The Scum Shou's Survival Guide

Although life is so fucked up, he will never give in easily!

Ye Ming took a deep breath, looked at Yang Gan with worried eyes, and asked in confusion, "What's wrong with you? Why are you crying?"

This voice and this person's approach seemed to tear apart the space that belonged to Yang Gan alone, and suddenly broke into his cold and lonely world... Yang Qian finally turned his head slowly, his eyes were indifferent and cold.

In fact, just now, Yang Gan had already noticed that Ye Ming was up, but he just didn't bother to pay attention to it.

Although there are some intermittent memories in my mind, it seems that a person named Ming Chong occupied this body before, and I also know that Ye Ming is his boyfriend in this body, and has just suffered a serious blow, but...these so what?

It doesn't matter what other people do.

The only important thing is that he came to this world, but Xu Xiaofei didn't come, a world without Xu Xiaofei...has no meaning to him, there is not even a single person who can share his joy.

"Why don't you talk?" Ye Ming tentatively probed, he didn't know how many things Yang Qian remembered now, whether he had integrated other people's memories, and he was not sure about his attitude, so he could only take one step at a time.

It's just that looking at Yang Gan's indifferent eyes at this moment, my heart can't help sinking, it doesn't seem so good...

Yang Gan still didn't speak, but just looked at the young man in front of him indifferently.

Ye Ming's expression was a little stiff, brother, you should say something!It's nice of you to see me that way!Are you planning to kill the enemy with your eyes?Obviously she wasn't such a taciturn character before...

Ye Ming had a premonition that Yang Gan would be more difficult to deal with than Ming Chong, and more ruthless. After all, whoever experienced such a cruel apocalypse and such a terrible and desperate experience, there would probably not be much left of such things as sympathy, which is the most taboo in the apocalypse The only ones are the Holy Mother and the superfluous kindness. Except for him who is covered by someone, most of them are basically dead.

Although Ming Chong seems to be a bit colder, but living in the modern world, his personality is still more normal, and he will not be indifferent to his own encounters, but if it is Yang Qian, someone may die in front of him, even his eyelids are covered. Won't blink, let alone just such a 'little thing'...

So if he was indifferent to what happened to him, Ye Ming would not be surprised at all.

Yang Gan glanced at Ye Ming, as if he was just an insignificant decoration, no different from air, turned around and walked out.

Ye Ming: "..."

Really good and bad spirits are worse than a direct showdown, probably because you don’t even bother to have a showdown with you, and you just leave without saying a word!Okay, I know you have a personality, brother, okay, but the most important thing is, I can't let you go now!

If he just left normally, he would just take it easy, but now it is less than an hour before the lunch deadline set by Ye Zhi, let Yang Gan go now, what do he have to do business with Ye Zhi?

Thinking of the series of serious consequences arising from this, Ye Ming almost wanted to burst into tears, and immediately rushed out, mustering up the courage to hug Yang Gan's arm!God bless you, don't beat me to death!

"Where are you going? Didn't you promise me to accompany me to see my sister yesterday?" Ye Ming seemed very puzzled by Yang Gan's behavior.

Yang Gan paused, clenched his right hand into a fist, hesitated for a moment, but did not move.

He tilted his head slightly, looked down at Ye Ming's face, finally moved his lips, and said with care like gold: "Let go."

Ye Ming looked at his face, which was even more ruthless than Ming Chong's, and felt chills in his heart. It seemed that being miserable was really useless to Yang Qian. Thinking of this, Ye Ming couldn't help but feel guilty, and finally decided to take the risk!

He slowly let go of the hand holding Yang Gan, with a very hurt expression as if he had finally been hit. After a while, a bleak smile appeared on his lips: "I understand."

Yang Gan frowned slightly. Originally, he planned to leave even if he used force if Ye Ming didn't let go, but he didn't expect Ye Ming to let go. He was a little surprised, "You, what do you understand?"

Ye Ming laughed at himself with a smile, Qingjun's face was pale and bloodless: "I know I'm being self-indulgent, and I actually tried to win back a person who is determined to break up."

