Sleeping in the same room with the school grass during the graduation trip

By the time we reached the Fushimi Inari Shrine, an hour had passed.

With a quick shot at the door, a group of people walked in slowly.

The Fushimi Inari Shrine in the morning is not particularly crowded, and it is very quiet, especially when you walk into the thousand torii gates. Rows of red torii gates are lined up side by side, and many of them have cobwebs because of the long time. From a distance, there is an endless red corridor.

A group of people looked around curiously. Occasionally, a foreigner came running from the opposite direction in the morning and passed them. During the period, some people who stayed in front and took pictures with a SLR saw them get out of the way.

Unknowingly, Xia Zi and Mu Xun walked together again.

Xia Zi has been pulled by Yi Xiang and whispered, but Mu couldn't find an opportunity to penetrate.

Later, another morning jogger ran over, and Mu Xun didn't know what he was thinking. He clearly avoided the people who were running towards them, so he wrapped his arms around Xia Xin's waist and said in a low voice, "Be careful." .” He backed away with the person in his arms.

Xia Zi turned her head and looked at him blankly.

Being left aside, Yi Xiang also said, "???"

Mu Xun was a little embarrassed.

Mu Xun coughed lightly, and let go of his hand a little annoyed.

Although he kept reminding himself not to let his emotions control his reason, but after this graduation trip started, he seemed to be unable to do it more and more.

He felt that after really getting in touch with Xia Zinc at close range, his possessive desire became stronger and stronger.

Mu Xun rarely encountered such distressing things.

Before that, he clearly knew that it was impossible for him to be with Xia Zinc, and he also needed to keep a distance from Xia Zinc.

But thinking about it carefully, if he really wanted to keep his distance, he shouldn't have asked to live in the same room with Xia Xin in the first place.

Now that they have become roommates with Xia Zi, it is really difficult to keep a distance.

Mu Xun felt that he was about to give in to impulse.

Seeing that Mu Xun's complexion was not good, Xia Xin asked concerned: "What's the matter, are you feeling well?"

Mu Xun shook his head: "No."

Xia Zi still felt that Mu Xun was a little strange, and followed him very concernedly, and didn't have the heart to talk to Yi Xiang, and kept paying attention to his situation.

Mu Xun felt Xia Xin's worry, and his heart was warm.

Lin Jiayuan, who was walking in front, saw that Mu Xun was gone, and looking back, Mu Xun immediately stretched out his hand and waved it when Xia Xin was not paying attention, signaling him to just take care of himself.

Lin Jiayuan: "..."

He was completely abandoned.

After a day and a night of getting along, Xia Zi is now by Mu Xun's side, as long as Mu Xun doesn't do something very intimate, he can already keep calm and normal.

The two fell at the end of the line. Xia Zi followed Mu Xun's pace and unknowingly moved a certain distance away from the main force, but neither of them said they wanted to catch up.

"Muxun, you used to go abroad often, right?" Xia Zi asked.

"Fortunately," Mu Xun nodded, "I also went abroad to play during the summer vacation."

Xia Zi thought of the photos she saw when she was peeking at Mu Xun's circle of friends before, and subconsciously said, "I remember you went to the United States last summer vacation."

Mu Xun: "New York, my cousin went to university there, and has been working there since graduation."

Thinking of this, Xia Xin paused, and couldn't help asking: "Are you sure you're going to go abroad in the future?"

Mu Xun pursed his lips.

Xia Zi didn't get an answer, so she turned her head to look at the boy.

When the two met their eyes again, Mu Xun said in a low voice, "Well, I have this plan."

Xia Zi smiled helplessly, and sincerely blessed: "You have to work hard, future physicist."

Mu Xun's pupils constricted, his body froze, and his footsteps stopped.

Xia Zi was stunned for a moment, and then stopped, puzzled, "What's wrong?"

Mu Xun's dark eyes stared fixedly at Xia Zi, who made Xia Zi feel a little uneasy.

Did he say the wrong thing?

"Xia Xin, I..." Mu Xun said dryly.

But I don't know what to say.

I remember that when the college entrance examination scores came out, his first reaction was not to be happy, but to subconsciously wonder how Xia Xin did in the exam.

Even though he told himself not to think so much, he finally couldn't help suggesting that Lin Jiayuan went to check on Yi Xiang and the others.

Xia Zi did not do well in the exam, so she should stay in Hangzhou.

At that moment, Mu Xun's mood was very complicated, he even thought about staying in Hangzhou.

But what can I do if I stay?Is it really necessary to ruin one's future plans for this doomed unrequited crush?Mu Xun asked himself repeatedly.

