ruffian

Mo He failed to see Mo Yancheng. He stood at the door of Mo Yancheng's room and said a lot, but Mo Yancheng didn't respond to a single word.Mo He knew that he needed time, time to come out, and time to recover, so give him time, let him come out by himself, and let him recover by himself.

To Mo He's surprise, Mo Xicheng accepted Chen Yueqing's sudden death easily, without any overly sad look, and still had that calm look, with the maturity and vigor that a junior high school student shouldn't have in his eyebrows and eyes. steady.

"Damn's illness, I knew about it a long time ago." Mo Xicheng asked Mo He to sit down, poured a glass of water for him, and said.

No wonder, no wonder, as his own son, Mo Xicheng was able to face it so calmly, because he knew it a long time ago and was mentally prepared for it, but Mo Yancheng didn't know anything about it, so he couldn't accept it all of a sudden, and even closed himself off .

Mo He stared at the gap on the enamel cup, felt a little lost, and asked softly, "Why did you hide it from him?"

"Brother, he has always known that he is an adopted son. Even though Mom treats him as her own son and I treat him as my own brother, there is a gap in his heart. I know that the better Mom treats him, the more he can't bear it. What a fool, we are obviously a family, but we always think about holding us to the top of our hearts, but we leave ourselves behind."

"After finishing high school, I will work part-time to earn money for me to go to college and let us live a good life. I used to say it. It is also thanks to Brother Ahe's help before that I let my mother know that my brother is going to degenerate himself, so my mother can scold him. Wake up, he cherishes himself and works hard. My brother is obviously a very good person, but he is an idiot if he says he wants to drop out of school to make money."

"In this way, my mother and I can't speak, how can we tell him? Our family can't cure this disease, and my mother's health is getting worse and worse. I found it late and there is no time. Tell him to let him iron it out." If you want to make money, how much money can you make, and how much can you use? My brother is stupid, and my mother is also stupid. I often say that I have taken dialysis and took medicine, and I don’t know how many times they have lied to me.

Mo Xicheng talked a lot, said a lot of things, talked about how Mo Yancheng protected himself when he was weak and bullied when he was a child, how Mo Yancheng kicked down gangsters who did not pay, and how Mo Yancheng and Chen Yueqing I praised myself for winning the award, and said how much I worked hard to study, and I worked hard to make my brother and mother look good...

As he spoke, Moxi City's tears fell one by one, one after another, scattered all over the ground like pearls with broken strings.Mo He raised his hand and gently rubbed Mo Xicheng's head: "You have worked very hard, you are their pride, they know it, they all know it."

Moxicheng is a strong man, but he is not such a strong man, he just buried all his sorrows.After Chen Yueqing accidentally discovered the disease, he had told him a lot, and it was their common idea to hide it from Mo Yancheng.

But in this way, Moxi City will inevitably have to bear everything, especially after Chen Yueqing's death, Mo Yancheng has been decadent, and Moxi City has to grit its teeth and take care of Chen Yueqing's funeral with the help of Lin batian.Obviously he is also very sad, he is about to be unable to hold on, really is almost unable to hold on, but he has to do it, he has to do it.

Chen Yueqing left a sum of money to the two brothers, which was not a small amount. Lin Batian said that it was the insurance compensation Chen Yueqing received after her husband died and the savings Chen Yueqing had accumulated over the years. The two graduated from college.

Chen Yueqing's last words to Mo Xicheng were: "You have to live up to yourself, take care of yourself, and never drag down your idiot brother", and left a letter for Mo Yancheng, but Mo Yancheng never read it.

In the following week, Mo Yancheng still did not show up at school, Mo He asked Lin Qiqi for a day off, came to Mo Yancheng's house again, looked at the closed door, and remembered the lock of Mo Yancheng's bedroom It was the old-fashioned pull bolt, so he said "Sorry" to Mo Xicheng, and kicked the door open with a roundabout kick with a gloomy face.

Moxicheng was neither surprised nor angry at the sudden loud bang. He silently picked up his schoolbag, glanced at the dark room, and said to Mohe: "Brother, I will trouble you, I have to go to class gone."

Mo He nodded, looked at the lump on the bed in the room, and said, "Go."

After Mo Xicheng walked out of the door, Mo He strode into Mo Yancheng's room. The small space that had been dusty for many days was filled with an indescribable odor. Mo He frowned, pulled open the curtains, pushed open the window, The next moment, all kinds of noise from the street rushed in with the fresh air after the rain.

There was no movement in the ball on the bed. Mo He suspected that he had fallen asleep, so he simply lifted the quilt. Unexpectedly, Mo Yancheng was awake, and his eyes, which had been in the dark for a long time, could not adapt to the surprise attack. The light narrowed slightly.

"That's enough, you should get up." Mo He's anger dissipated when he saw Mo Yancheng's bloodshot eyes and bearded chin, and then his heart was full of heartache. How could Mo Yancheng be like this? What about Mo Yancheng?How could that Mo Yancheng, who was always laughing like a ruffian and heartless, be like this?

