Eighteen bronze figures in the entertainment industry

I don't want myself to be a person who can only rely on, I look forward to being a person who can be relied on.

After knowing that Jiang Yilan helped me again, this idea became particularly strong. I couldn't accept that I was always asking for it, like a parasite.

When I fled from my parents to pursue my dreams, I was out of their control and parasitized on them. I didn't want to use my dreams as an excuse to parasitize on others.I don't want to feel like I've come from one place to another, that's not my intention, and I don't want that to be the end.

I gave 12 points to the role of Yunyue. I tried to think of myself as her, I tried to understand her, and I didn’t even want me to logically restore this character, but within a few days, the director put down the camera , He said that I was a little crazy.

"Musia, stop taking pictures today, go sit for a while and rest for a while."

"Director, I'm not tired." I want to work, and I can still work.

The director who filmed my film recently is the world-renowned chief director Yang Yu. He has a good temper and patience. He can retake a bad shot many times without getting angry. He will teach you a lot of bad moves. Until you do it well, he who was especially kind to me in the past refused to give me another chance. He only said one sentence:

"The nerves are too tense, and the filmed scenes are not good."

I sat on the seat by the side of the filming field, watching Director Yang shoot the shot of the male third, feeling very melancholy.

"In summer, just listen to the director and sit down for a while." Li Yiran, who was on the recliner next to her, looked like she was on vacation, with a big sunshade umbrella, big sunglasses, and a blanket for a nap on her body. On the right was her assistant Xiao Mian who bought it. A variety of fruits, there are whole, there are cut.

I looked at her silently and didn't speak.

Li Yiran threw an apple on the plate to me and said, "Your idol invites you to eat an apple."

I caught it: "Thank you, but I can't eat now."

Li Yiran rolled my eyes at me, picked up an apple and hit me on the head: "Is what you're talking about, just feel depressed for a while. Let me tell you, there is no problem with your acting, but the way you act puts the opponent under great pressure. Count how many times the male three got NG in the past few days."

"You're not serious about the role." I moved the chair with one hand while rubbing the sore place, turned around, and faced Li Yiran, "I think about it, he seems to be more NG these days." Isn't he a newcomer? Although his acting skills are not bad, it's okay to be nervous, it's inevitable."

Li Yiran said speechlessly: "Please compare his stats from the previous few days. You have doubled his NG numbers in the past few days."

I said, "It's not my fault that he NG?"

Li Yiran said: "I don't even talk about the male third. Look at Director Yang, you have made me laugh these days, and I am quite serious. As a seasoned veteran like me, yesterday's scene and Your opponents feel very depressed."

"...don't take the opportunity to boast about yourself in disguise..." I said, "I'm working hard on the show."

"If you work too hard, it's over. We all know that you really want to play Yunyue well, but this desire has made your performance more serious. You can bear it when you say serious things, but it's very funny and funny. , you have to play it four or two times, and you will ruin the relaxed rhythm if you act meticulously."

I sighed: "When you say that, I feel like I can't even act anymore."

Li Yiran has an expression that I can't carve out: "You played Liang Jun handily in "Phoenix", but you can't play Yunyue. Xia Tian, ​​your acting skills last time were hit by luck, right?"

"Don't talk about me like that, it's so hurtful..." As an actor, these few words of yours broke my heart.

"In my opinion, it's like this. You seem to have grasped a little bit of feeling when you played Yunyue a few days ago, and you feel that you will gradually get better, but why are you gone these few days?" Li Yiran ate her fruit shamelessly, without the slightest hint I don't care that she caused tens of thousands of damage to me...

"Hey, tell me specifically, what kind of expression do I have these days." Sometimes people just can't see themselves clearly.

Li Yiran glanced at me, then her eyes passed me and looked behind me: "Chengqing, how long will you stand behind Mu Xia and listen quietly?"

My mother, when will love come behind me, my reaction...

Cheng Qing walked from behind me to the two of us: "I am very interested in the two actors discussing their acting skills in depth. Li Yiran, why don't you talk about it, I still want to pick up a pen and record it."

"Don't be like this, we still have friendship. Although the friendship between you and me became a bad check last time when I wore sunglasses, you can't change it every time, right?"

Chengqing smiled and said, "Where is it? I just had some doubts that day, and today I'm just curious."

Her smile was harmless to humans and animals, but it made my hands and feet feel cold, and my heart trembled with fear.According to my bad experience, the more innocent she smiles, the more malicious she is. What she means is—sorry, I won’t talk about friendship this time, I can write about you as I want .

Li Yiran replied her with a series of ha ha ha ha.

"Go on, I won't bother you."

This love is really saying one thing and doing another, she said that I will not disturb me and Li Yiran, while sitting on the edge of Li Yiran's reclining chair, she even ate fruit without asking.

I looked at Chengqing: "You don't bother?"

