Eighteen bronze figures in the entertainment industry

Love, this word is full of sweetness and full of pain.

Jiao Tian, ​​who is never late and never leaves early, will come to work even if he is sick, and has to go to the set, has asked for leave.

Jing Ming replaced Jiao Tian again for a two-week filming.Where has Jiao Tian been for the past two weeks?No one knows.

A week later, Jiang Yilan and I went to visit Jiang Qi with a bouquet, and found a bouquet of yellow roses and a hand card with no name written on it in front of the tombstone.

I picked up the card in my hand and it said: "Satan has plucked my purple rose."

Roses symbolize love, and purple roses represent the romantic truth, preciousness and uniqueness in love.And the yellow rose... Legend has it that the yellow rose is a faded purple rose that was pulled out by Satan. The rose has complex meanings: it represents jealousy and lost love, and is even an expression of jealousy.If you give a yellow rose when you break up, it means goodbye, rejected love, and it can also mean an apology for love.

Knowing the language of flowers, it is not difficult to think who sent it. This bouquet contains too many semantic meanings in love. I think it is also a reflection of Jiao Tian's mood...

I put down the hand card and my chrysanthemum bouquet. Between life and death, we don't know how Jiang Qi will feel when he reads this hand card. We have no way of knowing Jiang Qi's original intention, let alone imagine her expression , in order to avoid being recognized by other grave-sweepers, she asked not to put her picture on the tombstone.

The rain fell rapidly like a disconnected thread. I held up my umbrella, and soon the rain curtain wrapped us up, separating us from the world.

It has been rainy in recent spring, and the recent weather is a bit gloomy, with clouds that cannot be seen through, wind that cannot smell, and even the weather forecast will be wrong.No one knows when the rain will fall, and no one knows when it will stop.

And in these days when I don't know whether it will be sunny or rainy next moment, I am nervous and cautiously continue my relationship with Jiang Yilan.

Cheng Qing has been visiting the class every three days or so, and no one knows whose class she is visiting or who she is trying to catch.

Naturally, my odds are the best.

Because of her identity as an entertainment reporter, facing her eyes like a magnifying glass, I carefully restrained my feelings. There is nothing wrong with me and that idiot Li Yiran, and there is nothing wrong with it.But Jiang Yilan and I should neither be alienated nor overly affectionate, let alone appear abnormal in front of her.

But recently Jiang Yilan is not very cooperative with me, she often looks at me secretly, and when I turn around, she looks away again.

She still didn't say anything, and I couldn't guess.

I don't know if the matter of Jiao Tian and her sister has affected her, and I don't know why she is more silent than before. This feeling of ignorance makes me panic, it feels like walking a tightrope, and I don't dare to look at my feet Whether it is really an abyss, I am afraid that I will never be able to move again after seeing it.

I still remember the last time I was free, I asked Lan Lan to watch a comedy together.

In all honesty, that movie was so funny that I almost couldn't take my jaw back from laughing.

But Jiang Yilan, who watched it with me, never smiled from the beginning to the end.

At that time, I asked her in a low voice, why didn't she laugh, isn't it funny.

She said I laughed too hard.

Well, aside from the movie itself, I laughed so hard that she was right.

Although I ate the popcorn loudly, although I put myself very hard into the movie, if she beside me is not very interested, if she is not interested in the movie, it will definitely affect me.

What's more, she didn't watch the movie the whole time, she was watching me.

Silent, speechless, hiding something I can't understand, like a gaze that is about to get up and leave in the next second, and like a gaze that will never leave.

And I am all too familiar with her silence, she has something to say to me.

"What is it, what do you want to tell me?" At that time, I put down the popcorn in my hand, no matter what the movie was doing, and asked her.

"Xiaxia, do you know Chengqing? She seems to care about you very much? During the days of visiting the class, she always seems to be secretly paying attention to you." Lanlan is so sensitive.

I said, "Surveillance and anti-surveillance? She thinks that Li Yiran and I have ghosts. She wants to find something."

Although Chengqing behaves like this, I always feel that she is staring at my every move, not limited to observing my interaction with Li Yiran.And I don't intend to let Jiang Yilan know about my relationship with Cheng, this dangerous person.

"Don't want me to know?"

"kindness……"

Chengqing is the second person I don't want to meet.Lanlan doesn't know what happened to me, if I tell her, it may only increase her troubles, and she may also appear unnatural when facing Chengqing's interview.

I know that my refusal will hurt Jiang Yilan, but from an objective point of view, this is the best.What's more, she has a lot of things to hide from me, and I only hide this one thing, so it should be okay...

"Xiamen, you seem to tell me everything, but you keep it from me every critical moment." Her tone was very light, "You know? You have always been like this."

She looked at me without a trace of emotion in her eyes, but it shocked me very much.

She said to me: "Why can't I watch this movie, because you have been affecting me, not today, but since a few days ago, you clearly know that I have no choice...no matter your mood..."

So, do you also think that people are social animals, there is no way to separate and live alone, and every move of a person will affect those who care about her?

So, it's because I've been too cautious and tense about Chengqing these few days has affected you?

You said that I have always been like this. Could it be that the accusations I made against you in my heart are actually my own problems?

I remembered Chengqing's words.

They both said the same thing.

On the day I became in love, I said, Mucha, you are still the same, as annoying as before.

Once when she faced my grievance questioning, she just sneered: "You are always so annoying and selfish, you never hide your feelings, and you never consider whether this mood will cause trouble to others, you just Do what you think is right."

No matter what she said was her excuse or not, no matter whether she was venting casually or not, but when the same words came out of Jiang Yilan's mouth, I couldn't care less.

I remembered the conversation I had with Jiang Yilan when we were walking in the aisle of the Kaiwo Hotel. She said very tiredly, Mucha, just keep doing this.

I can't forget the look in my eyes at that time, it was a complaint that I would never forget after seeing it once.

But what cannot be said cannot be said, and it is regrettable because it is known.

I smiled wryly and avoided Jiang Yilan again: "It doesn't make any difference whether I say it or not. What you want to know is written on my face, and you can guess right every time."

The reason why I have hated it for so many years is because it is true.

When Jiang Yilan was alienated from me in college, I kept thinking of her words.

The lovesickness is out, and the love is broken. Is it all my fault for not hiding my emotions?

My peripheral vision stayed with Jiang Yilan, she lowered her head.

"I don't always get it right."

"That kind of mood is too strange, don't take it to heart." I think I know what Lan Lan didn't guess right, she should be saying that I like her.

She was tired of me all the time.She has a caring personality, a personality that cares about other people's feelings, and a personality that would rather wrong herself. When she finds my emotions that I haven't hidden, what she will do is too obvious.

The words of love are like a dark cloud hanging over my heart, and the shadow cast is lingering.

If it is true as Cheng Qing said, if honesty is the burden I let others bear, then at least from now on, I will carry it all back on myself, so that my Jiang Yilan can live a more relaxed and comfortable life.

I hesitated once again about my plan to confess my love after the end of "Phoenix", whether it is the best choice to put my love into a small box that no one can see except me, and tie it up carefully, Don't disturb her life anymore.

But before I could make a decision, Jiang Yilan made her decision first. She stood up and said to me:

"I'm leaving, Xia Tian, ​​if you don't have anything really to say to me, don't chase me, I want to be alone for a while."

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