afraid that he will think too much if he knows, and it will affect his study."

Chi Ma didn't know what to say to Yu Jian, she was angry first, and then a little funny: "You should worry about yourself first, whether you can maintain your own state is still a problem, don't worry about it."

There was a hint of worry in Yu Jian's eyes: "Chi Yan doesn't seem to have a good temper, but he is a bit sloppy, it doesn't mean he doesn't understand reason, anyway, he is a very good person, if you can, don't say this to him It's over, at least let's talk about it after the college entrance examination is over, I really want to transfer..." A trace of reluctance flashed in Yu Jian's eyes, "Don't let him transfer, I will transfer."

Chi Ma was so blocked by Yu Jian's words that she didn't know what to say, and she didn't know whether to call him stupid or call him stupid.

Chi Ma sighed quietly, and the last bit of temper was worn out: "It's too late, you go to bed first."

After Yu Jian's anti-customer remarks, she felt that she was the ruthless black hand who broke up the mandarin ducks.

Chi Ma rubbed the center of her brows and calmed down.

Just now she was impulsive and said to transfer schools, one was out of anger, and the other was to scare Yu Jian and make him see the reality clearly, but she didn't expect this child to be very stubborn and harder to deal with than she imagined.

Yu Jian looked up at Chi's mother: "Okay, then you should also have a good rest, don't go to bed too late, it is easy to catch cold at night."

Chi Ma raised her head leisurely, and for a moment she had the thought of "Yu Jianjian is such a good girl", and the next moment she was scared back by herself, and she quickly shook her head and wondered what she was thinking.

When Yu Jian left, she poured a cup of hot water and put it in front of Chi Ma: "Auntie, take your time."

Mother Chi: "..."

It's so sweet.

When Yu Jian went upstairs, she regained her cautious attitude. Standing on tiptoe, she slowly pushed the door open. Seeing the darkness in the room, she breathed a sigh of relief, and got up to go in.

"Where have you been?"

After the sound came a deep voice suddenly, Yu Jian was startled, and quickly made a conditioned reflex and turned around: "You...why are you outside?"

Chi Yan narrowed his eyes, his whole body was filled with coldness, he tilted his head and slowly approached Yu Jian, dragged him into the room, and closed the door with a "slap", echoing in the empty house .

Yu Jian looked at the person in front of her in a panic, Chi Yan was outside just now, did he hear everything she said?

Chi Yan almost gritted his teeth and said, "I shouldn't ask you this question? I had a good chat with my mother. Why, are you planning to just hide it from me and think you can solve the problem yourself?"

Chi Yan didn't dare to think about it, if he hadn't heard Yu Jian turned over and followed him out, would Yu Jian never let him know what happened tonight?

Chi Yan's eyes were a bit cold: "You don't want to discuss things with me?"

Chi Yan was both angry and sad.

Just now, Yu Jian's words fell into his ears verbatim. From the time the two of them talked about transferring to another school, and later when Yu Jian said that he couldn't let himself know, he heard it all.

He always thought that he had protected Yu Jian and let Yu Jian fall into his arms with peace of mind. He never knew how fierce the wind and rain were, but until just now, he realized that the person in his arms swept his feet away with his own body. thorns, in corners he cannot see.