Who knows that she actually said: "You didn't notice me just now. What's the difference between me standing behind you and sitting in front of you? It's not like you didn't say it just now."

I said, "You've been very free lately. I see you're always wandering around our set. Aren't you the editor-in-chief of the magazine? Why do you come to the set every day?"

She answered me calmly: "Compared to an actor who was called down by the director to rest, I am still working."

I was almost pissed off by her.

But what pissed me off was what she said next:

"Muchia, actors can be divided into expressive and experiential, but this is the first time I've seen such an incredible experiential one. I didn't get into the play at all, and I still have to say I got into the play."

"You want to have a big fight, don't you?" I said angrily.

Li Yiran held me back, and said unexpectedly: "Chengqing, what do you think of Mu Xia's acting skills?"

"A clumsy experientialist, a single-minded experientialist." Cheng Qing glanced at me, "When you played Mr. Liang, you knew how to use some expressive methods. Why did you come to Yunyue and feel that you can act in your true colors? You are so confident Is it pure experience?"

I have never wanted to admit that what she said was very ugly, but it was the key.

I said: "I can't analyze this person, I can't understand Yunyue, the script itself is flawed. My use of expressionism will only make this character more superficial, and make the character completely lose her soul."

Chengqing looked at me: "But to experience a character with internal contradictions is tantamount to schizophrenia."

Li Yiran responded: "But it's natural to have schizophrenia. For example, Jiang Qi, she acted even if she acted as a brain-damaged person, which made you think it made sense. For example, Nie Qing last time, this time the second female princess. I did it It's not here."

I nodded.

Jiang Yilan's acting skills are difficult to learn. She only has roles without actors. She can eliminate her own existence and present the characters in the most appropriate way. For example, Nie Qing in "Phoenix" is originally a character that people feel People who don't know their own feelings are indispensable to the script, but she also has to be praised for her handling of emotional changes. Her performance is subtle and natural, which is how characters are.

But I don’t seem to be in this direction. I’m similar to Li Yiran. We’re not so absolute experiential, or put our own experience into it. Our acting skills have personal characteristics, that is, the characters will have countless changes. , but the audience can still feel the personal imprint that only belongs to us.

These days I want to be Jiang Yilan’s pure experience school, but the factual feedback is that I have failed, so what can I do? The quality of the script is not enough to support this role, and my experience cannot make me understand the role of Yunyue. , I don't want to play the role as it is, what should I do?

As an actor, I feel conflicted with the writer's ideas.Screenwriters sometimes consider the market and have to add emotional drama or set up a place with a selling point, but this easily breaks the coherence of the characters and makes the characters' words and deeds inconsistent and unlikable.As I said before, my role is Li Yiran's number one maid, Yunyue. As an excellent maid, she basically only cares about work and girls, and she doesn't care about anything else.But when I saw the third man, I fell in love with him just because of his appearance and his polite concern for me. When a man shows his favor to her, he does not necessarily do less than the third man, and she also sends a lot of men for the lady, of all kinds, but why does she choose the third man, this slightly cowardly man, this One thing I don't understand at all.Her unrequited love for the male third is completely wishful thinking set up by the screenwriter for the sake of abuse.

"It seems that I can only break through the restrictions brought by the screenwriter." Although I really don't want to take this path, it seems that this is the only way that can be passed.

Some actors think that they should not revise the script. If they modify the script, if they act according to their own understanding, then they are not the characters in the script, and their acting skills will be a failure.Some actors believe that it is possible to modify and adjust the lines of the script after fully understanding the characters.

Chengqing laughed at me directly: "I thought of such a method for a long time. Basically, actors who modify the lines of the script will be considered arrogant by the director and screenwriter. If they are not powerful big-name stars, the proposal will be rejected easily, because you If you're not a professional screenwriter, you don't have a reliable performance, and you won't let them fear."

"I'll give it a try." Although I'm not sure, the worst is the same as now.

Li Yiran nodded: "Not too optimistic, but let's go."

Cheng Qing suddenly laughed, and couldn't stop laughing for some reason.

"Are you crazy?" I asked her.

"I was thinking about how you looked dejected when you lost." She laughed until tears came out.

I said: "If you lose, you lose. It's a big deal. I, Mucha, admit defeat."

I have been losing since I entered the industry, and when I lost in despair, I still came here. I have lost five years of my youth, so there is nothing I can't lose.

Chengqing smiled elusively: "Why don't we make a bet."

I said, "Who wants to bet with you."

Chengqing didn't care what I said, she left after leaving a word: "Look at you working so hard, so desperately, if you succeed, I will give you a gift."

I yelled at her, "I don't want it!"

She turned back: "You will definitely like it."

The author has something to say:

Forcibly giving gifts into love XD

PS: Although it's past [-] o'clock, I'll post more~