After being silent for a long time, Mo Yancheng didn't react at all, he didn't even look at Mo He, he just stared blankly at a protruding iron nail on the upper bed board, without blinking his eyes.

Mo He couldn't help wondering if he hadn't actually slept much after staying in the room for so long, otherwise, why would he have such heavy dark circles and bloodshot eyes?

Sighing heavily, Mo He stretched out his hand and turned Mo Yancheng's face to himself, looked straight into his eyes, and said softly: "Yancheng, do you want to go on like this? How long will it take? How long will it take you to come out? You let Xicheng What should he do, he has taken on everything, how dare you let him worry about you? Qi Shi and the others are also worried about you, and me. You just ignore it, are you worthy of Xicheng, sorry for me, sorry for Auntie? "

Seeing Mo Yancheng's eyes move slightly, Mo He went on to say: "I read Auntie's letter to you without authorization, and I apologize to you. But listen carefully, Auntie said, Mo Yancheng, if you idiot give up on yourself , just get out as soon as possible, she Chen Yueqing doesn't recognize such a cowardly son, so what about birth, old age, sickness and death, she can bear it, how can you, a big man, not bear it? She also said that you and Xicheng have always been her pride. It is a great blessing for her to have such a cheap son like you, she wants you to be good and stand out, otherwise she won't come to see you, and you don't even think about dreaming about her."

"Yancheng, don't you think about it, what is Auntie's expectation? She is waiting for you to take your acceptance letter from a prestigious university and shake the face of those who look down on you. A domineering mother like Auntie would not want to see You look so decadent. Mo Yancheng, come back?"

Mo Yancheng stared at Mo He for a long time, and Mo He kept looking back at him with a gentle smile. I don't know how long it had been, Mo Yancheng finally moved his chapped lips, hoarse, and said: "Ahe , I don’t know, they keep it from me, Xicheng knows, Master knows, even Lin Dinggan knows, only I don’t know.”

As soon as he opened his mouth, Mo Yancheng's tears poured out like a dam that opened the gate, and soon soaked the pillow cover. He couldn't help whispering: "She wears makeup every day, and she looks very beautiful and healthy. I don't know that she is actually sick. On the hospital bed, she said the most, don't be silly, don't cry, don't talk nonsense, I don't talk nonsense, and I tried not to cry, but I am still good. I owe her a lot, I haven't had time to pay it back, what should I do? Ah? How can I pay it back, Ah He?"

Mo He leaned down, and gently put his arms around Mo Yancheng's head: "She doesn't need you to pay her back, and she never thought of asking you to pay her back. She treats you like her own son, and you have to treat her like your own mother. It will make her very sad. As a mother, she only hopes that you and Xicheng can take care of each other and support each other. You know, Yancheng."

"I don't understand, Ahe. It's so uncomfortable, so sad. When I close my eyes, it's her. I'm an outcast, but I have my parents, Xicheng, and you, and then I lose my dad again." , I lost my mother again, I'm afraid, I'm afraid there will be no more Xicheng without you, I'm afraid..." Mo Yancheng tightly grasped Mo He's clothes, as if floating in a vast ocean, grasping is the last hope.

Feeling Mo Yancheng's trembling, Mo He felt that a huge stone was pressed against his heart. The stone had thorns, and it hurt him every time. He forced a smile, Mo He pulled Mo Yancheng up, Said: "Xicheng is very good, I am working hard in school, and I am also very good, standing in front of you. As long as you cheer up, we will be fine. So, can you cheer up?"

Seeing that Mo Yancheng was still in a daze, Mo He pulled him into the bathroom, and stuffed the toothbrush and water cup into his hand: "Brush your teeth, wash your face, take a shower, and shave your beard by the way, you are really rotten, I really don't like it." I can't take it anymore. I'm hungry, order a meal and wait for you to come out to eat together, okay?"

"...Okay, I'll be fine soon."

After more than half a month, Mo Yancheng returned to school. He seemed to have lost a lot of weight. He still looked like a ruffian. When paying attention, he would even ask Mo He for a kiss.

But Mo He knew that Mo Yancheng was different, and when the flower rope was flipped over, he became dazed, joking and laughing but reluctantly, saying that he wanted to kiss, but there was an unresolved melancholy in his eyes, Mo He couldn't help it. see it.

Mo Yancheng naturally moved back, the second cohabitation life, just three days.

The author has something to say:

Today is May 5th, and what I saw on Weibo was the earthquake ten years ago. I saw a lot of videos and pictures, and I felt very depressed.Ten years ago, when we were in the sixth grade, the teacher organized us to watch the rescue live broadcast, which left a deep impression on us, and it is still deeply touched to this day. I remember the sentence I saw most at that time was: Earthquake relief, united will is strength.

It's been ten years, I hope you are getting better and better.

Chapter 1 of this article was originally not like this, but I suddenly remembered the earthquake that day for some reason, so I changed it to this.

The chapter I wrote today is also very depressing. The people who write it think more than the people who read it. You may not think so, but I am about to cry...