Ye Ming's slender figure stood upright, as if no matter how painful and sad he was, he was unwilling to let go of his dignity to keep him. He stared at Yang Gan with dark eyes, and said with a wry smile: "In the final analysis, you just don't You just love me, that's why you find so many excuses... In that case, why didn't you simply reject me yesterday, but gave me hope instead? Does it sound interesting to you to play with me like this?"

Yang Qian looked at the person in front of him, his eyes fell into the clear and stubborn eyes, seeing the sad and pretended strong appearance of the other person, suddenly it seemed that something was weighing heavily on his heart.

The extremely painful memories buried in the memory came overwhelming like a tide.

He had hurt Xu Xiaofei with such a misunderstanding, and wanted to make Xu Xiaofei pay for his betrayal, but when he knew the truth and wanted to save it, it was too late.

Xu Xiaofei doesn't believe him anymore, he doesn't believe that he still loves him.

No matter how much he paid, he couldn't turn back the time, couldn't let the hurt be erased, and he lost the one he loved.

And the young man in front of him, with every expression, every movement, every look... is so similar to Xu Xiaofei, as if Xu Xiaofei appeared in front of him again.

He thinks he doesn't love him anymore, and all this is just hurt and fooling.

He gave up to save him, and at the same time, he gave up his trust in him.

At this moment, Yang Gan felt as if he had lost Xu Xiaofei again. If he insisted on leaving today, would he lose this person?

There seemed to be a voice in his heart telling him that if you leave today, you will definitely regret it.

But why do I feel this way?

Ye Ming is obviously not Xu Xiaofei, but... he can come to this world, so will Xu Xiaofei also come here?He left so much earlier than himself, will he come earlier, does he still remember himself?

My own resurrection from the dead is a miracle, so what about Xu Xiaofei?Will miracles happen to him too?

"You go." Ye Ming's eyes gradually turned cold, his hands were behind his back, his body trembled slightly, as if trying to suppress his pain.

But in fact, the heart is like this - this is his last move!Let Yang Gan doubt his identity and realize that he is similar to Xu Xiaofei. If Yang Gan can't let Yang Gan stay for him after such an exciting move, then he is really at the end of his rope.

So, he is very nervous!I was trembling with tension!After all, this test of acting skills is very high.

In this silent stare at each other, time passed minute by minute, and finally when Ye Ming was about to be disappointed, Yang Gan spoke again, and said hoarsely: "I don't want to leave."

Ye Ming's heart was jumping with joy, but his face didn't seem to believe it at all. He opened the corner of his mouth and said sarcastically, "Don't make things difficult, don't worry, I won't follow you anymore, you are free to go wherever you want."

This is called retreating into advance!

Yang Gan's eyes were in a trance for a moment, and he looked at Ye Ming absentmindedly. The person in front of him was obviously not similar to Xu Xiaofei, but the two figures gradually overlapped inexplicably before his eyes, and finally turned into Xu Xiaofei's figure.

This person, like Xu Xiaofei, chose to give up on himself because he was heartbroken, and no longer believed that he loved him.

Where are you going?

In fact, Yang Gan didn't know where he should go?In this strange world, with no relatives, no lover, lonely and out of place, he is a complete outsider... He has nowhere to go, he just doesn't want to stay here.

But at this moment, Yang Gan suddenly changed his mind, and he decided to stay by this person's side.

Why did I appear in this world, why did I happen to have someone similar to Xu Xiaofei by my side, and this person happened to be his lover... Is all this really just a coincidence?

Or did God finally take care of them once and give him a glimmer of hope?

As long as there is any glimmer of hope, he doesn't want to pass by his lover again, and he almost missed it just now.

Yang Gan's gaze at Ye Ming suddenly softened, with a trace of apology and complexity, he already had a calculation in his heart, he lived with a zombie who couldn't speak for eight years, lived alone away from the crowd, and gradually became More and more taciturn.

But if the person in front of him might be Xu Xiaofei, Yang Gan is willing to try to start over.

