middle aged

Qi Yunze trotted all the way to the downstairs of Mo Pingfan's house. The temperature in the early morning was the coldest in the day. Yunze ran a little hurriedly. One wave, Qi Yunze thought to himself, luckily he didn't wear glasses like that stupid goose, otherwise the white breath would have blurred the glasses long ago, unit 6, third floor, the one on the left, Yunze is downstairs Counting the windows, "Great, the light is on." Qi Yunze lifted his foot, and was about to go upstairs, but hesitated again, because he heard his heart beating powerfully, "plop, plop, plop" As the frequency became faster and faster, Qi Yunze seemed to really hear the sound of his heart beating in his chest in the quiet morning.He clutched his chest on the left side, and seemed to be getting better, but he didn't have the courage to rush into Mo Fanfan's house just now.Qi Yunze just stood at the door of the building unit, staring at the Huoshao shop diagonally opposite, and became dazed.He thought of Mo Fanfan's sexy lip shape yesterday afternoon, of that weird and confusing erotic dream, and of the impulse he shouldn't have, but he couldn't figure out why this impulse came from, and why it was Mo Fanfan?A man of unremarkable appearance!Qi Yunze became a little cowardly. He didn't understand why the object of his impulse was a man. This is wrong. Even if he didn't hate Mo Fanfan, he definitely didn't like him. He liked the next door. Ouyang Xiaoxiao from the class, at least, he likes a girl, but why is he impulsive towards a boy?At that time, Qi Yunze lived in a small third-tier city. At the end of the 20th century, Qi Yunze didn't know anything about the word homosexuality. He just felt that this kind of impulse caused by Mo Fanfan was wrong and taboo. .

Qi Yunze didn't dare to go any further. He looked at the stairs leading to Mo Pingfan's house, and he didn't dare to take a step forward. He was afraid. If he took one more step, he would step into an abyss that would never be restored, and would be entangled in the mud. vortex.Qi Yunze was planning to go home, he told himself that he really couldn't move forward.

"Hey, isn't this Yunze, you got up so early." A familiar voice sounded behind him, Qi Yunze froze, turned his head, it was Aunt Li.Many years later, Qi Yunze thought back, if it wasn't for this voice back then, if he had walked a little faster back then, if he hadn't looked back back then, or everything after that would have been much, much simpler.

"Are you here to play with Pingfan?" Seeing that the child didn't make a sound, Li Meiqi thought it was him who came here early in the morning and was embarrassed to enter the house.

"Come on, let's go upstairs. Pingfan just woke up. I'll go buy some breakfast. I'll give you the key. Pingfan's legs are hard to walk. Take the key to open the door." Mom Mo said, and handed the key to Qi Yunze, Yunze After receiving the key, I felt like my throat was blocked, and I couldn't speak. It shouldn't be like this. I should tell my aunt that I want to go home. I want to go home. I can't go to Mo Ordinary home.

But what he thinks in his heart is often very different from what he actually does. Qi Yunze looked at the familiar door in front of him. He didn't know how he just climbed up to the third floor and inserted the key that Mo's mother gave him. He walked in and opened the door, and the warm heater in the room made him feel very comfortable.

"Mom, did you forget to take something? Why did you come back so soon?" Mo Fanfan's familiar voice.

Qi Yunze did not speak, and walked into Mo Pingfan's house. Mo Pingfan in the bedroom had just put on his clothes and sat on the bed. He was still not used to his legs in plaster, and he couldn't sleep well in the middle of the night. He stretched heavily, Yawning, he heard the sound of a key opening the door. He looked towards the door, but he didn't expect that it was Qi Yunze who came in.

"It's so early in the morning, why did you come here?" Mo Fanfan was stunned. Qi Yunze just looked like that in front of them yesterday afternoon, and ran away for no apparent reason. Why did he come to his home early this morning? the door?

"Why do you have the key to my house?" Pingfan looked puzzled.

