middle aged

Qi Yunze was completely unconscious from drinking, and after vomiting the alcohol in his stomach in the bathroom, he was not afraid of death and ran among a few close classmates, looking for various reasons to drink with others, and regained a little sobriety One can see that he is definitely drinking too much and drinking like crazy, but there are always a few desperate people who accompany him to mess around.

Mo Fanfan watched quietly from the side, wanting to stop him, but he always felt that there was no reason. Until now, sitting in the taxi, Qi Yunze had already fallen asleep, and half of his body was completely unconsciously leaning on Mo Fanfan. I don't know why I couldn't stand Wang Huyi's greeting, so I just got into a taxi with him.

In my heart, after all, I still can't let him go, if I say let go, let go, it's not so easy.

"What's wrong with Yunze recently? It wasn't like drinking in the past. Today I feel like I'm trying to drink myself to death, and I can't stop it." Wang Huyi, the co-driver, rubbed his temples, although consciously He was still relatively sober, but he also drank seven or eight taels of white wine, and his forehead on both sides felt like it was on fire, which made him uncomfortable.

"...I don't know, maybe the work pressure is relatively high recently?" Mo Pingfan didn't know what to say, so he could only prevaricate like this.

"Hey, men of our age lead the family, the old and the young, and the whole family is on the shoulders. My family has only one son, and the pressure is less. Yunze's family has a son and a daughter. The money for school and interest classes is a lot of money, I guess he is indeed stressed enough, ordinary, or you are relaxed, the whole family is not hungry when one person is full, envy." Wang Hu also supported his forehead, as if As if the heavy family burden was weighing on him, he turned his head from the passenger seat and was not surprised to see Qi Yunze leaning on Mo Pingfan. As soon as he came to class, he abandoned me and Li Wei. I remember that before the winter vacation, he hurt your leg and stuck to you for almost the whole winter vacation. Seriously, I know Yunze so well. For a long time, besides you, I have never seen him cling to anyone so much."

"Hey, I guess I think I'm easy to bully." Mo Fanfan said

"This kid, when he was in school, he had good grades and a bad temper. He was not easy to mess with, but he was very soft-hearted. He didn't say anything to his friends. He probably gave the best to his wife and children to his family. Yes, it's hard to be tired of him, he's so strong. In today's occasion, I guess he has been suppressed too much for a long time, so he exploded."

"Hmm...maybe" Mo Fanfan replied somewhat absent-mindedly. He saw Qi Yunze beside him frowning, as if he was very uncomfortable. He simply sat in the back of the taxi and gently patted Qi Yunze Putting it on his lap, so that most of his body can lie on his side in the back seat of the taxi, at least it will feel better.

"Pingfan, I'll squint for a while. When I arrive at Yunze's house later, you call me so I can help you up there with you. If you drink like this, you will probably have to be nagged by your sister-in-law again."

The taxi driver obviously has a lot of driving experience, and the most fearful thing about bringing a passenger who is drunk and unconscious is that the bumps on the road make him vomit all over the car, so this master has been walking on the flat road with few cars, In less than 10 minutes, the car stopped at the downstairs of Qi Yunze's house.

Although I slept in the car for a while, it was almost impossible for this little sleep to wake up the drunk Qi Yunze. Wang Huyi and Mo Pingfan supported their legs and head, and dragged him half-supporting and half-carrying Get out of the taxi.

Mo Fanfan put Qi Yunze's arm on his shoulder, letting his center of gravity rest on his body, while he held his waist with one hand and grabbed his hand on his shoulder with the other.Wang Hu was also supporting Qi Yunze on one side and on the other side. He was still in a state of almost complete unconsciousness, and he could only walk forward subconsciously with the support of the two of them.

"His house is on the seventh floor. I recognize it. Ordinary, just hold on. I'll press the elevator."

Qi Yunze's weight was not light, and it was a bit difficult for Mo Fanfan to support himself. Wang Huyi took two quick steps to press the elevator, and then ran back quickly to help Mo Fanfan support Qi Yunze's slipping body.

The door of Qi Yunze's house was opened by Xiaoman. She never expected that her husband, who has always been prudent, would get so drunk at a class reunion that he led Mo Pingfan and Wang Huyi to help Qi Yunze into the bedroom. Putting Qi Yunze on the bed properly, Mo Pingfan took a deep breath, and finally relaxed a little.