He opened his mouth again and said: "I don't want to leave." After a pause, he probably felt that the turning point was a bit abrupt, and added with a straight face: "I will do what I promised you yesterday, and I will never break my promise. "

Ye Ming: "..."

There is no way, although he looked up to the sky proudly and laughed, but Yang Qian might beat him to death in anger when he found out that he was cheated, so he still had to keep pretending, ahem...

Ye Ming made a V in his heart, his face was still ashamed, and he chuckled lightly: "No need, that's right, I should be the one who should leave."

As he spoke, he was about to walk past Yang Gan.

Yang Gan's jaw was tense, his thin lips were pursed into a line, Ye Ming's leaving back... It hurt his eyes deeply, as if Xu Xiaofei had left him again...

He strode forward and grabbed Ye Ming's wrist tightly!

Ye Ming's wrist hurt, he frowned and looked back at Yang Gan: "What do you want?" Those vivid eyes contained a stubborn light, as if accusing him of being moody.

Yang Qian's eyes were dark, and his voice was hoarse: "Now the outside world is talking about you like that, and you turned back on your family today, so you won't be afraid of them worrying?"

Ye Ming's face paled slightly, as if he had been poked into something, showing hesitation.

Yang Qian opened his mouth, and slowly cleared his mind, he is not a dull person, he just didn't bother to deal with it at first, as long as he is willing, how could it be possible for Ye Ming to escape from him?

With steady eyes and a gentle voice, he said slowly: "No matter what happened between us, you don't have to believe me, because I did behave inappropriately... But I will do what I promised you. Now it's over It's eleven o'clock, you don't want to keep your sister waiting?"

Ye Ming's eyes wavered, he bit his lower lip and didn't speak.

Yang Gan didn't wait for his reply, he pulled up the hat for Ye Ming to put it on, pulled his hand forcefully and walked out, not giving Ye Ming a chance to refuse at all.

Just like that, Ye Ming followed Yang Qian out with a refusal and a welcome.

Hee hee, the plan works!

………………

Ye Zhi was sitting in a private room of a high-end club, with the scent of tea in front of her, making her delicate and delicate face softer. She had smooth shoulder-length black hair, wearing a slim custom suit, and her long legs were slightly crossed. One hand rests comfortably on the table.

Just as she finished her second cup of tea, there was a soft knock on the door outside, "Miss Ye, your guest has arrived."

As the door was pushed open, Ye Ming walked in with Yang Gan.

"Sister." Ye Ming showed an obedient smile as soon as he came in, and he usually looked like a different person outside. He dragged Yang Gan to Ye Zhi, and introduced, "This is my boyfriend, Yue Ling."

Yang Qian was dressed in a decent casual suit. He was tall and straight, with a handsome and fierce appearance, and his attitude was neither humble nor overbearing. He stretched out his hand to Ye Zhi: "Miss Ye, hello."

Ye Zhi put down the teacup, narrowed her phoenix eyes, looked at Yang Gan thoughtfully, and stretched out her hand, "Hello."

Ye Ming was sweating in his heart, his sister was not someone to be fooled with, so he could only hope that Yang Gan would do his best, and he must remember how to play a normal person!This is not the end of the world.

"Sit down." Ye Zhi smiled slightly, "Mr. Yue, don't be restrained, you are with Xiao Ming, he must have caused you a lot of trouble, right?"

Yang Gan held Ye Ming's hand and sat down, turned his head to look at him tenderly, and smiled at Ye Zhi: "No way, in fact, he has been taking care of me all this time."

"Really?" Ye Zhi seemed a little surprised, raised her brows, pursed her lips and smiled: "He still takes care of people?"

"Yes." Yang Gan said.

Ye Ming pursed his lips, and said in a low voice, "Am I that unreliable..."

Ye Zhi pretended not to hear, looked at Yang Qian with sharp eyes and said, "How did Mr. Yue meet Xiao Ming?" She seemed warm and polite, but she also had a faint aggressive air, obviously Here comes the torture.

