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The quilt covering his whole body was suddenly lifted off, Mo He frowned, didn't make any sound, didn't open his eyes, just curled himself into a ball silently, as if he wanted to imprison himself .

So tired, so annoying, I don’t want to know anything, I don’t want to hear anything, I don’t want to do anything, just fall asleep like this, please, don’t disturb me, please, let me go, tired, tired I don't need to sleep for a long time when I was born, so let me sleep forever after death...

"Ahe, are you...eating raw meat again?" Liu Wanqin looked at Mo He who was curled up on the bed, saw a mess in the corner of her eyes, and her words trembled slightly.

Mohe suffers from bulimia, but his bulimia is quite special, and this is the second attack over the years.The first attack was when he was six years old. At that time, Liu Wanqin and Mo Jingqi went out on a temporary basis. They were able to go home that day, but they were delayed due to the heavy rain. Mo He was sensible since childhood, and the husband and wife felt that he was With the ability to take care of myself in one night, I just called and told me to lock the door and not touch dangerous things.

That night, there was thunder and lightning. Mohe, who was guarding the empty sea view villa alone, was greatly frightened by the loud thunder and lightning that pierced the sky from time to time. There was even more fear in his heart.

He hugged his head and tried to shrink himself in the corner. His stomach, which hadn't eaten for a day, twitched, screamed, and rolled over. A hidden terrifying desire was about to move, constantly impacting Mo He's brain.

Hungry, hungry, eat, eat, eat a lot, eat, eat, eat...

Forcibly suppressing the rising fear in his heart, Mo He stood up from the dark corner, opened the door like crazy, rushed to the kitchen on the first floor, slipped on the sole of his foot, rolled down the stairs, and fell hard on the cold floor on the first floor. tiled floor.

The severe pain hit every nerve in Mo He's body, he was unable to move for a while, and lay on the ground for a long time, after the pain was relieved for a while, Mo He struggled to stand up, and staggered towards the kitchen in the dark.

Finally, he found the refrigerator in the light brought by a bolt of lightning. The moment he opened it, the white light reflected on Mo He's face, making his originally pale face pale.

"Ping Ping Ping Ping" searched every place in the refrigerator. Mo He found a bowl of chicken soup that was frozen with white oil slicks. The hands holding the chicken soup shook violently. Mo He looked at the bowl of chicken soup and sighed Swallowing, he suddenly lifted the soup bowl and poured it into his mouth. The icy cold soup made him shiver, but for some reason he felt satisfied.

Not enough, not enough!

That bowl of chicken soup broke Mo He's patience completely. He dragged out the raw beef that Liu Wanqin had not had time to deal with before leaving the house this morning, and grabbed a large piece of it. Staring blankly at the bright red beef.

In the end, the desire in his heart finally broke through the defense of reason, and Mo He closed his eyes and quickly and crazily ate three pieces of bloody beef in the refrigerator.

The strong and terrifying desire finally ceased to cause trouble, and Mo He collapsed to the ground. The moment his sanity returned, the bloody smell in his mouth and the residual raw meat slipped down his throat and into his stomach after chewing. The cold and soft feeling made Mo He He couldn't help retching, kneeling on his knees with one hand propped on the ground, and the other hand with two fingers together, stretched it into his mouth, kept going inward, kept going deeper, and forcibly spit out everything he swallowed just now. out...

When Liu Wanqin and Mo Jingqi came back, what they saw was Mo He, who was bruised and unconscious in a pile of vomit.After hastily taking him to the hospital, the two learned that the bulimia inherited from Liu Wanqin's family also appeared in Mo He, but fortunately it was not serious, and it would only occur when his emotional ups and downs exceeded his load.

Since then, with the careful care of the husband and wife, coupled with Mo He's indifferent nature, she has never had another illness. Liu Wanqin even thought that the first attack was just a coincidence, but seeing Mo He at this time, she knew, In fact, this disease has been lurking in Mo He's body all the time, like a sleeping tiger, it just lacks an opportunity to wake up and torture him.

Mo Jingqi's sudden death has already made the tiger eager to try, but the contempt and blow given by Mo Yancheng became the last straw that crushed Mo He. He completely indulged himself, trying to use this method to punish himself who obviously did not make a mistake.

There is nothing wrong with this world, there is nothing wrong with drunk drivers, there is nothing wrong with Mo Yancheng, it is me who is wrong, I will be punished, I deserve it... This is the way Mo He paralyzes himself...

Mo He's abnormality and the filth all over the ground have already confirmed Liu Wanqin's thoughts. She turned her face away, thinking of something, and clenched her hands into fists, with her nails digging into her palms.After a long time, she let go, bent down, patted Mo He's back lightly, and said, "Ah He, go to the hospital with Mom."

Mo He didn't respond at all, as if blocking everything outside the city wall he had surrounded, unable to hear or feel, maintaining his original posture, curled up tightly, trying to bury himself with all his strength.

"Mo He! Get up!" Liu Wanqin's voice was sharp and sharp, she stretched out her hand and forcibly pulled Mo He up, and threw it to the ground.

The vomit all over his body was wrapped in Mo He in an instant, but Mo He didn't notice it, and after a long silence, he stared blankly at Liu Wanqin, whose eyes were full of red, with an unusually hoarse voice: "Mom, Dad said he would wait for me to come back and play chess together, but he lied to me. Mo Yancheng said he wanted to spend the rest of his life hand in hand with me, but he also lied to me. They don't want me anymore, don't want me, don't want me..."

