middle aged

"Hmm..." In his sleep, Mo Pingfan didn't know what he dreamed of. He frowned and let out a low □□□□□□□□□□□□□□□□□□□□□□□□□□□□□□□□□□□□□□□□□□□□□□□□□□□□□□□□□□□□□□□□▫□□□□□□□□□□□ □□□ □ , I don’t know if it’s the heat or the uncomfortable touch. He also inadvertently removed more than half of the thin blanket that was covering his body. Yan Nan tried the temperature on his forehead with his hands. It seemed that the temperature had dropped a bit, but compared The body temperature of a normal person was still a little off. He took Mo Fanfan's half-opened blanket, and then gently covered him.

The light outside has gradually dimmed, and the view inside the apartment without lights is not very good. Yan Nan walked to the balcony and looked at the street lights that had been turned on outside. There were not many students on campus. At this time of meal time, On the road outside, there were no groups of students going to the cafeteria to eat together. He stretched his waist, loosened his muscles and bones, saw the clothes hanging on the balcony, tried them with his hands, and they were completely dry I stretched out my hand to accept these clothes. When Yan Nan received the white boxer underwear, Yan Nan felt an indescribable feeling in his heart. They were all underwear, but the teacher wore them, and the touch felt strange in his hands. Why is it a little different? I folded the underwear in half and put them between the T-shirt and home pants. After simple folding, I put them in the closet opposite the bed.

The light in the room was getting weaker and weaker. Yan Nan simply took off his shoes and lay down on the sofa in the apartment. With a height of 1.9 meters and a generous back, this small double sofa that can only accommodate two people is a bit crowded Unbearable, he could only stretch his calf out of the sofa, half-turned his body and looked in the direction of the bed, while playing with his mobile phone, while killing time, the night passed very slowly, and Mo Fanfan was constantly restless in the first half of the night. Turning over, Yan Nan got up again and again to help him cover the quilt. It was not until the middle of the night that Mo Pingfan slept more peacefully, and Yan Nan finally closed his eyes and slept for more than three hours in a row.

When Yan Nan woke up again, the morning sun had just shone into the apartment. Although he didn't sleep well all night, fortunately he was young, and after staying up all night like this, he didn't feel a headache. Mo Fanfan was still asleep, with forehead The fine beads of sweat have disappeared, and the frown seems to be looser than yesterday.

Yan Nan raised her hand to touch the temperature on Mo Pingfan's forehead. The sweat left over from last night was still sticky to the touch, but fortunately, the temperature was normal. Yan Nan let out a sigh of relief and checked the time on the phone. It was 06:07, Picking up the key, he walked out of the small apartment again.

When I came back again, I was carrying a light and easy-to-digest breakfast in my hand. Seeing that there were the most leftover delicacies and dried tofu at noon yesterday, Yan Nan knew that Mo Pingfan was not used to eating salty and spicy food, so Hu spicy soup was replaced with pure soy milk, tea eggs were replaced with boiled eggs, and beef buns were replaced with carrot vermicelli buns.Opening the door tiptoely, seeing that Mo Pingfan was still asleep, and after putting the breakfast and keys on the coffee table, Yan Nan walked out the door in a catty body, and gently closed the door of the apartment from the outside.

With a sound of "Gada", after the door of the apartment was closed, Mo Fanfan, who had just closed his eyes on the bed, opened his eyes. It didn't look like he had just woken up. In fact, he woke up as early as five o'clock in the morning. But after seeing Yan Nan sleeping with his clothes on the small sofa, Mo Pingfan had no choice but to take a nap. He was extremely sober now that his fever had subsided, but how could he face this obvious threat to himself in such a sober environment? He didn't know about the student he liked, not to mention, in terms of his state yesterday, this student almost saved his life.Mo Fanfan didn't know how to face it at this time, and he didn't dare to face it, so he had no choice but to shrink back and be a little turtle cowardly at home.

After that day, Mo Fanfan never received any messages from Qi Yunze or Yan Nan for several days in a row. After a long time, Mo Fanfan always felt in a trance, as if what happened in those 48 hours was just in his mind. Qi Yunze never suddenly appeared in front of his eyes, and Yan Nan never came in through the window, and he was never alone, looking at his best in this small apartment that seemed to be isolated from the outside world. The years slipped through the fingers little by little.

Mo Fanfan can’t read the book that he hasn’t finished reading anymore. Since Yan Nan left that day, the book has been quietly closed and lying on the bedside table. Now he would rather watch some brain teasers on TV every day. Simple and obvious, it is a variety show performed according to the script. Maybe it was the temperature that burned up his brain that day. He doesn't want to think about it, and then read with his heart. He would rather wait for others to give him a blank. Infused with some absurd things in thinking.However, he is willing to eat on time, three meals a day, on time, but he will forget all about what he eats every day in a blink of an eye.