This brat has been in the entertainment industry for so long but hasn't made a name for himself. He has offended quite a few people. In the end, he became popular because of his relationship. , Thinking of her mother's entrustment to her, asking her to take good care of Ye Ming, this is much more difficult than doing business.

Yang Qian frowned slightly, he had no memory of Yue Ling, some things were too much to say and wrong, and Ye Zhi was obviously not easy to deal with, the only plan now was to not give her a chance to press her every step of the way. Let her take full control of the initiative.

"We met by chance once." Yang Gan said with a smile, his expression was calm and courteous: "I heard Xiao Ming talk about you, he has always respected you very much, today it is better to be famous than to meet, I will offer Miss Ye a glass, you can do whatever you want. "

As he spoke, he picked up the wine glass and drank a glass of white wine. His movements were clean and unsloppy, fully expressing his attitude.

Ye Zhi was not modest either, she just picked up the tea and took a sip, and was about to continue asking, but was interrupted by Ye Ming again this time.

"Sister, because I was injured before Yue Ling, he can't drink too much alcohol, let's have a drink today." Ye Ming stood up and said: "Waiter, bring us a dozen coconut juice."

It's scary, I don't know how many things Yang Qian remembered, how wrong he said, I can't let Ye Zhi ask any more questions!But if you just evade it blindly, Ye Zhi will definitely find out that something is wrong, now there is only one way to get over it, to divert attention by showing affection!

The coconut juice came out quickly, Ye Ming poured it on Ye Zhi and Yang Gan attentively, touched Yang Gan affectionately, and blinked: "Drink this."

Yang Gan's eyes froze, and then nostalgia and pain emerged, and he remembered a long time ago.

At that time, the apocalypse had not yet come, and they were still together well. Once when they were socializing outside, Ye Ming watched him drink glass after glass, worried that it would be bad for his health, so he ordered a glass of coconut juice for him, and later he asked Ye Ming Ming... Aren't big men afraid of being laughed at if they drink this?

Ye Ming said, what's the matter, just say I like it, I'm not afraid of being laughed at.

Later, in the last days, they were not able to be together so well, and they never drank this again...

He couldn't even remember the taste of coconut milk.

Yang Gan tightly held the cup in his hand, the complex look in his eyes disappeared in a flash, replaced by a deeper and deeper gentle drowning sea, a certain guess in his mind resurfaced, he didn't think it was a coincidence.

After Ye Ming finished all this, it seemed that he thought of asking Ye Zhi's opinion, and said flatteringly, "Sister, do you have any objections?"

Ye Zhi: "..." You have all made up your mind so affectionately, and now you remember to ask me for my opinion? !Damn, even this brat has a boyfriend, yet he's still single.

"It's all from my family, so it's okay if you don't drink." Ye Zhi said lightly, she glanced at Ye Ming with her beautiful phoenix eyes, and said, "What do you plan to do when something like this happens?"

Ye Ming said with a righteous face: "The pure will be clear, and the turbid will be turbid."

Pooh, Ye Zhi managed to hold back the anger in her heart.

If 888 had been present, he would have already spat on Ye Ming's face.

On the contrary, Yang Qian's eyes were worried. He didn't care about Ye Ming before, but as soon as he thought that Ye Ming might be Xu Xiaofei, he could no longer be indifferent, and he would never allow Ye Ming to be slandered like this.

Now the outside world is saying that Ye Ming is gay, his private life is chaotic, they use all kinds of the dirtiest thoughts to slander him, and they also say that he is just one of his sex friends.

"If Ye Ming doesn't mind, I can stand up and help him clarify the rumors." Yang Gan said slowly.

Ye Zhi looked at Yang Qian with serious eyes, as if guessing whether he meant what he said.

In the beginning, she wasn't very optimistic about Yang Gan, and she didn't know what kind of unreliable people Ye Ming met in the entertainment industry, so she immediately asked Ye Ming to bring someone to meet him, but to her surprise, Yang Gan is more responsible than she imagined, and he is willing to stand up on the cusp of this storm. No matter what, it takes courage.

"Are you sure?" Ye Zhi asked.