Xiao Man came over with hot water and a hot towel, took off Qi Yunze's shoes and socks, wiped Qi Yunze's face with the hot towel, cleaned the towel, and then carefully wiped Qi Yunze's hands clean. Standing aside, the picture in front of him made him feel sore for some reason.

But what right does he have to eat this vinegar?This was originally their new house, and on the wall beside the bed was their wedding photo. At that time, Qi Yunze looked stronger and younger than now, but to him, it was a little strange. He had never experienced After that period of Qi Yunze's life, it was natural for him to feel strange.

Now, in someone else's new house, his wife is taking good care of him. Isn't this human nature? Why does this sour smell rise at this time?

Xiao Man gently took off Qi Yunze's coat, covered him with a quilt, and then called Wang Huyi and Mo Pingfan out of the bedroom and into the living room.

"Sit down, two of you, and I'll pour you some water."

"Don't be too busy, sister-in-law, we have to go back quickly." Seeing that the two children of Qi Yunze's family had already taken a nap, Wang Hu also lowered his voice, rejecting Xiaoman's kindness.

"No trouble, no trouble, if you hadn't sent Yunze back today, I wouldn't be able to torment him by myself." He took out two glasses from the kitchen and poured half a cup of tea into each.

The two declined, and sat at the dining table outside the kitchen.

"Sister-in-law, has Yunze been under a lot of pressure lately?" Wang Huyi asked their family quite well, so he didn't hide anything.

"Hey, during this period of time, something is really wrong with him. He often suffers from insomnia and goes to the bathroom to smoke at night. You see, he has lost a lot of weight recently, and his energy is not good. I asked him what was bothering him, and he also Don't tell me, you should know his character, if you don't want to say it, even if you force him to death, he won't fall out."

"I can't go on like this, my body will be broken."

"Yeah, you can enlighten him more when you have time. He may not want to talk more in front of me, but he is probably willing to talk among you brothers. He is very stubborn."

Sitting on the chair, Mo Fanfan really couldn't stay any longer. He knew better than everyone in the room the reason why Qi Yunze was abnormal these days, but he could only smile and agree, He didn't dare to say more, do more, for fear of revealing something, he felt that he was like a suspect who had entered the police station, and he was terrified, afraid that the person sitting next to him would see through him at a glance. Own.

Mo Fanfan wanted to stand up and leave here immediately. There are too many family atmospheres of Qi Yunze and Xiaoman here, the wedding photos in the bedroom, the family portrait in the living room, and the scattered tableware, pots and spoons in the kitchen, everything They are all portrayals of a happy family, but he is the one that cannot be tolerated in this family, just like a mouse in the sewer, he can't be seen or shined.

Mo Pingfan once thought darkly whether Qi Yunze's wife was a worldly money-worshiping shrew who was lazy and made troubles all day long. If so, he could even distort and maintain this kind of lover relationship with Qi Yunze all the time, but these few times After getting in touch with him, he could see that Xiaoman was a virtuous, gentle and good wife, just like his mother back then, she was so kind to everyone, even when Matsumoto came to visit the house for the first time, she personally made a gift for everyone. He cooked a table full of dishes.

But how different is the current self from Matsumoto back then?

Mo Fanfan felt that it would be difficult for him to breathe if he stayed in this house for another second, and he really couldn't stay any longer.

"Sister-in-law, I'm sorry, I have something to do at school this afternoon, so I have to go first." Mo Fanfan stood up abruptly, put down the cup in his hand, abruptly interrupted the conversation between Wang Huyi and Xiaoman, and kept pointing Nodding his head, expressing his apology, he ran out of the gate of Qi Yunze's house as if fleeing.The two who looked suspicious inside were left behind.

After leaving the community and taking a taxi, Mo Fanfan still felt depressed and uncomfortable. The strong feeling of home seemed to have uncovered the scars in his heart that had not healed for many years, and cruelly pierced the last line of defense in his heart.He pressed down the window on the back seat of the car, and fresh air poured into the car. He took a few deep breaths, and then slowly forced back the tears that were about to flow down.At this time, for him, what use are those one or two tears other than making people laugh?

Back in his small apartment, Mo Pingfan smelled the familiar celibacy in this small room, and then he gradually got better. Family or something may be too strange to him. Lonely people will really be unable to bear it.Mo Fanfan was lying on the small bed in the apartment, maybe it was only in this world that he was the most comfortable and most self-sufficient.

Feelings or something, it's better to put it aside.