There was no trace of blood on Liu Wanqin's face, so how could Mo Jingqi's death be such a small blow to her?It's just that she has her concerns, she must never be allowed to slump, she must cheer up.

With a sullen face, she squatted down, grabbed Mo He by the collar, and looked at him steadfastly: "Mo He, you are a man! It was I, Liu Wanqin and Mo Jingqi, who have worked so hard to cultivate and raise you to this day. Your father's death is a Accident, you have to accept it. As for Mo Yancheng, such a person, he will be divided, don't tell me you can't live without him?!"

As she said that, seeing the sadness on Mo He's face, Liu Wanqin couldn't bear it, and softened her tone: "Ahe, your father left us with a concern. I am pregnant, and I need you. This child needs you. Take heart." Get up and help mommy, okay?"

Mo He's absent-minded eyes gradually focused, and his gaze turned to Liu Wanqin's abdomen, where no trace of life could be seen, but he stretched out his hand to gently caress it, and murmured: "Is he the surprise you are talking about? "

Seeing a faint brilliance in Mo He's eyes, Liu Wanqin nodded and smiled wryly: "Yes, he came so suddenly, it was so unlucky, I don't know whether to keep him or not."

"Mom, give birth, I...I will take good care of him." Mo He wrapped his arms around Liu Wanqin's shoulders, buried his face by her neck, and begged softly.

"En, good." Liu Wanqin hugged Mo He tightly, and nodded with a sob.

The summer vacation is over, and it has been a week since the school started at Nangao. Qi Shi found it incredible when he saw the empty tables. Where did Mo Yancheng go?

"Elopement, it must be elopement!" Gao Zhu swore.

"Don't be funny, it's probably because the couple didn't want to come back after their honeymoon." Qi Shi said, looking at Chen Meimei, grinning all over his face, "Meimei, when the college entrance examination is over, we will go on our honeymoon too!"

Chen Meimei blushed instantly when she heard this, and muttered, "Then...I...I want to ask...Mom."

Qi Yu frowned and raised his glasses: "The squad leader is not a person who can mess around, I think something must have happened."

"Probably not." Qi Shi became serious, looked around for a while, stood up, and patted the grass leaves stained on his pants, "Otherwise, let's ask Mr. Lin to understand."

The four found Lin Qiqi, explained their worries, and expressed their desire to learn about the situation from Lin Qiqi.

Lin Qiqi sighed deeply, and said, "There are two of them, one transferred to another school, and the other dropped out."

"Ah? How did this happen?" The four were stunned and said in unison.

"I don't know the specific reason. I haven't seen Mo He. It was his mother who went through the transfer procedures without explaining the reason. Mo Yancheng went through the dropout procedures by himself. I asked him why, but he didn't answer. I persuaded him that he wouldn't listen to it, and insisted on dropping out of school, I really have no choice." Lin Qiqi's face was full of helplessness.

After school, Qi Shi and Gao Zhu decided to visit Mo Yancheng's house.In the end, they were all in vain, and no one responded after calling at the door of Mo Yancheng's house for a long time. Instead, a person came out diagonally from his house. The familiar figure made Gao Zhu feel a little excited: "Regiment...Regiment leader!"

It was Lin Dingqian who came here, even the head of Mo Xiaohua's fan support group, and Gao Zhu knew him, he looked at the two people at the door of Mo Yancheng's house, a little puzzled: "What are you doing?"

"I heard that Yancheng dropped out of school for no reason, so we wanted to take a look." Qi Shi expressed concern.

Hearing this, Lin Dinggan let out an "ah" and said, "He has gone to Dacheng as a soldier."

"Ah? So suddenly? Is there something wrong with his brain? He's already in the top five of his year, and the admission letter from a prestigious university is already waiting, so why don't you just give up?" Gao Zhu was shocked.

"Isn't that right! It's definitely out of my mind, I don't know what kind of madness, I broke up with Mo Xiaohua, and after the breakup, I didn't eat or drink and lay dead for three days, and then entrusted Xiaocheng who was still lying in the hospital to Xiaocheng. My family, I enlisted in the army quietly."

"Did they break up?" Qi Shi grasped the key words and asked quickly.

"Yeah, for no apparent reason, there was a big fuss in the bar that day, and my stomach is still green! Damn, it's really hot, Mo Xiaohua's force value is beyond the charts, tsk tsk..."

"Yancheng likes the monitor so much, why would he take the initiative to break up? I think this matter should not be so simple." Gao Zhu's words immediately aroused Lin Dingqian's strong agreement: "Yes! I also feel something is wrong, but Dacheng just doesn't say why , he was stubborn since he was a child, he was very stubborn, he swallowed the rotten cake back then, how could he break up with Mo Xiaohua so easily? I don't understand!"

It wasn't just them who didn't understand, even Mo He didn't understand in the next five years, but he still didn't want to recall this person.It wasn't until when he saw Mo Yancheng being crushed under the ruins on TV that the thorn in his heart was pulled, and the pain was so painful that he couldn't hold it back, that he suddenly remembered that everything was obviously wrong back then.

So, he came here, after so many years, unlike the time when he was suppressed by the grief of Mo Jingqi's death and his thoughts were so chaotic, he is very rational now, so if he wants to ask clearly, he must be clear.