Yang Gan nodded, and his affectionate eyes fell on Ye Ming: "We are just in a normal relationship, why should we accept this kind of slander just because we are gay?"

Ye Zhi looked at Yang Gan firmly, she could be sure that Yang Gan said this sincerely, and his love for Ye Ming was also true.

Thinking of this, Ye Zhi's attitude softened a little, and she said with a smile, "It's good that you have such a heart, but don't worry, I'm afraid that someone with a heart will seize this point and continue to attack."

Ye Ming also seemed to be very moved by Yang Qian's attitude, and was willing to advance and retreat with him, but he also shook his head and said, "No need." His worry was different from Ye Zhi's, he didn't know when the boss would change again , When the time comes, it will be difficult for me to clean up, and it is one thing to be able to miss one thing.

Yang Gan paused, seeing that the two of them disagreed, so he didn't say any more.

It didn't take long for the dishes to be served, and the three of them started to eat. On the way, Ye Zhi continued to test Yang Gan without giving up, and Yang Gan responded gracefully. , so as not to make the other party's family feel uncomfortable.

Even with Ye Zhi's picky eyes, she had to say she was very satisfied in the end. Yang Qian's calm demeanor was extraordinary, and he was a hundred times more reliable than Ye Ming in any way. It was completely different from what she had guessed before. Qian didn't have so many guards, and accepted him faintly.

"I will find a way to deal with the online affairs, Xiao Ming will leave it to you, if he is disobedient, just give him a good beating." Ye Zhi clasped her hands and even joked. "If one meal is not enough, then two meals."

"Hey, when did I become disobedient?" Ye Ming was very dissatisfied, he was dealt with so easily, thanks to him being so worried before, is this his own sister after all?

Yang Gan looked at Ye Ming's doting eyes, and laughed lowly: "He's fine, just don't worry." It could be seen that in his eyes, Ye Ming really has nothing wrong with him, so how could he be willing to blame him?

Ye Zhi was slapped with dog food again, and regretted eating this meal.

When it was over, Ye Zhi sent Ye Ming out, and whispered to him: "You haven't been home for a long time, when do you plan to go back?"

Ye Ming whispered: "Wait until you have time, by the way... Can you keep the matter of Yue Ling a secret for me for a while?" Although there was a commotion outside, the family might not know about it for a short time, after all, it was only in the entertainment circle. It's just a little bit of news, he is well-known all over the world without anything happening, and there are many people who don't pay attention to things in the entertainment industry.

Ye Zhi clicked her tongue, "I won't take the initiative to say it." But when parents know that she can't control it, and she won't help this brat lie about such things that can't be concealed at all.

Ye Ming had a bitter face, he also understood this, but he could only delay it for a day.

Seeing the car coming, Ye Zhi turned to Yang Gan and said, "Let's have dinner together when we have time, Xiao Ming will ask you to take care of me."

Yang Gan said solemnly: "Don't worry."

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When the two returned to the hotel, Ye Ming looked exhausted as soon as he returned, today was really not easy!

Wait, although my sister has temporarily passed the level, but in order to make Yang Gan better cooperate with his performance, I deliberately showed many of the same actions as when I was Xu Xiaofei before. At that time, I just wanted to get it done Yang Qian, now that he is afraid, Yang Qian must really doubt him.

Risky, too risky!

The smile on Ye Ming's face had long since disappeared, revealing a trace of sadness, hey, it's hard to handle... He must divert his attention!

Yang Gan looked at Ye Ming thoughtfully. Ye Ming's behavior during the meal was completely different from what he is now. Although he should have pretended that he was fine just to prevent Ye Zhi from worrying, Yang Gan always had a feeling that Ye Ming at that time It's actually more real...

"You..." Yang Gan said, but he was interrupted by Ye Ming after he said a word.

Ye Ming raised his eyes and looked at him, his eyes seemed quite complicated: "Thank you today, but... I want to know your true thoughts, I've had enough of your moodiness, I don't know when you suddenly said something inexplicable If so, say you want to leave me."