Maybe he should ask Xia Zi, try to see if Xia Xin might like him, and then make a decision.

But in the end, he didn't take the risk.

The two of them have maintained a non-cold relationship for three years, even though they are in the same class, they haven't said a word.Occasionally, Xia Xin would feel shy when her eyes met.When she spoke occasionally, Xia Zi had a very gentle attitude towards him.

If you can't be a lover, then there is nothing wrong with such a relationship.

And once he confesses, what will happen?

Especially when Xia Xin failed the college entrance examination.

--Not suitable.

——Even if you want to confess, it shouldn't be at this time. This is the worst and worst time.

After realizing this, Mu Xun felt somewhat helpless.But the impulsiveness passed, and the rationality came online, and he finally firmly filled in the university and major he planned.

Xia Xin's blessing is his goal.

Going to Beijing to study, going abroad for further studies in the future, and developing in the direction of astrophysics, this is the future plan that Mu Xun has made for himself, and he is indeed walking towards his goal step by step.

He has never been a person who is easy to regret his decision, and after rational consideration, he also feels that his choice is not wrong.

However, hearing these words at this moment, Mu Xun froze because of the fear that once the two said goodbye, they would part ways.

"What's wrong?" Xia Xin was confused.

"...What about you, what are your plans for the future?" Mu Xun finally asked.

Xia Zi was a little ashamed when he heard the words, and avoided Mu Xun's gaze: "Well...have a chance to take the postgraduate entrance examination?"

He smiled wryly, not sure what he said.

Someone in front saw the two of them stop in place and shouted, "What are you doing there? Hurry up and follow!"

The two moved and continued to walk forward.

Mu Xun regretted it.

After the results of the college entrance examination came out, regardless of whether Xia Xin might like him or not, starting from his own heart, Mu Xun felt that he should care about Xia Zi to some extent, and he really regretted it.

He knew that Xia Xin's grades were not bad. If he performed normally, it would not be a problem to get into a good 211 or 985.

Mu Xun couldn't help but hold Xia Xin's hand.

Xia Zi was startled, then turned to look at him in surprise.

Mu Xun ignored his gaze, and his voice was low and soft: "Xia Xin, do you like the major you chose?"

Xia Zi pursed her lips and shook her head, said in shame, "My parents chose it for me..."

"I remember you originally wanted to major in biochemistry, didn't you?"

"You know?" Xia Zi was surprised again.

"I know," Mu Xun laughed, and teased, "I also know that you never sleep during your lunch break. You insist on doing your homework every time, but you often doze off because of sleepiness."

Xia Zi blushed blushingly, and mumbled, "I just want to finish my homework quickly..."

Mu Xun looked at him with a smile, with a tenderness in his eyes that Xia Xin didn't notice.

"Xia Xin, do you now regret choosing a major according to your parents' wishes?"

Xia Zi was silent for a moment, and said: "Regret... There is a little bit, but I am also afraid that if I choose a major according to my own ideas, I will regret it in the future. How should I put it, I have always It’s quite tangled, unlike you, who have such a firm goal.” With such great courage, he can unswervingly pursue his dream.

Xia Zi smiled at Mu Xun.

Mu Xun comforted: "It's normal to be entangled."

After pondering for a while, Mu Xun said: "You don't have a clear feeling yet, but if one day you feel clear regret for your current situation, stop the loss in time and make the choice you want unswervingly. Change There is always time to choose.”

Xia Xin stared at him blankly.

"If you hesitate, you can come to me." Mu Xun stared at Xia Xin.

He will no longer be like before, because he is avoiding his feelings, and he is also avoiding the care he should have.

"I know that with your usual grades, you can be admitted to a better school." After a pause, Mu Xun let go of Xia Xin's hand, and gently touched his head, "But you are a very good person, and you made a mistake. It will not decide your life. Different roads have different ways, but no matter which step we have reached, there are countless directions we can choose. I believe that even if you stick to your own ideas, you can still choose your own way. A long way down the road."

Xia Zi murmured: "You have so much confidence in me?"

"Well, I have great confidence in you." Mu Xun said seriously.

Xia Zi thought for a while, then said hesitantly, "...But I'm always not sure myself."

"Next time I'm here, I can help you make up your mind."

—So, I'm sorry that I didn't come to you at that moment that should be one of the major decisions in life.

The morning breeze blows from outside the torii gate, everything is quiet, and the laughter seems to be far away in the sky.

Xia Xin's nose became sour.

Since the end of the college entrance examination, this is the first time someone has stood by his side to support him so clearly.

The boy he likes easily helped him to disperse the fog that shrouded his world.