Eighteen bronze figures in the entertainment industry

In the entertainment industry, there are likely to be two diametrically opposed versions of what happened, one is from the parties involved and the other is from bystanders.

Rumors are always more romantic or more sinister than facts. Jiang Qi (Jiang Yilan) and I, and Li Yiran and Jing Ming, the two groups that unexpectedly left the party that night, had various versions of speculation in just one night.

As I said before, the production team of "Phoenix" is very urgent. We were called to start work in the afternoon after lunch, and it took us only one night and half a day to return to the production team after the party, but that's all. After half a day and one night, everyone started to pay attention to us.

Jiang Yilan and I walked in tandem. Although I thought about whether we should join the crew separately, it seemed too deliberate, and it might as well be more natural.

"Oh, it's Jiang Qi and Mu Xia. They played too much last night. How did you do after that?" Xu Xi came over to care about us.

"Thanks to you, I was so drunk that I fell asleep as soon as I got home," I said.

Xu Xi looked at me, and then at "Jiang Qi": "You all slept well, but Director Jiao drank all night until dawn, and he didn't leave until dawn."

I said, "What do you mean?"

Xu Xi smiled: "It's nothing, I just feel sorry for our director Jiao."

"Director Jiao doesn't need your distress." Jing Ming's voice suddenly sounded from behind, and I turned my head. The red rash on her neck due to allergies has almost disappeared, only sporadic red rashes are left, and there are hanging needles on the back of her hand. He also received a sober drip in the hospital.

She pulled Xu Xi away: "Although director Jiao is resting at home today and won't be taking a show, please respect me as an assistant director and don't walk away from your position at will. The machine will start up soon, and your show is the first one of today." .”

When leaving, Jing Ming glanced at me: "Musha, I believe in you, please remember what I said that night."

"What?" Jiang Yilan asked me.

I smiled wryly: "Jiang Qi and I are just friends."

"..." Jiang Yilan fell silent after hearing this.

Jing Ming has made several films with Jiao Tian. She should know about the past between Jiao Tian and Jiang Qi. From her point of view, she knew that Jiang Qi rejected her friend Jiao Tian's words, and saw Jiang Qi with me. Appearing is simply intolerable.

Although she took away Xu Xixi, who was a cat and a mouse, she still pursued me.

How I wish Jiang Qi could be here at this moment, I think Jiang Yilan should be too, if Jiang Qi was still there, there wouldn't be so many uncomfortable and unmanageable things.

"I'm going to put on makeup for the show," Jiang Yilan said, "You're right, it's better for the current 'Jiang Qi' and Mucha to keep some distance."

I said, "Is there something in the words?"

Jiang Yilan said: "Isn't this what Mucha said at noon?"

I said: "Do you mind? Do you mind that I had that kind of thought about you... I can't accept it, so I have to distance myself?"

She whispered: "We all mind the past, don't we? Don't make it sound like I'm the only one who wants to alienate you."

I smiled wryly in a low voice: "So now it's a quarrel again? What are you angry about now?"

She said: "I don't mind from the past to the present, whether it's you leaving the hospital early, whether you're out of my life, whether you keep advancing Qin Yue, whether you never told me what's on your mind, I I don't mind, and you actually spoke your mind after you were drunk."

"Yeah, but how much did you say when you were sober?" I said, "You blamed me for not telling, how much did you say."

"Aren't I talking now?"

I stared at her blankly, and felt the world around me freeze suddenly.

She sighed: "You said why we can only talk properly when we always quarrel recently."

She dropped me and walked away.

It took me a long time to come back to my senses.

I murmured: "Thank God, she finally said it, she finally didn't ask me again, but said her own thoughts."

After begging me not to be too far away from her, after asking me what I was thinking, after probing and probing, she finally revealed some of her thoughts at this moment, not hidden, not ambiguous, not the best Friends or lovers can do it, but for Mu Xia, Jiang Yilan, for the things we have made clear to each other, for the past that we dared not talk about and didn't want to talk about, it is no longer impossible to perfunctory. Go with the wind or hide in the memory, or simply keep silent.What she said today is what I think her true heart says.

In the past, we both avoided each other, no matter how close we were, but when we were face to face, our hearts never spoke, or only spoke to ourselves.

No matter how loudly we laughed at the dinner table, no matter what we said at night, we always closed the door for each other to the bottom of our hearts.

Mind, she and I both mind each other's dishonesty, she and I both mind the abandonment we had yesterday, the cold war we had in college, it hurts me as much as it hurts her.In the feelings accumulated from yesterday, there are things that are hidden because I don’t want the other party to worry, and there are also things that I don’t tell the other party because I can’t speak. There are also suspicions and uncertainties. Whether it’s good or bad, there are many things hidden in my heart. , we all feel that we are far away from each other, and we have stopped today because of this.

In fact, when she asked me what I think of her now at noon, I kept thinking about what she meant by asking this sentence.

I once misread her behavior, thought it was ambiguous, thought it was a hint.But when she suddenly retracted and avoided me, I knew I was wrong.Now another question is coming, and I naturally wonder if this question is the same again?Did she simply want a guarantee that her friendship would last forever?

Plus there are so many other things to deal with now, so I said it was just a drunken talk, saying that it was just a flood of hormones.

I looked at the direction where Jiang Yilan was leaving, and thought silently, but no matter how many lies I have told you, I still look forward to one day, one day I can tell you well.

To answer your question, I not only need to store up enough determination to be with you, I also need to store up enough courage to leave, every question of yours is actually followed by an answer from you, if you ask me if I still like you , then the following must be whether you accept my liking, I think, when I am no longer afraid of any answers from you, I can say it.

And when was that?

That's when you're not afraid of any of my answers either.

Jiang Yilan, isn't it because you are afraid that you hide from my past?Don't you keep asking me questions because you want my answers first?Dare you not doubt my heart, you can't be sure of my heart just like I can't be sure of yours.

When answering your question, I chose the answer of being stable and stable, but it doesn’t mean that I will always be stable and stable. I just chose the most conservative and safest answer at this moment. When we no longer need to play Jiang Qi, when we finally have time to sit down with each other and confess completely, instead of testing and covering each other, if I can still be by your side at that time, if I still have the opportunity to hold your hand , I must repent and ask forgiveness for my lies, and I hope you can tell me all of your heart.

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