Yang Qian's heart softened, he didn't care about doubting Ye Ming, his behavior was indeed hurtful, he looked at Ye Ming seriously and said, "I will never leave you again."

Ye Ming looked at him for a long time, and finally couldn't restrain the fragility in his heart, and vented all his grievances, his eyes glistening, "Then tell me, what's your name?"

Yang Gan was silent for a long time, then slowly said: "My name is Yue Ling."

Until I figure it out, I will exist as your lover, and I trust my hunch.

Ye Ming stood for a while, rushed over to hug him, choked up and said, "Don't ever say that you're dead again."

Yang Qian sighed softly, raised his hand and gently touched Ye Ming's head, you must love Yue Ling very much, that's why you believe me so easily, as long as there is one reason, you can believe that I am still your lover, as long as Because you can't lose him.

Just like Xu Xiaofei, who loves me like that... I was not sure of that until the last moment.

Fortunately, you and I are not irretrievable, this time I will be careful not to make mistakes before the truth is unknown, I want to know if you have really completely forgotten me.

Ye Ming wiped his eyes, turned his head away and said, "Let's go home."

Yang Gan nodded and smiled. He didn't talk much, and he was very gentle and tolerant from the beginning to the end. He didn't look like a ruthless hero from the end of the world at all. If he could, he wanted to use everything to pamper this person.

The two finally returned home.

Ye Ming wanted to get through these few days with all his heart. He had exposed too much before, and the rest of the day would be difficult. At this time, he suddenly received a message from Fang Sheng asking him to go online. His tone seemed to be different from before. Somewhat weird.

Ye Ming thought that the elder sister's actions are so fast, she has already started to clean up for herself?Some looked forward to watching it online, but new explosive news flooded the sky, occupying all forums and Weibo, and all the titles contained a name - Li Muxun!

In the case of dissing Ye Ming on the whole network, Li Muxun was the first and only artist who came out to stand in Ye Ming's team, but the weight of this only one was worth a hundred!In his rare post on Weibo in ten thousand years, he directly addressed Ye Ming, saying that they were just friends and that the meeting was just to discuss a new play. It is a platform for people to communicate, not to discredit others at will.

The Internet exploded immediately!

Ye Ming's previous popularity is there. Many people don't even know which green onion he is, and he doesn't know how popular he is in the entertainment circle. No matter how much attention is paid, there is not much splash in the one-sided black, and some people say that Ye Ming is a self-promotion, a hot search bought with money, wanting to be popular and crazy, until Li Muxun made a sound, the whole Internet boiled !

Li Daying has tens of millions of fans, and he doesn't post a single Weibo a year, and his image has always been very good. He said a word, which is more effective than 1 sailors. Countless fans started to search for Ye Ming. Man, he has been pushed to the top of the hot search all of a sudden, and he still remains high!The fan scolding battle began to escalate continuously. Many people stood up for Li Muxun to speak for Ye Ming unconditionally, and the new sunspot joined the army. They surmised Ye Ming maliciously, saying that he really had something to do with Li Muxun, and then started A new round of quarrels started... These real enthusiasm is different from before. It can be seen that the quarrels are more real, and the public opinion is no longer one-sided. Many people began to reflect.

At this time, the phone ticked, and Fang Sheng sent a cheerful message: Congratulations, you are really popular this time, and you can actually catch Li Muxun's traffic, which is not bad and has improved.

Ye Ming thought to himself, I really don't want to be popular this time!He immediately wanted to edit a message to go back, saying that he didn't know about it at all, and didn't want to rub Li Muxun's traffic at all, he was as innocent as Bai Lianhua!

But before he could send it out, he heard a low voice ringing in his ear.

"Li Muxun? He can stand up and speak for you at this moment, it seems very unusual to you." Yang Gan pressed Ye Ming's shoulder with one hand, and a sharp light gradually appeared in his black eyes, "You two are very familiar with each other. ?"

Ye Ming felt the hands pressing on his shoulders, feeling like an invisible mountain was pressing down, and he almost knelt down when his knees gave way.

Not familiar, we are not familiar at all!