Eighteen bronze figures in the entertainment industry

I walked towards Jiang Yilan.

The closer I got to them, the more difficult it was to breathe, and any reduction in the distance made me see bad things.

The violinist, the seafood pasta, the romantic candlelight, I pushed away the waiters who wanted to block me, and walked in front of them.

I looked at her, the pain in my heart, and I no longer wanted to hide it.

"Jiang Yi...Jiang...Jiang Qi." Facing her, I pronounced her surname three times before I barely managed to pronounce her real name.

Ridiculous, I want to ask that out loud, but I have no right.I can't even call her name, because Chengqing is here, I can't expose it, I don't know how much Chengqing knows, whether she knows about the sister exchange.

She looked at me in surprise as if she was about to say something, but her lips just moved without making a sound.

Qin Yue stood up first: "Xia, we're sorry that we didn't tell you in advance——"

We... you've already used such affectionate words.

I said, "Don't call me so close, I don't know you, I really don't want me to know you."

You two played me around, if I hadn't come here today, I would never have known.

I reached out and pulled the ice bucket of cold beer on the table. It was transparent. I wanted to pick it up and throw it on the ground, but when I pulled it over, I saw something inside.

I don't want to believe it, I reached out to touch it, but the touch from my fingertips proved to be true, the touch of silver metal...

I straightened the ice bucket, threw the wine bottle out, grabbed the upper layer of ice in the bucket with both hands, and there was a ring lying in the middle...

Lying in the ice, the equally clear diamond ring gleamed, and the dazzling light pierced my eyes and pierced my heart.

"Xiamen, calm down, let's go out and talk." I heard Jiang Yilan say to me, but I couldn't take my eyes off the ring.

I thought to myself, Jiang Yilan, you only spent a few tens of seconds, and you will no longer be surprised, and you will calm down.

Jiang Yilan pushed the bucket in front of me away and held my face: "Please don't do this, don't show this expression. Let's go, let's go first."

But will walking solve the problem?If you take me away from that scene, will you be able to erase the fact of existence?

What kind of expression should I use to you?I looked at her who was pulling me, and at the back of her walking in front.

Yes, I didn't struggle, I let her pull.

The scenery on the side of the road moved relative to me. I don't know if I still have expectations in my heart. Judging from the fact that I didn't resist her, maybe I still want to listen to her and believe her.

I laugh at myself, is this an explanation waiting for her or another deception?

What is it to believe?I don't quite understand, is what she said unconditionally the truth?If the falsehood has not been raised today, if I have not seen the truth hidden underneath, then I will also feel that the outer layer is the truth.

But for me now, everything is fine, as long as she talks.

I've had enough of her silence, enough of her evasion, enough of her ambiguity.

If she is still silent, if she is still avoiding, if she still gives me an answer that I don't understand.

Then I'll be angry.

"Jiang Yilan!" I could no longer tolerate her silence.

"Yes, I knew that Qin Yue was the boss." She didn't stop or look back when she said, she pulled me in front, I looked at her back, I couldn't see her expression "everything is mine choose."

I think what it means to be ashamed, and I feel it at this moment.

Her words shattered all my hopes.

Because I knew he was the boss, so your sister also knew, left her old club and jumped over to help her sister's boyfriend.

Because I knew that he was the boss, so I have to say that I am happy without telling me, even if Sister Yue thinks it is not conducive to development, she still wants to stay...

Because I knew that he was the boss, so... so my entanglements, my advice to you, and my sadness at that time were all bullshit. I thought it was a decision that was very important to you, and I thought you might have no choice. I think you may have other deep meanings, but in fact you do have other deep meanings, but you have already made up your mind.

Mucha has never been involved in your life, she just seems to be involved.

My heart is so salty that tears are about to flow out, but what right do I have to shed tears? I am the bystander, I am the light bulb. Speaking of which, I am still the catalyst and lubricant in their love, but I have done so much myself. The "good thing" that I didn't know!

I am lonely, I am unwilling, but I have to take a step back: "Congratulations, bless you."

I felt her hand suddenly tighten, and suddenly grabbed me tightly.

I pressed her hand, and broke free firmly and slowly: "Don't worry, I don't have any deep hatred with you, I won't do anything if you get back together... I won't do anything... I just want to be alone and calm down ..."

"I'm worried about you—" she said.

I interrupted her: "Don't be so gentle anymore, don't use your gentleness to hurt me again."

I said: "It's not that I can't figure it out, why do I feel that I can't bless you, why do you treat me carefully, why do you sympathize with me, why do you put me in a special area... every time you say these words , I can’t help but have illusions, but the truth is so ironic.”

Every now and then, someone proves that Jiang Yilan doesn't like Mu Xia, and Jiang Yilan likes Mu Xia, but no one can prove it, even Jiang Yilan herself says things that seem to be true but are not.

But the ridiculous thing is that Mucha still believed in this uncertain situation.

Believed after countless doubts, and found out again to be a lie.

I think that there may be no way to have the best of both worlds. Sometimes if you choose one, you have to give up the other.Jiang Yilan is too kind, she wants to take care of everyone, so rather than hurt my heart, she would rather hide everything until it is impossible to hide it anymore.But for me, it’s all the same pain in the end. If Chengqing’s announcement to the world is intentional cruelty, then isn’t her deliberate care a kind of seemingly unintentional cruelty?

I lowered my head and lowered my head deeply: "Jiang Yilan, it really hurts. We work so hard for each other, we try our best to move in one direction, but in fact we have long been in the opposite direction. So, Even if we didn't want each other to be like this, we still had to break up in the end."

We have worked hard together for so many years, but the most feared thing still happened.

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Jiang Yilan's point of view, I was struggling whether to finish writing or write the next chapter, forget it, I'd better finish writing...