"Well, I met your mother downstairs, she gave it to me."

"Hey, mom is really, you can just give the key to anyone, and you won't be afraid that someone will have bad intentions." Mo Fanfan teased, "What's the matter, come to my house early in the morning, did you forget something at my place yesterday?" Except For this reason, Mo Pingfan really couldn't think of the reason why Qi Yunze appeared at his door at eight o'clock in the morning.

"That... my mother said, let me come and see you." Poor Qi's mother was just pulled over by her son as a shield.

"Come and see me at eight o'clock in the morning?" Mo Fanfan didn't believe it at all, but he didn't intend to think too much about this issue when he just woke up. The plaster is still the fault of Qi, so let him take care of himself.

"Come here and help me put on my pants, I've got a cast and I can't do it myself."

"Oh" Qi Yunze obediently walked into Mo Fanfan's bedroom, wearing only a pair of long johns and sitting on his single bed, next to the bed was a small bedside table with two novels by Gu Long on the bedside table, next to the book was an alarm clock, Qi Yunze took a closer look, and found that it was the same style as the one on his bedside table.

"The one on the back of the chair." Mo Fanfan pointed to the pair of dark blue jeans on the back of the chair on the desk by the window with his right hand.Qi Yunze took the trousers and began to put them directly on Mo Pingfan's legs.

"That's not how you wear it. You roll up the trouser legs first, roll them together, and then put them on my feet. If you put them on directly like this, I have to lift them up a little bit, and my legs can't move."

"Oh, okay." Qi Yunze obediently followed Mo Fanfan's request, first rolled up the left leg of the jeans and put it on Mo Fanfan's left ankle, then rolled up the right leg and put it on Mo Fanfan's plaster cast. On the right ankle, Mo Pingfan's foot did not wear socks, the white cock was outside, and the ten toes were very delicate, without any hair at all, it did not look like a boy's feet at all, Yunze remembered the time when he took off his socks Even his mother disliked his stinky socks and asked him to wash them by himself. Why does this guy named Mo have such white feet and no smell at all, "Help me lift my pants, I can't reach them by myself. "Qi Yunze heard this, and hurriedly pulled Mo Fanfan to stand up, and then helped him pull up his pants.

Pingfan pulled up his trousers, buttoned them, and zipped them up, "See, it's easy to wear like this, I see that you haven't taken care of anyone, cut~." Mo Fanfan stepped on his plush slippers with his left foot , Leaning on the crutches my mother left at home, I had to jump and wash.

"Well, don't you wear socks?" Qi Yunze looked at the clean socks hanging on the radiator in Mo Fanfan's bedroom.

"It's not easy to wear when you're limping, and besides, you wear thick slippers at home, why should you wear socks?"

"Don't wear socks, aren't your feet cold?" Qi Yunze said, and walked over with the warm wool socks that were baked on the radiator, first pressed Mo Fanfan on the chair, then squatted down, and put his The delicate and white left foot was taken out of the fur slippers, and the socks were put on. The heat from the radiator still remained on the socks. The moment he put on his feet, Mo Fanfan felt a warm current slowly flowing along the soles of his feet. He climbed up his spinal cord, and after his foot was injured, what he hated the most was wearing socks. After putting on his pants with great difficulty in the past two days, let him sit and put them on and put them on again. It's too troublesome. Seeing Qi Yunze lower his head to put wool socks on for him, and staring at the hair on the top of this man's head, Mo Fanfan suddenly felt a little throbbing in his heart. He felt the magic, and slowly crawled into his heart.In his memory, when he was young, he had already learned to mature himself. When he grew up, his father left and his mother raised him independently. It was already very difficult, so when Mo Fanfan was a child, when he could grow up by himself, he would not let him grow up. His mother worried about him. At a young age, he learned to dress and eat by himself. However, deep down in his heart, the love that was lost due to the distance was slowly awakened by the careful movement of wearing wool socks at this time.The last time someone helped me put on socks, it might have been ten years ago. The big warm hands supported my cold heels, and the soft and dense socks were put on my ankles. The ice deep in my memory was slowly awakened...