The days of the walking dead continued for more than a week. The weather in Z City began to become hot. All the colleges in the school had finished their final exams. The students who had finished the exams dragged their luggage back home in twos and threes, except for a few graduate students. Except for the students who stay in school for postgraduate entrance examination or internship, there are no more students in Z University.Apart from reporting to the laboratory on time every day, Mo Fanfan stayed in the apartment for the rest of the time. When the weather got hot, he didn’t even want to go to the cafeteria. After taking out food, I actually gained some weight after a period of time.I originally thought that I would feel deserted and lonely during the holidays, but this is not the case, because Mo Pingfan had already discovered a few days ago that no matter where he was in the school, there was always someone following him secretly, with a pair of eyes always in front of him. Looking behind himself.

The man's tracking skills were jerky and almost clumsy. On the way Mo Fanfan went from the apartment to the laboratory in the morning, he followed him from a distance. At the corner of the intersection, Mo Fanfan could always catch his figure with the corner of his eye, and returned to the laboratory at night. At the time, before leaving the college building for 20 meters, Mo Pingfan could still see the familiar figure inadvertently. Even if he went to the cafeteria to eat without ordering takeout once in a while, Mo Pingfan could still feel his gaze, and he could feel his gaze from a distance. , but not close, once I entered the cafeteria, laboratory building, or apartment building, the feeling of being followed would no longer be there.As for who that person is, Mo Pingfan is very clear in his heart. Although he has changed a lot compared to his youth in middle age, the way that person walks, and even the way he swings his shoulders over the years Nothing has changed.

Qi Yunze should have started to follow Yan Nan so close to him two or three days after the day he left. At first, Mo Fanfan thought that he would just come to see him in the morning and evening, but after a few days, Mo Fanfan came to see him. I found that even if I go out at noon or afternoon, I can always see that person inadvertently. The school is on holiday, yes, but I have never heard of any state-owned enterprise having a summer vacation?This person is so wasted here all day, doesn't he even plan to have a job?

Finally one day, when Qi Yunze had been with Mo Pingfan for almost a week, Mo Pingfan couldn't help it anymore, he couldn't understand what was going on in Qi Yunze's mind at all, if he wanted to come to him to collect debts, he would have done so ten days ago , or does he feel that he still owes him?Use this method to torture yourself?Thinking of this, Mo Pingfan couldn't help becoming angry. Ever since Qi Yunze left without hesitation, he had actually been holding back such anger in his heart. Although he was mentally lonely and helpless in the past ten years, he had never been hurt physically. Despite any harm, even though the person he was in love with in the past resented him for being closed and even a little selfish, he was still gentle with him. Compared with the lack of spiritual support in the past ten years, his personal safety is undoubtedly like a little princess. Protected.But now, the only person who is willing to talk to him for more than 30 years has hurt him, how can he not be annoyed?

So in the evening of this day, when the scorching sun had not completely faded away, Mo Fanfan walked out of the laboratory building, and when he felt the familiar eyes staring at him behind him, Mo Fanfan turned around. Turning, walked on a forest path that he hardly stepped on on weekdays.

This path is made of bluestone slabs separated by mud, with lush green bamboo forests on both sides. On weekdays, there will be some young couples sneaking in there for a while at night, but since the hot weather, the number of mosquitoes has increased, and students are on vacation one after another. , this place is very rare. The end of Qingshiban Road is the north exit of a teaching building. After the final exam, except for the postgraduate entrance examination classroom on the third floor, all the classrooms on the other floors are occupied. Lock, especially during meal times, the entire teaching building is deserted, obviously not popular at all.

Mo Pingfan walks into this lush bamboo grove with a cat body. In the middle of the bluestone slab is the yellow earth. In order to prevent stepping too big or too small to step on the dirt, Mo Pingfan lowered his head and carefully watched the steps under his feet. He did not He was worried that the man would not follow him, because he had already heard the sound of the man's heavy footsteps stepping on the bluestone slab.The path on the bluestone slab was somewhat winding, but there were no branches. Mo Pingfan sped up the last few steps, exited the small bamboo forest, entered through the north exit of the teaching building, and hid beside the elevator not far from the north exit.

Sure enough, within 2 minutes of hiding, he saw Qi Yunze walking up the stairs from the north exit of the teaching building in a little panic. Maybe he walked too quickly on the bluestone road and stepped on the wrong place. His left gray NB shoe The side was covered with yellow mud, and he stepped on a yellow mark. Half of the half-wet and not dry yellow mud stuck to the concrete floor of the teaching building, and half of it stuck to his shoes and continued to leave marks on the next step. After a few steps, the side of Qi Yunze's shoes looked a bit like a master working on a construction site, obviously a little dirty.

Qi Yunze, who turned around several times in the same place, could no longer find Mo Pingfan at all. There is a staircase in every direction of the word-shaped teaching building to go upstairs. There are dozens of classrooms, big and small, where is he going to find them?Qi Yunze turned around a few times, but there was no trace of Mo Pingfan in his field of vision. He simply calculated in his mind the time it would take to search the entire teaching building, and the time it would take Mo Pingfan to return to the apartment. Smiling wryly, he decided to go back and guard the apartment. At least, he definitely wanted to go back.

Just as he was about to turn around and leave, he saw the man standing in front of the entrance of the elevator on the side of the entrance, looking at him expressionlessly.

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The author is not busy at work today, so I will add another chapter, o(*￣︶￣*)o