"Is the other foot still worn?" Qi Yunze asked

"Huh?" Mo Fanfan, who was stuck in the memory, hadn't recovered for a while, and when he looked down, he saw Qi Yunze holding the sock of his right foot, holding his right foot that was in plaster.

"No, half of the right foot is wrapped in plaster, how to wear it?"

"Put it on for you, the socks are elastic, it's cold without socks"

After all, Qi Yunze didn't wait for Mo Pingfan to argue, and put the sock on his right foot. The sock was wide open, tightly wrapping the lower part of Mo Pingfan's calf which was in plaster, which looked very funny.

"That's going to ruin the socks."

"It's a big deal. If it breaks, I'll buy you a bunch more. Let's go and brush your teeth and wash your face."

Taking Mo Fanfanzhu's crutches, Qi Yunze willingly made him a human body brace, dragged him to the bathroom, watched him brush his teeth and spit out white bubbles, wash his face, tease him twice indiscriminately, and grab a few hastily. With hair like a chicken coop, this person is really good enough.

"Bang bang bang" is the sound of Aunt Li knocking on the door

Qi Yunze heard it, and trotted over to open the door for his aunt

"I bought some steamed stuffed buns with three delicacies stuffing, as well as sugar cakes, eight-treasure porridge, Yunze, wait a minute, auntie heat up the porridge, it's too cold outside, it will be a little cold when I get home after buying."

Qi Yunze just wanted to open his mouth to say that he had already had breakfast at home, but then thought that he didn't eat it, and it seemed more embarrassing to see their mother eating, so he closed his mouth, helped Mo Fanfan to the front of the dining table, and ate again Two buns, two sugar cakes and a bowl of eight-treasure porridge.

After breakfast, Qi Yunze was stretched out on the sofa and couldn't move.

"Hahaha, look at you, you are like a big white goose that has eaten too much, standing there unable to move."

"You are the big white goose, no, you are a stupid goose." Yun Ze countered

"Who are you talking about, you," Pingfan laughed and said, sitting next to the dining table and poking Yunze's chubby belly with his crutch.

"Don't touch it, don't touch it, I'm going to throw up if I touch it again." Yunze dodged.

"Ordinary, don't make trouble with your classmates." Ordinary's mother came out of the kitchen, "Mom has to go to the unit to work overtime later. At noon, a colleague gave birth to a full moon wine. You are fine at home. Once it’s fried, you can heat it up at noon, and cook the rice yourself in a rice cooker.”

"Auntie, don't worry, I'm here, I'll take care of these things." Before Pingfan opened his mouth, Qi Yunze took over the conversation.

"That's great. I'm still worried that it's not convenient for ordinary people to be alone at home. It would be great if you could stay here with him, Yunze. But if you don't go back at noon, your mother will be worried, right?"

"Auntie, don't worry, my parents went to grandma's place, and they didn't think of leaving me a meal. They just happened to be here, and I had a meal with my aunt. I ate the ground three delicacies and braised chicken made by my aunt at noon yesterday. It was delicious. It's not that I ran over with the cheek this early in the morning, and I will rub it again today, auntie, don't dislike me." Qi Yunze said again and again, blinking his cute eyes shamelessly, showing a simple and cute look Looking at Mo Fanfan over there, he almost vomited his breakfast.However, Li Meiqi, who was in her 40s, liked this very much, and her evaluation of Qi Yunze immediately went up a notch.

"You kid, you have such a sweet mouth. Next time you come here, Auntie will cook you something else." Li Meiqi laughed

Looking at it, Pingfan couldn't help but rolled his eyes, and said in his heart that his mother was too careless, and she would be coaxed with a few nice words, but it's better for this guy to stay at home, it's better than being bored at home much better.